zoo zoo zoo

. . .zoo3! fun3! wahahahax!

met jack at 8. but i think i reached dere at 8.10? reached zoo at 10. saw plenty of animals! had so3 much fun mans. he's reali a gd companion. nt bored when he's ard. LOL. (o'.'o) took mani pics. but nt yet uploaded. when he upload lerx den i post agn kaex. heex. =)

btw..u stil owe mi one piggy-back lehhx. hahax.

wenta orchard aft tt. wenta take my shoes in LP. saw laoda, zac, cheekian, jerry, barry, cat, abby n ruiting. hmmms..simpli miss them. haixh!`

wenta kallang to mit bert, christine, kc n melvin. headed to cosy place. so nice..so...lang man! haax. took a few pics wit christine dere. ate dory fish. yums. nice. haax. alex came at 10.30. den *force bert n kc to drink. but..they ought to try. its sooner or ltr. lol. 1st tym drinking wit us. mux kip tis as part of ur memories kaex. hahax. n christine was drunk..though she...up til now dowana admit. hahax.

sh sms mi. =) okaex. glad tt he rmbed mi. but. mixed feelings larx.
mi:"ok den. u tekaiirex ya. dun miss mi k. =p"
sh:"yeah. rmb to luv mi k"
mi:"den u oso mux luv mi k. =.= bye larx"

lazy to blog. bbye!

bert bert

sch as usual. bus. fund test. MCQ. n i gt 5 wrong. lol. copy oso no use. =p den went for eng fund lec. was toking to bertrum. den tt gal turned back n stare at mi. lyk wad? do i luk lyk an alien? nv c gals tok to guys b4? =.= sick. i think she hav probs?? =X ooOpx..

wenta ccn thg aft tt. had quite alot of stuffs. sugar nuts frm sw stall. ice-cream brownie. n my malt candy..yums! din gt my nachos..cos too mani ppl. n a file. winnie e pooh file. at meiting's stall. arGgh! christine larx. rush rush.

kc bought a bouquet of flowers for sharon!! awWww..so swit. n they r lyk nt together cans? +envys+ hmmmx..whr's my flower? when is it cuming?? LOL. sharon was so so ps when kc went over to giv it to her. she didn dare to take it lorx. hahax. den jack went dere to tel sharon jux take larx. otherwise kc so kelian stand dre take e flower-waiting for sharon to accept. lol.

while walking to inter. jack n kc kip making fun of christine. lol. so so farni. hahax. din say her but she kept assuming we did. LMAO. =.=

wenta buy concession. aft tt walked ard wit jack to find bertrum's prezzie. hmmmx. thx for e hot choco..n perfume. =)

wenta celebrate strawberry's day aft tt at 85. ate ba chor mee n orhh luearh. hahax. chatted non-stop. nv ending stories. simply miss those tyms together. especially when siriporn's ard. more luffters!! =) sat dere frm 6.30 til 10.30. 4 hrs mans. n e tissue paper uncle kept cuming. 6 tyms! lol.

tml will b zoo day!! ZOO ZOO ZOO!

n bertrum's trating us eat tml for his bdae!! so nice of him! =)

bye now!

. . .2 tests today. eng draw n eng maths. tml bus. fund..sianx. i dun understand bus. fund larx!! understand but dun fully understand. wad m i toking?? hmmmx..

tml's e ccn day. gt nachos in sch. n malt candy. yum yums.. heex. n i'm going ZOO on saturday!! yeah! n nx friday wil b escape themepark for our staffs gathering. whahaha. tml strawberrians r celebrating strawberrians' BIRTHDAY. yesh..STRAWBERRY GRP is 2 yrs old!! sads- siriporn cant celebrate wit us. miss her badly.

i luv schling. i luv sch. i luv my class. i luv my frenx. i simply luv sch to bits. mUahx!`

hope jack can PASS his eng. maths tot him ytd n today..n hopefully will pass? hahax. e paper's nt difficult at all. so i think* can larx ar..hahax.

shall stop here. bubyex. =)

HAPPY STRAWBERRY'S DAY!!!

