Friday, December 31, 2004

haixh..

fer him:haish..i reali duno wad other things u expect frm me anymre..everything i tot a g0od gf will giv..i guess i've arady given..n for tis 3 entire days..i've seriously tot abt us..yesh..some part of it is mi..my fault..but now i'm not argueing abt who's faut isit..but e trust in us..

chalet: i'm wit oni e GALS..it's e GAL bball team..oni 2 guys r there n they r my COACH..i went there fer 21st 22nd 23rd..i sms u..n oso called u..but wad did u say to mi? if i wana tok n sms u den wad fer i go to e chalet..ritex? is u..u dowan mi to sms or tok to u..doesn mean tt going to e chalet = canot sms casper..tt's ur "nonsensical" logic kaex..n after e chalet..u start saying tt i dun care abt u..hey..is who dun care who?! haixh..

mac: forget abt tis..i've arady admitted countless times tt its my fault kaex..

haixh..u told mi tt u wasnt feeling secured when i'm nt ard wit u..n u wanted mi to b owaes by ur side..but i think it's not abt feeling secured..it's ur trust..whether do u believe mi or nt..n now..i'm giving u time to think abt it..n after so long..ur stubborness is stil dere..u stil *THINK* of *NONSENSE*..haixh..after so long..i'm nw even doubt if u stil luv mi..fr e past 3 mths.i've given u a my "understanding" , care n concern..casper..go think abt wad i've said here..i didn plan any of it..but wad i'm thinking tis moment..if u cant accept who i m now..tell mi..

fer readers: yesh..as u all can c..we've quarrelled AGAIN..haixh..i've nth beta to say le..our every bits n pieces of unsovled misunderstandings had eventually led to tis huge prob..n since nth can take away his stubborness..i hav to b da one to solve tis..haixh..jux hope tt tis will pass fast..
n leon..thx fer everything..u r truly a great kor..

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

hehhehx..

wenter mac fer sumtym...wit gs n ah siao..luff alot til i arady *ma mu* liao..lolx..did some hw..ltr gonna continue..hahax..mic bian guai le horx..heex..nx yr sec 4 le..of cos canot slack so much le la..

haix..quarrelled wit him again..its oni 9 now..i duno when it gonna last..jux hate it simply..yesh..i was nt feeling well ytd..n vomited..but tt doesn mean tt i cant go out n eat wit my frenx e nx day..EAT! not to go n shop or wateva..u think i can stay at hm without food isit? haix..do u reali reali think tt going out n eat wit my frenx is wrong? u think i'm a robot which wun feel hungry? haix..up to u..hate it when u r lidat..n u think tt it's mi who wana argue..n i'm nv stubborn! o...well wateva..

hmmm..hols ending le..n a few months ltr.. i will be having my o'levels..time reali flies..i've gotta work extra hard tis yr..actuali planned to study during tis hols..but it seems like i've been caught up wit all e trainings..1 wk 7 days seem so short fer mi now..soon..i'll get to c everybody again!! yeah! miss u all..3e5 rawkx!~
__*cheerx
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Tuesday, December 28, 2004

yo!!~

hey..i'm back...hmmm...anione miss mie? hmmm..my com is lagginglike hell so dun blame mi fer not writing in..alot alot of things had happen thru tir 25 days? mi n him broke up fer 1 day..hahax..but of cos he bu she de wo la.. =X ..luv ya too.. =pPp ..hmm..going to abt 8 mths le..oh ya..n dun forget my christmas present ya?? **winks ..

had a match wit queenstown sec today..n it was like SHIT..n yes..shitty game..played NOT good at all..but my juniors were hapi cos they won fer e first tym?? we played wit them last tym n trash them like =) .. but wadahell is tis? winning by 4? its not winning or losing tt matters..like wad e coach say..if they use more abit of their initiative..they wld hAv won us arady..all 13 of us is afraid to do wad we wan to do..*including mi la*..n tt's completely different frm them..they take e ball..shoot or lay up..not scared to attept AT ALL..haixh..friday match again...please please do all our best k..we mux proof everybodi wrong n show them tt we can do it..kaex..ea bball rawkx!!
..n yvonne ar yvonne..there's nth to cry abt over e jersey no. kaex..if u r good..if u r strong..dere's nth to show jux frm e no...u mux prove it wit ur own skill..kaex..smilex!! jIa yOu!!~ robot rawkx...wahahahax...=pPp

hmmm...it has been quite a few days since we last quarrelled..n i'm reali glad tt we can remain tis way..owaes..n e prob which led to our quarrels is TRUST..haixh..tis is *inevitable* since we broke up once..6 mths..quite a long period since we both duno wad is going on wit each other at all..but now we r arady together..so u mux learn to trust mi..understand..it's not all abt mi assuring u all e tym..u mux built it up urself n stop all ur hu si luan xiang..n ur stupid attitude..*i noe i oso la* ..kkaex..jux wan u to noe wad i'm thinking..luv ya baobei..muackx!
**good luck fer ur tournament frm wed to fri..!!~ muackx..

Thursday, December 2, 2004

long tym no blog

wa...i long time no post entry le..heex..anibodi miss mi? =X ..hmmm..start frm ytd? kaex..at guishan hse nw..com kena duno wad spyware..again..nuisance..
[1st dec] hapi bdae to cindy..rmb tt day when garry told mi..u all wenter sentosa horx..heexx..had a gd time ya? stayed at hm d whole day..**slacking ..injured my hand on tues wen training..but was quite oritex..jux nided sum rest..at nite..yepx..quarrelled wit him again..i tried to save e situation but he jux wanted to make it clear to mi..aniwaes..its over..n i gt a new name fer him..fishball..hahax..cos everytym we go out..den will eat old chang kee..he will owaes b eating fishball n i'll b eating yampie..hahax..n i've gt a new baby cousin..shyen lim shan yan..hahax..unique horx d christian name..den e chinese is sorta direct translate..i choose fer her de..hahax..
[today]tiring day..training today..n e usuals turn up..i reali duno wad to do abt d otherx..haixh..aniwaes..hmmm...training tml again..n i expect full attendance ya? cos gs n jas r gonna call everybody..oh ya..dalinah is back wit us..i'm less worried nw..at least they can depend on her than me..cos..she is more of e "hav potential" kind..heex..baobei sick til very jialat oso..didn tok to him fer 3 days le..nv c him oso..miss him...**winks.. hahax..fishball..dun so proud horx ..heex..cant c him til nx week..his dad dun allow him to go out cos he stil haven recover..gotta take goooody care of urself kaex..play golf tournament halfway withdraw..didn expect u will do tt so i suppose u r reali sick..take care n drink more water kaex..**muackx...``