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hmmm..here to wish jas n matthias a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!` didn wish her in my blog e other tym` she requested fer one` so here it is jas mei mei` **winkx


*____to u noe who:: stop treating mi like tis` i noe i'm wrong` sori` i reali m` very...` u treat mi like a total nobody` i'm like as if a piece of shit to u` haix` now i noe how much u reali mean to mi` i reali reali nid u` i dowana lose u again` no more` i'm truly sori...`

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i'm sucha bad gal` wad was i thinking abt ytd` come to think of tt` i m reali sucha fool` i'm sori` terribly sori` **weepx `wadahel was i thinking` y did i hav to lie` o mic...wake up will u?!?` y did u hav to abuse his trust` i noe..i kept saying tt he dun trust mi` n when he finally did hav some trust in mi` wat did i do` oh my...i'm a brainless kid man..`

_____`mic is sucha bad gal..
_____`mayb its tym to reflect on myself
_____`accept wateva i hafta take since my mind is outa place at tt pt of tym
_____`blame it all on myself

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hmmm..lessons were alrite` had maths oni` haax` amaths is reali driving mi crazy` argh!` #@!$%^&*&^%$#@!` but not bad la` now at least i noe how to apply e formula` =) `mux start to study` heex` e o'levels booklet tt is given out in e morning` woke mi up` n sth's somewhr is telling mi tt i shld start my revision` haax` mayb i'm jux thinking too much` ^_^

lost to cch` sianx` close match..lost 4 balls` leading at 1st` haixh..if we put in more effort..i'm sure we can win` o well` its over` tis yr is a real sucky yr fer mi i guess` jux e start of e yr` n arady so mani damn things r happening to mi` but i noe` he will owaex b dere fer mi` =)
had a tiff tis morning` ='( but finally realises his mistake` good boy` so after e match` wenter his hse` tv-ing` his mom, sis n bro came back short after` were all watching "fei mao"` hahax` nice show` >.< lyk china pumpkin lidat` [tt' wad he kept calling mi] `his sis is so cute` haax` kept looking at us when we were toking` asked her to watch e tv` dun disturb us` she say we r her tv` lolx` den his bro` lyk so quiet lidat` hahax`
went hm when they were abt to hav dinner` n here i m blogging`

*___``lurve u` muahx``

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u reali think tt u r tt gd?` o plx` think abt it again` i'm nt saying tt i'm gd` but i think i hav e abilities to point out ur mistakes` not oni as a captain n rmb` i m ur senior` n i rmb saying to u` "ni you she me zi ge han wo?" ..n i guess bcos of tt` u walk away cos u simpli gt nth to say` ya..i noe u hav gt one shot in` tt does nt mean if u played e whole 4 quarters we will win wad` heh..plx think abt ur passes` they r OWAEX so high up` n its very easy fer ppl to intercept u noe` argh...!` i reali duno wad u r thinking` n i dun forking care abt it` who r u?` who do u think u r huh?`

argh...!` i shldn get myself so angry jux bcos of tis person ya` haix..but her attitude is reali forked up` ok..i noe bballers r gonna add alot of comments to tis entries` but sori..i reali cant control myself animore so i hav to blog it out` in hope tt she will noe one day whr did she went wrong`

lost e match..TERRIBLE GAME` didn reali get to play in e match cos i was scolding vulgarities` =X didn mean to` but e referee wit spec...one word to say` suck` haix..sry ppl if u think i shouted at u all too...erm..huh to describe?` but i was reali fed up` n i cld b more harsh but i stop myself` so u c mi crying dere` sori`

