2nd Oct- First aerial btoss

Suceeded on my first try. Thanks to Lotus, fai, weihan, Karen.

Not anymore

All the would haves. And all the past. Its no longer what I feel in the present. It's all about what is done last time. And that's because now.. You no longer care.

It hurts. It does hurt. But that's because you're the last person I thought who will change. And it's almost instant. Best? You didnt keep your words. And that's why I never agreed to your promises.

In this world everything changes. I'm not surprise you did. But it is just upsetting.

The last thing I told myself not to do, was never to make anything of a relationship a habit. I'm glad I did. And what you always did, don't happen anymore. Words are cheap. And your actions, it shows. That you don't care about it, that's because to you, everything will be over.

And that's you now, you don't put yourself in my shoes, and take everything for granted. Because everything will be settled with a sorry and some funny expressions. Everything will be alright once I smile. I'm sick of ignoring my disappointments. I'm let down by all the sorrys. Why can't you not say sorry and try to at least do everything ok? Does sorry ever mean to you? No wait. Not sorry. It's me.

Giving a benefit of doubt? I did.
Nothing happened.

I never thought that I'll love you this much enough to hurt me like this. I always thought that you love me more than I did.

PS: You're my habit.

Pfffft

I can't believe tt a good thing can actually turn out into sth like this.

You have options

So what will be the results if you turn left and not turn right? When you choose to do 'A' and didn't do 'B'? Will the consequences be the same?

What if I fight?

Tied?

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trust VS love

Do you love and then trust?
Or trust followed by love?

Do you love and not trust?
Or trust and not love?

Tuna sandwiches

I ate 4 slices of wholemeal bread which made up my 2 tuna sandwiches. OMG.

And at 12pm, I'm hungry. HELP.




I know it's quite irritating that I'm having so many posts because they are my random thoughts/actions etc. that I want to remember. Most importantly, I'm kinda lazy to make them flow in 1 post.. so post many many lo!

successive rounds

just that I need to get it with Vince's timing because he counts so fast!

PS: I dont like heelstretch. But I'm starting to love you cos I dont have a choice and you're supposed to be the simplest of all flexibility posture.

I did a back-nua

and I will never forget the feeling because it so freaky that I thought I will crash my head and be sent to hospital again.

I'M NEVER GONNA HESITATE.

I did no wrong.

So my mentor put the blame on me when I didnt even know how the process flow is like? And this is not the first time. Tyvm.

Worse, boss kinda hinted that I was at fault too? But I'm 100% sure mentor went to badmouth to boss about it first. So that she is able to shake everything off her.

I'm glad that I have 2 other nice colleagues who are unbiased and always encouraging/teaching me ways on saving myself in the work place. OMG. I'm really gonna miss them when they're gone. Cos everybody here are kinda working for the sake of working now. )));

My completion bonus in December.. how?!? And it's only nice (for my resume) to leave after a year ma.

Comes what may...

One fine day

One day, when I've got nothing better to do at work, and kinda confused on where I should continue my studies, I decide to apply to NIE.

With no intention of getting through, nor expected them to reply me, I recieved an email stating that I've been shortlisted for interview.

Mixed feelings.

Most imporatantly, I need to get a certification letter to negotiate pay. :/ That's what stated in the email.

Waaaaaaa... How?

New?

Everything is just too new. Everybody is no longer real. Family? Is it just a cover up? If not, I no longer feel part of it.

To put that aside, I want my own room. I hate to share room with my younger sis now cos she is super untidy and dirty. She throws her worn clothes back into her wardrobe UNFOLDED/NOT HUNG, just crumple it back!

I wana rent my sis room. ); Cant she give me like a discount since it's so far off town. :/ I'm left with nothing as $400 is almost my monthly forced savings. But if $$$ can buy me peace and calmness most importantly cleanliness, I dont mind. But $400 is way off my budget! Not forgetting my school is scheduled to start in end November!

Take me higher

Putting my all,
giving my best shot.

