it's another FIVE days tt i've nt blog. i wanted t. bt dere's jus no time. AND moodless. arghh. too many mixed feelings these days. i just duno how t describe.

Tuesday was alrite. i finali noe wad t do f PSPS project. yea, finali. i'm glad tt i did some research. but sumission is nx wk f one of it. arghh. leadership project proposal is oso nx wk. time is so tite. i rmbed i did revision f econs. ((: sucha gdy gal.

Wednesday was e WORST day eva. i duno how shld i describe it. i'm wrong in some ways, bt u started all of it. u made me disappointed. EVERYTHG'S over.

i din wan any of tis t happen. i noe u dislyk him. bt i've did all sorts in order f tis nt t happen. bt u made thgs worse. u shouted too. u've ardy promised u wun. yea, t u tt may nt b shout. bt t me, it seriously is. i dun lyk it at all. i detest all tis.

sometimes i feel s small.

i duno wad i can do anymore.

all i wan is carefree,

bt i aint going glee.

i feel s tite. i'm gettin impatient. i wan t do wad i wan t do. i hate it when thgs go whr it shldn b. i can hang in f awhile bt nt owaes. Everthg has limitations. i'm puzzled, confused. puzzled by ur actions. Just wad's in him tt makes u dun respect my fren? Can u pls b in my shoes jus f a lil while? Arghh, finding a person t tok t is s difficult nw. Why is it tt it seems s big bt it's jus s small?

Thursday was a suprise day. He SUPRISED ME WITH A DELICIOUS BREAKFAST EARLY IN THE MORNING. <3>i was reali shocked. i duno hw t describe e feeling. jus s OMG! i nv expect tt t happen. i uds nw tt u reali cherish. <3

ate ding tai feng aft sch. heh heh. tt was a "sorry" dinner. we ordered too much. n ended up going hm wit bloated stomachs. i did maths tutorials!! ((:

Friday was so-so. redo java flowchart agn cos mr fredrick said i cant combine some in 1 box. went off wit him t his hse. played wit yanting. (: so fun. haha. watched saw 3 n it's SO SUPER GROSS! v bloody, super yucky, damn disgusting, n horribly inhuman! e incorrigible part is e ripping of e rib cage n e smashing of e head. both were women. yewk! had a deep slp aft e show n woke up at 8pm. ate dinner, wash up n went off t mit my deareast bdae gal at e pub she's wrkin (d'tox) s many were dere. diff grps though. mi n lollie were e 1st t arrive. hah. early birds. aft tt samantha, junwei, kenneth chew, siqi, lelend n 2 others came. had chivas while playing game. i dun lyk e smell of it. i duno y. it's s....arww. i was waiting f martel. (: heh heh. bearbear grp came den were her regular customers. wenta fetch angel frm raffles mrt as it was raining agn. we had sucha hard tym searching f each other's location. LOL. super farni. in e end, control station. went back t e pub n soon e party starts! secret recipe's bdae cake arrived.

-n here's my beautiful gal!-smashed wit e cake! -when she's getting high.....-tt's e end of dearest primary sch bestie! K.O. DEAD DRUNK.

she didn stop tlking e whole nite, til she was reali sehh. she was ardy high when cutting cake. e putting of e cups, e tissue paper box all cld show. she was s "bo chap". haha. conversations wit her was !!!! hilarious can. they'd planned t g t dragonfly t club aft e celebration. she kept repeating tt she cnt get drunk, mus g "butterfly". LOL. finali she showed all her emotions aft puking. (i seriously think tt wad she puked cld accumulate t one whole bottle of chivas.)

tis is nt wad he is worth. show him wad he deserve. SHIT. alrite darling? (:

-waiting f cab t g hm.

reached hm at 2+ n lights off. mum didn wait up f me. *shocked. saw my cousin's nike sandals. overnight at my hse agn.

Saturaday was supposed t b our shopping day. bt mum "kee siao". ( i'm beginning t realise tt she gets tis syndrome every sat.) s decided t stay at hm t help out in e cleaning. i was s hardworking lar. vacuumed, mopped, wash e corridors, folded clothes n even washed e toilet! my toilet is sparkling clean. ((: waited f lollie t reach n had macoroni, chicken wings, wu hiang at my hse. played wit my lil' cuzzie n went off t bedok inter t update my bankbook. chatted, walked ard, wenta e playgrd, chatted more, hm.

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