_______**think i shld stop` i dun think anione wld wan mi to continue tis pathetic story` n those who were dere` u shld arady noe wad i'm trying to say` niwaex` sw..thx fer ur listening ear`

x)

hmmm..didn post fer quite a few days..wasn in da mood..niwaex..lost ahs..[obviously we will] n ya..we played a very lousy game..our aggressiveness like b4 is not shown there..we simply 'gave them e ball' ..as in..we arady admitted defeat when e game has jux started..haix..i didn put in my best efforts..sori gals..cos my ankle reali hurtx..dalinah was having headaches but she still carry on da game..+luv ur fighting spirit =)+ ..gals..gotta b like her kaex..
niwaex..e match is arady over..no pt toking abt it..jux learn frm ur mistakes kaex..n amelia..u r e playmaker..gotta b alert at ALL times kaex..
hmmm...den wenter his hse on fri..omg..he didn tell mi tt his mom wanted to c mi..he jux brought mi dere..so damn embarrassed..haax..was standing outside e hse when his mom came out..den his mom was like "cum in..nvm one..dun shy.." ..argh..how can i nt b..but i went in after like abt 15mins when he came out saying u wan my mom cum out ask u go in isit..**grinx ..of cos i nt so dua bai..
his mom den started questioning mi..hahax..i'm like...SHY!!! kept on smiling back at her when i duno wad to ans..hahax..e nx thing i noe..my cheek was hurting badly..lolx..but his mom..hmmm..not bad..quite cute ..hahax..quite easy to communicate wit..like no generation gap..hahax..was toking to her abt shicai n stuffs..**oopx
went hm ltr n his mom kept saying "mux drop by more often okae." ARGH` i jux smiled..haax..he went fer his training..
ytd..wenter mdm tey hse..saw chee leong..hahax..slim down le..e last tym i saw him he grown alot fatter..**ehemx ..haax..everybody frm pass 4e1 brought 'gum' n non of e 4e5 brought..den huiwen took two oranges frm duno whr n gavi it to mdm tey..hahax..n she said it's frm e whole cls..lolx..den duno who say mux save e oranges otherwise oranges will extinct cos of cny??? haax..ate..den tok..den play awhile den went back hm..mdm tey kinda neglected us..she was all along wit e ex-4e1..+sad+ ..but gotta understand tt she see us everyday..haax..walk a long way to e mrt station..mayb cos of e scorching hot sun..reached hm..tok to him fer awhile..n slept frm 7 to 9am todae..real pig huh..+luffs+
so boring now..gotta complete my hw ltr..hafta b a gud gal..=) he's having tournament now..hmmmm..gud luck!` muackx`

*love mi whole-heartedly*

+treats mi heavenly+
+tell mi truthfully+
+steal my hart charmingly+
+speak to mi softly+
+touch mi gently+
+kisses mi passtionately+
+hug mi tightly+
+teaches mi patiently+
+stays with me happily+
+trust mi ultimately+

-_-

sunday
wenta mr wong's hse..haax..so excited when we were on our way there..heex..mi n jas were taking pics on leon's hp comparing who's eyes r bigger.. ::jas..i think mine's bigger:: =pPp..
niwaex..i jux learn tt i've gt 1 mei mei [jas] n 2 didi [weiyi - ah tong n daniel - ah hao] ..hahax..cos leon my kor den he gt all these siblings so i'm part of it too..lolx.. +hei hei jia zhu+

let's get back to mr wong..haax..he is stil looking good as eva..so fit..so handsome..even leon was jealous of him.. "wa lau..i hate tis kinda guy! so handsome..so smart..sumore so fit!" lolx..ya..i guess..alot of guys ARE realy jealous of him..
went mr li's hse aft tt..he didn wana open e door..*CHILDISH* ..1st tym go ppl hse bai nian mux 'beg' e person to open e door one sia..tok there for awhile..n mi,wendy,jas headed to tm..leon wenta mit nicholas to play pool aft eating wit us at genki..
bought sth fer him..hahax..i love it..heex..hope u like it too..!~

monday
HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY!!~
had a reali wonderful tym wit baobei! wenta shaw ::as usual:: to watch seoul raiders..it simpli rox! love it..it is so exiting..n farni too..hahax..wanted to take pic at bugis..but he was shy n it was crowded wit peeps like us..so decided to go to pasir ris park..
saw izzudin wit his stead in e mrt..oh well..we were in e same cabin, same train..haax..so "qiao" ..
bought mac n wenta e near-by park as it looks like it was gonna rain..ate finished..tok awhile..den went back hm..e toks were all so..erm...sweet..hahax..**winkx

