Sunday, December 25, 2005

sarah hse

ttym to let go. i had him fer awhile. n i noe..it's tym. he nv told mi abt his feelings. so i guess.. i had his hints. nt tt he's nt a gd guy. but...it's jux tt i dowana waste another 6 mths waiting fer him. i've wasted 6 mths. n nv wil i make e same mistake. "li xiang qing ren" completely describe my feelings. n i hope tt e ending wil b same fer us. =) he sent mi tis song..but i duno wad he's trying to tel mi. hmmmx..
had been spending my hols happily!!! went out wit wendy. n oso angel n samson. sarah n sam. lots n lots of ppl. haax. made new frenx. =) n nt to mention...SH! wenta watch king kong wit him n baby n another fren. haax. 3 hrx!! but its nice!! x) wit him ard?? lolx.
spent my christmas wit sarah n sistas! alan..haax. campus superstar nx idol!! lolx. he sing damn nice!!! wahahgahax! n today we'll having steamboat.
kaex! off to prepare.

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

-.-

....

sianx. bored. total boredom. found another job at the body shop. waiting fer e person to call agn. haix. when will i eva start work? wit my damn choosy atitude. lolx. by tis wk if no one call. i think i'll b going to century square de. bega is out of my mind lerx. cos i've gotta work during christmas! nono! lolx. last resort. gv. haax.

tok to him e day b4 ytd. hmmmx. i make it a pt nt to call him so often. haax. so tt he can miss miie? heex. but whether did he miss is another prob. haix. hopefully he did? another thg is i dowana put so much on him. ai de yue shen shang de yue shen..yue tong. haax. but he's owaex playing game. his damn game more impt den miie mehx?? lolx. i miss my boyy!! arghh!

sarah n samantha is back!! yeah! =)

Tuesday, December 6, 2005

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wendy hse agn. =)

heex. i shall nt care abt tt damn THG in my blog. nuisance. hmmx. i think quite alot of ppl wil agree. ritex? haax

hmmmx. going to job agent ltr. find job! haax. last resort den go bega or gv lerx. wagahax.

okaex. actuali nth to blog arady. jux wish sh n kah wai gd luck tml fer ur match. x)

-gonex-

Sunday, December 4, 2005

=)

rite nw at wendy hse. slept over at her hse. =) heex. i'm so very hapi i've finally touched com. agn. haax.

back fer groaning. if u r prepared to hear mi groan abt my life. den..continue reading. if nt. get out of here. haax.

he's out of my life. no. i aint gona hav him back. he's a jerk. he broke my hart too mani tymx. so wad if i've done wrong too. everybody make mistakes. n tis relationship...shld jux end tis way. aft 7damn mths. mich. it's tym u forget him!! hmmmx. he didn even wana b fren. kaex. wad a bitch. heyy. dun think u r so gr8 in my life. yes. u were a gr8 impact to my life. WERE. so stop thinking so highly of urself.

ok. think i shall change subj. hmmx. oh ya. tt damn chalet. 1st 2 days were total boredom man! oni at nite leon n chunwai came. 3 nite was fun. =) haax. gordan, ben they all came. haax. played mahjong. ben.. slept. wit shi ming. haax. looks lyk both of u r progressing in e public. haax. rozanne n gordan...hmmm. so sweet. lolx. shan ji came too.

btw. sori shanji. n if i hav neglected gordon n gang in aniwae. sori too. =)

ok. though i had fun in e chalet. but damn ppl make mi waste 330 fer it. !!!!!!! arghh! ya. basically some of e 40 ppl tt "hater" was saying r tis damn ppl? hey! find e 40 fer mie kaex. i mayb nt a gd person but i m very sure i didn offend so many ppl. dun even say 100 kaex. so wad even if they dun lyk mie? i stil hav to get on wit my life. n u think i'm fren-less? heyy! i dun nid u frenx to b my frenx. haax. "hater". u r such a chicken man. how do u noe i hate u?? wahahx! cos mayb u noe u hav alot of ur haters too?? wad a joke!


lationships. i can admit i had real feelings fer 5 oni. lolx. jia lat. n 1 of them is him. i think alot of ppl noe ba. cos sec 2 i was crazy fer him. lolx. *hapi hapi*

-.- wagahax. i hav new target. no more leon [superstar] nw is sugianto. he played bball at 800+ last tym. but how cum i nv notice him lehx? hmmx. mayb tt tym he stil nt handsome. =p okkaex ppl. i can tell u frm my hart tt tis hunk is so xtremely handsome in real. so v handsome. haax. my dream guy. ya. DREAM. haax. n can u believe it. he actuali smiled 4 tyms at mi. n even asked mi to sing wit him. *meltx* lolx.

okkaex larx. getting out of here. byex! blog agn when i've finally touched com agn. xD

chen He tI t0ng --> by wendy

Saturday, November 12, 2005

back! =)

com's down. nw in my sis office. wahahahahax. n i'm reali a nt 'exposed' to com fer months. alot of thgs changed!! haax.

alritex. back to my life?? 1 wk is gona end soon. o's gona finish nx wk!! HOOORAY! haax. hopefuul i'm gona gt L1R5 ard 18? tough i noe i aim 17. but.. it's beta nt to pin so high hopes larx. otherwise.. xi wang yue gao si wang yue da. haax.

alot of thgs happen during tis few months. n i'm beginning to hate tis one person. no..i shld say..I HATE HER! she's a real bitch man! nvm..sch's gona end niwaex. bear fer e nx 4 days den i no nid to c her face.

HAPI BIRTHDAY TO SHI MING!
heex. though i noe u fer 2 days oni..but i find u a very cute n gr8 gal fren to b wit. heex. jia you working out to b wit ur happiness! lolx` both of u dun b cows can liaox.. hahax.

n i saw him*. he smiled. n i smiled back. but tt feeling is nt dere animore. haix. cos i stil hav feeling for u. i noe u noe it. ur frenx will tell u. surely. memories r stil in my mind.. owaex.

ok. wateva. stop those mushy stuffs. i'm gona kip on studying! n aft tt i'm gona learn street dance! yiiipPpeeee! yeah! mayb at oasis fitness or duno wad at parkway. hehex. i'm so in luv in dancing! *shake here move dere*

oh ya. gota thank kian hwee, gordan, ben, desmond fer entertaining miie when i'm down. hehex.plus ken n andy n ah toi e othrs. i enjoyed myself in e chalet. haax. n gordan..i will rmb tt u broke my pearly thgy!!!

hmmmx..i miss my blog. gona start flooding my blog when my com is up. hahax. n change my blog skin too!!

ok larx. i've enuf. actuali no..but if i continue writing.. tis entry will nv end. hahax. cos i've gt lots of stories to tell!!!


