this is one wordy post

so finally, i'm back. i'm very tired now. really, physically & mentally.

problems are arising. people are not respecting each other.

that's what i see, that's what i feel.

everybody have their own ways of handling things.

everybody have to accept each other differences.

so what if you do not like him/her?

so what if him/her dislikes you? we're still a team.

sometimes i'm thinking, why do people shut up when they have things to say? but i've come to understand. it's the fear of embarrassment, the fear of quarrels.

i really hope that if you want to say something, if you're unhappy with somebody/ANYBODY, just voice it out. our phonelines are 24hrs operated. we'll be there to hear. at least, i will be.

i dont want any disagreements to become hatred.

i dont wish for anymore disrespectfulness.

i hope that things dont accumulate & hurt anybody in the end.

it's not healthy for you, not well for your 'opponent', not good for the team.

think before you do anything.

& so..SLTC was overall, not bad. the first day was BORING. totally BORED. i can sms like 100 tt day? i slept, walked around, ate plenty of sweets to perk me up. & what were we doing? mostly in design lecture hall for....talks! ROAR. i tried very very hard to be obedient, but i cant): but i swear i did at the most impt parts k...i think. :p slept at the dance studio, which is as usual...CANT SLEEP. woke up & glanced at people sleeping, stared atpeople walking around, listened to their snores, laughing at some's sleeping positions, like what i always do when i 'sleep' in the dance studio. lucky there were also a few who couldnt sleep & we made frens & talked till 5am. PS: we gotta wake up at 6.30 for morning run. :/ they were such great company(: poh, one of the rugger fell straight & lie flat right away ..yes, 5am. hah. when i finally closed my eyes, justin shook me up): morning run, talks again & then finally...the fun part. SENTOSA!! played some bonding games & learned alot form the games. not only the games, the talks did help us in many ways too. & so, the games made me talked to my frop mambers...like finally. hah. i was so totally not me with them. nobody to high with me. LOL. the only 'high' time was when i see justin, cy & xl. hee. uncle sam treat us ben & jerry's ice-cream((: ! after that, we ate at coasters..each pax given $15! i was very tired by then. all i wanted to do was sleep. but it was sucha waste to leave there early, cos the scenery was so nice, with fireworks from the show, the sea, the ambience. WOAH! & ohhh, dont go to coasters. it sucks. maybe you can try the beef burger & some sausage thgy? & oh, their cocktails were quite good? i had sea breeze which was totally refreshing. sweet & sour because of the cranberry juice & some other stuffs added to barcardi. wooohoooo.

performance is coming up in 5 days. discipline ourselves & buck up. nobody wants to disappoint coach. no one wants to throw their faces in school.