MANIAC

introducing the fugliest pic of me. whahaha. dun blink alrite!!
- heh heh. dun cum here i'm warning u.

fugly

my gifts

these r special to me. very specail. ((= - a box which contains 30 of strawhearts, paper hearts, saga seeds n kisses choco.
- e vase n rose.
- MY ROSE!

1 mth

tis is wad i cor a real SURPRISE! HE JUX GAV ME STH AT MY DOORSTEP. oh god, jux how sweet can he b!
can someone pls tel me y is he so sweet? i s s s s s v wana take pics n BOAST t everyone tt i've sucha sweetie bside me lar. i s s s s s v wana take pics t BOAST wad he gav t. but e lights in my hse r all off. *sign (ya, i'm scared o e dark)
*she smiles, blissfully.

WOOOOOOHOOOOOOO! jump jump. hop hop. runs ard. dance dance. yiiipeee. whahahaha. i'm jux so hapi lar. JUMPING stil. *luffs loudly. a crazy woman? YES. crazily happy woman.


HAPPY ONE MONTH my dearest!

though it's nt long, but i believe we'll enlogate our rls. ((=

mama bdae

today is mummy's bdae!! i shld say ytd. 1408 ma. but same la. anyw, i din gt her anythg. neither did my sisters. lol. wanted t bring her out to eat, unfortunately she had t work. so i guess tis was e reason u machine gun on us on sat?? cos we were all hm n we did nth huh. lol. guess s la.

s tis morning, i did hav my breakfast!! rite at my doorstep. literally, not s la. he delivered t my lift dere. lol. haha. luk delicious rite? but i'm e only lucky one la. so back off k bertram. =p u cant gay wit jack. wahaha. though it's jux a simple egg in bread, but love it. (=

wenta sch n was late. cos his delivery was late ma. lol. christine din cum cos of her fishballs. lol. pluck her wisdom tooth n it's SWOLLEN. haha. took back eng fund quiz. 19/25. nt bad lar, f someone who studied a tiny bit cos gav up when i din understand. so nw, my score list for eng fund is 33/40 for eng fund quizes n 97/100 f term test. i mux continue t gt 90+ for eng fund. cos i wana b on e director's board!! i dun care. =p so while waiting, me n claresta took pics (below), n she took retarded pics of me too. haha. aft maths tutorial, which nth interesting happened, went off t lect hall t collect BZE tshirt. s nt v nice can. arghh. n it's so super BIG for size S. grrr.
claresta, nadiah n me went to parkway!!aft quite alot of discussions on "whr r we heading?" LOL. so was shopping f us! bought 2 tops frm topshop, 1 shorts frm top20, n another top frm dere too. wahaha. claresta bought e top, which she wore on e pic, n a necklace frm topshop. N WE BOUGHT NADIAH A SKIRT. BDAE GIFT. ((= y is everyone in class forgetting nadiah's bdae? so racist huh! i dun care. i oso wan collect 2bucks frm everyone of u t gt her a prezie. *hmph
on e way t parkway, i sent e sms t him. describing how i felt n everythg. 7 long msg k. nt jking. but i feel tt we havta end it somehow, e right way. wished him e best, but we r stil FRIENDS. (= i found angeline's blog too. n i tag dere. hmmm, finali hav e courage t face everythg n even tag at her blog. lol. when i jux found her blog. *hmmm... jack is hapi tt i did tis. alex too. (= n he claims he wil owaex b dere f me. lol. wad a nice dad i've gt. yea, i'm hapi too. cos i finali found some sense in me, myself. i understand, in here, i'm merely saying, but i noe i will do it. letting go aint easy, but it's unsophiscated. =) it sound abit weird t put tis word here, but i cant find any other t replace.
so, jack came aft tt t fetch me hm. sucha SWEETIE lar. but i gt t wait for him while my stomach is growling lyk mad, sitting in frt of claresta n nadiah, who r eating their lip smacking dinner. god. i'm tellin u e temptation is s nt gd. cos u can only stare. arghh. i was waiting for him t cum n den eat tgt. touched la he. he shld b ok. =p ate yoshinoya. but b4 he came, i shared rojak wit them. cos, i reali nid t stuff my self wit sth. haha.
wenta giant n isetan t find a vase. his mother wanted it. lol. den we headed hm. =)

tis is when ppl r bored n gets cranky TOGETHER.

