haixh..

fer him:haish..i reali duno wad other things u expect frm me anymre..everything i tot a g0od gf will giv..i guess i've arady given..n for tis 3 entire days..i've seriously tot abt us..yesh..some part of it is mi..my fault..but now i'm not argueing abt who's faut isit..but e trust in us..

chalet: i'm wit oni e GALS..it's e GAL bball team..oni 2 guys r there n they r my COACH..i went there fer 21st 22nd 23rd..i sms u..n oso called u..but wad did u say to mi? if i wana tok n sms u den wad fer i go to e chalet..ritex? is u..u dowan mi to sms or tok to u..doesn mean tt going to e chalet = canot sms casper..tt's ur "nonsensical" logic kaex..n after e chalet..u start saying tt i dun care abt u..hey..is who dun care who?! haixh..

mac: forget abt tis..i've arady admitted countless times tt its my fault kaex..

haixh..u told mi tt u wasnt feeling secured when i'm nt ard wit u..n u wanted mi to b owaes by ur side..but i think it's not abt feeling secured..it's ur trust..whether do u believe mi or nt..n now..i'm giving u time to think abt it..n after so long..ur stubborness is stil dere..u stil *THINK* of *NONSENSE*..haixh..after so long..i'm nw even doubt if u stil luv mi..fr e past 3 mths.i've given u a my "understanding" , care n concern..casper..go think abt wad i've said here..i didn plan any of it..but wad i'm thinking tis moment..if u cant accept who i m now..tell mi..

fer readers: yesh..as u all can c..we've quarrelled AGAIN..haixh..i've nth beta to say le..our every bits n pieces of unsovled misunderstandings had eventually led to tis huge prob..n since nth can take away his stubborness..i hav to b da one to solve tis..haixh..jux hope tt tis will pass fast..

n leon..thx fer everything..u r truly a great kor..

hehhehx..

wenter mac fer sumtym...wit gs n ah siao..luff alot til i arady *ma mu* liao..lolx..did some hw..ltr gonna continue..hahax..mic bian guai le horx..heex..nx yr sec 4 le..of cos canot slack so much le la..

haix..quarrelled wit him again..its oni 9 now..i duno when it gonna last..jux hate it simply..yesh..i was nt feeling well ytd..n vomited..but tt doesn mean tt i cant go out n eat wit my frenx e nx day..EAT! not to go n shop or wateva..u think i can stay at hm without food isit? haix..do u reali reali think tt going out n eat wit my frenx is wrong? u think i'm a robot which wun feel hungry? haix..up to u..hate it when u r lidat..n u think tt it's mi who wana argue..n i'm nv stubborn! o...well wateva..

hmmm..hols ending le..n a few months ltr.. i will be having my o'levels..time reali flies..i've gotta work extra hard tis yr..actuali planned to study during tis hols..but it seems like i've been caught up wit all e trainings..1 wk 7 days seem so short fer mi now..soon..i'll get to c everybody again!! yeah! miss u all..3e5 rawkx!~
__*cheerx`

yo!!~

hey..i'm back...hmmm...anione miss mie? hmmm..my com is lagginglike hell so dun blame mi fer not writing in..alot alot of things had happen thru tir 25 days? mi n him broke up fer 1 day..hahax..but of cos he bu she de wo la.. =X ..luv ya too.. =pPp ..hmm..going to abt 8 mths le..oh ya..n dun forget my christmas present ya?? **winks ..

had a match wit queenstown sec today..n it was like SHIT..n yes..shitty game..played NOT good at all..but my juniors were hapi cos they won fer e first tym?? we played wit them last tym n trash them like =) .. but wadahell is tis? winning by 4? its not winning or losing tt matters..like wad e coach say..if they use more abit of their initiative..they wld hAv won us arady..all 13 of us is afraid to do wad we wan to do..*including mi la*..n tt's completely different frm them..they take e ball..shoot or lay up..not scared to attept AT ALL..haixh..friday match again...please please do all our best k..we mux proof everybodi wrong n show them tt we can do it..kaex..ea bball rawkx!!

..n yvonne ar yvonne..there's nth to cry abt over e jersey no. kaex..if u r good..if u r strong..dere's nth to show jux frm e no...u mux prove it wit ur own skill..kaex..smilex!! jIa yOu!!~ robot rawkx...wahahahax...=pPp

hmmm...it has been quite a few days since we last quarrelled..n i'm reali glad tt we can remain tis way..owaes..n e prob which led to our quarrels is TRUST..haixh..tis is *inevitable* since we broke up once..6 mths..quite a long period since we both duno wad is going on wit each other at all..but now we r arady together..so u mux learn to trust mi..understand..it's not all abt mi assuring u all e tym..u mux built it up urself n stop all ur hu si luan xiang..n ur stupid attitude..*i noe i oso la* ..kkaex..jux wan u to noe wad i'm thinking..luv ya baobei..muackx!

