-ken & i
-my first christmas presents
-coffee club(:
-sis cheryl bought these choco frm japan(:
-me & cy's oneh oneh!
-orchard's christmas lightings
-thanks for always being there.
holidays are....good? i duno.
wenta zouk on sat night t celebrate minyi finally turning 18. yes, finally bcos it's ardy e end of e yr. got her some chocolates with her name printed on it & a happy birthday chocolate. i guess it's kinda sad t eat them. LOL.
met leon at e platform & we got quite a hard time finding e shuttle bus t great world bus stop. memory struck me & ta-daaaa...found it. met minyi & her bf at great world b4 proceeding t e entrance t mit cy & joy.
stanly didn come as he got CHICKENPOX. lol. shld i say he is suay or???
first, he's on block-leave & having chicken pox = not enjoying his leave. however, he shld b booking in ytd f soc test; counted as slightly lucky lar.
minyi's bf is so big size can. LOL. slightly more than a norm DB. haha. i was so shock upon seeing him, leon too. cy had asked minyi's bf & leon t bring their camp mates along. but none brought. LOL. fearing tt cy wld nag....minyi's bf called his frens & psycho them over. in e end...all 6 failed cy's test. -.-
cy asked max along with some of his hockey mates.
no camera so...no photos):
had quite a bit of fun though my head weighed lyk a hundred kilos.
i realise i'm so good at hiding. & soon, it will become a habit. in actual fact, i'm not happy. i'm not contented. & this is e last place i can finally turn t in order t release & show everythg tt is inside. i can be cheerful, i can be happy, i can play like nobody's business. but i'm totally somebody else when i'm alone. yes, it stil hurts. it hurts like hell. it has nv been better. i need so very badly ur concern. it doesnt matter t me how others care or who cares. i'm reali going broke cos i cant stay at home. i think & ponder abt all sorts of thgs. no doubt, mum & dad r nagging bcos i'm seldom at hm. there's too many issues. i force myself not t think, but everythg i do, there's you..
did u reali changed or it's just e commitment?
do u miss me?
did you ever love me?
did i see the wrong things in you?
why did you have t disappoint me?
why did you lied?
why does it hurts so much when we end up like this?
will it be better if you did the wrong things?
why cant i accept tt long relationship needs compromising?
why cant i compromise?
why am i so stubbron?
why cant you compromise & give us another chance?
why cant i accept the fact tt you're gone?
why do i miss you when you dont?
do you still love me?
do you want me back?
why am i regretting?
do you......regret?
ARGH!
i yearn f ur hug, ur kisses, ur simple words. i miss you.
new year resolution
1) 45kg!
2) nationals!
3) good results!
4) HAPPY
5) shld i get over everythg or stil hope tt you'll come back?
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