aft so much practices, intense training, countless efforts, we've made it through the 1st runner up for standard chartered. i understand tt all of us SO wanted e title of 1st instead of e extra 'runner-up'. but we shld all understand tt we didnt lose. we were the champions. just tt we r professionals. all those we've put up were too expertised tt they cant award us with the first. blazers is always the champion. we will/must never give up(((: ! there're tons of pics. but i'm lazy t upload them....yet. i love blazers! they give me e best of everythg, everytime, whenever, wherever when i need/do not need them. i've learned what is real joy & happiness in blazers<3

went f supper with joy, stanly & leon ytd. was very very very very extremely dying-of-exhaustionly tired. but just listening at them talk, i can laugh my lungs out. we wenta watch 30 days of e night on friday, tgt with nick & cy. i admit, it was not as interesting as i thought it wld b. i enjoyed my day of fun+gossip anyway.

i'm confused, i'm vexed. sometimes i wonder...am i stil acting or?

i'm glad tt my famiy is giving some concern, & shyen....never fails t make me smile. i'm very tired. really exhausted from all trainings, practices & thinking. i need a gd sleep. i'm wondering if it's the breaking-up season.

you are beginning to distance from me-