**good luck fer ur tournament frm wed to fri..!!~ muackx..

long tym no blog

wa...i long time no post entry le..heex..anibodi miss mi? =X ..hmmm..start frm ytd? kaex..at guishan hse nw..com kena duno wad spyware..again..nuisance..

[1st dec] hapi bdae to cindy..rmb tt day when garry told mi..u all wenter sentosa horx..heexx..had a gd time ya? stayed at hm d whole day..**slacking ..injured my hand on tues wen training..but was quite oritex..jux nided sum rest..at nite..yepx..quarrelled wit him again..i tried to save e situation but he jux wanted to make it clear to mi..aniwaes..its over..n i gt a new name fer him..fishball..hahax..cos everytym we go out..den will eat old chang kee..he will owaes b eating fishball n i'll b eating yampie..hahax..n i've gt a new baby cousin..shyen lim shan yan..hahax..unique horx d christian name..den e chinese is sorta direct translate..i choose fer her de..hahax..

[today]tiring day..training today..n e usuals turn up..i reali duno wad to do abt d otherx..haixh..aniwaes..hmmm...training tml again..n i expect full attendance ya? cos gs n jas r gonna call everybody..oh ya..dalinah is back wit us..i'm less worried nw..at least they can depend on her than me..cos..she is more of e "hav potential" kind..heex..baobei sick til very jialat oso..didn tok to him fer 3 days le..nv c him oso..miss him...**winks.. hahax..fishball..dun so proud horx ..heex..cant c him til nx week..his dad dun allow him to go out cos he stil haven recover..gotta take goooody care of urself kaex..play golf tournament halfway withdraw..didn expect u will do tt so i suppose u r reali sick..take care n drink more water kaex..**muackx...``

quarrel again.. lame..

wa lau.. quarrel wif baobei again.. y u always like tht de.. i try to gif in u stil like angry like tht.. answer mi like i owe u my life..sorry la.. but no need answer mi lkike tht de wad..u no how does it feel not? always quarrel cuz of this.. lame leh.. enough le la u.. change ur attitude k? sorry.. muackz.. anything juz tell mi.. take care.. ChEeRx!

Baobei is a pig

hmmm.. Casper here.. i got something to say.. i really think tht my baobei llove mi more liao.. think from tht chalet tht time she treat mi more good.. but then leh.. she also some times i little crazy.. always hmph here hmph there.. ha ha.. but nvm.. very cute ma.. oh ya.. today is our 6TH MONTH LIAO... Continuing from last time... h aha... ok ok... thts all i gotta say... better rest liao..Tuesday still muz bring her go eat genki sushi.. ha ha... byez..

=)

training was..fine..n e bad news is..im e captain..when i knew abt it..i was like..i'm dead..e team will b....................i duno how to put it in words..i jux reali dosn hav any confidence in myself at all..i knew tis thing wld happen..either mi or guishan..i rather mr lee choose guishan..cos..haix..i duno how to shout at them..i duno how to discipline them..in fact..i can admit tt i myself sumtym dun even hav my own discipline..how m i gonna lead them like tis..i jux dun hav e **impact** on them..aniwaex..nvm abt tis...
hmmm...=) ..heex..den lata baobei bring mi go watch shark's tale..hehex..i noe he tired..very tired..cos gt golf all tis..but he stil came out wit mi..n reached dere earlier den mi..hahax..finally today i no nid to wait fer him le..nice movie!!~ den wenter downtown east..wanted to go to aloha resort..but didn noe where was e entrance..called mickey den she said mux walk to costa sands dere..when reached dere le..call her again..but jasmine told mi was bside e country club dere..me n baobei lazy to walk le..so decided to go to e beach lo..hmmm..go dere..tok..play..den c mani mani ships..ard 19..all so beautiful..wow..lights all very bright..n den..went hm..first time took mrt hm..hahax..evertym take cab de..baobei..now improve le horx..dun so lazy liao..hehex.. _____cheerx**

results

hmmm..today took back results..n den gt amaths most improvement award..hahax..den i go c my report bk..mid-yr F9..end of yr E8..hahax..lidat oso can improve..lolx..did kinda well for e exams i think..but can b beta la..heex..yesh..tis is oni fer mi la..budden baobei..haix..c him lidat..my heart wan drop up le la..he drop to norm nx yr..but guess his mom gonna help him appeal to retain? hope so..

