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To-do list for tml:
1. Call dental for appointment
2. Print notes for technopreneurship & supply chain mgt
3. Confirm names printed on bags
4. Go library to search for textbooks
5. Write down training stuffs
6. RUN & GYM

PS: thanks suhui, guangyu, zhiliang, andra. it maybe nothing to you, but as for me, it means alot.

have you thought about graduation?

- anyone wana watch HSM?

& this is how i want my graduation to be. with cheerleading performance at the start to liven up the spirit. But of course, with more cheerleaders, more overwhelming stunts & an astonishing routine. I bet it never happened in Singapore before. Or maybe something like how they do it in HSM? haha. Catch Walt Disney Pictures’ High School Musical 3: Senior Year in cinemas from October 24!

怎么了 你累了 作詞：方文山 作曲：周杰倫

妳的回話凌亂著 在這個時刻
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿 甜蜜散落了

情緒莫名的拉扯 我還愛妳呢
而妳斷斷續續唱著歌 假裝沒事了

時間過了 走了 愛情面臨選擇 妳冷了 倦了 我哭了
離開時的不快樂 妳用卡片手寫著 有些愛只給到這 真的痛了

怎麼了 妳累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心一一細數著 妳再不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻 我都還記得

妳不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

妳的回話凌亂著 在這個時刻
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿 甜蜜散落了

情緒莫名的拉扯 我還愛妳呢
而妳斷斷續續唱著歌 假裝沒事了

時間過了 走了 愛情面臨選擇 妳冷了 倦了 我哭了
離開時的不快樂 妳用卡片手寫著 有些愛只給到這 真的痛了

怎麼了 妳累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心一一細數著 妳再不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻 我都還記得

妳不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

怎麼了 妳累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了我都還記得

妳不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

useless

first day of sch, what shld i say? i'm happy & equally sad. Of course, the joy was because 'YAY! books!' but upset as christine & nadiah are no longer on my left or right. probably only for some lectures. Fortunately, sharon, kunrong & xiaoni are in the same class as me, otherwise i'll become a mute. the feeling is so good having to start lectures & tutorials, kinda shitty though cos i had my first assignment which is due next week. how fast?!?

anyway, high school musical performance at bugis was... i dont know. some freaked out & it was not as perfect as we thought it'll be. we managed to pull it through & hongkong cafe after tt!! i helped sunny to run an event together with larry - little miss cinderella pageant. kids are just so talented now. mothers are so so willing to put in money to invest for their kids in modelling & building up their talents.
it's not easy to manage a small event like this cos kids LOVE running around. & their parents always bring theirs kids around when their show is starting. -.- i've learnt alot & it was a good experience. cant wait for the next(:

justin is having his pox now. :/ 2 weeks mc. i'm so...........))):

i've things to be done 2 months ago & i've yet to touched them. guess what? my wardrobe! whahaha.

i knew i'm useless. but hah, .......................... i've got a hundreds thousands millions zillions of stuffs to takl about. no, no point. i know i'll feel better ranting it out. but it'll only benefit myself i guess. yes ken you're right. i like to bottle up everything & that's because i dont want anything to worsen which i feel it will. rrarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! WHATEVER.

PS: i guess he is right. ppl who r strong in tt field is dominating, has very huge influential & leadership skills. this is because they cn communicate well & able to convince ppl to do it their way. i dont know what u're thinking, but i feel tt u're nt doing it positively right now.
PPS: TLC treatment. however bad ur mood is, pls bear this in mind. it wont work if it is only applied for a week.
PPS: Be responsible for your own actions. take care of yourselves.

today is bad

thank you charyl, stephanie & geokghee for this big 'M' !!! my very belated birthday present. i was surprised somehow although you all already told me that there will be a surprise. (((:

- inside joke. wahahahahahahahahahah!

i really really really x3467864316879653163489432389413797849217645738962167829, wana SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!

i need my sleep badly. i really need it. & i thought today i will be able to. but no, my brain is still working.

nobody understands why i'm keeping. i guess i'm not appreciated. i'm just a useless one. ROARRR! it's really hit me hard, so much to make me ponder excessively.
yes, i should have helped. but i see myself as the victim/culprit too. whatever yall name it. so who should help me? dont get me wrong. i'm not trying to ask people to sympatise me but everybody has their limits. everything was piling up & "BOOM", it just exploded. i hate this kinda scene.
sometimes i feel neglected too & i accepted almost all work because it somehow makes me feel that at least i'm still part of it, my presence was visible. not that i really want to do or enjoy doing or have nothing to do; & did any of you ever realise the workload given? everybody strives for their improvements. i'm striving for my own yet it never seems to me that i'm doing good. i dont find myself progressing. words from close friends are encouraging yes, but what matters is what i see myself, & whether will i be reaching my goal. i'm nearing it i guess? 40% more? i'm trying to talk less, listen & learn more. at the same time giving everybody equal chances. funny though when there's so many of us in my group. others get to do 100 less than an hr? & us? hah. progress fast? 3 of us are really trying very hard.
besides larry, i trust both of my bases in doing my btosses. that's how much i'm proud of both of you. not forgetting my shoulder-stand partners, great core muscles.

