US

=.=

so fast, it's thurs. so wad did i do tis few days? slp, eat dumb medicines, watch tv, sch. ok, no sch on tues lar. i was super moodless. NO, i was having headache, bad one. my cough was sucky. flu was yucky. so decided t stay hm n coil on my lovely comfy red bed.
wed was normal. cds ended quite fast. BUT, sth went wrong wit him. nope, with me rather. i was MOODY, PMS, i admit, s he had t take all my frustrations n nonsensical junk. bt i used my special sentence. ((: SPECIAL sentence tt can only b use once a day. it seems alot bt actuali it isnt. cos u'll nv noe if u will use it ltr. "What if he really gets angry at something ltr?" wana noe more abt e SPECIAL SENTENCE? lol. it's sth t do with teh-ing. he tot me tt. i didn noe how t until he tot me. wenta ate my porridge. oh ya, i vomitted agn today. ): i hate tt yucky smell. den was e purchasing of dad's new phone- 6233. duno y he chose tis phone compared t e k800i. wateva, toking abt e k800i, i'm damn pissed. y is it tt she gets e phone instead of me? y isnt me who's gtting e phone? i chose tis phone f u cos i wanted e phone v much f myself. bt u gave it t her? wad makes her deserve tt phone? she's ALWAYS losing thgs, ALWAYS losing her wallet; umpteen times! results, i've faired MUCH BETTER THAN HER! n wad's more, i lost my n70. ))': i hate all tis!
today, hell u t give me attitude. just wad r u t give me attitude? hello, i'm your elder sister alright! do you know any sense of respect? n HELL U MORE f nt keeping ur fcuking words. I HATE PPL WHO DOES NT KEEP THEIR WORDS! ARGH.



he gave me a lil gift on wednesday -eye shadow n lipgloss. i bet he had a hard tym chosing.

Leadership personality DISC test.

Advisor
Michelle values close, personal relationships, and she will often put the needs and desires of those who are loyal friends ahead of her own needs. She is an even-paced individual who thrives in a peaceful, harmonious environment. Michelle will work to avoid conflict and sudden changes in her lifestyle and finds joy in keeping tradition.

A warm, outgoing person, Michelle enjoys having a high level of interaction with others. She usually finds the "silver lining" in a difficult situation, and typically enjoys the thrill of trying new things. She has a gift for influencing those around her and is viewed as an instinctive communicator. Others find Michelle easy to approach and enjoy her easy, open rapport.

Michelle will usually test ideas against proven standards in an effort to be inventive; and can be very creative as she identifies new solutions to problems. She is an original and creative thinker, but acts in a rational way to make sure desired results are achieved in an orderly manner; although she is not afraid to "break the mold" if that appears to be the key to a solution.

Michelle would prefer things stay the same, rather than to risk a new venture (unless it is proven and true). She is typically peaceful and low key, and is usually seen by those around her as a good friend and listener. She tends to adopt a "wait and see" attitude about things, rather than taking charge of a situation, usually preferring to let others take the lead.

friday
school was normal. just tt i'm stil hell sick. cough here, cough dere, cough everywhr. met samantha aft sch, wanted t go swensens bt melvin wasnt tt "heng" aft all. SWENSENS WAS CLOSE. change of plans, n headed t cafe cartel. altogether there were, 6 ppl. melvin, samantha, 2 of her frens (maggie n jolene), me n jack. laughters, more laughters, n i guess paiseh-ness? haha. anyway, i've made 2 new frens.

headed t jack's hse cos he wanted t put his bag at hm b4 going t marina south. slacked, played with his cousin. den went off t mit melvin. were supposed t mit at 6.30pm, bt we left e hse only at 6.30pm. lol.
had alot of fun dere. ate not alot. initially we didn hav t pay cos nobody noticed e 3 of us going t our class's table, bt aft 2 hrs, black man came t ask, s we payed. honest afterall. heh heh. took plenty of pics bt i've yet t recieved them frm alvina. christine oso found a new laughing partner-ALVINA. haha. they just cant stop laughing tgt. =.=
had plans t g liquid kitchen or grapevine t chill bt cancelled.


-he looked at me when i made faces.
-MRT
-we got tis idea frm kunrong n diana


-tis was e 1st one whr christine didn dare t stick out her tongue

-6 flowers

-this were whr all laughters came frm!

saturday

working shift was 3.30pm to 8.30pm. bt i was stil unwell. ): plus, my stomach hurts lyk hell. argh. cramps. )): called cailing n told her i cldn make it.

wenta ep wit sis n did our facial. :x met xiaogu n family. played with shyen f a while n went t his hse cos i cldn get him thru e phone. when he called me, i was at his void deck ardy, s went up t wait f him t change. vainpot!!

went down n met sis n her bf in e car. headed t bugis f enquiries f our thai trip. in e end, guess jack n i r nt going. ): NO MONEY LAR!! all e surcharges n tax n plus plus plus duno add up t hw much ardy.