but baobei..dun lidat lekaex..i reali reali duno wad to do lehx..i scared i say wrong things..i tell u its okae..i stil wan u..den u scold mi..haix..den wad u expect mi to sae..k la..baobei..i'm reali sori..i duno how to console u when u r facing all tis..yesh..cos i'm nt in ur position..sori..

jobx

hmmm...wenter find jobs todae.."chiong" mani places..hahax..first go bugis..den go ps..den on e way to orchard..saw gen n sl..lolx..they were on e way to buy sw prezzie..n of cos..she canot noe la..so sl lied n sae they went shopping?? hmmm...had alot of fun wit them today..walk ard..fool ard..jinshu n sw together ma..sure to make us luff..lolx..n if sw didn remind mi to blog..i oso wld hav nt blog..hahax..
when we were leaving bugis..gs n mi bought tako..**yummiEx den gs saw e paper..which says they nid assistants..den shen wenter ask..n when she were arady writing down her name to register fer work..e lady asked if we were 16..oh god..sianx half..n she cancelled her name n we left fer our "journey"..
so mani jobs all 16 n above..15 very small mehx..hmph..hiyo..why my mom oni had mi when i'm 1989..? why not 1988..? den i wun hav such a time looking fer jobs le..hahax..n why my dad needs it oni at 1988..? n not 1987..? lolx..kaex..i noe..crapx..
ps..wenter pizza hut..cos tt day e person say at nite den interview..but sw gotta go hm..her daddie was after her..but..now e manager sae they no nid le..haix..sianx..den went to e basement..gt one polar cake shop..nid assistants..but gotta call for interview..den wenter ask at yoshinoya..kfc..n long john..all no vacanciex..kfc got..but $3 to $3.50 oni..so little..den decided to ask delifrance..so headed to orchard..
wenter ngee ann city..as usual..had no vacancies..decided to go tanglin mall..but donch noe where isit..so we went to lucky plaza..find my uncle..hmmm..wenter hav free lunch..hahax..he worked at e asain food mall..basement dere..**mmm' delicious..n den we went hm..
sw was mad!~ hahax..watch too much white chick le horx..e mrt so packed den kip repeating..*ur mother is so old tt when she breast feed..it is in powder form..n it goes likr tis.."poof" ..it was like..everybodi on e train were staring at us..as if we were reali frm outer space..hahax..we were luffing all e while..frm orchard to tampines..
hmmm...had great fun today..especially having a fren like sw n gs..**winkx ..thanx a million..

haixh..

hehex..baobei hlp mi blog..hahax..cute horx..lolx..hmmm..yepx..very very long time no post le..hahax..i lazy ma..canot arhahax..okok..start frm..hmmm...

Monday

hahax..hmmm..oni remembered tt on monday very sianx..gt amaths remedial after school still..duno mux c mdm tey face how mani hrs again..oh ya..had a very bad cramp..den ke lian de baobei..had to *ren* my attitude again..hahax..baobei nowadayx treating mi beta le worx..not saying u nt gd la..but beta..**understand..hahax..uhh..n den mdm tey teach..absorb quite alot lo..understand quite abit..den took new time-table..sickening sia..duno fer wad oso..e yr ending le..stil change n change..**ma fun..yepx..after e amaths thingy..went hm wit baobei..sit at void deck awhile..tok tok..hahax..den when very very pain tt tym..i bite him..lolx..hehex..tot him maths oso..do 9 qns le..tell mi he tired..omg..wad's tis..den exams how..haix..

Tuesday

yepx..new time-table starting frm today..sianx..quite a few tchers to c today..**tot tt hopefully it will not b so sianx..yepx..i was right..until e stupid assembly..siao..**pian xiao hai zi isit..omg..wad a BIG eagle u hav..lolx..we arady 13+++ le lehx..hiyo..mrs sung..think..we will b interested mehx..? tt some kinda *english opera* i guess..lolx..during assembly was discussing abt celebrating mid-autumn festival..budden tml gt chemistry test..haix..guess hav to post-poned it ba..after tt go hm wit baobei..

Wednesday

wOaH..ytd sw say not coming..today reali nv cum.hiyo..nUeR ar..few more days to exam le..sumorE today gt chAm teSt lehx..canot *gu fu* ur daDdiE n moMmiE lehx..ur mOm tt tym lidat hlp u..nv go tell ur daD..mux start studying le horx..take ur sis as ur role modal!~ today chem test..didn do 1 sum..left it blank..hand in e paper den rmb..wa lau..bai bai gei ta chi wo de liang fen..idiot..hahax..den gt 1 qns abt e composition of air..gen go put hydrogen..lolx..**gen..probably in ur world..full of ashes ba..u noe wad i mean..? **bOoM!!** lolx..stupid geog tcher..cum in like pretend pretend nth happen..idiot..if i'm nt in tis sch..u will get it man..*hai* jinshu kena accused..den now lidat..wad kinda tcher r u?!~ go hm la..dun fit to b a tcher ya noe..chio..den act ke lian..act innocent win le lo..tchers owaes right de ma..we gt no say..haix..**js..ya..she's jux a psycho bytch..u stil hav gt us..we as well as e whole cls supports u..!! **woOhhOo..!~ went hm wit baobei..wasnt' feeling well after tt..had a fever at night..38.9..feel like as if my head is in a boiling tub or sth..went to slp..**zZzzzZzz..

