I dread so much to come to work in the morning. Only reached home at 12ish yesterday. Though i took plenty of my time preparing, I still reached at 9. Lol. Like the usual time I reach cos toady, the bus was nice to me. :D
Singtel at Resort World was superb. I so wana post the pictures but I'm lazy. :p I havent had such good buffet like for the longest time.
But there were so many annoying people. ARGH. Stupid smelly ppl, with the thickest skin on earth, thought that we're an exhibit? Go home and wash your armpits la!
Cant wait to go there again! Oh, and I want that VS thing): Needs verses wants. And that got me walking out of VS empty handed.
And I tried reese for the first time. The humongous hershey mascot was giving hershey kisses and reese peanut butter cups. I only took half a bite of reese, and I'm so gonna get it... the small packs. Eat like 1 per month to ease the monthly cravings. :p ok, thinking of the price.. maybe not. $15 for the small thing. I rather eat strawberries. $3 when its on sale. HAHAH.
I want that teh tarik ice cream i saw on okto. :/
I cant smile now cos of the cut. Yea.. I cut my lips like again. Damn braces. It's right smack at the center. Lips stretch when you smile, so it'll open up my cut. GAHHHH!
I'm physically and mentally tired. I wana go home and rest, at the same time, go out shopping, or gym too. I cant decide. :/ And I've submitted my attendance to shane for classes later. Gahhhhhh. How how how?
Cant you find the own you? Stop following me. I dont like it when people say that we're the same. Cos we are NOT. Me, you, born in different countries, with totally different features, different built, everything just different. I appreciate much when you are there for me, but NOT when you do things to be similar to me. Cos it's disgust me. Your name, your actions, the way you talk, whatever man. OMG.
Friday, April 30, 2010
MOM
MY MOTHER IS BOMBING MY PHONE WHEN I'M FREAKING AT WORK. Not as if she doesnt know that I'm at work. AND I KNOW WHY IS SHE CALLING. THE THING IS, SHE CALLS AT THE WRONG TIME WHEN I CAN'T PICK UP, AND WHEN I CALL BACK, SHE REFUSE TO ANSWER!!!
Irritating much.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
Irritating much.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
i have no rest day
); I'm so packed busy that i have no time to rest. Is this what its suppose to be? If all this hard work pulls off well, I'll be able to keep my promise. 2 1/2 more weeks.
What if it doesnt? I seriously dont know. I've squeezed in time to make this work. Please please please workkk. I just want my efforts to show. :/
Contradicting, but part of meI just wana stay home and slack. Sleep, wake up, eat, tv, sleep.
My muscles are freaking tired that I dont have to toss and turn to find a correct position for my sleep. Its just 'bom' .... and after awhile.. ZzzZzzzzz. Maybe except for Monday. );
What if it doesnt? I seriously dont know. I've squeezed in time to make this work. Please please please workkk. I just want my efforts to show. :/
Contradicting, but part of meI just wana stay home and slack. Sleep, wake up, eat, tv, sleep.
My muscles are freaking tired that I dont have to toss and turn to find a correct position for my sleep. Its just 'bom' .... and after awhile.. ZzzZzzzzz. Maybe except for Monday. );
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
>;`(
Things just always dont go as well as you thought it will always be. I have no qualms about how much we understand each other, until yesterday. Is it really the wrong choice of words or is it exactly how you felt?
I'm thwarted, yet aggravated and bothered. Of course, tear-jerking. But these few words cant exactly describe how i'm feeling. I was f-ing pissed off at the phonecalls. And to think of it just makes me angry.
No, there isnt any uncertainties on how much affection we have for each other. But is it changing?
Have all this become a habit? Just brushing things off and using the love that we have to cover those problems up?
It's been happening one too many times for the past 2 weeks, that I really cant take it anymore. I have to ask questions which I half-heartedly wants to know the answers, and this is the best place.
