Pfffft

I can't believe tt a good thing can actually turn out into sth like this.

You have options

So what will be the results if you turn left and not turn right? When you choose to do 'A' and didn't do 'B'? Will the consequences be the same?

What if I fight?

Tied?

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trust VS love

Do you love and then trust?
Or trust followed by love?

Do you love and not trust?
Or trust and not love?

Tuna sandwiches

I ate 4 slices of wholemeal bread which made up my 2 tuna sandwiches. OMG.

And at 12pm, I'm hungry. HELP.




I know it's quite irritating that I'm having so many posts because they are my random thoughts/actions etc. that I want to remember. Most importantly, I'm kinda lazy to make them flow in 1 post.. so post many many lo!

successive rounds

just that I need to get it with Vince's timing because he counts so fast!

PS: I dont like heelstretch. But I'm starting to love you cos I dont have a choice and you're supposed to be the simplest of all flexibility posture.

I did a back-nua

and I will never forget the feeling because it so freaky that I thought I will crash my head and be sent to hospital again.

I'M NEVER GONNA HESITATE.

I did no wrong.

So my mentor put the blame on me when I didnt even know how the process flow is like? And this is not the first time. Tyvm.

Worse, boss kinda hinted that I was at fault too? But I'm 100% sure mentor went to badmouth to boss about it first. So that she is able to shake everything off her.

I'm glad that I have 2 other nice colleagues who are unbiased and always encouraging/teaching me ways on saving myself in the work place. OMG. I'm really gonna miss them when they're gone. Cos everybody here are kinda working for the sake of working now. )));

My completion bonus in December.. how?!? And it's only nice (for my resume) to leave after a year ma.

Comes what may...

One fine day

One day, when I've got nothing better to do at work, and kinda confused on where I should continue my studies, I decide to apply to NIE.

With no intention of getting through, nor expected them to reply me, I recieved an email stating that I've been shortlisted for interview.

Mixed feelings.

Most imporatantly, I need to get a certification letter to negotiate pay. :/ That's what stated in the email.

Waaaaaaa... How?

New?

Everything is just too new. Everybody is no longer real. Family? Is it just a cover up? If not, I no longer feel part of it.

To put that aside, I want my own room. I hate to share room with my younger sis now cos she is super untidy and dirty. She throws her worn clothes back into her wardrobe UNFOLDED/NOT HUNG, just crumple it back!

I wana rent my sis room. ); Cant she give me like a discount since it's so far off town. :/ I'm left with nothing as $400 is almost my monthly forced savings. But if $$$ can buy me peace and calmness most importantly cleanliness, I dont mind. But $400 is way off my budget! Not forgetting my school is scheduled to start in end November!

Take me higher

Putting my all,
giving my best shot.

The route is uncertain, but probably.. just probably, my last if this works out.

i want another holiday

BKK,
BKK,
BKK,
Bintan..

I love BKK. I want HK, Japan, Perth, Phuket, Langkawi, Tioman, Taiwan and the list goes on.

Fasting month

Last year, my actual fasting was 2 weeks. Actual meaning full day fast. Bee encouraged me to try half day fast, then food fast (drink water only) before I try the actual fasting as I dont eat in the early morning.

Yesterday was the first day of the fasting month. I went straight to food fast and survived the day.. probably cos I was too busy at work. I only had half a plate of seafood noodle for dinner as I 'just woke up' on the bus and didnt had any appetite then. Straight to bed at 11pm and woke up early to have a small bowl of cereal. :/ I kinda force myself to eat cos it was so earlyyyyy.

And eh-hem.. I feel giddy now. ); Probably because my menses is coming and my tummy is so big zomg. Can the blood like just flow out now? I mean.. I want it to come cos my tummy is so big and bloated and it feels so darn uncomfortable. My period log says it is to start yesterdayyyyyyyyy. Pffft. I'm wating lo. Cos all the symptoms have been persistant since 4 days ago. My cramps have been acting up on Wednesday. Nausea on Tuesday. Bloated tummy on Wednesday.

Once my migraine starts, it better be it!

Back to the topic. I'm still very proud of my muslims friends & cherylteo who endured through this ramadan! Looking forward to the goo food on the 30th! :D