Thursday

woke up at 6o'clock..called baobei..told him tt i wasnt feeling any beta..didn wan to go to sch either..cos of e stupid emergency thingy*..baobei like worried lidat..say he ltr go sch..act sick..den ard reccess time runaway.cum look after mi..so i went back to slp again..n woke up at 9+..nth on tv..so decided to watch *the outsiders* ..e show rox man..!~ woohoo!!~ hahax..reali..peeps..shld watch tt show ya..?~ hehex..watch til 11..den realised..my babei nv call mi..hmmm..den mommie suddenly cum out frm e room..ask mi if i wan go c doc..n of cos..i went..**to polyclinic..she wanted to go to e market..so bcos *sun lu* ma..den she jux bring mi go dere lo..n guess wad..is oni six bucks..lolx..didn noe so cheap de..hahax..n den went to e market wit my mom..she bought 1kg of prawns fer 7bucks..den she kip nagging ard n say wad very cheap..duno la..went hm..wacth *dou yu* again..den finally baobei called.told mi he cant cum bcos those who r sick r suppose to stay in e general office..hmm...nvm den..took my medicine..n fell rite asleep..hahax..told baobei tt i will call him 1 hr ltr..but wo bu zhi bu jue de slpt le 3 hrs..lolx..woke up faster call him..den he stil watching his tv..hahax..

Friday

founD mySelf waking up at 5'oclOck..cant slp..mAyb bcOs ytd Slpt too eaRly le ba..den roLl n rOlL on e bed..rOll til i fEll aslp..hahax..dEn waKe uP at 6.10..**uhH oh..going to b late..hope nt..rush to prepare myself..n *mirically*..was on time..left e hse..n meet baobei..during e rsl period..3e5 move up to e 4th floor again..**yipee**..no more noise frm e *zoo* again..hahax..e baboons n chimpanzee..lgt chi remedial..gt *ting xie* ..hmmm..den after tt went hm..baobei sent mi to e bus-stop.. ... ...

1st time blogging...

hello... i casper.. this my 1st time blogging so if this sux... pls forgif mi... thanks.. oh ya... my baobei forced mi blog de... i dunno how to sia.. then she angry,,, ha ha.... no choice... who ask mi like her... rite??? ha ha... today she stomach cramp.. then im the victim again... always mi de la... then i muz tolerate her bad mood and everything...but nvm la... can improve our relationship... and build up my tolerance... this baobei always bully mi one... abit abit then angry then i muz gif in liao... always lose... then ask her study then she so lazy... wan talk.. when i miss her ask her talk to mi she go study... stupid girl... ha ha... <",> then everytime talk she like damn busy like tht... i think every ten mins will tell mi she call mi back... dunno wad she doing sia... trying to make mi miss my baobei...hmmm... now talking to her on the phone leh... ha ha... so happy... half an hour she neva say call mi back... ha ha... yeah... hmmm "YaWnZz" wa lau... tired liao... sorry... this my 1st and last blog... so u neva be able to see these crap again... :=) h aha ... kkiex.. nitex guys and gals...

mmm...

Let's start frm...

Friday

hmmm...had a borin day in cls today..as usual..my cls was *rude* to e geog tcher *again*..hahax..n u noe wad..she cried!! not mani ppl saw..n i didn wana make her *klose face* oso..told emerald n shujuan wen i saw tears in her eyes..lolx..n i think sj told dickson?? den e bell rang..dickson stood up n say "who haben pass up zhuo wen" ..as if e geog tcher was not dere..hahax..den her eyes were more red le..mi n emerald started saying "kuai dian chu qu la" ..hahax..n finally..when she *taught* finished..she went out** of e class...yipeee...n we tot she was gonna complain to mdm tey..

