nightmare

-the progress of the split
-big bruise): ! PS: in pjs, so unglam. LOL.
-ME. photographer: ken

exams

ok. like i expected, my gpa dropped to lesser than 3.5. 1 A, 2 B+, 2 C+, 1 C, 1 D+. all i did this semester was play, work, cheer, play some more & last min projects. i thought the D+ was for procoi as my whole lab answer sheet was blank. ok, not that exaggerating but it is as good as handing up a blank piece. i didnt studied at all. in the end it was MIO. -.- i reali dont know what went wrong for this subject except for 1 careless mistake which took 10pts away. i thought i could get an A for french. but a B+ is not so bad. probly bcos of my damn role play lar. STUDY. michelle, please study. just a year more & poof*, gone.

dream

i didnt knew that it came so real. LOL. the whole nightmare was kinda long. wait, dont laugh.

i remember i went overseas with cy & joy. & guess where? australia. so we were shopping somewhere with lotsa shophouses. it was all fine until we went to this stretch of shops. it was filled with stuffs, but empty. there was no one attending to the shop. we decided not to go in & turned to the other stretch of shops. after a while, i turned back & realised that it was no longer shophouses. it was a castle like hotel. as the gate was open & it felt so grand, we decided to go in & take a look. a while later, we all pass out.

'POP', we were all captured by this fugly looking old woman. she tortured us using all kinds of mechanism, blades, basically everything. i remembered cy being tortured first. she was 'cooked' in this super big pot where you usually see in cartoons with all other animals rats, snakes, lizards. she was then taken out of the soup and was put into this wardrobe-like-with-many-drawers machine. in each drawers, there were different kinda blades. the machine caught her at all her limbs. struggling, the blades went to her at all different angles, mostly her fingers. most of her fingers were squeezed & chopped off by the machine. obviously, joy & i stood at one end, tied up, & cried upon looking. the next one was me): the witch took out a dagger & stabbed my palm countless times. She then used a saw to snip off all my ankles. Her device rang & she called for a gang of guys to rape us.

the 'torture' room door opened, & i managed t get myself out somehow.

wanting to save my frens, i shouted f help. the witch appeared again, right in front of me. no matter where i ran, she will always 'tingg' come out. my skin was peeling, like i was melting in the sun. so i went to the nearby clinic, but they refused to assist me. & there was this special cactus looking plant. this part i forgot & then i was in this humongous police station, told the police officers what happened, but everbody doubted me. later, i received news that my whole family was coming to australia too. so i went to fetch them & told them about the bloodcurdling castle. apparently, they were ignorant & wanted to bring me to the hospital for mental check-up. but after going back to the hotel & when joy & cy didnt came back, they started to believe & wanted to visit that daunting street.
so we went back to the elephant police station. as i was sms-ing benjaminng, i called him & told him about the horrifying woman. & he said he was marching, at australia, at the same police station. :/ probly for some terrorist thgy? haha. he came-by & helped me to talk to one of the police head. so he arranged 2 other police officers to aid, & 1 of them was lucas. -.- i dont even know him, just one hi & a bye & now he's my 'bodyguard'. so my whole family, including shyen went back to that darn street and got ourselves masks to prevent us from inhaling some kinda gas to make us collaspe. the shops didn wana give us the masks as the witch had warned them about me. i forgot how i got the masks lar, but somehow after some persuasion, we got it.
so we neared the street, but there wasnt any castle. the next thing i knew, my whole family was gone. fortunately, lucas, ben & the other policeman were still with me. i remember the other policeman was somebody i know, but i forgot who. i turned back looking for them, & then 'bling', the castle appeared. we went into the castle, & now ben & lucas were gone. left me & the other policeman. walking to the 'torture' room, the witch come into sight. she hynotised the police & commanded him to catch me. i opened the torture room door & went in, but joy & cy were no longer there. only blood stains. pressing my body hard against the door to stop the spellbind police from coming in, i managed to push the button for the balcony door to open. '1, 2. 3', i let loose the door & ran out straight to the balcony. the police was running too fast & he couldnt stop. he fell off the balcony, & so did i, while trying to be some hero to catch him.

i woke up with "DOT DOT DOT" on my head. this witch is kinda high tech lar. no broom. just 'ting' & there she is. hah. so much for a nightmare. it has been long since i got one adventurous dream. & this one certainly killed lots of my brain cells. it was so...creative? hah! i think i should really stop watching sadist movies. LOL. & maybe stop my chn 32, 33, 35? :p

i realise that everything has a link. firstly, felicia is going to australia. i dont know why cy & joy came into the picture. LOL. & then my whole family with shyen cos right now, she's in my house. dreamt of shophouses was probly because i was thinking of getting the black cloth for cheer banner at arab street. & benjaminng was in my dream cos i was sms-ing through out the night. lucas and the rest....totally no connection. i dont remember watching any witch shows this few days? LOL. actually there's much more. as i said, it was a long nightmare. BUT I FORGOT. hah.

cheer

after yesterday, i felt more confident. we were praised. & this time, it felt good. because everything went up(: coach even commented that it was sharp & positioning was great. "i'm impressed. the progess is very good." this was all she said but we were overjoyed. :D

i'm having stomach cramps like today? & there's 3 more days to competition. am i overly nervous? single base with no side spot? is it possible?

Full dress rehersal today(: ALL STUNTS UP!