lonely

I'm all alone in the office right now. Gahhhh. Fortunately its the day. Heh. Even so, its kinda scary cos my office is so bigggggggggggg. One which fits about 27 people excluding the interview rooms, reception and conference room.

I am eating faster now. And that's not a good thing. Cos I realised most of the time, I swallow my food cos I'm tired of chewing them when my teeth and gum are so tight. -.- And that results in my frequent hiccups and bloated tummy. LOL.

Ok, so we didnt get to meet manping on Friday); cos she had OT, and the next day, early morning attend a course. It was still joyable meeting joy. ;p

Saturday was well spent at Sentosa with Legacy. Log onto facebook to see those pictures k. Im lazy to post them all up. But I'll try la huh. ;p I think I'm beginning to like photoshoots. but I dont like it when friends are standing around staring and smiling cos they make me laugh and I cannot give the 'fierce' face. AHAHHAHAHAH. Aiya, but still very fun la.
Wanted to top fly for 2-2-1, but the stupid gary fell before I put my feet on him. -.- LOUSY. Andrina stronger than you. ;p Btoss is so painful. I dont likeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! I also dont know why I fall into the water on my back! Tsk. So in the end, after my 2nd try, my back was so red and sore that I dont want to do anymore. ;/ Andrina very zai! Btoss senget alot still can toe-touch. LOL. Besides, it was her first time doing it.
So after Sentosa, we all header to chompchomp for dinner. (; I was super shag, so was bee. So we went back earlier than the rest.

Shyen has been dropping by more often now. This cheeky girl... is becoming more naughty, at the same time cuter with her actions. :/

Sunday was training which I was happy with myself cos I almost forgot about my ankle(;

Was supposed to meet Wendy for dinner on Monday but that girl didnt reply my msgs. In the end, I only found out the day before that she changed her number. -.- Anyhows, met baby at town for...............AYAM PENYET. ;p
I was controlling and resisting myself from spending most of the time while waiting for bee before he reached. :/

The thing is, my area in the room is so untidy that I've told myself to clear them up first before adding in more things, cos there's certainly no place to put them anymore, especially clothes which CHERYLKOHYANLIN always messes up in the wardrobe. Most of ewhich, i dont see her wearing anymore. -.- I hate is when mum irons our clothes (office wear) and after she tries it on and shakes head to them, she throws them in the cardboard. HELLO..., HOW MANY TIMES MUST I SAY THAT YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE WEARING THEM?! One more time and I'm sure that I'm taking that cardboard away from you!!!!!!!!!

As you can see/read, my room has not been revamp ever since x567554875647 times that I'd mentioned that I wanted to. Cos I dont see a point to when I spent so much money while the room will be messed up covering all the revamps. TSK. I must come up with a deal. Deal with her on the things that she should/should not do so as to counter to my jie bi zheng. But I dont even see her often now. :/

Ok, back to my dailies. Ytd was gym/training with Blaz. Verdict: I dont like rolled mats cos they caused abrasions easily. ;p I need to strengthen my ankle. Ankle ankle, please get well. I'm not gonna care about you so be strong and stand up for yourself ok. I'm still gonna take care of you; less heels, and that's just about it. I'm still gona do my workouts/exercises/PT as per normal cos my mind will be stronger than you. I'm still gonna run, jump, skip etc etc. I know you always give up on me when doing gym, but I need you to be strong so that i can accomplish allt he things I've planned out to do. Cos with you being so weak, I can only give my self excuse. Ok, stop it michelle. ;p

Gonna meet Aunty Elizabeth today to discuss/update her on my planning. Heh.

Some colleagues are back!

My weekends are currently packed. -.- I dont even know if I'm attending most of it. I have Singapore Flyers tickets which are not collected, and supposedly bringing my family out. Ok, its valid for 3 months so it should be fine.
Juneil's 21st at Aranda, Alvina's 21st at Costa Sands, Jamie's 21st at supper. All the 21st are coming!!! Performances packed till the end of YOG. oh oh oh, and the most important of cos, universal studios date with lovelove. ;p

Super: So we going the weekend before our monthsary or after?
Me: I dont know. Anything lo. Must check first also.
Super: Ok.
Me: But you bringing me right, means you treat the day?
Super: o.O
Me: ;p hahahahhahhhahahahahhahahhaahhahahhah.


now wave your flag now wave your flag now wave your wave...o o o o o o, o o o o o o o o o o. There's a chinese version! LOL.

Happy Friday!

Ever since working, I truely understand the meaning of TGIF.

I wonder why my back/shoulder muscles are aching.

Last few days till I leave TP HRSD. I'll miss this place); New working environment waiting for me. With lotsa workload for me to cover, which I'm kinda looking forward to?