Saturday

woke up at 8plus..wanted to call him but scared he start playing golf le..so decided to wait til 11plus den call bbei..went to mit wendy...play bball fer a while...n den went to her hse to do some packing..n off to e tampines swimming complex..garry sms mi to ask if i'm going wit them..think fer a while..n decided nt to go...bit lazi..n didn wan to play pool too...n oso was nt in appropriate attire to go out wit them..t-shirt n pants..finished swimming..den called bbei..he was third..hehehs..not bad worx..asked him how cum nt 1st..he say he was distracted..cos he miss mi??? lolx..told u mux concentrate le ritex..after tt garry called...asked mi to go...rejected him...*sori*..n den..went to wendy hse again...went fer bbei to reach hm..but he said he will b reaching hm lata..so i went hm frm dere...

SunDaY

slping so shuang when **gu dan bei ban chiu ringtone sounded..wendy called..ask me go play bball..said no cos i wana b a pig..tried to continue my slp..but cant..so decided to go n mit wendy..reached 209..leon..chinming..nicholas..gabriel..dalston were dere..den watch dem play awhile..den went to shoot a few balls..den chinmeng dare mi to *da tiu* wit them..1 grp..n another grp all tall tall one..hahax..n we won aFter playing duno how mani few hundreds balls..so tired..wendy quarrelled wit ah yang again..haiyo..ah yang kena beaten..den if wan fight back..to mi nth wrong ma..den summore is tt wad ah boi put words in his mouth..aniwaes..**cheer up kiex wendy..decidedto go swimming again..swim til 2 den come up le..cos my face very pain..*sunburn* ..hmmm...called bbei...he said he miting sc thay all play pool...so..den..i went hm...another boring day..

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yepx.after i blog le..mi n him start *quarrelling* again..haix..i wanted tym fer us to think properly..wad i wan..n wad he wan...but he doesn seems agreeable..so i jux told him exactly how i feel..hope he will change..

hoHo..

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PS: Nu-Er Ar..mUx 'zhi ai' ar..hahax...blog le mux read de horx..

i luv tis!!

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9) There are things you'd love to hear that you would never hear from the person whom you would like to hear it from, but don't be so deaf as not to hear it from the one who says it from the heart.
10) Never say goodbye if you still want to try; never give up if you still feel you can go on; never say you don't love a person anymore if you can't let go.
11) Love comes to those who still: hope although they've been disappointed, to those who still believe although they've been betrayed, need to love those who still love although they've been hurt before.
12) It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone - but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
13) Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Hope you find the one that makes you smile.
14) There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! Hope you dream of that special someone.
15) Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.
16) May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy and enough money to buy me gifts!!
17) Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.
18) A careless word may kndle strife; a cruel word may wreck a life; a timely word may level stress; a loving word may heal and bless.
19) The beginning of love is to let those we love be just themselves and not twist them with our own image -otherwise; we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them.
20) The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
21) Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.
22) Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear.
23) The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
24) When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying...

hmmm...

hmmm...ytd quarrel til today..den after tt i dowan pick up his calls again..nv repli him...not i dowan to or i *insist* tt i'm rite..but its wad he say to mi ytd...haix...reali dun like his *examples*..simply hate it..after tt he came ard my hse to meet mi..i didn ask...but he jux came..i wanted to watch movie..by myself..n tt's when he came..den mit him..tok tok..fer duno how long he kept saying sori..den finally i *ren wu ke ren* le..he started making faces..so i luff liao..hahax..yep...now ok le..he cum all the way frm his hse to here..summore jux came back frm bintan..den giv in lo...hmmm..now so sweet..dun think he dare to make me angry again le ba..otherwise not 1 day ignore u...1 wk oso can de horx...hahax...k la..piggy slping now..tml he gt golf tournament again...mux win horx baobei..oh ya..n he won 1st in bintan fer golf..*claps claps* ..good job..hehex...k la...wan slp le..*yawnx* ..nitex..

bbq......

hahax...swam today...den piggy dun like..say too expose? cos tt stupid idiotic ivan....real idiot man..cant imagine wad he will say to piggy..sickening...hai mi n piggy quarrel again...he den say so mani stupid things...haix...dowan repli him le la..make both of us more upset oni...haix..wait til tml den c how ba...at the bbq...i oni eat otah..crabmeat..n satay..wan eat hotdog..budden no more..den tt stupid shicai..tot he so gd wan gimme hotdog..den take the haven cooked one gimme...hahax..hmmm...den play the water bomb...so fun sai...ke lian de sw...hahax..everybodi start attacking her...lolx...den wen jason cum..jason zai ta..den she pour water at him..almost everybodi was wet..hahax..very fun...hahax..hmmm...aniwae..hope piggy will understand...dun listen to tt stupid OILVAN le la..kiex..

hahs..