BBALL

tiring day.

woke up at 7.30 today! finali! one wed tt i'm nt late for cls. LOL. i'm owaex late on wed. duno y. =.= n today i'm early. hehex. normal sch day.

farni thg today.
christine to melvin: eh..i'm nt going ltr. Nt following u.
alex: go whr. pa tou ar. den mei you kan wo men jiang de, melvin.
christine: wa lau. u dun nonsense can.
melvin: mei you larx.
mi: they wan go swim together. dun disturb larx.
melvin: wa lau. michelle.
luffs. wahahax. oopx. sori melvin. make u paisehh. who ask u owaex disturb mi! who's e boss now?? LOL.

went hm. changed. den mit jack teach him eng. maths. wenta play bball aft tt. FINALI. aft so long. i play bball agn!! okaex. i noe. it's shit though. LOL. played lyk SHIT. but..it's normal for sumone who din touch bball for 1 yr? =X met derrick, zhuo xin, another jack, ah toi, kian hwee, gordon, shiming, n 2 other guys i duno their name. haax. forget. =p

miss 840. =)

kaex. off now.

my cutie cousin.

at swensens




ipzone






jerry took mi lidat

personaility

personaility quiz:

Active: extrovert, outgoing, quick, assertive
Rational: task-oriented, focus on logics & reasons (IQ oriented), intellectually-inclined, more 'head' than 'heart'
Reflective: introvert (shy), reserved (retiring), slow, non-assertive (submissive)
Relational: people-oriented, focus on harmony in relationships (EQ oriented), socially-inclined, more 'heart' than 'head'
Temperamental Value: key value (s) that seems to come quite naturally due to one's temperament or personality preferences.
Tempering Values: some of the key values to be nurtured so as to temper (moderately or balance) one's behavioural tendencies.
Check Points: behavioural tendencies or traits that need to be checked, see that the respective traits are not in excess or inappropriate in a given time or situation

key personaility:

Key Personality Preferences: Reflective & Relational
Key Value Displayed: Peace (Harmony)
Key Motivator: Security (Protected)
Key Concern: Disharmony (& Fast Pace)
Key Emotion: to be Harnessed Worry (e.g. Excess Fear or Anxiety)
Key Complementing Values: to be Nutured Initiative, Integrity


Potential Strengths : Calm (Gentle, Mild, Controlled), Peaceful (Mediating), Amiable (Friendly in a reserved manner), Kind, Patient (Tolerant, Good with Routines), Easygoing (Obliging, Agreeable, Adaptable), Cooperative (Non-Assertive), Contented (Satisfied), Consistent (Predictable), Diplomatic (Tactful, Inoffensive), Slow and Steady, Persistent, Good Listener, Loyal (Faithful, Dependable), Pleasant, Restrained (Self-Controlled)

Weakness: Compromising (in excess), Aimless (lacking in ambition or direction in life), Lack Initiative, Lazy, Unenthusiastic, Uninvolved (Withdrawn), Indecisive, Boring (Dull, Plain), Over-Kan-Cheong (Anxious, Fearful), Worrisome, Too Slow (Sluggish), Bo-Chap (Indifferent), Stingy (Calculative),Reluctant, Pessimistic

lalala

whr shld i start? damn com. it's stil sick. jiu bing fu fa le. =.= sianx. sumtym canot on e com. so lyk nv update lorx.

okaex. shall start frm. melvin's bdae tt day?
190506 + 200506:
wenta had dinner wit my family to celebrate belated mother's day. haax. ate alot of stuffs. thinking abt it make me go hungry. lol. aft tt went straight to mel's bbq. i promised him in msn. though i said "mayb oni" in e afternoon in sch. haax. cos i promised u ardy ma. had quite alot of fun crapping. lol. karchun was so pitiful. kept losing dai di den in e end had to drink n eat lots of dumb stuffs we mixed. i wanted to eat-taste. but..so sad i didn hav any chance to lose. =p lol. actuali i lost once. but i din gt to eat anythg lehhx. they din gimme. stil wondering who ate for mi lorx. haax. e others went off at abt 1am. den mi n jack walk walk. nice companian. luffed. joked. n even make a fool of myself when i tot a star was an aeroplane. LOL.
aft tt was stars. moon. more aeroplanes. followed by a sunrise. though i din gt to c it fully. lol. cos i fell aslept while waiting. hahax. was awake at 7am n it's daytym. BRIGHT ardy. walked to marine drive to buy soya bean milk. den took a cab hm. =) slept for a few hrs den wenta shop wit dionne-my xiaobai. haax. 2 skirts. 1 watch. 1 tank top.

