i'm afraid, i really am. felicia called me today & said that there wasnt any progress. i wana be there. i really want to. i dont care whether my head splits again or whatsoever. I DO NOT CARE. nationals is just a week. but there's nothing i can do. here i am relaxing and playing games while they're sweating their blood out. this isnt fair. we work as a team, we should suffer together. but they dont want my presence. i'm not blaming yall`. i know yall` care. but i just hate myself for getting hurt at such a time. when everything is still not perfect. when everything is still struggling to stay in place. when everybody needs me.
i'm sorry for this injury. i'm sorry for causing another backup plan.
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