cranky? more lyk retards. lol.

ohh god. so cute. i wana hav one too. =(

we r wearing e same. jux tt i wore a skirt. n it's gone??

i'm lyk super balck la. haha.

dumb pics by claresta

wad shld i say? DUMB.











so finali, we discovered tt alex n karchun were peeping.

slept over

went out wit jack, sis, n miller ytd. nono is ytd n today. cos it was frm 6 til...5 in e morning!! but fun lar.

mum woke up frm e wrong side of bed today?? scolding everybody. even e youngest. god. MACHINE GUN operates. saying we cant go out n stuffs. is she afraid tt we'll forget her bdae tml n nt celebrate wit her?? =.= mugged a lil to stop her frm nagging. cos she wun disturb me when i'm mugging. haha.
wenta eastpt wit my sis 1st. wanted to shop for some clothing actuali. but she wanted to do pedicure, so brought her to nail palace. did both pedi n mani. SHIOK. (= miller came n soon aft, jack came too. haha. spotted tis guy in orange. adidas jersey wit jeans, same hairstyle as miller. LOL. n sis CANT differentiate. LOUSY lar. while we were doing, jack n miller were outside chatting. haha. in e end, we finished only at 7.20pm. haha. n they came at ard 6.20?? haha. so, 1 hr of waiting. haha. oops* ate at BK aft tt. my MUSHROOM SWISS. miss it. haha. den went off wit them to watch FIREWORKS!
n guess wad happened? wad i owaes hated. JAM. traffic jam. arghh. jam frm e rout to suntec? i forgot whr la. but i noe we were in e car all along, frm 8.10 til 10.45?? watched e fireworks in e car. )= n dere one stupid building blocking our complete view!!!!! in e end, we can only c those big big ones. sad la. but oso glad tt he was wit me, thru'out. continued our journey...n jams. more jams. even aft we reached little india, stil JAM. arghh.
wenta miller's hse. all nided to PEE. it's so not heathy to kip ur pee k. n it's so v uncomfortable too. lol. jack was walking so awkwardly to his hse. i was luffing my ass out lar. haha. wanted to video it down, but he didn allow. lol. if only i did record, it wld b here ardy. wahaha. so all took turns to e toilet straight aft reaching his hse. n we played MAHJONG. so fun. whahaha. i'm a beginner too. haha. i only noe how to play those in arcade n my com, apart frm all tis, i duno how. so e real game was new to me. but it was fun. i even won 3 tyms!!!




1st game i won.

wahaha. e other 2 pics, i forgot which one is e 2nd, 3rd. tis serve as proofs ok. (= aft e game, miller drove all of us to PS. they watched lake hse, while we watched my super ex-girlfriend. both movies started at 2.10am. lame lar e show. i'll only rate it lyk...2 n a half stars? cos of all e humour added in. if nt, nt even a star can. went off to e carpark to find sis n miller, didn expect them to b dere. tot lake hse wld b longer den ours. they were half aslp. haha. by den, it was ardy 4?? forgotten. only noe i reached hm at 4.40am. n he stayed over. (= smuggled him lar. lol. sis n miller helped wit e smuggling. but not totally a smuggling activity. cos nobody was at e living room. had a v quick bath. lol. so sarced can. so dark. den ran back to my room. haha. n they were discussing abt how jack leave e hse safely. =.= sis wanted to jux tel my dad tt he was here, so we all can slp soundly til...we wana wake up. no nid for all e rush. but in e end, we chose to slp. lol. tired lar. woken up by sis at 10am. he left, safely. haha. younger sis was so shocked when jack walked pass her at e living room. haha. smuggling is fun la. BUT...not very cos i dun lyk tt worrying inside. continued slping aft he left. woke up only at 5.30pm. so nice to slp. whahaha. watched er mo zai shen bian. wanted to watch it lyk frm last yr lar. but nobody lend it to me, until now. n e vcd is not mine, nor my frens. it belongs to my younger sis's fren. stopped vcd-ing at cd 4. shall continue soon. lol. n now, stuck wit e com when i've told myself to study. haha.