Match with BGS
haix..lost by 1 pt..*sobx* ..we had a draw actuali..21-21..had time extended of 5 mins in order to annouce e winning of either team..it was reali a very very exciting game..mr li had set high hopes of winning tis game as their defence was nt gd..haix..i had put in all my effort..even fouling for 3 tyms oni at e beginning of e 2nd quarter.. ::did i reali played tt vigorous?:: but it's owaes good to b aggressive in da game..
hmmm..if dalinah didn foul..we wld hav another draw..e score was 23-23..haix..they had free-throws..n scored 1..+my hart was pumping like crazy+ we had oni 5 sec to get another ball in in order to win them..omg..how r we gonna do tt..ya..n we were defeated..jux like tt..

___btw..bgs coach suck alot..he shouted at e referee when e referee did nt call fer a "foul" fer his player..oh plsss..referee r trained to b referee..they doesn nid a coach's guidance..

``______*jia you fer e nx match everione! NV GIV UP!

= wOhoO =

jux came baq frm my godma's eating place..e food was delicious.. +yummi+ .."lao yu sheng" there oso..now so full..hahax..
wake up in the morning..recieved his sms frm his dad's phone.. *aww..so sweet* ..heex..
wenter bathe n when i came out..my younger sis's frenx were here..played wit them fer a few hrs..den had mee robus..den continued playing..fighting n taking pics n stuffx..haax..
went out ltr to my relative hse to bai nian..younger sis din go cos she went out wit her frenx..hahax..so she didn get e ang baos..
baobei jux called..hahax..luv him to bitx!! ..he bought alot of things frm there..buying mi sth too.. =) miss him alot actuali..trying to get myself occupied as to try not to miss him..hahax..
hmmm...so excited..tml going to mit mr wong le!! +yeshHh+
reali wonder how is he now....

___`1 more day to mtach wit bedok green sec*

mr wong!!!~

called mr wong jux now n finally managed to get thru him!! we'll b miting him on sunday..yes!!! i miss him so much..SO SO MUCH!!~ omg..cant imagine i cld contact him again..i tot..he doesn wan us animore.. *sad* ..but he jux graduated..n currently tching in dunman sec..i reali feel SO SO GREAT being able to c him again..
::wHoO~:: everybody's like..so so so excited too! argh!! cant wait fer sunday..wonder if he's feeling da same?? haax.. he'll b going to e match on mon too!! haax..isn't tt GR8?? giving us support is one thing..losing his face is another..i've been thinking whether he will paiseh not if he cum n support us wit ivy..seeing us kena trash n all..haish..alritex..shall nt tok abt all tis saddening thing animore..
after training..wenter tm to mit wendy wit jas..tok awhile n she went hm to change as she was stil in her uniform..jas was hungry so wenter buy suchi to eat..i tried one duno wad golden abalone..it's kinda nice..but e "abalone" was like..erm..jelly?? haax..jas ate so fast..den wenter take bus together cos she wanted to go to her cousin's hse[2 blks away]..met wendy after tt together wit jas n they cum to my hse to bai nian..
jas went hm to change ltr cos she cant stand her "stickyness"..cos after training ma..met her at wendy hse again cos i wenter her hse to bai nian..den we wenter elias mall tt area to mit wendy stead..her stead *bai ka* ..hahax..cos buang motor..den gt BIG BIG BIG blue-black..
den we went back to tm again cos e 2 *da wei wang* was hungry..everything was close..n jas..so choosy one..dowan eat tis dowan eat tt..den i suggested swensens..hahax..wanted to hav ice-cream but was thinking.. ::match cuming le..ltr canot run how?:: ..hahax..
finished le den walk to wendy hse..long journey..but we tok alot..tok n tok n tok..den reached le..stay at wendy hse to rest fer awhile..jas called leon..think he was in bad mood n wanted somebody to tok to..went hm after tt..n here i m..blogging at 1.11am..hahax.. XD

