there's stil sth wrong, is it? i want everythg t b over; everythg t b fine.

let's just start brand new. i want you back, the real you.

i dont hav any mood t blog, bye.

i forgot t thank those who gave me e roxy wallet f my birthday present. i really needed a wallet cos e previous was weary. THANK YOU!

saggi & virgo

i'm not totally about horoscope. but somehow, i find them interesting as some of e pts do match my characteristics.

Saggitaurus:

They have a compelling need to feel free.

SAGITTARIUS WITH VIRGO

Compatibility Score - 5/10

Your two moon signs form an angle of 90 degrees and are said to be in a Square aspect. There may be many challenges in this relationship. A compromise is needed from one of you to overcome the bad feeling you may have on each other. You may share little understanding and opinion, your Moon signs indicate that you are not particularly well matched.
Sagittarius is typically a Moon sign of enthusiasm, friendliness and sociability that does not like being held down, while a Virgo Moon is very practical, modest, instinctive and usually quiet. The Virgo Moon would have to accept the charm and flightiness of the Sagittarius Moon for this relationsihp to be sucessful.

The Sagittarius love of freedom and change may prove too much for the meticulous Virgo cosmopolitan. The Sagittarius male could easily fall in love with the Virgo female. Her neat and clean ways intrigues him , but once he is married, he may soon find that he got more than he bargained for. He finds that the things that he liked most before he got married put him in a straight jacket after marriage. If its one thing a Sagittarius does not like its bickering and a Virgo will find plenty to bicker about.

(ok, i admit i am stubborn. & tt's why we always quarrel)

The differences here are like day and night. Virgo with his/her eye on today and what needs to be done and Sagittarius with their eye on tomorrow and what they'd like to be doing. Not all bad but difficult to reconcile.

i'm gona overcome my stubborness!

rain gone?

-my best night companion

everythg is fine now. thks for all who cared. we'll be having a brand new start.

i love those hugs & kisses. it warms my heart.

there's stil sth missing*

i'm dead. i just died. no, i'm not. soon will be. i'm hurt, really hurt. i duno wad t believe, & wad not t. & u dun seem t care. u can just went off t slp when ur gf's is NOT FINE. shld i change those initials? am i stil ur gf? argh. u've left me here, with nothing.

i brought it upon myself, i brought it upon myself, i brought it uopn myself.

it hurts t c u in frustration. it hurts t c u in desperation. it double hurts t hear u using words tt u'd nv used b4. it triple hurts t hear those "wrong" thgs right frm ur mouth. it x4 hurt when u can just go off t slp & leave me talking t my pillow agn. (tis tym i tok t it not e whole night) it x5 hurt when i feel tt u no longer care.

i really wana slp forever & not wake up anymore.

going t sch ltr f cheer uniform measurement.

i want..

i feel so paranoid now. argh. i really duno wad i want. no, i know what i want; i know my stand. but i duno if what i'm doing is right.

it seems lyk i'm pushing u. & i'm afraid, really afraid tt if i pushed t hard, i will just push u away. & poof*, mayb, just mayb, u will b gone. of cos, i dont want tt t happen. & tt explains my paranoidism. it seems easy. but it's not. it's not easy f me, neither u. it sounds easy, just t change back t wad u have been all along. but i know, it isnt. but i hope, no i want YOU back. i want e same old u; am i asking too much?

those little thgs tt u'll say, just t make me happy

e little gestures tt u'll made, just t c me smile.

e little surprises tt u'll give, just t add more spice.

& e little outings tt u suggest/make, just t add more colours.

these r e thgs u use t do, & yes, i'm yearning f them right now, no doubt. do i sound lyk a desperate-shitty freak?

it's only a day i've not been f training bt i'm ardy missing cy's chatty-ness, cheryl's craziness, huimin's bhb, andrea's hell-ness, wenmin's rubbish & joy's nonsense. & e list keeps going. training tml, till den(: !

occupied

& so, i occupied myself ytd by baking cookies. cupcakes were my first thoughts but i was lazy t make e icing. besides, cheryl was studying f her Amath.

sorry mark, these delicious cookies r all gone. none left. hah! i left & packed some f blazers but mum ate it all up. so can u imagine how they taste lyk? :p one thg i noe f sure is....they're kinda dry. cos i delibrately put lesser butter. it is hell fattening!! anyway, cookie itself is a sin.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD, CORREN, RON(: !

is there sth wrong with us or is it only me? i'm not trying t find fault here but i guessed u haven reflected much.

updates on my butt ache

i've took out e patch cos i cldn stand e itching anymore. i can scratch lyk x456786436387621 times an hr.

anyway, i feel much better now. i can jump properly! there's no pausing/struggling when i try t do my jumps! hopefully i dun get myslef frm a frying pan t burning fire aft those jumping. :/ shld i go back t e doc f more therapy?

-cool patch eh?

-my precious butt crack. those marks left behind by e stinkyo patch.

-e yicky-yucky-fugly-blacky patch!

if we end, thanks for everything.

-can we stay like this forever?

I never want anything like this to happen. I thought ours would be a smooth-ridden one. I know you certainly felt perplexed. But I hope you know what I’m doing. It’s for e good for both of us. I did not do this in a state of confusion, nor did I wana hide. I just want us to have time to think about everything.
No doubt, I want us to keep in contact. But I don’t know why did I ask us not to.

I really hope I m thinking t much. I want us back together lovingly.
Lastly, I love you.

-joy's bro big room