sis wana shift my com out to e living room. ))= i dowan.

nijgnohzkcaj.u r e 1st to send me msgs which r so v long. u r e 1st to send me e msg u did today saying abt e taking adv** thgs. u r e only one who send me hm everytym we'll out, without fail.i reali hope i can embark my trust on u. but it's jux a matter of tym. i cant merely say tt i trust u. cos i duno. trust is nt abt saying. but i think, i'm beginning to. so hope u will cherish it, even if u dun cherish it, at least, do not abuse it. when i was in e toilet wit ur phone in my bag, i reali wanted to c wad's inside. who do u usually sms n cor besides me. but aft much thinking, i didn. i noe i shldn invade ur privacy, cos i certainly didn wan u to do e same. if it was me, i rather u ask me, so i guess, u want e same thgs to happen to u. but i jux cant bring myself to ask u anythg. *signs. in my past rls, i've learned tt we tend to hide our feelings. so to avoid u frm hiding wad u think, wad u feel, i tell u my everythg. cos i dowan any misunderstandings. so, i'll hope u will do e same. at least, to let me feel SECURE lyk u owaex wanted. i duno if dere's anythg btw us, but i hope dere isnt any. i'm beginning to fall deeply for u. i'm sori, but i havta say I"M REALI GLAD TT U WERE JEALOUS YTD. whahaha.

so i'll b having a special breakfast tml. =D

♥ mich™ ♥ ˚ sixteenaugusttwozerozerosix˚ eetviobl says:
so do i hav brkfast tml?
♠ JάCķαľ Ĵın ŤħЄ ĐĕviliQϋE ♠ # " If SHE were the air I breathed, I would not exhale for the fear of losing HER." . says:
yes.. but i hope u dun mind my first time
♠ JάCķαľ Ĵın ŤħЄ ĐĕviliQϋE ♠ # " If SHE were the air I breathed, I would not exhale for the fear of losing HER." . says:
its my first time doing sandwish for my loved one =)
♥ mich™ ♥ ˚ sixteenaugusttwozerozerosix˚ eetviobl says:
i'm honoured
♠ JάCķαľ Ĵın ŤħЄ ĐĕviliQϋE ♠ # " If SHE were the air I breathed, I would not exhale for the fear of losing HER." . says:
=)
♠ JάCķαľ Ĵın ŤħЄ ĐĕviliQϋE ♠ # " If SHE were the air I breathed, I would not exhale for the fear of losing HER." . says:
wat sandwitches u wanna eat ?
♠ JάCķαľ Ĵın ŤħЄ ĐĕviliQϋE ♠ # " If SHE were the air I breathed, I would not exhale for the fear of losing HER." . says:
tat mean i will be headin to supermarket tml morning

whahaha. she is SMILING.

ktv day

ROSE. earing. so nice.

ktv is fun.

tis is wad she o when she's BORED.

taking pics of herself.

angel!! my baobei-er.

sarah tok pam see.

u c my face behind?

LUFFING is heathly.

pipi n sarah.

my pipi??

angel!!



u c mi? SINGING behind.





tis was on national day!! ktv is fun. luv it.

presentation day

presentation day!!

-K601

pics

dere's sth wrong wit e connection btw my phone n e cable. arghh. but i stil manage to upload pics. wahaha. tis is when...hmmm, claresta gets cranky!!
-fierce hur.
-grins
-christine tied her hair!!