Meeting the girls later, like finally. Ok, I do see joy but there's no time for us to catch up. -.- I miss cherylteomanping TREMENDOUSLY. I'm gonna hug her till her bones break since she's so skinny now. ;p Haziq should start feeding you like a pig.

it's time for africa

World cup is sucha nuisance. Stupid people stepping on our mats, crossing the mats when we're tumbling/stunting, and the most ridiculous...PUTTING THE CHAIR ON OUR MATS. WTF. These uncles seriously are retarded. So next time you park your motor in the carpark, and I happen to have an aching leg, I sit on your bike ok? Or maybe my shoe lace came off and I need to tie them, but my thigh hurts, I just lift my feet up onto your bike so that I can tie my shoelaces..ok uncles? I cant think of any examples for cars though. GRRRRRRRRR. Brainless freaks making us shift.
I'm just angry at ... ARGH. Cant wait for it to end. Because of world cup, our training venue has to change. Yea, I'm just a stubborn cow.

I've no idea why I'm so agitated. Maybe because of those brainless uncles.. especially those putting their chairs on the mats la. -.-

Friday
Super came to TP on fri to study for his test, at the same time wait for me to knock off to head to the airport. Heh. Bryan was in school for project discussion too.
So the 3 of us were on our way to the airport, which the intial plan was to dine there with the LOOF. But they kept changing plans and we were so pissed as we were stucked in the train stations and didnt know where to head to. Fortunately, Bryan suggested to go to his place to wait for them to finally settled on a place. I didnt think it was a fantastic idea as they had decided to head to kovan, but when we reached Bryan's house.. they said they will be going AMK. Like phhhhewwww... We almost travelled half of Singapore in the train if we didnt go to Bryan's place.
That day just... wasnt a good day. Other things made me kinda not really happy too. Grrrr.

Saturday
Super wenta airport to study so I headed to find him after I had my haircut etc. Most of my curls are gone. Heh. Straight hair coming back. It's kinda boring but... oh wells. I had my curls for more than a year. I look younger too? Haha. Gotta built the habit of combing my hair after bath now. :/ I wanted to bang them.. but my hair colour currently has 2 tones. So my fringe will be black, while the rest of them brown. HAHA.
Walked around airport, chit chatted. <3
And later headed to pasir ris for joanne's 21st. Happy is so cute! OMG. Yorkshire terrier miniature. It felt so squash-able yet fragile.

Sunday
Training was.... I hate green beans day. First time doing push up till I couldnt feel my arms and almost not able to bend my elbows after the jumping jacks. LOL. Nevertheless, it feels good mentally to me having aches cos... it means that I've trained. My deltoids and triceps are freaking tight but I'm loving it. :p
Headed to town for dinner at Lucky Plaza. Lucky Plaza ayam penyet is making me love ayam penyet. But I think they couldnt find any chicken to flatten that day and gave us chicks instead. -.- I was totally famished and the size of the chick ): me. Fee was so nice to give me a piece of his more fully grown chick. I only had cookie crisp cereal before training.
Met the rest, and we were off.

Monday
Bedok interchange was so boring that I didnt know where to go. My appt was at 8pm so I thought I could walk around for 1hr+ before heading to the dental. In the end, I reached the dental at 7.15, and luckily the person missed his appointment. Hehe. Yea.. and my gum hurts now..


Papa's day dinner later. Heh. Killed my gym day. Looks like I gotta re-plan my schedule for this week. Oh oh oh, and I got the whole family Singapore Flyer tickets(;

I wanna say something but I cannottttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. Disappointed yet glad.

<3

Wanted to surprise bee ytd cos was m_ss___ him. So went over to amk. Surprise failed cos he kept calling me aft work as I told him I'll be heading to gym. In the end, met him at amk hub and he surprised me with koi(((((;
He went home to change out and we headed for jalan kayu prata!!
Super super impromptu decision. Heh.


And he said he wanted to surprise me with koi, bringing it to Tp initially. LOL.

public private

which should i choose?

sports event manager (apprentice) which the boss promise me good future prospects.. or continue in TP and convert to a perm staff?

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There are other photos that I've yet to upload, i know...like tons? Gahh. Aiya, if it's not here, it's in FB ok. :p

So my diet plan failed on Saturday. Cos... cos cos... aiya. I hate menses la. They just make us crave for rubbish food and once you have it, you just cant stop. GAHHHHH.

PC show with super in the afternoon, and thereafter, went to find sis. Erm.... i got alot of things to say, but nvm. We had yuki & yaki which I only remember eating teriyaki dory, sambal dory, teriyaki salmon, salmon sashimi and nuggets. LOL. I can become a cat man. *meowwwww.