finally...no more quarrels...ytd settle everthing wit him...den actuali wan go out de...but he going china black?? in the end oso nv go...ivan at hm slping when shicai called him...lolx...they at all the pubs de entrance dere c...den he tell mi gt alot police...catching all the underage ba...drug asddicts too?? hmmm...den ytd he say today go out...budden last min he gt golf...but its ok...i cant control him...he's not my who...shld hav his freedom...wanted to go expo wit my cousins jux now...to c winnie the pooh!! but she haven cum...so long de...think most probably nt going le ba...today he leave mi at hm again...sianx...bit miss him...cos nobodi to tok to now...hahaxX..oritex...tink shall end here...

nIcE mAtCh...

hEhEx...tOdAy LaSt mIn...AlL aFTeR ScH pRoGrAmMeS cAnCeLlEd...nO ChI rEmEdIaL...dEn oSo nO TrAiNiNg...Den HaI wO BrInG ShOeS...HmMm...ActUaLi wEnT Hm wIt hIm...BuT Sw ThEy aLl wAn gO EaT..DeN iN ThE eNd wEnT WiT ThEm...CoS I BeRy hUnGrY...hEhEx..AfTeR Tt Go waTcH sW TheY AlL PlAy fReNlY...wIt qUeEnSwAy...hEhEx...Me n gs HeLp Mr tEo rEcOrD ViDEo...hMmM...WaS ToKiNg tO Mr tEo aBt oUr bBaLl gAlS...hE QuItE uNdErStAnDiNg dE...No wONdEr nEtBAlL GaLs lIkE HiM So mUcH...yA...ReAlI iT'S OuR drIlLs tT We R dOiNg..."PrAcTiCe mAkEs PeRFeCt..n iF U PrACtIsE ThE WrOnG WaY...U wIll nV Be tT PeRfEcT" ... In oThEr wOrDs..MuX tRaIn cOrReCtLy lO...hMmM...MaYb oRgAnIsInG SeLf tRaInInG...BuT MuX C If mY JuNiOrS HaV Tym...cOs sOMe oF TheM HaV 2 cCa...WiLl cOnFiRm wIt tHeM In tHe nx tRAiNiNg lE...HmMm...ToDaY QuArReL aGaIN...hAiX...dUnO WhY NoW LiKe eVeRYtYM QuArReL...HoPe tMl wIlL b betA bA....

another sianxX day...

baobei haben reach hm.......sianxX..go play golf again..leave mi at hm..decompose..hahax...mo la.finish my hw le...hmmm....now waiting fer hm..haixX...sianxX...the chem n physics test...i anihow do de...duno how to doi...summore canot ask frenx...hiyo..how...

raininG...

rain like whole day today...on n off de...hmmm...actuali gt training..budden cancelled cos of the stupid rain...den mi,gs,michelle-white,weiling,jasmine go tm...hahaxx...go yoshinoya eat...eat alone...they all c mi eat...wa lau..so paiseh...hahaxX..den after tt gs go hm...den we go take pic...den plan wad to make fer mr lee...hmmm...hahax...plan hao le...everyone of us make 3 paper balls..den go buy the fishbowl put in side..but haben fully plan finish..after t go hm...tok to him awhile...he like bery sianxX...den i put down lo...after tt he sms tell mi he quarrelled wit his mum...den going shicai hse stay overnite..now stil waiting fer his repli...mmm...yawnxX...

sianxX..

sianxX...today...after sch go hm le...c..i so guai...hahax...went hm wit *him* ..hahax...he pei wo wait fer bus..den after tt saw sj...den hafiz like duno how cum paiseh...lolx...den dickson n casper make fun of him..hahax...den lata saw my 2 *bu xiao nu*...sw n sl...n gen...wit joey, adeline they all...tis tym dickson's turn le...hahax...hafiz n casper make fun of him...lolx...so farni...den saw one guy...*eHem*...following sw...den when dickson deesiao him...he came to e bus-stop n saw..."no la..i going hm." ...hahax...ke lian de sw...lolx...he like bit bian tai horxX...hahaxx...after tt go hm...slack...actuali baobei wan buy mi food to eat de...bring to my hse...so sweet horxX..budDen his mum's car gt prob...den he gotTa hlp loxX..so...nvm...

hahaxX..

hahax..gt ppl complain my blog...lolx..say i put alot baobei...will mehx...ok la..kinda..1 post abt 2 oni ma..hmmm...okiex la...try to cut down lo...lolx...sw say..sj say...gen oso say...lolx...hao la hao la...today e amaths asp...make my head crack oni...den my grp dun hab frm my cls one...all 3e1...omg...but grp leader nt bad lorxX...reinee....hehex...