I dont know how long will I need to simmer down. Nevertheless, like I said, I appreciate your efforts in coming down just for a hug and then maybe face punishments later. Just so you know, it didnt make me feel any better. Yet again, its me who cause you to have those punishments.
I'm thwarted, yet aggravated and bothered. Of course, tear-jerking. But these few words cant exactly describe how i'm feeling. I was f-ing pissed off at the phonecalls. And to think of it just makes me angry.
No, there isnt any uncertainties on how much affection we have for each other. But is it changing?
Have all this become a habit? Just brushing things off and using the love that we have to cover those problems up?
It's been happening one too many times for the past 2 weeks, that I really cant take it anymore. I have to ask questions which I half-heartedly wants to know the answers, and this is the best place.
I dont know how long will I need to simmer down. Nevertheless, like I said, I appreciate your efforts in coming down just for a hug and then maybe face punishments later. Just so you know, it didnt make me feel any better. Yet again, its me who cause you to have those punishments.
Friday, April 23, 2010
tgif
A rather fast week for me. So I didnt go to work on Monday, and then went work on Tuesday, stayed at home on Wednesday as well, and went back on Thursday.. of cos today. What makes me come to work now is the $money$ that I need. Seriously, there's no motivation nor drive. Its not something that I want to do, nor there's any individual goals.
Singtel shoots were kinda fun, yet very tiring. I finally realised what the weights are for. Weights.. to control the bigass cameras. And seeing how the director and videographer work together was kinda not like what I imagined. So other than that, its purely psych-ing ourselves up at 10pm-4am on a weekday. WEEKDAY; i came after work. The weekend one was not so bad. Just that most of us tripped over the steps. LOL.
Just an update, some of the legacy members have been selected to do the singtel commercial shoot. Look out for us alright. Heh.
Friday 17042010
And because of some annoyingly noisy people, bee was punished and had to book out late. They even had to write 500 lines. -.- I went all over tampines to find my shoes, but my attempt failed as they didnt have my size. Went down to town as we were having our usual late night movie date, and found my shoes at the most ulu place! Ok, not ulu.. but never thought I'll find it at Lucky Plaza RSH. Heh.
Tamp RSH even called me and said that they didnt have my size in any of their outlets anymore. -.- WTH? Apparently, they took down my number before I left and said that they will call other outlets to ask for my size.
There were like a range of sizes la. 7.5 were kinda tight, 8 were like just reaching my toes. So I took 8.5. My feet look bigger than usual with those shoes. Heh. Bee came soon after and he got 2 slippers from RSH too.
Finally decided on Billy Bombers for dinner. Yea, like finally cos there werent any place to dine. Everywhere was closing except cine. Kickass after that.
I wanted to be good, so I stayed at home cleaning up. Like rare huh? Yea.. cos it's a weekend and it's supposed to be bee's. Shyen was at my house too, but mum was taking care of her. Not really cos mum was running in and out of the house buying stuffs for sao mu the next day.
Bee came over to watch 1st NCC which I recorded, and waited for me to tidy up before going for dinner.
I was finally done around 4. Wanted to bring shyen along but thinking that we all gotta wake up super early tml, I think she needed her nap, otherwise she will have nightmares again. -.- Her nightmares wake everybody up. EVERYBODY in the house. Even my dad.
Headed to Parkway, walked around abit, ate at Toby's and went home. Early night which I needed cos there's still abit of cleaning up to do.
PS: We still havent go fishing. :/
Singtel shoots were kinda fun, yet very tiring. I finally realised what the weights are for. Weights.. to control the bigass cameras. And seeing how the director and videographer work together was kinda not like what I imagined. So other than that, its purely psych-ing ourselves up at 10pm-4am on a weekday. WEEKDAY; i came after work. The weekend one was not so bad. Just that most of us tripped over the steps. LOL.
Just an update, some of the legacy members have been selected to do the singtel commercial shoot. Look out for us alright. Heh.