The route is uncertain, but probably.. just probably, my last if this works out.

i want another holiday

BKK,
BKK,
BKK,
Bintan..

I love BKK. I want HK, Japan, Perth, Phuket, Langkawi, Tioman, Taiwan and the list goes on.

Fasting month

Last year, my actual fasting was 2 weeks. Actual meaning full day fast. Bee encouraged me to try half day fast, then food fast (drink water only) before I try the actual fasting as I dont eat in the early morning.

Yesterday was the first day of the fasting month. I went straight to food fast and survived the day.. probably cos I was too busy at work. I only had half a plate of seafood noodle for dinner as I 'just woke up' on the bus and didnt had any appetite then. Straight to bed at 11pm and woke up early to have a small bowl of cereal. :/ I kinda force myself to eat cos it was so earlyyyyy.

And eh-hem.. I feel giddy now. ); Probably because my menses is coming and my tummy is so big zomg. Can the blood like just flow out now? I mean.. I want it to come cos my tummy is so big and bloated and it feels so darn uncomfortable. My period log says it is to start yesterdayyyyyyyyy. Pffft. I'm wating lo. Cos all the symptoms have been persistant since 4 days ago. My cramps have been acting up on Wednesday. Nausea on Tuesday. Bloated tummy on Wednesday.

Once my migraine starts, it better be it!

Back to the topic. I'm still very proud of my muslims friends & cherylteo who endured through this ramadan! Looking forward to the goo food on the 30th! :D

Updates

Been missing for very very long. I'm just lazy to blog nowadays cos blogger is so screwed. I've no patience with it at all. Probably because I've used it for years hence my storage is to much for it to fill.

Work, cheer, yoga, pilates..

New hobby! Yoga & pilates! Kinda boring when I go for same classes by the same instructor, cos I can almost remember the moves. So I make sure I go for different kind of classes!

Work has been... monotonous? That's work I guess?

Went to several talks by private schools. Am finally deciding on 1 now. Colleague actually pyschoed me in doing NIE cos I can study for 'free' and if I dont like teaching, I can break the bond and decide to pay later.. it will be the same cost as private. True enough.. but.. we'll see.

Ok. Blog again some time soon. Nights!

Pyramid accomplished!

short hair

I miss my long wavy locks. I want them back now. :/

Aim before I stop

I still wana get chin chin double down although my chin hurts.

No idea

Yea, you have no idea I want this yet everything just *poof* and gone like this. I wanted to go back to do it a 2nd time once I was out. To make things worse, I don't understand why everybody is just LIO. I don't like it. I really don't. My first day of work after it was just as bad. My focus wasn't there at all. Today, it was as bad? Argh. Why.

What do you do?

When you know you are lousy and you try every way and put in a thousand percent to get it right but all you get is just criticism?

Chinese New Year

Cny is such a love... To my itchy mouth and growing tummy.


Off holidays, back to own goals. Water diet!

Gong Xi Fa Cai!

Bunny year is not a good year for snake. :/ Basically everything is not on my side. And if careless, I may go bankrupt. Hello bunny, be nice to me please? I will work hard for everything, no shortcuts ok.

Love Me Mask

Look what's here...

Let me introduce you to Love More! Once again, proudly sponsored by The Sample Store.

3 full size boxes of masks for me to try. Shiokness. Just in time for some home hydration and repair prior to the festive season.

One of the best selling masks in Taiwan, it has a variety of benefits designed for different skin types, and it's individual design is wrapped up brilliantly of envelopes. SO CUTE!

Love More has 2 endorsers - Tiffany Hsu (Taiwan) and Kary Wu (Hong Kong). Chio lo!

- Looks familiar? If you watch 下一站，幸福.

- View her personal website here!

Extract from her blog, “I finally finished my work, and the first thing that I do when I reached home is to pamper my skin! I want to recommend "LOVE MORE MASK" which I use daily to everyone! Other than pampering my face, I think it is important to take good care of my neck too! This 3D mask fits perfectly to my face, and the ear-hooks wraps my face and neck~ you will turn beautiful and fair with just 20 minutes a day! To babes who want to become prettier, let us enjoy "LOVE MORE MASK's" Magic!!”