poof!~
_mich's off*****

Saturday, July 9, 2005

look on e bright side

it is easy to find luv`
but it's nv easy to find true luv`

sumone who luvs u e way u r`
nv ask u to change`
luvs e character in u`

treasure e one u hav now`
cos u nv noe whether he'll leave u`

n when he leaves`
let him go`

cos there'll definitely b a person who luv u fer who u r`
not who he wan u to b`

shopping`

hehex` omg` bought my nike shoes` finally` limited edition` argh!!!` luv it` LOADS` muAx!!` hehex` wahahax` wahahax` n i bought a cargo pants fer oni 30bucks` LOLx` all thx to amelia` she reali noe how to lie` n i saw gen's shop` lolx` bought 6pairs of earings too` hehex` spend quite a bomb today` hmmx` but it's all worth it larx`
hands itching for pool` hehex` ask roti prata play wit miie tml?` hiaxh` but probably at nite` cos i've gota study!!` amathx..` hahax` today mdm tey teach wad relative velocity` i'm lyk - blur` haixh` scared canot catch up fer O's sia`
den ke lian de edwin` today nose bleed` cos kena comb` hahax` den in cls vomit blood` so disgusting` but now he's alritex larx` poor bdae boy` hahax`

Saturday, July 2, 2005

japan fashion

Japan craze`


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cute horx?`

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tis is so..` clownie` hahax`

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cool horx?`

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regret

it's nt easy to love someone`
i owaex tot luv was nth`
until then i realise wad e feeling is`

u was special to miie`
n stil is special to miie`
i duno y`
i've tried hard to forget u`
nobody noes i'm stil addicted to u`

i've tried hard to avoid u`
but howeva hard i try..
u'll stil will b sumwhr "sightable" `

yesh`
it breaks my hart to noe tt u lyk another gal`
especially when it cum out frm ur fren's mouth`

both of us had made sacrifices to tt relationship`
n i nv expected it to end lyk tis`
it was pathetic`

when i was ready to put all my hart to it`
u..`
i guess..`
lost confidence in miie`
doesn hav tt feeling fer miie animore`

memories r wit miie`
owaex`

i think no one will noe who i'm refering to..`
except u`

i mish u`
i reali do`

lastly..`
i stil luv u`


_____[[*owaex treasure a relationship
_____[[*nv nv nv take it fer granted

intr-ing

to make a woman hapi..`
a man nids to be a ::
fren. companion. lover.
chef. electrician. carpenter.
plumber. decorater. mechanic.
psychologist. pest exterminator. psychiatrist.
gud listener. healer. gud father.
clean. sympathetic. athlethic.
warm. attentive. gallant.
intelligent. farni. creative.
tender. strong. understanding.
tolerant. prudent. ambitious.
courageous. capable. dependent.
passionate.

- he oso has to giv her compliments regularly, luv shopping, b honest, very rich n not look at other galx..`
- giv her lots of attention but expect lil' fer himself..`
- giv her lots of tym fer herself n lots of space` nv worrying abt whr she go`
- n it is very very impt to rmb bdaes, anniversary n e arrangements she makes`

to make a man hapi..`
- SEX
- peace

pic

mickey mouse blouse!`
cool dressing huh!?`
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colourful nails`
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trying e skirt` nice?`
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haAx!`

hehex` hehex` didn post fer another so long agn` hoho` lazy larx` heex` no larx` actuali is bcos i've been a gd gd gal` doing hw n hw n hw n hw` hahax`

wenta watch e c'boys match on monday` vs coral` leading at 1st` but lost owards e end` no offence but tis can clearly proof how lousy our sch is` haax` it's coral...n they lost` omg` they were all mong char char when they use full-court press` n i can say their full-court press is nt strong at all` they lost bcos all were so SOLO` tells us how impt teamwork is huh!` haax` met my roti prata guy` n he's so zhun at fcc` so xian mu`

tues wenta.....forget lerx` hahax`

wed wenta celebrate wendy's bdae` hehex` wenta marina south to eat` hehex` ate quite alot` but incomparable wit wendy larx` hahax`had alot of fun wit them` luv those ppl` muAx` n ah siao` lolx` she's reali siao` ppl eating she playing wit e food` hahax` wit mushroom n fishball n fishcake` so farni` n amelia....` ehemm..` LOLx`

thurs actuali wama mit my roti prata go eat` but he tot i go play ball` n i tot he was bz` so...` haax` ke xi` =) ` went hm to watch my xiaozhu` hahax`

n today` hoho` so so fun agn` wenta play pool wit amelia, jas n micki` i lost to amelia one ball agn` haax` n i won micki` hehex` nt bad horx` =pPp ` manfred, matthias, weiyi n edmund were oso dere` kinda pro larx` haax` ate at long john` den went hm`

-gonex-

Saturday, June 25, 2005

so fun so fun!!`

omg omg!!` hahax` nv blog for so so mani days` n u noe y?` i've been doing all my hw` hehex` hen guai horx` i noe i noe` tankew tankew` hahax` finished all 4 sets of my e-maths paper n 2 sets of amaths paper` hahax` now most importantly is eng` gotta complete it by today!!!` heex`
hmmx` today is...hehex` PURE FUN!` hahax` wenta do some hw wit amelia` did amaths together` hahax` den wenta mit ah ma` sili` heex` n wenta play POOL` hahax` its lyk so fun` cos we kept laming ard` hahax` n i hit e lamp 3 tymx` LOLX` e table is no. 15` haax` will owaex rmb de` hahax` den ate dinner at sumo hse` den wenta mac chit chat` hahax` frm abt 6.30 we tok til 8+ 9 sia` hahax` fun to b wit my cute juniors` especially sili's orange` LMAO` n amelia's stupid face` hahax`

last few days were either hw-tv-bball-bugis-tm` hav been going to bugis til i'm bored of tt place` haax` e oni thg tt facinates miie is e clothes` haax` amelia n cherie noe i luv shopping` n ya noe wad?` they will giv miie money on my bdae for a shopping spree!` hahax` they r willing to giv 25bucks each` haax` lovable juniors` hehex`

wendy's eye is swollen!!` hoho` gt blue-black` ya..she was involved in a fight!` BAA!!` no larx` play bball n was hit by ah zhui's head` hahax` n now it's blue-black` she's disfigured!!` hehex`

hmmx` k larx` think i'll end here` heex` cant think of ani other thgs lerx` heex`

-gonex-

Friday, June 24, 2005

hehex`

hmmx` wendy n nemo ah ma bdae is coming` hehex` bought wendy a prezie arady` but..dere's more to come` hehex` hmmx` rmb e previous post i mentioned abt amelia n cherie giving miie money to shop on my bdae?` hahax` i guess my juniors all duno how to buy our prezie ba` i mena miie, gs, wendy, ah siao` hahax`
so it's a good idea to giv money fer us to spend huh?!? hahax
hint* hint* ` hehex` 3rd sept arr` mi n ah siao` 21st july= gs` hehex`
getit?
hoho

-gonex-

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

. .