I wanted to treat them but dont know how come Miller gave his card. So I just keep quiet lo. :p BLEH. Felt bad after that and I had SERIOUS cravings for chocolate, so i suggested andersons. Fondue was just.........oh-my-godly delectable. I can just scoop the belgian choco and put it in my mouth. :p OK, bee was shocked when he saw me eating fondue. HAHAHAHAHA. I bet i look like a 5 year old kid eating fondue for the first time.

World cup at Miller's place cos Bee watch Argentina too. So I just followed. HAHAHA. I think I fell asleep after 10 mins of kicking. :/

I'm glad I'm still able to do my consecutive frontwalks despite the injured ankle. I have to get it check the last time but my sinseh's shift and my available time just dont click. Gahhhhhh. There's still something wrong inside cos I cant flex))); Did tss with fairul. Ok, my jump is like shit now cos I only reach like just nice. GAHHHH. I wana fly high. I'm still in a state of shock that I actually landed on derricka's shoulders. :D Come on derrick! We can do it. Go go go! I think if my ankle could have tahan ytd, there would be more successful ones. I think my bases improved! Ok, I must ask andra to check if there's anything wrong with me on thurs.

So after 2-3 weeks of not training, I'm glad my basics are still with me. :D I thought they'll be gone. :/
'nuff of cheer.


After training, bee and I went for our date. (; Initial plan was to dine at Canale, but changed to NewYork2. But we couldnt find NewYork2, and were lazy to walk, so we just settled down at The Canteen.

1 mushroom soup and calamari rings to share and I had bangers and mash while bee had some chicken with spaghetti. Average rating? Like 6/10? Their frappes were good though, just limited choices.

Walked around town to get the food digested. Didnt really have much appetite. I only managed to finish half my portion when I ate just 2 plain pieces of wholemeal bread in the morning which last me for training. Shop for abit and I got 2 new bras. HAHAHAHAHAH. Ok, too much info. BLEH. I can throw away old ones already.


PS: Bee got his rank today!

<3

17th! (((;

Toy Story 3

My favourite character is BIG BABY!



Although some may say it looks creepy, and others say it's disturbing, I feel that this big baby needs someone to take care of); I remember having my own girl baby doll when I was younger. Exactly the same life-like baby doll with the soft, cuddly fabric body and vinyl arms, legs and face. CherylKoh and I would always fight for the doll just to "take care" of it. We will feed our yang-wa-wa with her magical bottle. And even bathe her secretly without mummy knowing, squeeze dry her tummy and put her in front of the fan. I think I even created a sleeping area for her after her cradle broke beside me with small blanket towel, and her tiny pillow that comes along with it.

Big baby has similar features to my yang-wa-wa which caught my eye when I first saw it. "With dazzling blue eyes that open and close, this realistic baby encourages nurturing play. Eighteen inches tall, he comes dressed in an adorable yellow onesie with matching bonnet, and has his own magical bottle of milk that disappears while he drinks! A perfect first doll for your special child."

I'm glad I didnt draw on my yang-wa-wa and always bathe it though. :/

Of course, my favourite scene is when Ken and Barbie met! He was totally smitten, while Barbie, smittenly-shy. I think that's the "awwwwwwwwwww...." part for almost every girl who use to play Barbie. :x Oops. LOL. I only had 1 Barbie, and she's still with me on my home desk! :p

Remeber to catch Toy Story 3 Movie starting from 17th June 2010 and join the official Facebook and Twitter page!!!

Interview at 3pm!

I've requested the interview time to be at 1500hrs instead of the one that she requested at 1430hrs. And now I realised I've more than enough time after my half day at work cos the journey will take at most an hour. Hopefully I get this job so I wont have to study overseas.

Long wordy post

The truth is, I'm lazy to post pictures; copying and pasting the link codes from photobucket. And I cant seem to find the blogger function on it too. GAHHHHH. So frustrating.

I dont know where to start. So many things happened. Certainly, this blog lack of real updates. And pretty pretty pictures. Should I change blog? So that I can post pictures? Hmmm...

Let's start from way before SKM. Cos that is where I didnt really update. My schedule was so packed. Work, gym, training. All I wanted to do then was a very good sleep. Weekends were spent with bf.

SKM was all planned out pretty well. But I'm sure, no, we all were sure that we could have finish the routine way before hand - if Andra POP earlier. But just before Andra POP-ed, something had to happen. I was all geared up, anticipating for that last 3 trainings cos I know it'll definitely be a big change with his presence.

Accidents happened. A three degree sprain. I thought it was just a sprain, and I would be better by the next training. But I had to be on crutches. I couldnt walk, couldnt even stand on 2 legs. It only got better just recently. Anyway, crutches are nuisance. Sorry shane. They hurt my armpit and my arms felt like they went hardcore gym just after 2 days' use.

the nurses wanted my foot to be flat on the board for xray, but this is the furthest I could go.