-dad was trying to scare her beloved daughter, christine.
-tis is wad i call studying!!
n tis is my CUTE one.
-bowling!!

i've got more pics. ltr!! (=

no more proj for nw

yayy! no more projects. i'm finali done wit all of them this semester. BUT..dere r more to come. *signs let's think back, there was wrtoral 1st, den bus fund, den wrtoral n bus fund agn. hope dere arnt anymore for e other subj. haha.
i din wana blog actuali. but nth to do. wanted to study. but it's dark. everybody in e hse is slping ardy. )= exams r nearing. shld i smile or frown? smile cos it soon wil b over, n frown cos it's coming. lol. but i wana do well. reali well. haha. cos i noe i can. =D

so today was tiring. a v tiring day. i slept only at 4.30am n havta gt up at 9.45am. but in e end, got up at 10. wore tshirt n shorts. haha. so sloppy. but, who cares. =p went for eff com. super bored. slept while listening to e passage. n i could still do e passage qns. lol. pro. went off wit alex dad, jack, kaixiang, melvin, claresta, christine n nadiah to ang keong to hav lunch. thumbs up for e hokkien mee. yums* went back for christine's cute tcher cls. eng draw is NOT love. )= mus draw so many lines. ok. it's nt e line. it's e visualisations. arghh.

went off to mit shirley wit jack to bring her to dwayne for piercing. met him. n he took out all his piercings. haha. cos theodore copy?? lol. n he's now wrking as a tatto artist. omg. he's lyk only 17? din get to c his gf tattoo. but her leg one was nice. only tt she shldn hav put it dere. hmmms, shirley is damn gd la. she pierce naval lyk nth. gosh. mayb hers is e aft effect? lol. left for hm aft tt. i jux miss my bed so much. reached hm, jack put me to slp n den he went off. =))

he's such entertainment. someone who entertains me la. lol. n i din noe u r one of my real sorta reader who wana noe abt my life. lmao.
mr. kenneth pls add me @ "im_kenneth@hotmail.com" says:
cos i read ur blog
♥ mich™ ♥ ˚ 160706 is sth to rmb˚ says:
e whole thg meh
mr. kenneth pls add me @ "im_kenneth@hotmail.com" says:
yeah
mr. kenneth pls add me @ "im_kenneth@hotmail.com" says:
some sort
mr. kenneth pls add me @ "im_kenneth@hotmail.com" says:
alot of time spent u noe
♥ mich™ ♥ ˚ 160706 is sth to rmb˚ says:
wahhhhhhh


darn bogger. u cant upload pics agn!






i wished him hapi wit her. but they aint hapi. i'm nt sure. but i noe she's nt gd, yet he treasures her. tt's lyk wad i m? i wana b updated. but i think, i shld not bother at all. MICHELLE STOP! let him lead his life, n u lead urs.
ai hai tao tao:
yi ding shi wo bu gou hao suo yi ni cai xiang yao tao
tao dao tian ya he hai jiao duo zai bie ren de hui bao
ni neng bu neng bu guan guo de hao bu hao
bu yao gu yi duo kai bu rang wo zhi dao

zhi yao ni guo de hen hao she me dou yi bu zhong yao
wo bu hui gu yi da rao
gen bu hui rang ni fan nao
wo me yi tian bu guan ni zhi bu zhi dao
sha sha liu zhe yan le mo mo de qi dao
xi wang ni guo de hao (=

=))

ytd wenta c fireworks wit him!! my 1st tym watching firewrks so kinda live, n 1st tym watching wit my own bf! ((= u mux b honoured ok. bleh. though it was packed dere, but we manage to find a spot, squeeze in to one spot, to watch e firewrks. n i can tel u, it was damn god GORGOEUS! lyk, millions of tiny lil stars falling! i luv firewrks. (= we wenta ate at fish n co aft tt. i was so nt hungry, but i noe if i dun eat, he wun wan to eat too. silly him, yes. so, i ate wit him. lol. silly me too. whahaha. tok alot. n went to e koi garden!! toked sumore n went hm. =) 3rd tym u r out wit mi late.