a.N.g.B.a.O

hmmm..alrite wit my mom ardy..although she stil gimme faces [which i dun understand y] ,i stil hav to control n pretend nth happen..ritex?
wenter a few hses to bai nian oni..total was 200bucks..everybody today seem so tired..probably cos of ytd..after e reunion dinner..my xiao shu n xiao shen were dere..n my little cousin too..haax..she took all my winnie e pooh out to play..n my uncle was like..
"michelle ar..given by ur boyfriend ritex?"
. . .hahax..i jux smiled..she play n play til abt 10 plus eleven den went hm sia..haax..she was so happy tt she didn even cry when she fell quite a couple of tyms..so cute!!~
so tired now..tml he's going to thailand..coming back on sunday..gonna miss him..but for tis 3 days..i can save my sms.. =X
after tt is valentines' day..haven got his prezzie yet..but i noe wad to get le.. =)
hope tt u will like it..heex..miss ya..

1st day of chinese new yr__``

>.<

didn go to sch today..mom wanted mi to help her..so i decided to b a good gal..but mit him in e morning fer awhile to hav breakfast..
after tt went hm n help my mom..but ended up wit a huge quarrel..haixh..she suck..alot..
forget it..cny tml le..gotta b cheerful.. =) ..dad ask mi to ignore her..fine..she's my mom afterall..
niwaes..HAPPY NEW YR EVERBODY!!~

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hmmm..wenter suntec ytd..saw ah ma n derek..haax..they wenter peninsular to c shoes..heex..mi n him wenter shaw to watch shall we dance..it was a fantastic show..*cheer*.. jennifer lopez rox!!~ she reali is a pro dancer..frm cha cha to hip-hop.. +whoo!!+ after tt wenter shop at bugis..saw one reali reali big WINNIE E POOH!!! 106bucks..haax..i want to get it but..if i were to buy it..whr m i gonna put it? my bed is so filled wit those plushies arady..n soon..i mayb sleeping on e floor..+LoLx+ ..saw one beautiful winnie e pooh puzzle.glows in e dark..500 pieces..he say he wana get tt for mi..haax..
hmmm..after ytd..i think tt he does love mi alot..n tt's y he is so so OVERprotective..but gotta limit urself k..
training cancelled today..mr lee's nt here n quite alot of ppl r having their mascot rehersal..so i..cancelled it..amelia n all r so excited to get their jersey..haax..dun understand y..niwaes our match is on nx mon..valentines' day.. *whoo~* ..i duno wad to say..of cos i'm nervous..e team spirit sumtym..i think tt it's jux not dere..so how r we gonna win?? haixh..nvm..i'm owaes telling myself to relax n gotta hav confidence in u all.. =)
niwaes..JIA YOU!!

jamie...

hmmm..reali miss jamie..






miss her cuteness too..

hmmm..was

browsing thru my frenxlist on frenster..saw her pic n realise i miss

her..haax..she was reali a gr8 fren to b wit..so long nv c u

le..heex..call mi out when u free kaex..*winkx*

+mic+

Friday
hmmm..mit him in e morning..like wad leon said.mayb i reali shld gave him [last of e last] chance..or m i soft-hearted? haish..i hav no idea..
training was so slackie today..everybody were all so tired..didn focus much on e basics..mostly cos we ran 2.4 fer training..n everybody's aim was 15mins..which includes running out n in to e bball court..n mayb it's oso bcos of e heat..i bet u can cook an egg jux by cracking e egg n put it on e grd..haax..did 20 lay-ups in more then 10mins..*OMG* ..n there were abt 13 of us..slow like hell..gave them alot of breaks in btw cos of e weather..
had muscle cramps so i rest..then e lower sec guys were having their break..they were like "si hao, wei she me ni mei train." ::who? who was toking to mi:: *LoL* ..ya..i duno them..n i was -_- blur..haax..so mani of them..how m i suppose to rmb all their names..haax..
played match wit sum sec 1 boys..n michelle sub mi..why? cos 2 guys bang mi when i went in fer lay-up..haax..was screaming n luffing den when i was on e floor..*ehem* ..dowana tok abt it animore..but i will take my revenge..+muahahahax+
wenter watch netball gals match..hmmm..they were all nervous..playing too fast..hmm...cant comment on anithing cos i'm nt a netballer..but gals..think positively..kaex..learn frm ur mistakes.. =)
after tt wenter eat at FUed cafe..had pasta..n it was delicious.. +yumi+ ..wrote alot of thing at e board..hahax..
den wenter mit him somewhere ard his hse..stayed at e playgrd..tok til abt 9plus..den went hm..
tiring day``