i guess i was a total retard jux now` haixh` but its U!`
arR..` jux wasnt feeling gd` so wanted to vent out all frustrations` n i hope i did?`
haixh` it's a haixh-ing day fer mi???` oOouU`
yes` n i finali now wad it's lyk to b real jealous` i tot i dun care` haax` but it's e....CURIOUSITY` n it's owaex e curiousity tt brings most harmx` agree?` i didn wana c` but jux sthgx inside mi tt wants mi to jux giv it a shot` n well...` it leads to?` hatred??` jealousy??` jux shldn hav be wit him` regret big tym!` argh!`
oOOo...` jux think of e bad-side of him mich!` u can do it!` hahax`

niwaex..changed e display agn` heex` jas help mi wit it` haax` cool huh?` hehex` tankew tankew!!` i noe` hahax`

beta orady! =)

-outx-

=((

haixh` shldn hav been online` i'm jux sooooo` my hart aching lyk hell` but i noe i cant do anythg` haixh` it's lyk` a glass broken into a million pieces` nv can it b mend` i duno y` i reali duno y` haixh` i noe u hate mi` u jux cant b bothered animore` u hav oni her* on ur mind` but do u noe i miss those tymx?` i saw u-her testi n her-u testi` n it's lyk....` i now noe wad is real jealousy` oOh god` mayb i'm stil coping wit e tym when u r nt ard wit mi` haixh` afterall..i was owaex e 1st one to noe abt ur stuffx` cos u will tell mi` but now` i reali hav to make myself adapt` argh!` -sobxsobx-
i reali wish i cld cry it all out` but will all tis end?` haixh` i want..hope..wish tt it will all b e past` it is e past` but...` i duno wad's wit mi` haixh` all tis shld b forgotten` but...` when i'm wit u` i jux felt so xing fu`
n e oni way to forget u?` is to think e bad-side of u` yesh...!` now u suck!` phuck off` i dun wish to c ur face` jux cant stand e side of u when i rmb...arR!` SUCKER!`

hmmx..` we r in e 21st century` playboys r playboys` we cant do anythg to help` yes` NTH` n it has nt oni pass 2 mths i've met 2` lucky mi oO?` foret him mic!!!` FORGET!`

=))

whr shld i start?` haven been blogging since...` haax` very long` n i'm glad dere's ppl who miix mi!` haax` c my tagboard` lolx` so mani ppl kip asking mi update` =pPp k larx` enuf of crapx` lolx`
has been shopping, bball, n sun-tanning` but i'm stil nt as dark?` mayb it's bcos my degree of darkness is up to here oni ba` haax` but mostly bball larx` cos i jux cant lose to my galx` =pPp they hav training ma` i dun hav` wan go oso lazy` =X haax` no larx` is jux tt i duno` mayb will b going tml` heex` n i can say i hav been improving kaex!` my san fen chiu bi jiao zun le` heex` i oso bi jiao gan chiong shang lan` hahax`
shopping?` yesh` n my wardrobe is full` been feeding it up wit clothes` now no $$$ lerx` =( den owaex go out wit wendy lorx` haax` she's lyk my shadow` wahahax` den gt one tym she bs mie!!` we go bugis mit her FREN` yes..a guy` n she went off wit him to watch movie n left mi alone to find a fren to acc mi` hmph!` wad a pig` lolx` but she gt acc mi to wait fer my fren den she left larx` cos e show was ltr ma` if e show arady tym lerx` i bet she wun wait ba` haax` e guy was....` omg` ang kong jin zuay lehx` i c le oso scared sia` i was lyk all e while quiet lorx` haax` he oso lyk dao dao kind` nv tok de lorx` n u noe wad?` he even sms wendy when we were lyk jux a few steps away frm him?` LOL!!` n he said he was shy!` ang kong ar nei zuay say shy?` wad a joke!` wenta mit my fren` n wenta orchard to c JJ!` hehex!` he jux rawkx!!!!` omgx` i luv him!` argh!`
n now` she gt another buddy` kah wai lorx` den bu yao wo lerx` sobx sobx` hmmmx..if u're reading tis` err...jux wana remind u tt ppl gt stead lerx` n i think u gotta stil stay a distance lorx` cos i'm sure u dowana b e third party` ritex?` =))
hmmx` wenta pasir ris park wit e galx today` jas.michelle.limei.yinyi.yvonne.amelia.wendy.gs.ah siao. n miie!!` heex` quite fun actuali` although we did nt much thgx` haax` we sat dere` ate` play` ate..n ate..n ate` haax` den wenta bowling centre dere` watch ppl bowl` crap here crap dere` take THOUSANDS of picx` haax` LOL!` we r zi lian kuang!` hohoho` jux stayed dere n we` -snap snap snap!!-` haax` wenta gs hse` wanted to play bball` but it started to rain` so decided to go to white sands` say ch!` haax` look "cute" wit e hat` LOL!` shop ard` den headed to 209 fer bball!` haax` played awhile` n we had so MANY audience!` haax!`
den we slacked..n slacked` tok n tok` til 7 plus` saw joey.aloy.n gang at coffee shop` den walking to bus-stop when i saw HIM!` i was lyk.."omg!"` i duno y` n i hid` haax` asked jas to look when he was gone` heex`
n now i'm wit e com` heex` toking to leon oso` i'm so bored!!!` can sumbodi ask miie out tml`? i've nth tml!!!` argh!!`

-gonex-

Sunday, June 5, 2005

pics agn

picx wit wendy n alwyn!!`

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[[*we r queenIex]
[[*haax]

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[[*act cool huh!`]

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[[*i luv tis pic`]
[[*but alwyn..extra`]

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[[*sis fer life`]
[[*luv ya`]

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[[*micky n dydy]

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[*tis look like we r in fairyland if e bg is blue`]
[[*lolx`]

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[[*hoho..wendy's angry!`]

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[[*nursie wendy`]
[[*hahax`]

pics agn agn

picx wit cindy, mindy, yl, sy, peanut, ah wee, zhihao, damien`

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[[*cindy's having strawberry!`]
[[*tis is e most perfect pic we've taken`]
[[*but whr's damien?']

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[[oh well..tis tym we lost yl 1/2 face, mindy n peanut`]

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[[*yl look blur huh!`]
[[*n mi too!`]
[[whr's sy??`]

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[[oOh..ke lian de sy n peanut`]
[[blocked by yl agn`]

picx

took tis wit sis n fang lynn!` x)

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[[*everybodi twist!`]
[[*y do we all having 2?`]

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[[*oOh..shaDdup!`]

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[[*yeah..we R gurlx]
[[*we rawkx!`]

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[[*lazy to edit lerx]
[[*haax`]
[[*i can c 2 takobachi balls on my face`]
[[*yummmmiiee]

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[[*i look kinda retarded?`]
[[*nah..we wanted to act lyk we were puching fang lynn`]
[[* but my sis changed pose`]

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[[*heart-shaped face mi`]
[[*say cheese!`]