Friday 17042010
And because of some annoyingly noisy people, bee was punished and had to book out late. They even had to write 500 lines. -.- I went all over tampines to find my shoes, but my attempt failed as they didnt have my size. Went down to town as we were having our usual late night movie date, and found my shoes at the most ulu place! Ok, not ulu.. but never thought I'll find it at Lucky Plaza RSH. Heh.
Tamp RSH even called me and said that they didnt have my size in any of their outlets anymore. -.- WTH? Apparently, they took down my number before I left and said that they will call other outlets to ask for my size.
There were like a range of sizes la. 7.5 were kinda tight, 8 were like just reaching my toes. So I took 8.5. My feet look bigger than usual with those shoes. Heh. Bee came soon after and he got 2 slippers from RSH too.
Finally decided on Billy Bombers for dinner. Yea, like finally cos there werent any place to dine. Everywhere was closing except cine. Kickass after that.
I wanted to be good, so I stayed at home cleaning up. Like rare huh? Yea.. cos it's a weekend and it's supposed to be bee's. Shyen was at my house too, but mum was taking care of her. Not really cos mum was running in and out of the house buying stuffs for sao mu the next day.
Bee came over to watch 1st NCC which I recorded, and waited for me to tidy up before going for dinner.
I was finally done around 4. Wanted to bring shyen along but thinking that we all gotta wake up super early tml, I think she needed her nap, otherwise she will have nightmares again. -.- Her nightmares wake everybody up. EVERYBODY in the house. Even my dad.
Headed to Parkway, walked around abit, ate at Toby's and went home. Early night which I needed cos there's still abit of cleaning up to do.
Sunday 18042010
Sao mu in the early morning. Wenta Clare Quay to have lunch with my family. And went off to town to meet bee as he wanted to have his brunch.
- Xinyi passed me some cupcakessssssss! :D
PS: We still havent go fishing. :/
- My favorite breakfast
- charcoal black pineapple tart with stardust. I refused to take 1 until the gold dust curiousity strikes me.
Friday, April 16, 2010
cheerleading makes ppl emo
Just how true is that? But then again, when you achieved something unexpected, the feeling is indescribable.
It's almost similar when you're in a relationship. Different way of describing it though.
So, i have 2 relationships. My fling is cheer. No, not a fling, another commitment. Its not physical. It's psychological. I'm the boss in this relationship. I'm the one controlling it. So brain, stop thinking so much. And body, listen and execute. You did it not once, not twice. Find back the feeling, and we'll start afresh. <3
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
tightening sucks
Friday
Bee booked out early! And he'd got koi waiting downstairs my office for me :D Grass jelly ran out, so there were mini pearls. It wasn’t as good as the grass jelly though. But I still love it. Half a cup of pearls, like seriously? Chewing non stop at every mouthful of my milk tea.
So many plans, cant decide on which one to go with. So many places we said that we want to dine at, so many activities we have in mind. Of course, many good movies coming up to.
Headed to town for botak jones((: Thumbs up on the burger. I had the botak burger while he finally chose some thai one. And botak means… just the patty with vege n bread. No sauce and it still taste good. Of course, I could have add on, but I was doubting if I could even finish the side dishes. Bee finished some of my leftovers.
Window shopping before catching the Datenight. 4 nachos out of 5? It was funny, but not funny like Little soldier big soldier. The storyline was kinda fresh though.
Oh, and i just did my tightening yesterday. It's killing me soon.
Bee booked out early! And he'd got koi waiting downstairs my office for me :D Grass jelly ran out, so there were mini pearls. It wasn’t as good as the grass jelly though. But I still love it. Half a cup of pearls, like seriously? Chewing non stop at every mouthful of my milk tea.
So many plans, cant decide on which one to go with. So many places we said that we want to dine at, so many activities we have in mind. Of course, many good movies coming up to.
