Wednesday, April 30, 2008

i want to fly, but is crawling better?

Hope it'll be more interesting today cos we'll be going to the office later.
yesterday was a tired+moody+restless+emo day. i hate/love ytd. cos moody day equals...running. & that explains the 30mins of running. i was still able to run after that 30 mins but i stopped because it suddenly striked me that i havent finish calling the freshies. reached home at 11.20pm & started poking my house phone; still perspiring...alot. SHIOKNESS.

i thought about lotsa stuffs. from friends, to team, to work, to future, everything. told you it's an emo day. I wanted to give up when people make comments. i feel stupid. ROAR. this is not michelle. michelle is determined to do her best, has lots of perserverance, is a perfectionist. ROAR.

knowing that we need to train the hong kah sec students (N.Tech) for our sip, we tried to find ways to make it interesting as we thought that they will be easily distracted & will not listen during training. but we're wrong. they completed our handouts when we were going through the ppt. they were able to answer questions & were very very very enthusiastic. Everybody participated in role-playing & i could see them enjoying themselves. best of all, positive feedbacks by the students & their teachers(:

training with the freshies later. am quite excited, but not so cos we'll have to start from basics. basics are boring, but they're the foundation to make us better. the stronger our foundation of our basics, the better our techniques. ok, i'm obviously trying to convince myself that basics are fun. :/ i want PTs. i want PT to start soon!! i need to change my mindset. i really need to. & yes i want to move forward. i want to do stuffs i see on videos. stay strong & hold on. kenken, we still have our dateline to meet.

hey girls, it's not that i dont want to meet you all. But i'm really busy. When i'm free, you're working. Sent sms over to ask if you're free, but in the end nobody replied. & now sam says it's pointless to reply cos everytime when i ask you all if you're free but i dont meet up? it hurts. yes, i admit there's once because there was a last minute work. i need to study 0900-1730 from mon-fri. after that i've cheerleading. sat & sun, most of the time work, sometimes home resting. do you think i'm enjoying? NO. it really hurts to see such comments),:

off to do logbook & nap. :x 2 years ago, a guy plucked 3 red flowers...

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