Saturday, June 4, 2005

elOx

so long nv blog` agn` was jux lazy` simply lazy` even if i hav reali nth to do` i'm jux too lazy` nth to blog oso` oni noe i mish him` =(

hmmm` went out wit frenx everyday except today`


mon went out wit wendy` go bugis` walk walk`

tues went to play bball` n wendy cut my hair` haax` my fringe` is straight!` lol`

wed wenta my aunt hse` play wit baby shyen!` she is sooooo adorable` heex` aft tt was bored` so wenta bugis wit my sis n fang lynn` took neoprints` heex` walked ard` left at abt 7.30 to mit gs, sw n siriporn at kallang dere` wanted to watched delyn n js play in e netball match` but their opponent didn cum` haax` n delyn started laming tt they gt emergency n stuffs` [air-con] ` =X ` den wenta old airport rd to eat` haax` celebrated strawberries bdae!!` heex` but it seems lyk we lost sw n js cos they were at another table wit perrine n cheryl` had gr8 fun fooling ard` heex` at 1st was disgusted at e sight of cockroaches at an empty stall right in frt of us` but felt alrite aft we changed place` e food was yummy!` heex` was playing n fooling..n guess...we forgot e tym` gt carried away wit all e fun!` haax` by e tym i reached hm` it was nearly 1am` haax` but its all worth it larx` wit strawberries!!` u all rawk!`

thurs went out wit cindy, mindy, yl, sy, peanut, damien, ade, sw, jason` had gr8 fun wit them` n CINDY` once agn` haax` luv e tym being wit u` though i looked abot sianx` but was nth larx` cos was thinking of thgs ma` we wenta watch monster-in-law` haax` gr8 show!` wenta take neoprints ltr!` heex den mit wendy n alwyn` wenta eat at cafe cartel` alwyn treat` heex` thanx!! aft tt wenta take neoprints agn` hahax` had so muchie fun`

fri went to sch` den wenta swim` wit joanna n wendy` haax` n now` i'm tanned agn` heex` i lyk to b wit them` cos..they r owaex dere to console mi in my deepest moments` =) ` we lyk e company wit each other` =D ` n wendy's lyk a sis` heex` =DD` wendy..dun fly when u c tis arr` =pPp

so bored` hmmx` mcdonald is alrite le` =) ` but gt probation` beta den go in ma` heex` but e case is nt fully settled yet` cos gt 2 ma` den gotta go back duno when` bu yao dan xing larx` mei shi de k!` x)

Wednesday, June 1, 2005

hehhehx`` hahax` long long tym didn post` anibodi miss me??` =PpP` jk larx` alot of thgs happen` hmmm..` whr shld i start?`
1stly` i think i wana say sori to my fren` err..` frm strawberry grp de` dun wish to say her name larx` sum thgs r hard to tell u face to face` i'm nt sure whether u r angry` but...` i think so larx` u cried tt day` n i feel abit guilty` n i swear i didn tell him abt throwing e 'thg' away` hmmm..he asked mi wad was ur reaction` n i said u kinda dowan it` tt's all` n he himself told mi to ask u to throw it away if u dowan` n nt to return it back` kaex` i feel reali guilty` i duno why` jux wana sae..mmm.. sori k`
hols le` but stil gt classes` so i think its no hols fer mi` sianx`
hmmm..` macdonald gt 2 cases` ke lian` fri last day le` n i haven gt a chance to c him in real` lol` everytym reject him` haax` wish u gd luck kaex!!`
MT o's paper is over` n i think` i've dun errrr....nt bad larx` haax` tian xie han zi normalli noe nth` but tis tym noe 2 words` gt improve ba` =pPp

haix`` stil missing tt somebodi` i promise myself nt to take e innitiative to find him lerx` hope he'll noe i'm missing him??` haax`

k la` shall end here` nitex everybody!!`

Monday, May 23, 2005

.

wo hui fa zhe dai` rang hou wang ji ni` jie zhe jing jing bi shang yan`
xiang zhe na yi tian` hui you ren dai ti ni` rang wo bu zai xiang yan ni`
wo hui fa zhe dai` rang hou wei wei xiao` jie zhe jing jing bi shang yan`
zai xiang zhe yi bian` ni wen rou de lian` zai wo wang ji zhi qian`

haixh` ni de bu hao quan dou wang diao le` =)

jux knew another guy` =) `hoho` his name is mcdonald` cute horx` hahax`

sad sad``

haix`` i mixh u` i mixh u` 0mgx` dun even noe whether u stil gt cum my blog c de ma` =( `jux wana tell u i reali mixh u` kaex` hiyo` but i noe how much i mixh u oso no use laRx` u dun seem to care` u dun even bother` haixh`
if i noe tis wld happen` i wld stay outside ur hse n spend more tym wit u` cos e tym spend wit u is reali reali wonderful` i noe u play play de larx` but...nvm` it's ok` memories r owaex kept in my hart` =)
huai de yao wang diao` hao de yao yong yuan ba ta ji qi lai`
n soon` i will find urself a hapi hapi person agn` =DD ` hopefulli``

today zhiren n ming lai celebrate bdae` they go fich n co` haax` mi n wendy bo liu` so nv eat` n i oso very full` haax` den pei them walk ard tm lo` joke ard wit e gals` haax`
den wenta downtown wit wendy n joanna` cos joanna fren gt chalet ma` reach dere saw qiren n frenx` den wenta wendy's hse` chat wit her fer a looonngg tym` tok abt him* ` haixh`
n tt's when i realise i shld b lyk her` forget abt e unhappiness` =))



___*wang le ta ba!!`

Saturday, May 21, 2005

haIx`

wenta sentosa today` omg` FINALI` heex` wanted to go fer so so long le` had a reali gr8 tym dere!!` haax` was swimming n swimming n swimming` playing "water polo"` haax` all sortx larx`
hmmmx..going out wit joey n cindy reminds mi of tym during sec 1 n 2!` haax` thx drenx!` had a gr8 tym wit ur!!`

haixh` i mish him` frm last sunday til now` heard nth frm him` hmmmx....why do i miss him??`` =(

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

argh!

stupid aloy!` argh!` dumb dumb u!!` tok to u abt e yq6 thingy so long u stil dun understand isit` kaox` i wana vomit blood le la` -_-|| gt back results today` quite alrite la` but i'm very sure i can do it beta` it's all bcos of e DISTURBENCE` failed sci` practically 75% of 4e5 n 4e2 failed larx` tt's wad e tcher said` gt E8 fer tt` e rest i pass` haax` amaths too` lolx` miracle!!!` i didn reali study fer tt` haax` n when i did e paper` alot of qns i didn noe how to do` but those i did i gt confidence` so.....tt confidence gave mi a pass` haax`
wenta gt mr tay's card jux now` wit siriporn, ah siao, gs`haax` hope he will lyk it` =DD`
gs` dun sad le larx` k` try agn e mx test lo` first tym oni` u cant remain at e top foreva ma` dere r owaex ups n downs` k` think abt ur history` shld b hapi` scored so well fer it` k!!!`
hmmm` i mish him` haax` trying hard to tell myself nt to` =)` wonder wad's he doing now???` haax` *stop it mich* `somebody called mi jux now` 7 tymx` miss calls 7!!` cld it b him??`

heex` going to sentosa soon` hippppeeeeex!!!`

Monday, May 16, 2005

wow!