Headed to town for botak jones((: Thumbs up on the burger. I had the botak burger while he finally chose some thai one. And botak means… just the patty with vege n bread. No sauce and it still taste good. Of course, I could have add on, but I was doubting if I could even finish the side dishes. Bee finished some of my leftovers.
Window shopping before catching the Datenight. 4 nachos out of 5? It was funny, but not funny like Little soldier big soldier. The storyline was kinda fresh though.
Saturday
We have already decided on fishing and maybe a little shopping trip to get my new shoes. But I woke up having bad cramps and cold. :/ Rested some more since we were home pretty late the previous night, and Bee appeared under my block so soon that I haven’t got to bathe. He came up to play with Shyen while I prepared. And later after Shyen and Cheryl went out to cycle, bee was on my PC watching videos. We end up watching NCA/NDA videos, goosebumpings here and there me lar, and identifying the elements in some of the new btosses. Why cant I have a little of their tumblings? GAHHH.
We finally left home at 3.30, and decided to head straight to town. Couldn’t find my shoes… )): I’ve already set my eyes on this pair. I’m so gonna get you! ROAR! He wanted to get satio, but it was out of stock. Pffft. Everything wasn’t as smooth as we thought it would be.
Not everything was bad. Heh. Actually, the main reason why we headed to town was because of bee’s tshirt. LOL. You’ll see him wearing it often from now. Heh. Yeap, and that’s the most important thing. I presume that if the shirt was no longer there, it’ll ruin our day. LOL.
Went to the airport to meet sisters, jiefu and shyen. Bee was busy playing catching with Shyen whole night la.. while we were walking around to find a good place to settle down. Dinner at lerk thai. Not fantastic but it was kinda good? I love the green curry though. Shyen ate everything that night. LOL. Her pinaeapple rice was good I guess. Heh. It’s so rare to even see her eating faster than the rest of us. Gahhh.
So jiefu came up with a game – to guess the total bill. I estimated the bill to be $170. And the range was between 130- 160? The one with the furthest figure will treat dessert at swensens. They were all laughing at me as my guess was the highest. But when the bill came, I WAS RIGHT. THEY DIDN’T SAY IT WAS AFTER DISCOUNT! AND NONE OF US KNEW THAT THERE DISCOUNT TO WHATEVER CREDIT CARD HE USED. NO FAIRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
I lost, and all of us had earthquake after that. Jiefu, shyen and jie still could fill their tummy with fries. I was bloated already lo. :/
Dead beat; and my flu just wasn’t helping much.
Sunday
Mood: -.-
Woke up with headaches and bad flu. I don’t have a habit of having medication when I’m sick. Usually, I just sleep it off. Unless necessary. My body wanted more rest, but my mind keep asking me to wake up for training. And luckily I did. Otherwise I would have been late for training.
I was 5 mins late though. :/
Bee surprised me with koi bubble tea again, this time round, with grass jelly. :D And then he surprised me again in the toilet. HEHEHE.
I was embarrassed yet happy. LOL.
I wanna just stay home and spam videos. Everything seems so WOW to me right now. Oh, and I almost forget to mention that, I LOVE KAREN’S Y-OUT. Ok, this came kinda random. Heh.
And and and, Carissa is leaving like end of next week. Making me wanna leave too. But no money no money! ))): I foresee my workload piling. Less RC, PS. Lol.
I WANT ACCEPTANCE LETTER FROM NTU PLEASEEEEE. :/
Oh, and i just did my tightening yesterday. It's killing me soon.
Monday, April 12, 2010
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
I want a new haircut
Should I get rid of my fringe? Heh. Bangs? No bangs? Side bangs? Straight, curly hair? WHICH?!?
I want bangs cos I'm thinking of switching my parting. And its not helping with long fringe. Hmmm...
I want bangs cos I'm thinking of switching my parting. And its not helping with long fringe. Hmmm...