HaiRy mOnStEr = dA Pi gU (bIg aSs) = mR KeNnEtH LaI

lAi lAi..HaHaXx...hAiRy mOnStEr nOw bCuM dA Pi gU Le..lOlX.aS WeLl aS Mr lEe..iDioTiC LaI LaI...kIp sAYiNg i BLoCk HiS WaY iN E BuS...sO FaT StIl sAy mI...dUnO WhO BlOcK WhO LoRX..CaNoT sQuEeZe uP e bUs DeN Say mY fAuLt...SiCkEnInG...HaHaXx...dEn 2DaY dRAw dRaW FeR bOtH e dA Pi gU...StAy iN p.E RoOm tIl tRaInInG sTaRt..rAiNiNg HeAvIlY WoRxX..dEn wE Go gYm...dEn gT 1 ThInG...e lIe dOwN OnE..WaLaU..I CaNoT lIfT It uP EvEn wHeN DeRe'S NO WEIgHt AdDeD To It...So sHi bAi...HaHaXx...DeN Gt 1 nEw gAl JoIn...amelia...ShE QuItE ZhUn dE...gT C HeR PlAy bBaLl b4..nT BaD LoRxX...hMmM...Oh yA..N My *aH Ma Di* = *aH Ma dE DiDi* ...So kE Ai...jUx jOkE WiT HiM SaY I MIsS HiM oNi...He fAcE TuRns ReD...dEn gIMmE E ShY LoOk...LoLx...sEc 1 mA..sTiLl smAlL...HaHaXx...BaObEi gO PlAy pOoL At vaLlEy-8..HmM...SaY He wAn MiT Mi bUt i bIt tIrEd..N LaZy...HaHaXx...dEn nOw aSk mI CaLl sC hP..SaY He nT GoInG Hm yEt tt's y...StUpId sC..tAkE My bAoBei...No hAv tEnG OoN pEi mA...bUt nX TyM WaN BoRrOw mY BaObEi mUx tElL Mi kIeXx...FoRgIv u tIs tYm...LolX...jK La...miSs bAoBeI...dIdN ReAlI ToK To hIm MuCH..He TOlD Mi hE BiT SaD AfTeR rEaDiNg mY bLoG...hAiXx...MaKe hIm sAd AgAin..HoPe HE'S AlRiTeX...K La...eND HeRe...

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today e hairy monster..so funi..take same bus as mi..den dee siao mi..childish..hahax..lolx..in cls damn sianxX..den gt geog test..more sianxX..all i learn de nv cum out..cum out all i nv learn ones..but lucky i gt read thru..physics and chem asp..hiyo...sianx sian sianx..time passes so slow today...hmmm...baobei duno wad happen to him.. call him frm abt 4.30 til 7pm nobody pick up..call e last tym..his mum pick up..scare mi sia..lolx.8.52pm dem he use hafiz hp cll mi..tell mi he at his country club wit hafiz, aloy,ah bee...no nid ask oso noe they go play pool...lolx.use common sense lorxX..hahaxX..den when he reached hm..tok abt 1 hr lidat..he sounds tired..ask him go slp he dun wan...finally 10.30 he say he wan go slp..nth reali much happen..except quarrelled wit my sis..til now not ok yet..her frenx call den all i say she die le...hahax..lolx..so shuang..den summore throw her bks on e floor...make her pick it up herself..hahaxX...fierce rite mi...lolxX..so dun bully mi worxX..hahaxX...

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hehexX...today went hm wit him...zhen ke ai..didn realise tt u r so co cute..lolx...kip saying tt he miss mi...so today c so long enuf le riteX..i sick stil pei u tok tok awhile lehxX..sweet ritex..hahaXx..baobei so good to mi today..help mi massage..so shiok...hahax..can slp worxx...skip training today...was sick ma..actuali wanted to go...was feeling alrite le..but baobei dun let..kip asking mi go hm rest..den i *ting hua* abit..go hm rest lo.aniwae..tml gt test ma..den rest le can study...Haixx...n tt Gsduno wad to say...ask her if she's going training..<>say wan go hm study..but tt's oni an excuse lo...she go wit gen n meiyin do renfu bdae card...den she go hm watch tv..haixx..nobody lead the sec 2..who last tym vice-captain? now wad? slack like hell...her tv n stupid wang renfu more inpt...sumtym reali duno how to say her...haixX..but after tt..baobei cheer mi up..hehexX...reali hope tt gs will b like last tym..bball cum 1st... *baobei wan zui* ..hahaxX..

hahXx

baobei ansed my qns le..was reali tight up ytd..didn noe wad to do..realised tt i needed him too...nx tym gt thing mux tell mi kiex..hmm...today bery quiet in cls..sj asked mi y i so sianx..tears nearly came out..lucky can control..was thinking abt ytd the whole nite n today..emerald oso nv reali tok to mi..haixX..sori gals..was moody today.haixX..i wld rather he control mi.cos tt shows tt he care..anyway..its all over.wan forget abt ytd...i hav jux started a new chapter...n tis bk will nv cum to an end..baobei...dun hu si luan xiang le worx..wad past jux let it pass ba..ms ya.. ~hope nth like tis will happen again.. >.<