hehex` had so muchie fun on e wkends` n today of cos`
wenta bugis wit wendy in e afternoon` den aft tt wenta her hse to eat` den wenta mit him at ard 9 plus` chat wit him outside his hse til abt 2` haax` cos he gt probation ma` den we play play play` jux didn wan e tym to pass so fast` haix` but c his eyes red red le` ask him go slp le lo` haax` den stupid him bite mi til *orr chei* ` can bcum ah ma liao` lolx`wait fer damien awhile den he so long den sae he free` wanted to hav supper together ma` heex`den aft tt wenta wendy hse ton` haax`
nx monrning wake up at 10` actuali cldn slp larx` cos alot of things happen den was thinking abt it ma` heex` den wenta hav breakfast` aft tt go her grandmama hse` den wenta my mama workplace` den reached her hse le ask amelia out to play bball` tiring day ya` but FUN!!`
den went hm` called him` haax` he woke up at 5plus` wad a pig man` =PpP
den today wenta k-box wit ah siao, siriporn, gs n wendy` had a GREAT tym dere` hoho` sang n sang` now my jaw so pain` actuali pain frm fri` til today` haax`
called him` but he cancelled my call` =( `haix` duno wad i m to him` haixh` n i oso duno if i like him` mayb i care abt him bcos his a good substitute?` or mayb...` haixh`

can someone plx clear tis up fer mi??`

Friday, May 13, 2005

free!!`

examx r finali over guyx!` haax` waiting fer tis day fer so long` not exactly larx` but try one wk everyday study n do nth else?` i'm free now!` can go aniwhr i wan` hopefuli wen i gt back my resultx..it will b gd la` HOPEFULI`
actuali.i think i'll fail my sci` combined science` i jux flung e paper kaex` was too nervous i guess` n toalli forgot all formulas fer physics` n as fer chem` came out so MUCH on practical work` oh god` didn reali focus much on tt when i study` haixh`
today had so much fun at 840` lolx` i'm owaex so damn clumsy when i'm dere lo` i actuali took e ball n threw it right on my frenx head` wahahahax!!!` damn farni` everybody on e court actuali sat down n luff` n my cheeks were like burning!!!` god` i luv e ppl dere` they r such entertainment to mi` jux luv my tym dere` but dere's loads of embarressments too larx` MARIO...` SHIT` wendy if u r reading tis...plx hlp mi nx tym when they say mi lehx` dumb ass lehx` haax` den dere's xiaoben` jamie ex` cute guy la` lolx` duno how to describe` n gerard` he's my sis` haax` he's cute too` n ah toi n gordon` they r e guys who owaex make ppl damn dulan` cos when they play..they oni noe how to sabo ppl`
haax` going dere reali can release stress` n forget abt all e HIMS` hahax`
gtg`
byex!`

Sunday, May 8, 2005

-

ask mi to dui ni you xing xin` hmph` pian wo de` u oso nv call` dumb pig!` wait fer u til 4 am lehx` den call u 4 tym nv pick up` think u oso slp le la` haix` but i noe sth like tis will happen` so i din gong gong wait` heex` =D
aniwaex` u stil lie to mi` agn` owaex lidat` sth cropped out den leave mi aside` if not calling at least tell mi ma` PIG!`
k la` off fer now` gotta study`

-poooff-

Saturday, May 7, 2005

hmph!

stupid pig` duno wad u r thinking` say screen spoil` oso duno true not` ltr wo yu bei pian` seems like i've to b cautius abt everythg now` who ask mi to b so gullible` stupid mic
haax` i'm scoling myself` =)
shld b studying now` but dun hav e mood` missing someone too badly` n its not HIM` mayb...jux MAYB i got him off my mind` =) ` planned to study amaths n geog n chi` but nth` jux slack at hm` haax`
ytd played bball as usual` tt's wad i do on every fri to RELEASE STRESS` haax` i was having a great tym!` played wit e st hilda's gals` newbies` haax` sec 1 n 2` obviously we trashed them la` otherwise malu ma` heex`
gtg` +pooff+

-=gonex=-

Thursday, May 5, 2005

sianx

haix..wo kan wo yu bei pian le la` kaox` mei ci bei pian de` omg..think i will soon b numb on tis kinda feeling le la` stupid guy..dowan tok to mi jux say la` dumb guy` waste my sms` duno wad e hack is wrong wit u` i oso nv make u angey..shld b u lo` jux e day b4 ytd we were toking` n den ytd.....=(
hiya` bu guan ni le la..fan zheng xian zai wo yao STUDY er yi!!!
hoho..study le can go gd jc/poly` den i gt more choices le hor` =pPp
k la` today's entry like a lot of chinese` heex` mt O's cuming ma` mux practise` hao le` gtg`

Wednesday, May 4, 2005

heex..

helo helo!! heex..today nv go sch` was having bad stomachache larx` wenter e doc n she suspected tt i was having food poisoning` lolx` asked mi to cher agn but i guess dere's no nid to` =) i'm a healthy gal k`
wenter orchard wit gs n ah siao on sat` was supposed to go fer speech day` but..stomachache larx` yepx` had e pain frm sat all e way til today` n its like on-off..!` wenter buy cherie n amelia prezie` hmmm..like it preti much myself` haax! den mit tis stupid idiotic guy` actuali mit early de..in e end he had to go bai bai` den aft tt he went out wit his frenx n he actuali forget abt mi!!! o gawd!` i bombed his fone frm abt 3 til 6` frm orchard all e way back to tamp.` was running mad okaex! but not bad larx he` when he picked up e phone he said sori b4 i said anithg` was like blabbering all kinds of nonsense saying him` hahax` ah siao was bside mi luffing` =PpP
wenta watch sahara` e show was damn boring in e beginning` we were tokin most of e tym` heex` towards e end its very exciting` n i was lyk "kuai dian kui dian" ` =D
aft tt went hm` he gt hm detention? tt's wad he said`
heex` he's kinda a nice guy? hmmm..mayb can conider him ba..=pPp ..haax..

heex..

helo helo!! heex..today nv go sch` was having bad stomachache larx` wenter e doc n she suspected tt i was having food poisoning` lolx` asked mi to cher agn but i guess dere's no nid to` =) i'm a healthy gal k`
wenter orchard wit gs n ah siao on sat` was supposed to go fer speech day` but..stomachache larx` yepx` had e pain frm sat all e way til today` n its like on-off..!` wenter buy cherie n amelia prezie` hmmm..like it preti much myself` haax! den mit tis stupid idiotic guy` actuali mit early de..in e end he had to go bai bai` den aft tt he went out wit his frenx n he actuali forget abt mi!!! o gawd!` i bombed his fone frm abt 3 til 6` frm orchard all e way back to tamp.` was running mad okaex! but not bad larx he` when he picked up e phone he said sori b4 i said anithg` was like blabbering all kinds of nonsense saying him` hahax` ah siao was bside mi luffing` =PpP
wenta watch sahara` e show was damn boring in e beginning` we were tokin most of e tym` heex` towards e end its very exciting` n i was lyk "kuai dian kui dian" ` =D
aft tt went hm` he gt hm detention? tt's wad he said`
heex` he's kinda a nice guy? hmmm..mayb can conider him ba..=pPp ..haax..