+mic+

hmmm...jas wanted mi to blog..hahax..n i said i will listing everything frm mon to fri ritex..haax..so here i m..*giggles* ..ok..i noe..lame..
Monday
quarrelled again..n i hav to giv in..AGAIN..haixh..reali duno wad's e prob wit u..u r reali..OVERprotective..so eventually i asked myself to forgive him..
mdm noreha was saying abt our blogs stuff..+somebody say i yak alot+ ..hahax..so obvious.. it's deline's..n she said so far reading so mani blogs..she oni saw one wit good eng..hahax..n guess wad? its deline's..hmmm...mayb i shld change my writing style..but i suppose it's gonna b very boring cos i'm like narrating my story..+wenter e shop,bought a shirt+..tt kinda thing..so its beta if singaporen eng is used here..hahax..afterall..mdm noreha is reali a nice tcher..
geog test was alrite..cld do most of e qns..*hope tt i can pass*..mrs lee said tt all these cls test she's giving us was jux revision test to c if we understand e topic..n of cos..i do wana pass cos i've nv failed geog b4 til e 1st geog test she gave..*grinx*..
Tuesday
had a tiff..haish..i was like..forget it..i noe..its mi who's gonna give in again..n i'm gonna give him one last chance..
Wednesday
training today was..fast..haax..complete ecerything quite fast i guess..n tt's e kinda attitude i'm looking for..cos we can learn ore things n nt stuck in e basics..hippo trained awhile n went hm cos i think there's sth crop up in his family..::teasing him b4 he left:: he asked us to play more 5 on 5 so there will b more communication within us while playing match..
started playing fer awhile then leon came in 'angbao' costume..lolx..red polo tee..haax..said he wanted to play..so i made one team stronger [without him] ..n it was a draw?
haax..it dun reali matter to mi..cos as long as they did put in their effort..i'm satisfied..
one farni thing tt happen was...i touched vonne's breast..*LoL* didn mean to but it jux happened so fast..haax..think i can buy a bra fer her on her bdae` ...hahax..
had a reali fun tym playing match wit them..wenter eat mac after tt..n eugene n terry were all so..DOTX..oni two words to describe..+lame n dumb+ ..knocking on e glass wall n asking mi to guess wad terry was drawing.. '__'||
went hm after tt..
Thursday
hmmm..quarrelled...ARGH..cldn stand him animore..was in a foul mood n he stil gave mi attitude..::wad i HATE da most:: haix..he shouted at mi when we were walking outside e sch..wenter e void deck..he sat down n he stared at mi..::wadahel:: shout again..he pushed n pulled mi..n eventually i jux walked out on him..
reached hm..aloy sms mi..asked mi if i cld call him..::thx..but no thx:: i was thinking he was trying to help us again..he replied saying tt he cld kip secrets too..wanting to sumhow vent my anger..i called him..tok fer quite long..n occasionally dere were oso tymx when i shout at him..**oopx..sori** ..heex..but he reali has a very good pair of listening ears..*winkx*
casper sms mi..n instead of asking mi wad is wrong wit mi..he scolded him..so..haixh..
"let's b frenx"..i told him..
tok to leon after tt while shopping at e john litte sale..he is simply a very extremely w0ndaf0ol kor..cheering mi up n everything..even asked mi to gave him another chance..n if he was to break it again..then i shall end e relationship if i wan to..haixh..they r not frenx..not related in anything..n yet he spoke up fer him..::wad if leon is nt my kor??::

haix..

ACCEPT MI FOR WHO I M..I M MI..I LIVE FER MYSELF..