the worse news i got today was: i've a different timetable with nadiah & christine. my 2 1/2 yrs partners for almost all projects, my all-time favourite lunching partners, my bored-lessons-but-turned-insane-when-there's-something-we-can-laugh-about partners, my always-humming-songs partners...& the list goes on. )))))))): i'm like so dependent on them? if you were me, you'll understand why. CHRISTINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, NADIAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! must call & ask me for lunch ok): i wonder if it's really god's will. nothing comes perfectly. never the best of both worlds. i still very much want to know how or what have you been doing. as far as i know, this feeling has never stopped.

i appear to be strong, not because i want to but what's the point of showing people that you're affected by some things? to make people empathise? make the one feel guilty? trying to show that you're innocent? some attention you need? i mean, of cos in one way or another, sometimes, these are in fact needed. but for me, cos i'm in a state of shock or i'm accused, & if its really affecting me - take a break & then start again. let's not mention about relationships. i'm a cow for that; be it character or what-so-ever.
but hey, i think it's ironic when people make themselves feel noticable in their ways of doing things, the things they say, the words they use, language etc. it's just the way different people behave i suppose.

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY,
CHERYL TEO MAN PING!

strive far; work hard

finally, i've did what i want to. it's not a perfect one but it's coming back. jiayou to everyone. everything changed i guess? no? i'm unclear. we'll see(:
special thanks to kelwin, bryan, weihoe & ken for last week's extra training.
of cos, many many many thanks to LARRYHOO for saving my knee.

I'm fine everybody. I really am. I'm touched with all those little things yall said and do to protect me. iLOVEblazers.

oh, FYI, i did makeup for a ngeow + cheapskate + act rich, however nice to talk to guy. i've nothing against him but he just wanted FREE samples, not forgetting he wanted a FULL MAKE UP. hello...it's CHRISTIAN DIOR. full make up is payable? so i did eye make-up for him which includes mascara, eyeliner, shimmer eye shadow & he applied blusher himself. ohhh, & did i mention that he did not get any products except FREE samples despite applying so much of our makeup? :/

- HongKong actress - chen something min came to advertise for shiseido.

- larry & ken. cabbing over to school.

Shopping at Town/Chilling at clarke quay

- this plate of salmon almost killed me. i was freaking full.

- indulging

BOOO!

- my very wonderful lychee martini

- she loves beer, esp hoegarden. eeeeeeeeewk!

- taping a box or bandaging a hand?

- & our clarke quay night endsssss

i hope tt you'll be jailed!

tangs was on fire this morning. i'm still unclear if it's a drill or a real breakout. But they sounded serious with guards nagging at us to evacuate. luckily, it was still not opened. so only staffs were inside.
you know what? i leaned against the poles & my tshirt/unifrom was stained with yellowish-sticky-incorrigibly disgusting-noseshit lookalike substance. WHAT A THING TO START MY DAY! i was damn disgusted tt i cursed & swear at this person; of course, mentally. i so so so wanted to go home or at least buy a new tshirt. ROARRRRRRRRRRR. but i cant. so i spent at least half an hour in the toilet washing tt gross thgy. soap, tisuue, toilet paper, whatever it is to make my tshirt free from those shit.

i'm still very disgusted!

looking forward to the brand new

today was the most meaningful day-taken-off-training. i'm glad everybody realizes the importance of communication. & i really hope that yall continue to do so. guess yall should know by now why we decided for today's be-on--your-own? it's not tt we really want to. but we see a need to. Believe us like you want us to believe you. Respect us, like how you want us to. Let's put it simply - do upon others like how you want others to do upon you.
PS: approach justin, me, larry or ANY of the seniors if you have anything to address ok?

anyway, thank you melvin for suggesting a tailor. he has yet to confirm with me so PLEASE, the rest of you, help me with it alright?

work tml. i cant wait for sat. provided tt my colleague agrees to change shift with me.