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

...

yo ppl!! i'm back` now gt tym faster post` think fer e nx 2 wks wun hav e tym le` cos MID YR is coming!` so everybodi...mux study k!! =) good luck too!!` think i've gt my mind off him? not sure..of cos at tym.....` i noe larx..he's not worth all tis` he's a jerk! haax` but there's owaex e memories..` like mdm noreha said ytd` kindness is impt` 4e5 ppl will noe y la` lazy to type` heex` so when my nx target cum..one impt thg is of cos kindness` n handsome too =PpP (jkjk) ` but his looks of cos mux b pleasant to my eyes la`
to mi..mayb he's kind la` MAYB` but if he is..y will he left mi lidat ritex?` so he's not..` hoho`
k la` gtg le` havta do maths..sianx` byex`

Sunday, April 24, 2005

=`(

haix` i'm so damn damn damn disappointed in u` u suck big time` yesh..i said BIG TYM!! now i finally c ur true clrs` n well..u reali suck` u said i'm a liar? lying btw u n chin meng?` plx la..since when i'm wit chinmeng? wad abt u? huh? stead wit one gal n...fuck la!` i knew tis kinda thing will happen eventuali..n den sae wan patch..u lost, casper` HAAX! "i will not trust u agn" shld b mi who's saying..not u! i'm so damn stupid to trust u on 7oct04` i'm so dumb! n i think e gal's unlucky to hav u!! DAMN!! i'm so wrong tt frm e start i shld hav arady brokrn up wit u..shldn b so soft-harted` haix` i did no wrong k` neither did chinmeng or my frenx` it's u` e way u deal wit ur stead` when u wan ur stead..u wan e whole of her` n when u dowan her..u jux throw her off` haax` i wish tt gal good luck! n casper tan..i hate u!! frm e bottom of my hart!!

u suck not big tym..
but enormous, gigantic..
tt words jux cant express..

Friday, April 15, 2005

elo

helo` hahax` so long nv blog le` been busy studying` haixh` study so much for chinese` in e end gt 41.5 for it` jux passed` wadahel` hopefully i'll get at least an A..studied alot too` heex` didn go sch today` my whole family woke up at 6.30 n tot tt ut was 5.30` lolx` cos stil so dark` den ytd tok to chinmeng` haax` he told mi alot of stories` nice chatting wit ya niwaex` =DD
hmmmx..didn noe tt so mani ppl read my blog` lolx` til i saw my tagboard` i will b fine ppl` hopefully` =) i luv u guyx!! u ppl rox` muackx!!
niwaex` gotta go` miting wendy to play bball`
byex`

___*time is my medicine``

Wednesday, April 6, 2005

=D

hey ppl` i'm single agn` e feeling is gr8` but not tt gr8` haixh` was feeling so down ytd tt my double eyelid was gone` gosh` cried too much` but everythg's over now` shldn hav teared fer sucha guy` n e reason: he wanted to stay single, tired of e relationship, wanted to b like his frenx who r able to get other gals' phone no.` oh god` i reali cant believe my eyes when i saw e msg` but nvm` forget it` it's over` he obviously stil HAS NOT GROW UP` he jux didn treasure mi` its his lost not mine` =)
niwaes` thx aloy` u r truly a gr8 fren` n joey` hmmmx..not forgetting suwei of cos` accompanied mi frm 4-8+ ` n garry` noe he wana cheer mi up but he jux didn noe how to so he became a cha tao` jux ans ni yes no tt kinda thg when i say sth` lolx` i luv u guys` =DD
hoho` got rid of 1 burden now` n now i hav more tym fer study` woohoo..` mid yrs' cuming` STUDY STUDY STUDY!!

____*dun eva trust anione
____*n e one who u trusted most
____*will b e one who hurts u GREATLY

=`(

we ended here`
end of last chapt`
end of e book`
=`(

tong hua li zhen de dou shi pian ren de`

Sunday, April 3, 2005

joke

was browsing thru e webbies` found tis`

Everybody who has a dog calls him Rover or Boy. I call mine Sex. Now Sex has been embarrassing to me.
One day I entered Sex in a contest,but before the competition began he ran away. Another contestant asked me why I was just standing there,looking around.
I told him that I had planned to have Sex in the contest. He told me I should have sold my own tickets. "But you don't understand" I said,"I had planned to have Sex on T.V." He called me a show off.
When my husband and I separated we went to court to fight for custody of the dog. I said, "Your Honor, I had Sex before I was married!!"
The Judge said, "Me too".
Then I told him that after I was married that Sex had left me.
He said "Me too".
Last night Sex ran off again. I spent hours looking around town for him.
A cop came over to me and asked me what I was doing in the alley at 4 o'clock in the morning.
I said looking for Sex.

My case comes up Monday...

helo helo``

yo peepx` i'm back` hahax` com broke down recently n now its ok arady` tis wk babii not in s'pore` whole wk okaex` missed him like crazy` haax` sms a few tym` yes..a FEW tyms oni` he went to thailand fer golf compeitition` international` hahax` so proud of him` n he's finally back!!!` but i cant c him til tml` cos he says tt he nids his sleep` he's dead tired i guess`
hmmm..n i spent my whole wk wit my fren!!` haax` they were such nice ppl man!` can understand y i was nt able to b wit them when he's ard` gs even said tt i was in a "communist" country` wahahahax` i luv my frenx` =DD
went fer pizza on monday` had a gr8 tym we them` cherie..xinmei..amelia..ah ma..ah siao n gs` was luffing n luffing` cherie even cried` tears of joy` haax` tok abt alot of thgs wit them which ended up being a joke to them??` n we were like 7 mad ppl luffing frm when we had entered till we leave` ahaax`
wenter watch ms congeniality on tues` gr8 show man` i luv sandra bullocks` hahax` toking abt bullock` my sec 1 cousin was showing mi her hist test paper` qns asked for what did e bullock named aft n what is it used fer` n here's how she answer "a bullock is pushed by a person used to push people" ` omg..i luffed non-stop` hahax` a bullock` it has clearly stated BULL` n she says it's pushed by a person` oh my..`
went hm aft sch to study amaths on wed`
wenter watch movie again` one grp wenter watch e eye 10` n e other wenter watch house of fury` i've watched e eye 10 wit my babii arady so i was in e house of fury category` hahax` e show rawkx` i luv TWINS` mayb nt their songs..but looks`they r jux so cute!!`heex` wenter kfc to do eng wit sw` she's reali chatty` hahax` 3 hrs to do 6 qns` *clapx* `ahaax` n i'm glad she realises it` =X
fri wenter kbox` smuggled yoshinoya in` n so we had our lunch dere`
stayed at hm n rot ytd` simply cos i was waiting fer my babii to cum back` haax` spent my tym slacking` wanted do study but...i guess i was jux too exicited tt i cld finally c him` so...didn hav e heart to study` heex`
hmmm` i passed my amaths` wit a C5` hapi hapi` ahaax` frm F9 to c5` finally improving` n shucks` i'm selected fer e-maths remedial` oh god` shldn b in it` blame it on my carelessness fer my maths test` haixh`
i'm off now` bubyex``

