Tuesday, May 20, 2008

wisdom, do i have

did i mentioned that a frog was hoping back & forth our table area on the day we had dinner with coach? yea, & coach took some pics of it. was thinking if the frog escaped from the restaurant? LOL. it was supposed to be cooked but it ran away? :/ random.

i didnt sleep the whole night that day to send coach off as i was afraid i couldnt wake up. by 4.30am, my eyes were closing. i thought staying up awake wasnt any challenge. :/ by 5am, i left the house; hoping to reach airport first. & guess what? there was not a single bus except nr7. i thought buses operate around 5am?!? GAHH! so i decided to........WALK. i freaking walked from bedok to budget terminal area. -.- i thought i'll reach expo around 5.45am, when the first bus should already be operating. but no, i walked faster then i expected. so i continued my journey...till i saw bus 24. & guess what. i walked, sleeping. zombie? my eyes were literally closed when there was nothing ahead & i was walking a straight path. i was THAT tired. & i could even fall asleep in a moving bus, STANDING. i dont know how i did that, but yeah...it was true. after the airport, i was as good as a log when i landed on bed. till mame came into the room screaming to wake me up for dinner. LOL. & by 1.30am after jogging, i wanted more rest):

so yesterday i woke up at 12pm. i tv-ed till 3am. :p wanted to go out. so so so so so wanted to go queensway, movies etc. but i switched on the computer, & told myself that i'll bathe & everthing after i changed my blogskin. because apparently, some stupid people got no originality. tadaaaaaaaaa! i finished doing my stuffs around 4pm. & it was time to go to joy's granny's wake. -.- so i was thinking, maybe i could still go out after that cos cheryl was there. but no, we chatted till...11.30pm. thanks poh for offering all of us the ride home(:

i'm now alone in the lab)): all wenta the bus except meeeeeeeee. & i was so so so late today. reached school around 9.30am but i clocked-in at 9.40am cos the stupid system wants the late comers to clock-in somewhere else.

it feels great after releasing some things. i didnt had any intentions to tell anyone about anything. somewhat somethings are meant to be unspoken. but i'm glad yall lend me that listening ear i needed. & i hope nothing leaks out ya? like what yall said, let nature takes its course. i dont hope for anything, i dont want anything. i've learnt that the more you hope, the more disappointment you'll see when you get nothing. i just wanted someone to listen cos i was very much confused. i'm very glad that there was no comparisons made. i always thought that my blog was the only thing i can talk to cos it doesnt give any comments, which explains my countless draft entries. i love cheryl & minyi! joy, dont feel outcasted. things you should know, you will know(:

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