210506:
mani thgs happened. but e most impt thg is tt tis is e day i officially left snk. yes. i quit. =( thogh it was full shift on sunday but tym reali pass fast. v fast. i'll miss every fun thg dere. gave them all their gifts n i reali hope they lyk it. n u noe wad. LP snk staffs bought mi a watch. a fossil watch. i was truely SHOCKED. stunned. words jux stuck in my mouth. wanted to cry but cldn cos at tt tym i was facing another prob. wendy was in lock-up. n i'm e oni one who knew. she didn call raymond too. i didn noe wad to do. so i called raymond to ask him to gt to hq asap. checked on e thg she is accused of n stuffs n update mi ltr. had swensens aft tt. cldn leave them cos i've promise to go. n wad's more..e gathering was for mi. aft tt left quickly to e HQ to check on her. enuf of tt suay thg on her. now everythg is going gd. =)
got quite a no of gifts frm LP staffs. other than e fossil watch-$195 [[i checked e price today-crys]] , a necklace. a hp accessory. a puma belt. a precious moments t-shirt. i'll miss all e staffs. Chole.kelvin koh.ron.winson.ebel.zhiyun.eunice.dominic.yunman.weekeong-xiao laogong.celestine.jason.terrence.cheekian.deyuan.pongpong.jasmine.swee boon-laoda.alan.wendi.zac.stan-xiaoxaio laogong. ip-zone: catherine.kelvin.barry.jerry.dionne.grace.raymond.jenny.abby.ruiping.agnes.

220506:
boring day. go sch. do wrk. watch tv. read magazine. sms jack n christine. slp.

230506:
ate breakfast today. mac!! finali. LOL. miss it so much. my hotcakes!! yummi. den wenta citychain to gt my watch shortened n guess wad. actuali it's DIY. lol. so paisehh aft i went dere n e person told mi n jack. was late for 10mins for lab. nth interesting happened in sch. now hm..blogging. gota practise my eng. draw ltr. test is coming.

kaex. long entry. off now.

da vinci code

it'll end here.

da vinci code is nice. interesting. mysterious. n make mi v confuse too though it is gr8. cos..more characters were introduced in diff scenes. all e bible characters all come out jiu diu lerx. =.= .v exciting larx. makes mi wana watch another tym to at least UNDERSTAND it. LOL. tis tym. i was e cheesy hotdog holder. =.= lame..i noe. hahax.

wenta esss to gt my O's cert. but my mum had actuali got it for mi ardy. wasted trip. haax. we wenta tm aft tt.

shopped ard. wanted to gt plushy keychain for grace n dionne. since they luv mickey n minnie. each of them can gt 1..but i'm afraid they hav it ardy. so..i reconsidered agn. aft e movie - lonngg [2hrs 40mins] shopped ard..n i got a stud for laoda!! he kept complaining tt now no nice studds..n i bio dao 1 cute one for him. hope he lyks it on sunday. heex.

stil havta gt thgs for stan, raymond, wendi, dionne and grace!! abby?? aiya. shit. how? i'm going broke. =(

tiring day. ate oni sandwich today. LOL. sth's wrong wit my appetite!! gotta drink more water..otherwise i'll fall sick.

gtg. byex!! =)

agn..a companion

thx reali. i luv ur companion. my cheeks will owaex go numb - luff too much. u r swit. yesh. n i hope u'll remain swit. heex. =) he sent mi to wrk agn. but heyy! he volunteered. n since he volunteered, i find no rejections eh? =p wenta taka to grab sth to eat. was damn hungry kaex. n den both had fruit juice. his-green apple. mine-red apple. sour + swit = ?? he went off aft tt.

he wanted to show e wallpaper. but i din wana c. =p. e more he show e more i...nvm. but i didn c. hahax.

wrk was fun. a newcomer frm ip-zone. quite nt bad-luking. i lyk her hair. LOL. n tt lawrence was po-ing mi! n he duo kang agn!! BTH!!! tiring. wanted e day to end quickly. n it did. btw ppl. we'll b having e farewell celebration on sunday at swensens. =)

off now. byex.