Friday, March 25, 2005

[[ |shOutX | ]]

argh` jux cant slp` so here to blog` hmmmx` he's actin real strange tis few days` wondering if he's reali feeling insecure or....` jux wan ya to noe tt i'll owaex b dere fer u when u nid mi even if u dun` n i will nv nv leave u =)) `

-loved u-

heheexX...

halo peepx` haax` haven been bloging fer quite awhole` was tooooooo busy wit my studies n stuffs` haixh` amaths to mi is a real killer man` gotta..nono..MUX pass for e nx test` noe it's gonna b hard cos e topic is on differentiation` it will b real gr8 if chapt 16 dosn cum out` cos i dun understand a single thing` even e tiniest partcle of it` haax` havta ask my sis to teach mi`
failed english` haixh` was reali shocked` but i jux didn express myself out cos mani ppl failed too` hmmm..gotta reali buck up ya` failed maths test too` haixh...HAIXH!!` i was shocked...felt reali reali bad too` tears even flowed out..uncontrollably` it was all bcos of e qns behind e paper` i failed to realise tt there were 3 more qns..ARGH!! n e paper was lik...owww...god damn easy!!` haixh` careless mistakes...` despite all e tym spent at library n mac studying during e wkends..i stil failed` havta zhu yi my carelessness frm now` every single lil' thg` eng oso failed partly bcos of my carelessness` hmms..`

_____*study study study...
_____*i love ya baby!!!

Sunday, March 13, 2005

=(

all e exams r over` hols r here` not very hapi actuali` cos its not hols at all` i'm all held up wit classes n hw n my studies` n after e hols..there r MORE tests` haix` hate all these tests n stuffs` they r reali driving mi crazy` i studied so hard for my chinese test` n i failed!` argh!!` n i nv eva tot tt i will fail cos i nv failed b4` haix..` n my e-maths..bcos of one stupid careless mistake` i've gt 14 instead of 19` a-maths oso` careless mistake` in e end..minus off 5 marks` all tis taught mi to b extra careful in my work nx tym` haix..`
niwaex` i'm selected fer 20X100` hahax` wanted to run in 4X400 n 4X100` but i'm too late` its all selected arady` nvm den` as long as i've gt sthg to run fer` i'm quite contented arady` heex` so mercurianx..support mi eh!` hehex`
hmmm..mi n him hav been together fer '10' mths` ya.."add up" wit last tym` haax` hope he can understand mi enuf to stop all e quarrels` more on his stubborness` so tt i will not..heehee..throw tantrumx la` =)

__love u__

Sunday, March 6, 2005

i didn noe...

**ehem..
haax` i didn noe tt mi n him quarrelled fer...so mani tym seh` lolx` jux browse thru all my post` oh my..it seems like i quarrel wit him everyday` god...spare mi` spare mi frm all these quarrels` sooner or ltr..i will not b able to take it animore`

=) ) double happiness``

halo ppl..changed my blogskin` but was lazy to blog` heex` had a wonderful day today being a babysitter` lolx` n yes...BABY` but nt exactly mi` my other 2 sisters r oso taking care of her` n my mom too` she's e babysitter during mid-nite` =pPp haax` n tt's my lil' 3 month old cousin` oh gawd..she's damn gorgeous` wit big eyes..small nose..` so jealous` haax` but i'm sure i'm much more cuter than her when i was young` hahax` now oso la` =D

nx week common test le` oh great` will b a tiring week fer mi i guess` almost everyday will finish at ard 4plus` haixh`gotta study le`actuali..i've arady studied` haax` noe mani of e peepx wun believe` not exactly study la` its like revising my work everyday` haax` doing wad mdm noreha said tt day` its beta to revise now cos u will spend a shorter time studying as u can recall ur work` hehex` my science is bad` real bad` haixh` gotta buck up!!!` =)

hmmm..he..er..e bballers heard wad happened when i was toking to him on e phone on mon` yepx` n eventuali he noe tt he cant b so over possesive` hmmm...helping him to learn when to let go as well as holding it tight at e appropriate time` haax` jux hope tt he'll reali understand how to *fly a kite* `heex`
_____*off to study..

i luv u dear!!` muahx..`

Monday, February 28, 2005

! ! !``

=0
hmmm..here to wish jas n matthias a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!` didn wish her in my blog e other tym` she requested fer one` so here it is jas mei mei` **winkx



*____to u noe who:: stop treating mi like tis` i noe i'm wrong` sori` i reali m` very...` u treat mi like a total nobody` i'm like as if a piece of shit to u` haix` now i noe how much u reali mean to mi` i reali reali nid u` i dowana lose u again` no more` i'm truly sori...`

Saturday, February 26, 2005

=(

=`(
i'm sucha bad gal` wad was i thinking abt ytd` come to think of tt` i m reali sucha fool` i'm sori` terribly sori` **weepx `wadahel was i thinking` y did i hav to lie` o mic...wake up will u?!?` y did u hav to abuse his trust` i noe..i kept saying tt he dun trust mi` n when he finally did hav some trust in mi` wat did i do` oh my...i'm a brainless kid man..`


_____`mic is sucha
bad gal..
_____`mayb its tym to reflect on myself
_____`accept wateva i hafta take since my mind is outa place at tt pt of tym
_____`blame it all on myself

Friday, February 25, 2005

=_=

hmmm..lessons were alrite` had maths oni` haax` amaths is reali driving mi crazy` argh!` #@!$%^&*&^%$#@!` but not bad la` now at least i noe how to apply e formula` =) `mux start to study` heex` e o'levels booklet tt is given out in e morning` woke mi up` n sth's somewhr is telling mi tt i shld start my revision` haax` mayb i'm jux thinking too much` ^_^
lost to cch` sianx` close match..lost 4 balls` leading at 1st` haixh..if we put in more effort..i'm sure we can win` o well` its over` tis yr is a real sucky yr fer mi i guess` jux e start of e yr` n arady so mani damn things r happening to mi` but i noe` he will owaex b dere fer mi` =)
had a tiff tis morning` ='( but finally realises his mistake` good boy` so after e match` wenter his hse` tv-ing` his mom, sis n bro came back short after` were all watching "fei mao"` hahax` nice show` >.< lyk china pumpkin lidat` [tt' wad he kept calling mi] `his sis is so cute` haax` kept looking at us when we were toking` asked her to watch e tv` dun disturb us` she say we r her tv` lolx` den his bro` lyk so quiet lidat` hahax`