today! national day. yes, passed ardy. but to mi it's more meaningful, cos it's chester bdae 10aug! HAPI BDAE!! wenat ktv. superb. =D ok, so i told them to watch firewrks at kallang. but nobody listened. n even insisted to go to e durian, oops, esplanade. in e end, when we reached dere, e auxilary cisco police announced only at 8.30pm tt dere was no firewrks. I WAS RIGHT. sat dere. toked cork. guess how many ppl altogether? let mi think n u do e counting? dere were mi, sarah, samantha, angel, pipi, ernest, andy, kenneth, alfon, zhiwei, junwei, chester, bear2, yk, 1 couple who i forget both their name, n 1 grp of 5 gals (so nt impt) which includes ches gf n zhi gf. ches gf is su ann. i was shocked. i stil hav e shockness. i didn noe how they noe each other, i dun bother too, but e world is small huh. i mean, singapore. zhi gf, i think i shldn comment much abt her larx, though i'm reali pissed. DU LAN ar!!
i noe how sarah felt, i reali do. i've tis kinda feeling, she noes. n she broke down, rite in frt of us. we cldn do much, but persuade to be strong. to be happier den he is. but aft further considerations, upon seeing how su ann stared at us, i told her to do wad she wants to. if she wants to get him back, jux go. cos frm wad i noe frm others, su ann is a nice fren, a nice gal, but nt a gd gf. n hey, comparing her wit sarah, i think she holds no candles? both of u lyk each other, stil hav feelings for each other, so y not? probs can b solved. stop being stubborn. give in and tolerate a little, isnt it beta? yes sarah, she's rite in frt of u, rite in frt of ur face, but compare urself to angel. but i'm glad, reali m to c both of u fine aft e tokings. so we jux slacked e whole evening plus nite n even midnite. BORING. but fun la wit ernest++ haha. craps n more craps. n i'm owaex e martian! =) but i'm migrating soon. to pluto. so a plutotian? or plutian? lol. i'm e 1st k. so we wanted to went off at 10.30pm. i was tired, reali. passed by chocz n sarah decided to buy a cake for ches. how sweet. her promise. pipi bought another one too. for alfon. so we bought, n light up e candles at e exit, headed towards them outseide e restuarant tables. i bet he was touched. who wun? havin an ex so sweet, so loving. haha. jux as i was thinking su ann mayb buying a cake bigger, she came. n she did! gosh! jux too mani thgs happen today. but finali, i guess everythg is settled peacefully, e way couples wished to. yes, i did compared myself to sarah jux now. y is it tt tis does nt happen to me? but aft much thinking, if tis was to happen to me, btw us, i think i wld b more sad den happy. cos i will nv hav my ways, i'm controlled. at least, i'm happier now. n i wil b happy wit u. =D he wil gt out of me, get out off my life, gradually, soon.
annoying part is here. tt gal jux dowana go home. grRrr! i was waiting. so finali alfon n andy wanted to go hm. zhi too. but his gf! argh. i duno la. was damn pissed larx ar. when u said in e cab u were sori to kip us waiting, u noe y i kept quiet? cos i mind!! n it's farni how zhi n alfon reacted once she left e cab:
"fucking fat bitch la. turn here turn dere. fuck her la. she can stop outside n roll wad. turn here turn dere. waste tym. fuck her la!"
n dere's more. but forgotten. tis was by alfon. so farni. i jux sat dere, n luffed. tt gal i think got vegetables on her head? zhi kip taking money frm her. sads. but she's real rich la. bungalow, siglap, lv bag. tt's lyk, woahh! n she jux gave zhi 20bucks without thinking b4 she get off e cab. double woahh!

ok la. i think tt's for today. it's 3.34am. n it's super cold. raining lyk mad. y is dere sch tml....arghh! eng draw test too. i pray tt christine's cute tlecturer wil close one eye tml n giv us bonus pts plz. i've been gd in ur cls ardy.

n now tt kenneth msn irritant tel mi he is kenneth CHEW. not KHOO. ok. i noe. but i think i'll forget soon. so remind me k. lol.