16.05.06

we broke up. 7.04.06 to 16.05.06 . dun worry. i'm nt sad. i happy in fact tt all my probs wil end here. OUR PROBS. yes..breaking up is nt e sol. but being together isn't too. no pt toking to him. cos he wun change. i noe. he is wad he is. n he wans to b loved as he is. lyk mi. unless dere's reali a gd reason for mi to change. i will.

"let's break. hao ma. i think our relations r beta when we r frenx. mayb we started too fast. but let's jux b frenx."
"ok. i'm sori. be frens. u r a gd stead..i'm nt."
u r nt a bad stead either. but it's jux ur character. or mayb we started jux too fast too. n our environment. it's no longer e same. frenx okaex? =)"
"ya. frens wil b beta. u tc k. i go work liao."
"okaex. tekaiirex fren. miss ya. =)"
-no repli-

okaex. enuf of those stuffs. wad pass is e past.

today..=). he sent mi to work. okaex..yesh. i requested. but i was JOKING. was reali shocked when he said he was at inter too. at least sumone to acc mi all e way to orchard. haax. his nick nw..LOL. bought chocholate on e way dere. den gave him 1. n yesh..i fed him. he *insist. i lyk tis kinda feeling. makes me feel luved n cared for. did he eva sent mi to wrk? did he cared for mi? luv canot b measured. i noe. but jux taking a crush to compare wit him. u both hav gr8 differences. . .back to him. he went back aft tt. felt guilty larx. made him cum al e way to orchard. wanted to acc him back to mrt station. but aft i came out frm e store..he was gone.

a pic on his hp. a gal. but he claim he gt no gf.

tiring day. nth to do in shop today. practically..eveyone was toking n playing n toking abt my bra clr. !!! pathetic ppl. but tt's normal. 5 guys n 1 gal in e shop. gal sure kena bully de ma. LOL.

haiix..i'm afraid i cant finish e thg i'm making fer my colleagues. last day is on sunday. 210506. LAST DAY. sianx. n my pay is so little. =(

okaex. off now.

miss-ed him

hmmmx..miss him so so much. arghh! missed my chance to tok to him. n jux didn c him for few hrs. tis crush is strong mans. cant reveal it out yet. hahax. cos i'm reali afraid tis feeling wil nt last long..n ppl wil start making fun of mi. haax.

sch-ed today. tired. slpy. n i hate vectors!! now i'm gonna learn it agn. i rmbed i've left vectors qns blank in o's.. sianx.

no sms frm him. cant hear frm him. n i'm nt taking e initiative too. i dowan a silent break either. cos tis is stupid. if tml he dun do anithg abt tis..i'm gonna break on sms. think it's a gd thg for us to b back as frens ba. some r jux nt suitable to b couples. =) i'm nt saying tis bcos of my new crush. but think of e thgs we r doing. even b4 my new crush i've tot abt e break-up. i swear.

hapi hapi nw. chatting wit him. =) at least he's dere when i nid somebody. thx!

off now. bubyex!`

N70

haiix. my msgs r gone. my video of stan is gone. my songs r gone. my themes r gone too. thanx to e damn memory card of e phone!!! n70. i wil rmb u mans. !!! luckilly my pics r stil dere. BUT my msgs... ARGHH! i cant take it animore. 2 tyms arady tis phone cause trouble!!`

wrked today. fun but tiring. bought every staff - those in shop - a doughnut frm e pop doh hse. yummi. lolx. glad everybody luv it. hmmmx..1 more wk to my resignation. =) or =( ?? headache.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY. sori mumi i didn gt u anithg. wanted to but no tym. n sori i'm hiding in e room now. LOL.

i'm e sweetest gal. =) i'm miss vain too. i eat alot of honey. LOL. ritex??

didn cal.. sms him today. neither did he. hahax. wad a farni couple eh? SOON.

off now.

tired`

went shopping today!! spent alot of money sia. hart-break. but worth it larx. cos they r wad i lyk. =) n they suit mi too..aft i went hm to try. hehex. bought 1 orange n red bikini. 2 tank tops~1 wit e lace behind one - superduper NICE. 1 bareback. 1 off-shoulders. 1 pair of blink-blink slippers. wahh. mani huhh. actuali..al tis i nt wad i wanted to buy. EXCEPT for e lacey tanktop.