plans t g grapevine or LK agn, bt kaixiang cld only join us at 12am. n i wasn feeling well either. cancelled.

wenta ps as my sis wanted t collect her ring frm sk. walked ard with him. aft e collection, had our dinner at pizza hut. YUMS. e gal frm our leadership tut was wrking dere, bt didn say hi as i was afraid she doesn recognise me. wenta e arcade. wanted t gt a winnie e pooh. but it was useless despite e amt of effort, time n money we all put in. )): home aft tt as i was having my swings. arghh.

i was dissappointed, bt i cldn do anythg. is it me, or hav i changed?

sunday

NOT FEELING WELL stil! argh. met him f lunch. had mee tai mut while he had laksa. i hate today! cos i realise i've lost e pair of earings he gave me. ))': hais..! i must get it back somehow!!!!!

wenta his hse as he wanted t take care of me, besides, we wanted t rent "black hawk down" vcd f leadership project. ate mediceine tt his mum got f me n i immediately went drowsy. anyw, thanks auntie! (: watched tv, watched abit of e movie, n had my on-off slp. he was disturbing me!! tok t me, pull me, tickled me, n alot more tt i forgot. ard 8, he pulled me out frm e bed n carried me t e door. s i've gt no choice bt t dread out frm bed. ): didn hav any appetite bt since he ardy got some f me s i force myself t eat lo. watched tv, EDISON was on tv. HEH HEH. cab-ed hm at 11pm.

had some fun laughing at my cousin.

-she wants e doraemon.

-she snatched!

-she stole their bolster

LAUGH

ok. today was a fun day. fun at lecture. fun in e morning, fun in e afternoon, fun at nite too. (:
1st was when bertram toked so loudly tt we cld hear e details. christine sent him sms saying "bertram chan, u tok v soft leh. i cannot hear u." he replied, " den get me loudspeakers lo." LAUGH

2nd was when i spotted dad slping n at e same tym,
christine asked: wad is dad doing?
me: sleeping?
christine: ok, den let's sms n disturb him.
msg sent- WAKE UP! _blah__blah___blah. Rules set by ur daughters, michelle n me.
pls laugh.

3rd was when kc sent christine jason's pic, n he was smart, he sent thru mms, NOT BLUETOOTH. so, since she recieved, y nt open e file, N THAN jason's face came out. omg, i noe i shldn b saying tis bt, he is disgusting lar. he looks lyk a pervert, tok lyk a pervert n has actions of a pervert; esp his magical stare. he looks at u n smile broadly. :x shit. but, tt was all e laughters, n den christine sent it t dad saying tt kc wanted t match make her with tt jason(jokingly). =.= LAUGH

lastly was when BERTRAM started imitating jason's magical stare. oh gawd! yeewk. he ardy has no frens n u all r making fun of him. he has a heart too, he can feel, he noes. so...minimize alrite. it's nt healthy making fun of ppl.

aft tt was EAST COAST PARK with lollie, whr it all started. (: haha. ate dinner. had all those yummy food at e hawker. satay beehoon (which was s exaggerating, nt opened bt ardy had a long queue), cuttlefish kang kong( my granduncle's stall), satay, wanton mee, n sugar cane juice. (x den we strolled at e beach, chatted at e breakwater when a dumb cockroach nymph crawled underneath my left foot. YEWK! n straight away, "i wan go home." haha. lol.

we walked back t bedok north st 2. haha. no bus, no cab. legs were our sources. ((: n it took us 1 hr.

HAPPY ANNIVESARY, LOLLIE!


- winnie e pooh given by CHRISTINE.

-i DUN look lyk carebear rite. (regine?)

- my breakfast specially by him: ham, cheese, scramble egg. ((:

:(

I"M SO NOT FEELING WELL. i hate tis. i hate having itching throat. hate having on/off headahes. hate having flu. n hate it even more when i eat n den throw up. (tis is s waste of money)

my head's hurting. SO OFF!

thailand is coming soon.

my throat is SORE. arghh. i hate it. e barley didn reali help. )= toking abt e barley; he bought it f me aft he sent me hm today. (x he waited outside my hse n kept calling me, bt my mobile was on silent. haha. so poor thg. even finshed his fries? lol.
i finali wenta leadership lecture today. talking abt leaders, leader's charisma, characteristics n all. i was s PAYING ATTN alrite.
did my comprog hw. wanted t proceed with Qmathods project bt i forgot what topic we were doing.