- my toes become fat after a walk.

Thank you Xinyi, Shaun for picking me to and fro the hospital in the wee hours, and Justin and Shane for accompanying me to the sinseh. Justin for coming all the way to my house at bedok from BOONLAY, and going to Pasir Ris. And also piggyback me from the carpark to the sinseh, not forgetting the long flight of steps! Shane for lending me your crutches, bringing them to the sinseh for me. I bet everybody stared at you when you board the bus. :/

Andra and I had to go back early in the morning to keep the mats.. and it made me felt ultra bad that I could only sit and watch.

On Saturday, it was a hard decision. I was thinking of it for the pass 3 days. Thinking of whether should I withraw from the team, how am I supposed to phrase it to Andra, can i really get well by SKM, can I do all the stunts that was put out for me etc etc. I finally decided to tell Andra when we were having breakfast. I tried to sound as cool as possible, and yeap, he too was already thinking about it looking at the state that I was at.
It was later decided that I will be withdrawn and gary will be substituted. It wasnt a good feeling. Not because I've been pulled out, but because of many other things. Why must I be hurt at this time? Why cant I recover now? How will the team do? How will the routine turnout like? Why cant i just stand up and walk? Why must I fall? How are the other new midbases gonna cope? Why did I had this bad sprained? Why must I suffer all this? Why How Why.....? It was ribbon-making. But I didnt have mood to make any when I'm the hands on kinda person. I just wanted to sleep. I want to sleep it off. I couldnt control my emotions, and all the whys are running through my head. I literally cried all the whys and hows out.
Thank you super for comforting me. Three things that he said that stopped the weeping me.
1. How will the team feel when they see you in this state? Their morale will be pulled down right?
2. How will Selvam feel?
3. Maybe god knows you want this badly, and that you have trained ultra hard, so this is his way of telling you to rest.

I stopped, and soon it was training time. I wanted to go home seeing them train. Seriously, I just want to go home. It hurts seeing them doing the routine all over again, changes here and there BECAUSE OF ME. BECAUSE OF ME BECAUSE OF ME BECAUSE OF MY STUPID FOOT. Fortunately, I had my iphone. I gamed for the whole approximately 3 hours? I remember telling myself that the team needs support at about 9pm, and i must stand strong for myself, for them. More stunts not hitting and I feel worse.
I felt better after a night's sleep. I was ready to be legacy's supporter. It's not 16 men doing the routine. It's just 1 team. My heart was with this team. And I shall go all the way with it.
PS: Just that sometimes I feel left out); Like Jessie not writing the card for me post-skm. HOW COME I DONT HAVE! )';

Despite having difficulties walking, I went to training after work, all trainings without fail. OK, maybe not the last 2 cos I was taking care of Na-saow and BU ma. No choice.

1st day of SKM. The spirit of legacy was there. I bet most went home with no regrets. But hey, that was only a performance. Everything was near perfect. Everybody went home happy. But sue hyperventilated. And it was for hours. . . . . . .
2nd day of SKM. Sue said she was fine, but everybody had their reservations to her 'fine'. Last minute changes to the routine still. I didnt get to see it. Even for the dry run, it wasnt good. The last thing I said during the whoosh was to ask them to leave those mats once again with no regrets. Did they?

How should I put it? Part of me, of course never never never ever wanted this to happen. But hey, this whole SKM thing made us learn truckloads. Picking up damn full of shits along the way. Let me see, what are the other shits? Jessie sprained her ankle after stepping on Andra's foot, Citra working, Jay's retardedly dislocated hand, Selvam, Andra in camp, Karen's sprained ankle after btoss LOF which her leg landed on Andra's chest..etc etc. Dont you think after all this, legacy grew stronger? Cos we picked up whatever shit and just carried on. Neither of us gave up. Also, gary was trying to blend into legacy. And because he was involved in the routine, it was so much easier for us to mingle and fuse together. There, we brought in a competitive new member. (;

1 team everybody want to see, not how big or how small or the numbers we have. We'll coalesce as one and stand strong for each other.

Date

Yay! Finally a date with my bf. And we had movie marathon! Lol. Mamarduke and prince of Persia. ((((((;

Ooooh.. And guess what's out on 1st July? Heheheheheheheheeheheh.



PS: I feel fat. Not exercising for 2 weeks makes me look fats. My fats are all crying for help cos they are growing too much. Ankle can you get well soon? I can tiptoe but you don't allow me to heel. Gahhhhhhhh!

Beeeeeeee Zeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Bonding camp was awesome. I found 2 new bestfriends, and a whole new family.

Ok. I'm really busy these few days with almost everything. On top of that, I'm a little lazy too.

I'll be back soon!


**sniff sniff later!