I like all 4, last 2 the most. Thick bangs. Commentssssssssssssssss appreciated. :D
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
weekends
Thursday
1st April, and I never thought that I would get fooled by my stupid boyfriend. The last thing that came up to my mind is that he will use punishment as an excuse to 'not be able to book out'. I believed him as the incident happened to many times. But it DID appeared to me that it might be another april fools' joke.
Training was good, with lotsa new faces. The usual legacy environment was still there.
Friday
I forgot I told Andrina that I will be gymming at 11am. :/ I only woke up at 11.15 when Glenn called me. Rushed down together with bee to Tampines gym. Had subway at TampinesOne before heading down to Marina Square. Wanted to catch Clash of Titans but the cinemas were packed from 6.30 to 9.00. Went to Carrefour at Suntec instead and did our grocery shopping for the picnic.
Went home to make my Italian Chicken Salad, and bee's breakfast. Hehehehe. Finally done after 3 hours. Bee's breakfast was Thai Chicken sandwich. :D
Saturday
Interview at NTU. I think I'll need a tourguide around NTU if Im enrolled. :/ Luckily Bee sorta know the way around there, and I managed to get to the Executive Centre 10 mins earlier. If I were to go there alone, I'm very extremely sure that I wont make it to the interview. :/
The interview was.......scary. 4 panels. And the very first question they asked when I settled myself into the chair was "So tell me why should we put you into this sports degree?" GAHHHHHHH. Interviews are...marketing. Marketing YOURSELF. Dont ask me how the interview turn out. They were kinda stern. I just talked the whole time while they nodded. And throughout the 10 mins, there were only 4 questions. It's a good thing right? No? Positive I shall be.
Starbucks at jurongpoint cos I was thirsty and we needed to kill some time.
I think it was the first time for both of us to be so punctual for outings. We reached the meeting place 10 mins early. Usually, I'll be the one who's late. :p Picnic finally started at about 4pm.
Fee: Aglio Olio
Selvam: Spaghetti Bolognese
Michie: Italian Chicken Salad
Justin & Chengyee: Fruit agar agar and assorted fruits
Lenny: Ponchos
Jay, Andrina, Glenn: Drinks
Sue: Ice
Andra: Corn
Claris: Banana
Bryan: Gratin
And derrick brought 4 big cups of koi bubble tea at night. I didnt know what's nice about koi bubble tea, till that night. GAHHHHHHHHH. I wana have it again. :/
Played plenty of games. Tried to fly a kite but failed, in the end was chased away by the security guard. :/ hahahahhaha. Old school games like the 'aeiou', then try making people laugh when they freeze. ANDRINA IS DAMN GOOD. AND SELVAM IS SUPER GROSS. LOL. What else? Sparklers. Oh oh oh, and the clapping game making citra eat lotsa greeennnnns my salad. I think she still love me. :p Right? Her expression when she eats the vege is like... when we eat super sour stuffs. LOL.
Dead beat, chit chatted with my bf, went home, KO.
Sunday
Training day. It felt good stunting with justin again. Hehe. But frankly, there wasnt any much difference when I shoulder stand on him and the other bases. It just felt like another shoulder stand... with jay or shaun or andra. The grip is the same. HAHAHAH.
Dinner with legacy people. We had 16 of us going for dinner. Like one of the biggest group going for dinner la!
Bee went off early while I was still trying to swallow my noodles. Thought of accompanying him to the train station before going home. :/
Waited for the rest to finish. While walking back to the bus stop, shane dragged me to the train station.. and so I joined some of them to chill at PS. Talked, laughed, and some people slept... Heh. Finally bus-ed home at 10-ish.
I was a good girl yesterday! Went home straight after work. I needed that rest. :/ My legs are aching, especially my inner thigh. Sue, do you feel that too? Oh, and my shin. Basically, my lower body is aching. Watched tv, read the papers, watch more tv...before I went to bed at 9-ish. Heh. I should do this more often... I mean the sleeping early part.
