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hello. another day stucked in the lab. i dont know how long more i can tahan this. ROAR.

stupid banners. i thought i've successfully made it & it'l be approved soon. yes, it was approved, but the company wants MORE designs. 6 banners & when i asked how many designs she needs, her reply was "there is no limitation on designs." so how many am i suppose to design? 6 different banners? eh, i'm a business process & systems engineering student. nothing to do with design. besides, my last time taking up art is sec 2!!! stupid company wants us to do things that we had never touched before. free labour right. shiok not?! making one perfect banner requires me to use 3 different softwares. -.- why? because i dont know how to function 1 software fully. & i pity melvin the most. he was made to do a website, USING HTML CODES. lol. & he says "ya lor". anyone wants to help? i'm not that pro either. i only know how to edit html but not come up with html codes. forgot already lar. & when's the freaking dateline? JUNE. we only have 1 month to pick things up & do as we learn. christine is asked to create & design a 20pg newsletter. -.- & that's not our only assignment. we're doing other projects too. this coming sat will be at J8 selling VillageWorks products. ROAR. i'm so gonna kill mr ericwee if we dont get A or B for this sip/mp. LOL.

i cant wait for seniors training. gahhhhhhhhhh. i wana train till i complain & go home & sleep STRAIGHTAWAY.

sometimes, i try hard not to think. but if i dont think about it, i'll start thinking about emo stuffs AGAIN. i can forgive, but i realise, i cant forget. but if i never forget, i havent forgiven fully. & it's hard to forgive when it has pierced through deeply. dont worry. i'm not emo-ing now. cos melvinheng is sitting beside me singing. want to emo also cannot. :/

if you're given a task, i hope you complete it well & take full responsibility. & please spare a thought for others. i see your change, but actually, there's not much changes that i thought i'd seen. contradicting? in other words, you have not changed like what you claimed you have. maybe a lil' quiet, but i dont think that's a change. just that somethings are bothering you. there're things i want to tell you face-to-face but i dont want to cos i respect you. this shall be the last time. dont blame me for confronting.

i kept thinking about the dream. what if it was real? will i react the way i did?

my wardrobe is in a mess. it's time to tidy it up again. i spent 10mins just to dig clothes out. :/ ok, random. hah.

PS: try sprinting using your abs muscles to pull you forward. larry asked me to try & i did. SHIOKNESS.