Besides the packaging of this mask, once you picked the mask out from the 'envelope' you will clearly notice the difference as to the thickness and the texture of the mask and the essence. The mask is thicker than all the other masks that I have ever use, and the essence is not sticky at all.

Lots of exposure to the sun these days, I read the box and immediately went for the whitening and brightening one in purple box! Though a thick mask, it was so filled with essence that it is completely moist, yet not dripping! Maybe because I took it out carefully? Hah. It has a nice pleasant relaxing scent that took my mind off when I was lying on the bed. Skin feels soft and smooth, and rather moisturized after use! Cant see much difference on the whitening though, probably gonna use it a few more times to see the effects.

It claims to whiten and brightens the skin, controlling oil secretion, making it supple-free! The masks' essence consist of carefully chosen lavender from the French Provence, this lavender mask relaxes your skin during the night time and maximizes your skin’s blood circulation. Using different mild botanic ingredients with excellent whitening benefits and sebum control, your skin will be fair and free from oil the next day! Main ingredients include Lavandula Angustifolia Herb Extract, Tranexamic Acid, Rhodochrosite Extract, Cucumber Extract. Mostly natural!

Whitening Rating - 5 stars

Moisturising Rating - 4 stars

Hydrating Rating - 4 stars

Absorption Rating - 5 stars

Fitting to skin Rating - 5 stars

Next up, I guess this is the main selling product range - the 3D mask! They have 3 types of different 3D masks, but I'll be introducing the best one amongst all. *Drumrolls* Rose Crystal & Tourmaline Peptide Duo Lifting Mask.

What is 3D mask? Basically, this mask covers your face, all the way to you ears, and even your whole neck! So you don't have to worry about uneven skin tone etc! It is designed to have this ear hook so that the mask can be hook to our ears and we can still read a book not worrying that it will slide off! Hehe! What a great invention. The mask for the chin aims to lift it up so you wont have saggy chin!

It claims to be able to feel a more hydrated and radiant, supple-feel skin. It is the latest “turning back time lifting” mask fits your face and neck perfectly! It fights against gravity, lifting the skin at your neck, mouth area, cheek, eye area. Rose crystal and tourmaline peptide has excellent moisturising benefits. Rhodochrosite extract, - anti-stress ingredient which fights aging by preserving cell to release collagen and elastin fibers, soothes and relaxes skin. Main ingredients are Rhodochrosite extract, Fish Collagen Peptide, Prezatide Copper Acetate, Nonapetide-1, Palmitoyl Hexapeptide.

Whitening Rating - 4 stars

Moisturising Rating - 5 stars

Tightening Rating - 3 stars

Absorption Rating - 5 stars

Fitting to skin Rating - 5 stars

They have a total of 6 types of masks with different benefits, targeted for different functions, and 3 types of 3D masks.

Exclusively available in Watsons only, Love More has just launch its products in Jan 15 this year. 3D Masks at $8.90 per box for 5 pieces, and $7.90 for the rest.

But now..... you can redeem yours at here for FREE! Yes, FREE!!! Hurry, while stocks last.

Oh nooo... I cant bare to throw the wrapper away cos it's just too cute!

Blossom

The Powerpuff Girls revolves around the adventures of Blossom, Bubbles, and Buttercup. Professor Utonium wanted to make "the perfect little girls" by using " sugar, spice and everything nice". However, the accidental addition of Chemical X into the mixture created the girls each having superpowers but whose individual personality was dominated by one of the ingredients ("sugar" for Bubbles, "spice" for Buttercup, and "everything nice" for Blossom).

She is often seen as the most mature, level-headed, and composed member of the group; although she can at times be fussy, overbearing, petty, and too analytical.

Blossom, commander and the leader of herself.

HUGS.