PS: I need a friend in NTU if I get in. Otherwise, I'll never make it to my classes. :/
1st April, and I never thought that I would get fooled by my stupid boyfriend. The last thing that came up to my mind is that he will use punishment as an excuse to 'not be able to book out'. I believed him as the incident happened to many times. But it DID appeared to me that it might be another april fools' joke.
Training was good, with lotsa new faces. The usual legacy environment was still there.
Friday
I forgot I told Andrina that I will be gymming at 11am. :/ I only woke up at 11.15 when Glenn called me. Rushed down together with bee to Tampines gym. Had subway at TampinesOne before heading down to Marina Square. Wanted to catch Clash of Titans but the cinemas were packed from 6.30 to 9.00. Went to Carrefour at Suntec instead and did our grocery shopping for the picnic.
Went home to make my Italian Chicken Salad, and bee's breakfast. Hehehehe. Finally done after 3 hours. Bee's breakfast was Thai Chicken sandwich. :D
Saturday
Interview at NTU. I think I'll need a tourguide around NTU if Im enrolled. :/ Luckily Bee sorta know the way around there, and I managed to get to the Executive Centre 10 mins earlier. If I were to go there alone, I'm very extremely sure that I wont make it to the interview. :/
The interview was.......scary. 4 panels. And the very first question they asked when I settled myself into the chair was "So tell me why should we put you into this sports degree?" GAHHHHHHH. Interviews are...marketing. Marketing YOURSELF. Dont ask me how the interview turn out. They were kinda stern. I just talked the whole time while they nodded. And throughout the 10 mins, there were only 4 questions. It's a good thing right? No? Positive I shall be.
Starbucks at jurongpoint cos I was thirsty and we needed to kill some time.
I think it was the first time for both of us to be so punctual for outings. We reached the meeting place 10 mins early. Usually, I'll be the one who's late. :p Picnic finally started at about 4pm.
Fee: Aglio Olio
Selvam: Spaghetti Bolognese
Michie: Italian Chicken Salad
Justin & Chengyee: Fruit agar agar and assorted fruits
Lenny: Ponchos
Jay, Andrina, Glenn: Drinks
Sue: Ice
Andra: Corn
Claris: Banana
Bryan: Gratin
And derrick brought 4 big cups of koi bubble tea at night. I didnt know what's nice about koi bubble tea, till that night. GAHHHHHHHHH. I wana have it again. :/
Played plenty of games. Tried to fly a kite but failed, in the end was chased away by the security guard. :/ hahahahhaha. Old school games like the 'aeiou', then try making people laugh when they freeze. ANDRINA IS DAMN GOOD. AND SELVAM IS SUPER GROSS. LOL. What else? Sparklers. Oh oh oh, and the clapping game making citra eat lotsa greeennnnns my salad. I think she still love me. :p Right? Her expression when she eats the vege is like... when we eat super sour stuffs. LOL.
Dead beat, chit chatted with my bf, went home, KO.
Sunday
Training day. It felt good stunting with justin again. Hehe. But frankly, there wasnt any much difference when I shoulder stand on him and the other bases. It just felt like another shoulder stand... with jay or shaun or andra. The grip is the same. HAHAHAH.
Dinner with legacy people. We had 16 of us going for dinner. Like one of the biggest group going for dinner la!
Bee went off early while I was still trying to swallow my noodles. Thought of accompanying him to the train station before going home. :/
Waited for the rest to finish. While walking back to the bus stop, shane dragged me to the train station.. and so I joined some of them to chill at PS. Talked, laughed, and some people slept... Heh. Finally bus-ed home at 10-ish.
I was a good girl yesterday! Went home straight after work. I needed that rest. :/ My legs are aching, especially my inner thigh. Sue, do you feel that too? Oh, and my shin. Basically, my lower body is aching. Watched tv, read the papers, watch more tv...before I went to bed at 9-ish. Heh. I should do this more often... I mean the sleeping early part.
PS: I need a friend in NTU if I get in. Otherwise, I'll never make it to my classes. :/
Sunday, April 4, 2010
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