went hm when they were abt to hav dinner` n here i m blogging`

*___``lurve u` muahx``

Monday, February 21, 2005

suck

=(
u reali think tt u r tt gd?` o plx` think abt it again` i'm nt saying tt i'm gd` but i think i hav e abilities to point out ur mistakes` not oni as a captain n rmb` i m ur senior` n i rmb saying to u` "ni you she me zi ge han wo?" ..n i guess bcos of tt` u walk away cos u simpli gt nth to say` ya..i noe u hav gt one shot in` tt does nt mean if u played e whole 4 quarters we will win wad` heh..plx think abt ur passes` they r OWAEX so high up` n its very easy fer ppl to intercept u noe` argh...!` i reali duno wad u r thinking` n i dun forking care abt it` who r u?` who do u think u r huh?`

argh...!` i shldn get myself so angry jux bcos of tis person ya` haix..but her attitude is reali forked up` ok..i noe bballers r gonna add alot of comments to tis entries` but sori..i reali cant control myself animore so i hav to blog it out` in hope tt she will noe one day whr did she went wrong`

lost e match..TERRIBLE GAME` didn reali get to play in e match cos i was scolding vulgarities` =X didn mean to` but e referee wit spec...one word to say` suck` haix..sry ppl if u think i shouted at u all too...erm..huh to describe?` but i was reali fed up` n i cld b more harsh but i stop myself` so u c mi crying dere` sori`

_______**think i shld stop` i dun think anione wld wan mi to continue tis pathetic story` n those who were dere` u shld arady noe wad i'm trying to say` niwaex` sw..thx fer ur listening ear`

Sunday, February 20, 2005

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hmmm..didn post fer quite a few days..wasn in da mood..niwaex..lost ahs..[obviously we will] n ya..we played a very lousy game..our aggressiveness like b4 is not shown there..we simply 'gave them e ball' ..as in..we arady admitted defeat when e game has jux started..haix..i didn put in my best efforts..sori gals..cos my ankle reali hurtx..dalinah was having headaches but she still carry on da game..+luv ur fighting spirit =)+ ..gals..gotta b like her kaex..
niwaex..e match is arady over..no pt toking abt it..jux learn frm ur mistakes kaex..n amelia..u r e playmaker..gotta b alert at ALL times kaex..
hmmm...den wenter his hse on fri..omg..he didn tell mi tt his mom wanted to c mi..he jux brought mi dere..so damn embarrassed..haax..was standing outside e hse when his mom came out..den his mom was like "cum in..nvm one..dun shy.." ..argh..how can i nt b..but i went in after like abt 15mins when he came out saying u wan my mom cum out ask u go in isit..**grinx ..of cos i nt so dua bai..
his mom den started questioning mi..hahax..i'm like...SHY!!! kept on smiling back at her when i duno wad to ans..hahax..e nx thing i noe..my cheek was hurting badly..lolx..but his mom..hmmm..not bad..quite cute ..hahax..quite easy to communicate wit..like no generation gap..hahax..was toking to her abt shicai n stuffs..**oopx
went hm ltr n his mom kept saying "mux drop by more often okae." ARGH` i jux smiled..haax..he went fer his training..
ytd..wenter mdm tey hse..saw chee leong..hahax..slim down le..e last tym i saw him he grown alot fatter..**ehemx ..haax..everybody frm pass 4e1 brought 'gum' n non of e 4e5 brought..den huiwen took two oranges frm duno whr n gavi it to mdm tey..hahax..n she said it's frm e whole cls..lolx..den duno who say mux save e oranges otherwise oranges will extinct cos of cny??? haax..ate..den tok..den play awhile den went back hm..mdm tey kinda neglected us..she was all along wit e ex-4e1..+sad+ ..but gotta understand tt she see us everyday..haax..walk a long way to e mrt station..mayb cos of e scorching hot sun..reached hm..tok to him fer awhile..n slept frm 7 to 9am todae..real pig huh..+luffs+
so boring now..gotta complete my hw ltr..hafta b a gud gal..=) he's having tournament now..hmmmm..gud luck!` muackx`

Saturday, February 19, 2005


*love mi whole-heartedly*

+treats mi heavenly+
+tell mi truthfully+
+steal my hart charmingly+
+speak to mi softly+
+touch mi gently+
+kisses mi passtionately+
+hug mi tightly+
+teaches mi patiently+
+stays with me happily+
+trust mi ultimately+

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

-_-

sunday
wenta mr wong's hse..haax..so excited when we were on our way there..heex..mi n jas were taking pics on leon's hp comparing who's eyes r bigger.. ::jas..i think mine's bigger:: =pPp..
niwaex..i jux learn tt i've gt 1 mei mei [jas] n 2 didi [weiyi - ah tong n daniel - ah hao] ..hahax..cos leon my kor den he gt all these siblings so i'm part of it too..lolx.. +hei hei jia zhu+
let's get back to mr wong..haax..he is stil looking good as eva..so fit..so handsome..even leon was jealous of him.. "wa lau..i hate tis kinda guy! so handsome..so smart..sumore so fit!" lolx..ya..i guess..alot of guys ARE realy jealous of him..
went mr li's hse aft tt..he didn wana open e door..*CHILDISH* ..1st tym go ppl hse bai nian mux 'beg' e person to open e door one sia..tok there for awhile..n mi,wendy,jas headed to tm..leon wenta mit nicholas to play pool aft eating wit us at genki..
bought sth fer him..hahax..i love it..heex..hope u like it too..!~

monday
HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY!!~
had a reali wonderful tym wit baobei! wenta shaw ::as usual:: to watch seoul raiders..it simpli rox! love it..it is so exiting..n farni too..hahax..wanted to take pic at bugis..but he was shy n it was crowded wit peeps like us..so decided to go to pasir ris park..
saw izzudin wit his stead in e mrt..oh well..we were in e same cabin, same train..haax..so "qiao" ..
bought mac n wenta e near-by park as it looks like it was gonna rain..ate finished..tok awhile..den went back hm..e toks were all so..erm...sweet..hahax..**winkx

Match with BGS
haix..lost by 1 pt..*sobx* ..we had a draw actuali..21-21..had time extended of 5 mins in order to annouce e winning of either team..it was reali a very very exciting game..mr li had set high hopes of winning tis game as their defence was nt gd..haix..i had put in all my effort..even fouling for 3 tyms oni at e beginning of e 2nd quarter.. ::did i reali played tt vigorous?:: but it's owaes good to b aggressive in da game..
hmmm..if dalinah didn foul..we wld hav another draw..e score was 23-23..haix..they had free-throws..n scored 1..+my hart was pumping like crazy+ we had oni 5 sec to get another ball in in order to win them..omg..how r we gonna do tt..ya..n we were defeated..jux like tt..

___btw..bgs coach suck alot..he shouted at e referee when e referee did nt call fer a "foul" fer his player..oh plsss..referee r trained to b referee..they doesn nid a coach's guidance..


``______*jia you fer e nx match everione! NV GIV UP!