fun day

i fuckin hate msn 8. arghh. kip on hanging!!! u wana spoil my com isit. den u, yes u, e create, jux cum here n destroy my com la. asshole.
i'm so pissed nw n tis dumbass kip toking to me in msn! some dumb ppl frm frenster! nudge sumore. arghh. so i was blogging halfway thru, n my com hanged. =.= but tis wil nt stop me frm bloggin tis entry cos i was so darn happy ytd. =) i enjoyed myself v much. =D
wanted to go to parkway wit jack to get our formal wear ytd initially. so wenta bath n stuffs. acc my sis-bdae gal to xiaogu hse as my younger sis wanted us to pass her some thgs. woke shyen up as soon as we reached dere. she's sucha CUTIE. chatted, n soon cheryl left for her concert. borrowed e clothes frm xiaogu. =D waited for sis bf to cum fetch us; me to parkway.
hop onto his car ard 4.30, n he suggested for me n jack to join dem for dinner to celebrate sis bdae. i knew jack was shy!! haha. but called him anyway, asked him to join, rather, demanded? cos there was no way i'm gona reject, cos they make it a pt to ask. it was kinda lyk a mit-my sis n bf-session. haha. so wenta fetch him at his hse. den headed to marina south. i bet he was damn nervous even though they didn qns him anithg. haha. cos he didn speak. he was sooooooo quiet. for once. lol.
ate alot at ms. jack is so damn goooddd at making bacons. tasted so much exactly lyk e ones at BK. even my sis says so. they started to joke, den miller asked my sis, "who do u think will peel e prawn shells for who to eat?" they stared at us, n i luked at jack wit a smile. haha. soon aft e prawns r cooked, my plate was filled wit ardy-peeled-prawns. =) e stupid oil kip splatting on me. arghh. hurts k. aft e dinner, i think he was feeling more comfortable ardy. haha. c-ing him so quiet, tensed-up was so not rite.
wenta e arcade. n went bowling. haha. was so ps. lol. 57/300 pins. wahaha. but it's quite a gd start for a beginner k, stated by michelle. =p jack kip saying he bu zai, but e 1st game, he even won miller. my 1st 2 bowls were helping them to clean e drain. lol. ya. drain. haha. but i got a strike for e 3rd. =) beginner's luck? continued wit e 2nd game when we heard e fireworks!! tt was whr we were suppose to b. watching e firewrks. arghh. but it's ok. bowling was much fun. =D sis wanted to take pic for me n jack. o'.'o shyy la. i rather do it myself. haha. finished e 2nd game n we wenta play arcade. haha. jack changed 4 bucks, but he got 14bucks back instead haha. HOUSE OF E DEAD 4. =) so fun. but v yucky la. so gross. played e army thgy too. n initial D. haha. mmm..n played street fighter too. =) we're pros. lol. mum called, but didn picked up. den i rmbed tt she wanted miller to fetch her cos she bought alot of stuffs frm her wrkplace for e 7th mth thgy. tot tt it was e end for e day, but, haha, NO. sis called to say she'll b back late n my mum agreed. =D wanted to kiap e winnie e pooh. but it was kinda difficult. sis n miller didn hav e mood too.
ate ice-cream while we brain-stormed whr else to go. i suggested movie n ktv. n so, we went. haha. miller wanted jack to drive, but he claimed he drank jux now. so nt true can. headed to town. bought tix for click at 1.50am n it was lyk 12am only. wenta garlilee at cine. played dai di n had our drinks. =) haha. fun. jack is good hur. i won too, for e last 2 rds. whahaha. n tt's e only rds tt i won. lol.
watched click. it's so god damn NICE. my tears were flowing. FLOWING. nt once, TWICE. it's so good i dun mind paying n watching it agn.
was 3.40 ardy by e tym we finish. tiring. was on e car, sis n miller were asking, or shld i say prompting? ya, prompting me to go his hse. =( but i dowan!! n i did not. haha. n guess wad, they wanted to go to a hotel. sounds so not rite. lol. we were almost on e way to a hotel. =.=?? jux tt mi n my sis didn wana slp at hm la. cos e nx day, which is today, my mum will bang on our door to wake us up to bai ahgong ah ma. in e end, fetched jack hm, n we all went hm. so shaggggg. miller kept making fun of mi in e car when we were fetching dearest hm. oh god, bothers. kip asking jack whether did i sms him to ask him to "pls stay over at my hse."
reached hm, wash up. n recieved his sms. haha. he wanted to stay over at my hse, lol, jux tt we havta bai bai. n wld b kinda troublesome.