SoBxX

SoBx...tis tym is 4 real le ba..he n mi r over..no more *baobei* le..sobx 1 whole nite..n nth changes..dun understand y i cry oso..does he reali worth tt much of my tears? haix..mayb..he say i dun trust him..mow who dun trust who? when i trusted him..he dun trust mi..haix..wad's dere to tok abt trust..he told mi he's sensitive..who's nt sensitive over who they fancy? He gEtS JeAloUs oVeR A SMAlL ThInG..lIkE Ch sAiD..iT Can hAV ThEIr *pRoS N COnS*..Gd pts is tt it shows tt he cares..n bad thingis tt i may nt b abvle to take it..haix..we r both parties tt say things to each other tt does not cum out frm our hearts...today asked him 2 tymx abt trusting mi..he tried to change subj..haixX..it's obvious..*+*action speaks louder than words*+* To Him: no point saying tt u trust mi totally when u dun.we shld b honest to each other lorxX..u say i dun care abt u.but i hav my own kinda reason n way to exprees it..n if i miss u..do i reali hav to go up in frnt of u n say i ms u? haix..all of tis prob..to mi..it's a tiny matter lorxX...luv is abt trust..n if u wan mi to accept u..u sld learn to trust mi..n i oso mux learn to trust u..i reali think its over..~shld i close tis bk or start a new chapter?~i duno...reali...n 4 e last tym i'm saying..i do care abt u..PS: CH..thanx 4 today..=)

sianX..

sianxX...baobei..miss u lehxX..play golf play til dun wan me le ar...hehex...nvm...i very independent de...dun hav baobei oso can survive...hehex...ke ai de baobai...my sweetest baobei..hehex...muackx,..so cute...lolx...but i'm the cutest ya?? hahax...baobei...sori worx.last few days i lidat..dun angry or sad le horxX..hmmm....so lonely...ytd n today jux stay at hm...b mummy's good gal...lolx...hahax...ytd mummy bdae..nv bought anithing fer her...so to make her hapi..i b guai lo...lolx...garry msg mi...til now haben repli..hehex...reali wana stop using sms le...for tis month.cos reali overshot le lo...make baobei angry.den i sms him for whole of abt 3 days...so...sori garry...i call u ltr kiexX...hmmm...tt's fer now..bubyexx!!

Quarrelled on: 5th June-He lied to mi...Said tt he broke wit jiamin le...haixX...but obviously haven.. 28th june-finally found out tt he actuali nv break wit jiamin...she came to consult mi..haix to some ppl...she is jux trying to make mi jealous? Oh well...wad can i b jealous at??? 1st July-He broke his promise...he *said* to go out wit mi...but gave a not so good excuse..hate peeps who break their promises.. 5th July-didn tok to him in sch...hahax... 11th Aug-he cried?? *sad* 12th Aug-continued crying?? *sad* now...baobei so sweet...

arlorxX..

ArLorXx...tIs fEw dAyS FaCE ReAl lOaDs pRoBs...hAiX...hOpE sUmOnE Is dErE FoR Mi...BuT...i jUx dUn wAn tO TeLl aNiOnE...cOs...EvErYbOdY WiLl tHiNk tT I'm stUpId...BeInG WiT HiM...hAiX...bUt i hAvEn aCcEpT HiM...cOS...hAiX...i DuNo hOw tO PhRsE It tOo...i lIkE HiM...CoS...i dUnO!!! He'S NiCeR NoW...tO Mi..bUt MaYb iT'S AlL ThE FaKe sIdE Of hIm?? mAyB LuV HiM tOo mUcH dEn lIkE tIs?? HmMm..ReAlI CoNfUSed...Y MuX dErE B LuV??ArLorXx...tIs fEw dAyS FaCE ReAl lOaDs pRoBs...hAiX...hOpE sUmOnE Is dErE FoR Mi...BuT...i jUx dUn wAn tO TeLl aNiOnE...cOs...EvErYbOdY WiLl tHiNk tT I'm stUpId...BeInG WiT HiM...hAiX...bUt i hAvEn aCcEpT HiM...cOS...hAiX...i DuNo hOw tO PhRsE It tOo...i lIkE HiM...CoS...i dUnO!!! He'S NiCeR NoW...tO Mi..bUt MaYb iT'S AlL ThE FaKe sIdE Of hIm?? ...HaIx...ReAlI CoNfUSed...Y MuX dErE B LuV??