my last entry was on wed. so thurs, wenta bugis wit him, melvin, alex. went f e singtel job thgy briefing plus e filling up of particulars. aft which went ard bugis, bugis st, OG area. wenta mit snk ppl for dinner ard evening. STEAMBOAT. haha. toked so much with them- previous tm staffs: chloe, ron, winson, ebel, jennifer, eunice, zhiyun. toked n toked. nt forgetting our usual fooling ard. suaning ppl. heh heh. off t starbucks t slack at eunice, winson, n zhiyun left. ebel asked f company t learn dancing. FINALLY. someone who is keen on dancing too. no NATO. we r signing up at oschools when e registration for e nx enrolment of reggae begins. YAY! he waited f me while slacking wit alex. went hm ard 11.

friday: sch. tm t eat. wanted t go ice-skating bt some disagreed. christine went hm too. ): so no further plans. ate at phin's agn. ((x den wenta starbucks cos mel wanted t c someone. lol. or rather, we wanted him t pluck up his courage t tok t her? haha. slacked. they went hm ard 6. lolli n i wenta cs t shop as there were SALES. bt didn gt anythg cos, cum t think of it, i havta save f our hols. hm soon.

sat: worked. he came t fetch. met sarah, angel, pipi at whitesands aft we had our late dinner . slacked. hm.

sun: SINGTEL ROADSHOW AT SUNTEC. haha. kinda fun lar. bt tiring. i guess his tiredness was double. t make it easier, his job post wsa mobile runner- retrieves phone frm internal den pass it t counters, aft which pass it t cashiers. sth lidat? n e crowd was sth tt words just cant describe it al. GOSH. knocked off at 8.30, which was supposedly at 8pm. bt nvm, ot ma. =p shopped at suntec while waiting f him. bought 2 tops. ((x HOME.


**i s wana go oversaes with u. (: THANK YOU FOR THE BARLEY, sweetheart. THAILAND, here we come...!

wednesday is a long day. i dun lyk wednesday cos i hav 3-4 hrs break. arghh. i s s s wanted t swim today. when we finally confirmed, IT RAINED!
days r alrite. nt s alrite, acceptable?
i miss e company of angel. ): i miss her calling/smsing me every nw n den. i love her rubbishness. bt, just bcos of a "it", she's leaving us? i noe she aint lyk e feeling of leaving we sisters, bt sumtyms, some ppl cant control wad they r saying n having t hurt other ppl's feeling. tis is unavoidable rite, esp when i'm nt dere. hais. just hope tt u wil noe wad's rigth n wrong f u. "It" is nt someone who u can depend on. yea, mayb a fren, bt nt another part of u. uds? i hope u c tis entry n get my pt. i wan u t noe tt wad sarah say was right, mayb a bit too harsh, bt she wants u good. alrite dear? call me. i'm alw here, just a phone call away. okie?

i realised i haven been revising my wrk. i use t do my tut whenever i had e tym. bt nw, when i'm hm, it's late ardy + i'm tired. i cant go on lyk tis. aft sch, go out, play, go hm. n bsides, it's sorta wasting of tym. doing nth.
so, frm nw, mon-thurs i will go hm. fri-sun, out. fri-sun includes, wrk, him, frens, sisters. clash, bt no choice.

off t sch wrk. (: BYE.


respected, bt disliked BY ME!

what i ate

this was wad i had. SEAFOOD PLATTER. so-so lar.

oh ya. i've watched step-up. omg omg omg. it's SO GD. WATCHED IT. i love it to bits. meaningful, touching, amazing, hip-rocking. i duno. just so nice. i'm gona get e dvd. ((= 

phin

i'm so BORED wit my com. i only lyk to play games. i dun lyk to blog anymore.til luv it lar. just tt i'm lazy. wrked ytd. dere's was plenty of ppl lar. $6 ma. SINGAPOREANS. tym passed rather quickly. but wrking dere is stil as boring as eva. ARGH. shld i resign? *tsk wenta his fren's chalet today. didn wana go, bt he KEPT asking. so, if i kip on rejecting, it doesn seems nice isnt it. so went f e cake cutting session. they had a SPRAYING of smelly substance session. lol. splashing of beer, n mixture of egg, butter, n water. yewwww. bt i think she had her fun. haha.
met sarah n sam at mac aftwards. ches, jonas, junwei, kenneth khoo, zhi wei were dere too. alfon n her gf n joey came bt sat at a diff table. gd frens reali shldn try being more den gd frens. cos they r nt more den gd frens, they cant b gd frens anymore. thou their mouth speaks e same: frens, bt they arent. tt does nt refer t them only, bt in my opinion, i think, it's beta tis way. slacked, chatted. he was toking RUBBISH wit them. supposed t b entertaining bt it was nt, LOL.
wenta xiaogu's hse n stayover, while he went back t chalet.

woke up, had lunch, brought darryl f his swimming lessond. aunt n uncle went f jackpot n left me, cheryl n shyen at e bowling alley. headed t tm cos of e boring-ness. walked ard, snacked, n had dinner at phin's when they came.
-chee zhong fan
-she took tis herself?
-at phin's

-it was blur cos she kissed her mum n shun too quickly.