list of thgs i wanted to buy:
-small gifts for close colleagues
-small gifts for e others
-melvin's bdae prezie = 19th may
-casper's bdae prezie = 10th may
-dark clred jeans
-watches for mi n my mum
-ripcurl wallet
-handbag cum sling bag

sianx. i duno how much wil i spent agn e nx tym i m at a shopping mall. mi n grace shopped oni far east today can? frm 4.30 til 10. exaggerating ritex. but it's true. GALS oh GALS... we practically went in to every shop to take a luk lorx. wahahahax. but we love it..rite grace?

today..another day at LP snk. going nearer n nearer to e day i'm quiting. shld i b hapi os sad? i hav mixed one. haiix.

pls pls pls...dun treat mi so gd. i'm afraid i reali WILL hav a crush on u. i feel guilty to him. yesh. but does he care? i dun think so. =( sad bcos i've given an empty luv to him. sad bcos i shldn hav given him hope so fast. sad bcos i dun feel lyk we r together. sad bcos u r nt e one dere when i nided somebody. most imptly...sad bcos we dun suit each other. BUT..i'm hapi too. cos one mux noe how to enjoy life too. BE URSELF. do wateva u lyk - but think b4 u do it - dun b too ridiculous. stay hapi. cos being sad wun solve prob. i've learned to take thgs n let go easily. thx to casper tan yong wen. i'm nt being sacarstic. but it's true. u've tot mi alot of thgs aft our rls. =)

kaex. gtg. project nt edited.

LP pics

lucky plaza yeah!!

mi n jerry.

aft ktv.

raymond. zac. charlie. andy. jenny. dionne. mi. grace.

shit

i'm quiting snk nx wk. nx sunday's my last day. =( bu she de e ppl at LP sia. jux pei yang e feeling.. den nw hav to quit lerx. i think i'll miss..cheekian de most. somebody who's owaex dere to make mi luff - unknowingly. stan oso. followed by e others. of cos grace too.. but i think we'll b miting each other.. so no nid miss so much. =X stan's now my xiao xiao laogong. hahax. gt xiao laogong larx ma - keong. den he say he wan b e smallest cos smallest wil b doted most -.- so he xiao xiao laogong lorx. =) stan's oso e one who make mi smile al e tym. mux kip in contact o all! wil miss laoda oso. cos he treat mi reali v well. can say he quite teng wo. whr to find another sic lyk him??

laoda. alan. wendy. zac. stan. cheekian. cat. jenny. grace. barry. jerry. raymond. abby. dionne.
forgt anybody i miss at LP?
dominic. yunman. celestine. weekeong.
bedok staffs.
chloe. kelvin. ron. ebel. winson. zen. eunice. zhiyun.
tm staffs. my 1st shop.
n oso e ones who hav cum to relieve.
deyuan. terence. jason.

ARGHH!!! miss them mans.

but quit oso beta fer m i. can manage beta wit frenx, sch, cca. looonnnggggg tym nv mit 4e5 ppl. miss them muchie muchie. today saw guishan n delyn. wahh..i lyk v v v long nv c guishan. last tym lyk everyday c each other. 10 hrs together a day. now?? sianx. pri sch frenx too. ytd yasmeen's bdae. celebrated at starbucks. but i cldn go. jux met them awhil..n den i went off. she was my pri sch wife lorx. hahax. rmbing e days.. woah. tym jux passes so fast.

i think i hav a crush on u. shit. MIXED feelings. i hate it!!! arggh!!

chatting wit justina. awkward ritex. i noe. bf ex.. n we'll lyk close? she's acting close wit mi. so act back lorx. niwaex i think our relationship gonna end soon. . . .

kaex. gtg. bye. =)

poseidon

watched poseidon today. hmmx. preti nice movie. quite boring at e start but exciting larx. hmmmx. kinda fun to watch wit them - jack n melvin. crazy classmates. lol. jack reali luk lyk tt andrew. tt darn bastard. but i think. THINK. character wise..is diff. melvin lyk quiet quiet kind lehhx. but in msn he shoot ppl lyk no nid money. haax. den tt alex is reali...CHILDISH. is ardy 22 but sounds lyk 12 mans. LOL. forgiv mi k alex? haax. yeah.. n tis grp is known to b e smokers n lao yi bei of my cls. lol.