PPS: thanks for all your concern. i appreciate it. i didnt intend to tell anybody. thanks larry for understanding what i want to do. i will take care of myself, i promise. not a promise to you, but to any others & of cos, myself.

i love blazers!

new phone

i survived today without sleep. what's worse; training. i was fine at the start. running is just not shiok at all, i felt like i was doing the walkathon. but it's not me who dont want to. my knee just suck. boooo you, weak knee. i've changed phone...AGAIN. i dont really want to. it's so.......URGH. so much so tt when i'm just getting use to this phone -.- i've changed at least 5? W580i, w850i, U700, G800, 6300, i450, w780 & now, 6500. tt makes 7. i'm gonna use this phone for a year. ROAR.

wondering why i'm changing phone so often? MR KOH; my dad ALWAYS CHANGE WHEN HE GETS SICK OF HIS PHONE or he doesnt like the functions/volume of the phone. -.- -.- -.- so what does he do? he gives me his phone & later trade in the one i'm currently using so that he can get another phone. i dont usually use his unless i find that the phone is better than my spare phones. today, it's ME who wana change. heh. personally, i feel tt w780 is not good - camera, functions system. & when we were at the shop, my dad suggested E66 or something. why? because he likes it. it's him lar. cos the phone costs at least $400 for a second hand one & his budget for us buying phones is not more then $200. the rest of the balance is paid by myself, or i'll 'teh' to ask my mum to sponsor. hee. but E66 looked so masculine. & i seriously did not have any phones on mind to change. i flipped the pages countless times but nothing was interesting. looked at the glass cabinet & pointed to 6500 (secondhand), & after fiddling with it, i nodded my head. this is my first time getting a phone without much consideration beforehand.

PS: u700 is still with me. if you are reading my blog. i want a mirror!!! IKEA, i'll be there soon!

shit.....think i'm falling sick very soon...
omg....not at this wrong time...sigh!!
PPS: i dont know who this person is. gender? name? NO.

PPPS: there was a miss call just now. hope it's not about the results. i know...what's the point of not able to face it? like i've always told myself, i'll be fine. NEGATIVE, you better be. i'm ok even if it's not positive, nor negative. at least i dont have to face knives & screws.

good morning

GOOD MORNING. i'm not up early. i did not sleep. booooooooooooooooooooooooo. i hate my comp. it gets me addicted & dont want me to leave.

random photos

Joyce&Bryan's ROM/Solemnisation

- i love the first one!

For CHERMUSH.

Pulau ubin
I'm so gonna go there again! LOVE THE NATURE. yea, we're daring eh. went there on our own; alone. 3 girls. adventurous eh. :s anyway, it was kinda scary.

- at the waiting area.


- bubbye city!

- yay! reaching.

Rented bicycles. There are a number of rental stores. The first shop looked kinda ok. the uncle immediately came out & pushed a few bicycles to us. Kept asking us to try & stuffs. He claimed that they are good & it's only $6 for the whole day. Cher went to the opposite store & asked for the prices. The uncle at the 2nd store offered $5 for a better looking bicycle. He was much more friendly too. I'm not good into bicycles, but it looked good & $1 cheaper, not forgetting the uncle was nice. So...why not? 2nd store uncle even provided us with clear directions (to & fro) & even gave us a map. :D
As we cycled, the 1st store uncle walked pass & guess what?
He said: "ni men bu ying gai tan xiao pian yi. ten xia cai dao yi ban hui le. aiyo..."
(You all shouldnt be calculative. They will spoil soon when you all cycle later.)
In short, saying that we are cheapskate.
WTH!!!
Immediately, chermush turned & said "shen jing bing!" (crazy).
I told her to keep her voice down as i didnt want to be stucked in pulau ubin. what if he kidnaps us? slaughter us? trap us? drown us in the water? chop us up into pieces to feed the wild boars?
ok...enough.
FYI, the bicycles were good. We cycled through rocks! big ones. It lasted the whole day ok, uncle!!!

- we cycled & cycled. uphill, downhill, rocky areas, puddles of water. whatever it is, we cycled to our destination(: chek jawa!

- spot the komodo lizard. it crossed the pathway when we were cycling.

- dont you just love nature??

- climbing up the viewing tower.


- damn freaking high! view was AWESOME.

- i know i look tensed. just look at my hands. not fair. chermush is not up there!

- of course, we didnt dare to do all this on the railing. :s

- dont stop me lar!!!

- love the fresh air.

- i was darn scared. i didnt want my butt to touch cos i'm afraid i'll fall off.

- chermush was tempted. but of course, she didnt dare to pull up her legs. LOL.

If only we planned this...should we have a blazers outing there? LOL. no spotters around, & with the height, we could only do this... PS: self timer aint easy.

- 1st attempt.

- 2nd. where's her head?

- 3rd. ok...the camera fell. LOL.

- 4th. the camera moved & & &... my cap is dropping lar....kiap so hard!

- this looks like a pineapple eh?

- the sun was setting. We gotta cycle back to the jetty, fast!!

- but then, the view was 'WOW'!!!

- LOL. the 1st one (whahahahahahahahaHAhaHAhaHAhaHa). ok. i was doing bow&arrow, & yes, i fell. Heelstretch is much easier. hee.

- sunset or sunrise? are you 'wow'-ing?

- byeee ubin.

Bought dinner at changi village & walked to changi coastal area to have our dinner at the hut.

- have you seen a real life leech? no? i did!