watch movie den e jack is my popcorn holder. farni lorx. sad..christine they al canot watch. nv join in e fun. hmmmx. ORANGE NAILS. i hav ORANGE NAILS. hehex. 4 of my fingers. cos lazy to paint e others larx. jack has a tiny orange nail too. lol.

it's 11. n i stil yet to recieve ur sms. haiix. i think it's reali a matter of tym. whether if i wana say it out..or u? but i think..soon. very very soon..i will. i dun wish to. but we arent acting lyk wad we r suppose to b. 1 day less den 10 sms? 1 wk mit 1 tym? wad is tis? 1st month oni. n we're lyk tis. i wana tel u..but i'm afraid to here frm u. is tis our luv? or is tis luv? soon..preti soon boi. if u dun wana treasure wad u hav.

one dumb person left tissue paper with his number n "i noe wad u did last semester " on my bag today. LAME!!

skipped dance n dragon boat today. dun hav e mood to go. no frenx going. all had sth held up. -.-

shall stop here. bye pple.

nt bad

sch's nt bad.

now getting to noe more ppl lerx. cos my com's ok. den can chat wit them on msn. hehex.

ytd v early slp! 4am!! angry* cos tis darn constance say mux finish e project. in e end.. e lecturer oni go thru e thgs we nided to do. fcuk lorx. hai wo so EARLY slp. den my grp was rushing e project lyk hell. in e end.. he didn even browse thru any grps' work!

been chatting wit tis clan of guys in my class - alex, jack, melvin - known to b e smokers. hahax. now i now they r quite nice ppl. although they r noisy in cls. but lidat den fun ma.. den gt entertainment. my clan oso quite noisy. owaex luffing. hahax.

hmmx.. okaex den. stop blogging frm here. =)
-bubyex-

project

sianx. 2nd wk of sch oni gt project. no.. i shld say. 1st day of sch jiu gt project. jux tt i waited til tis wk den do. den nx wk mux pass up lerx. =S omg. n i think my grp oni finish lyk 1/2 of e project. n nx wk monday we nid to pass it up. SHIT.

today ok larx. quite nt bad. although he didn sms mi to "bao gao" tt he going to work. i predicted tis. he called jane ytd [[ i think so]] to ask her whether wan mit go fer sic course. !!! okaex. they r gd frenx. calm down mich. n i guess when they met each other today, he 4got abt mi. =(

hmmmx. today in tp gt tis guy ask fer number. LOL. was christine's frn's bf. haax. nt my type. so short. n nt up to standard. LOL. lyk choosing who lidat. haax.

my cls nw lyk quite fun. can gt along wit 2 ppl. 1 malay. 1 chi. haax. den gt some guys oso quite fun to b with. ytd went fer e dragon boat training. can b compared to last tym mr wong's training. fun. yet. tiring. haax. ran ard e sch for 20 mins. but nt tt shag yet until we do e push ups n all. n guess wad? we had to do pull ups. nt incline pull ups kaex!! 3. had to pull myself up 3 tyms. of cos.. gals ma. they hold e bottom of our feets larx. but stil hard okaex!!

tml starting cls at 8. oh shit. i forgot to cal my dear sarah tok pam see. nvm. she will cal tml for sure. hmmmx. okaex. bye ppl.

at tp lab

tis coming sunday..n we'll b together for 1 mth. sounds fast eh. frenx. den toghether. nw arady 1 mth. can we last? tis is e last thg on my mind.

sms casper hapi advance bdae. =) n he replied. hahax. jux glad tt we can stil b in contact. a 1 yr 2 mths 29 days relationship cant leave it bhind jux lidat. hopefully...we stil can b frenx.

i've joined a cca. guess wad? nt basketball.. cos tp dun hav? DRAGON BOAT. today 1st training. but it's at 6. ltr on larx. duno isit nyce ma.. n i've joined DANCE too. yipeeee!!` tt's wad i wanted. haax. but i scared no frenx. =( hmmmx. my pri sch frenx r joining too. i think so? cos i've force them to. =D

i miss blogging. reali miss it!!` haax. mayb jux too long nv touched com ba. haax.

frm now.. my blog wil not b dead!! it revived!!! hahahax.

okaex. bubyex!`