got his sms tis morning cos we both doze off smsing, n he thought tt i wld change my mind frm nt going to his hse, to going. haha. lol. u r so WRONG. aft ytd, i.....i've gt alot of thgs to tel u. =)
today was so.....a slacking day for me? edit abit of wrtoral, tv-ed, chat on msn. n e most thg i did today was, hmmm, chat on msn. haha.

farni la him. up til now, i'm stil mixed up wit ur surname wit ur frn kenneth. kenneth khoo, kenneth chew. n tis is e reason y i kept changing my pics today.
mr. kenneth pls add me @ "im_kenneth@hotmail.com" says:
and pls dun keep seducing me

mr. kenneth pls add me @ "im_kenneth@hotmail.com" says:
put some decent picture

mr. kenneth pls add me @ "im_kenneth@hotmail.com" says:
wait i keep looking at ur msn and pcc

mr. kenneth pls add me @ "im_kenneth@hotmail.com" says:
den how?

mr. kenneth pls add me @ "im_kenneth@hotmail.com" says:
kidding lah

mr. kenneth pls add me @ "im_kenneth@hotmail.com" says:
but wasted sia i nv once succeed to jio u

fisherman

i'm SORI. truely m. but it's over ardy. i noe it will make u sad. but i wanted some place to say it all out. anyway. it's over. u've explained urself n i've decided to believe u. so hopefully my decision wil b rite eh.
jux came back frm fisherman. drank. ^ was drunk. ^ told me stuffs. ^, u noe who u r. n i'll owaes b here for u if u nid me k. dun thank me. tis is wad frens r for. (= u can tel me anythg, anywhr, anitym. ((=
dumb CHINMENG, take e teh-oh mug gimme. den weibing continued sayin wan check ic. !!! 1 more yr oni wad. =p den i say i wan change e teh-oh mug, he gimme e cup which restuarant usuali use to put ice-crem sundaes. arghh. awhile ltr, saw a cat. yes! at fisherman! isnt it lyk weird? lol. chinmeng wanted to ude toygun to shoot e cat. hahax. but there was quite alot of ppl. hahax. e toy gun was so fun. lol. i think tis is e 1st tym i played wit a toygun? normally jux a water gun. haha. tok to chinmeng. sorta tok to me abt ctyw. sorta scolded me. haha. u forever one la. forever scold me abt him one. since when i tok to u abt him u nv scold me, hur.
think tt's all for today. wana do wrtoral. presentation on MONDAY. n stupid eng quiz too. oh ya, tis reminds mi tt...my stupid bus fund quiz only scored in mcq. short qns was a killer. )=
thanx for being so understanding, so patient wit me. i'll leave behind everythg n continue to move on. i promise, lyk i said in e sms.
- wad pigs hur. pic taken ardy n we stil duno.

sad day

TAURUS MAN A quiet simple man who can do something unexpected to shock you. Taurus man mostly medium tall, strong with good health, good strong body. When he talks, he likes to turn his head to one side on one direction. His body will be quite straight, facial structure tend to be square shape more than other shape. His eyes sparkle with liveliness. Even when he is in love, he is still a free wild bird. He is a sand in your palm, the more you want to hold it, it will slip out. If you stand and hold it still, it will stay that way. Don't set the rules and draw a line for him, he will not stay. When you are with him, he will think only of you. But an hour later he could change his mind. He is very patient with other people, but very impatient with himself. His world always turning and it will not stop just because he loves you. If he up sets, he will show it right away. If something has gone wrong, he will blame his own carelessness instead of blaming other people. He sincere to his friends even to some friends he does not like. He likes to do odd things and surprise other people. He could be fully dress in a nice suit and jump in the pool. He could slap your back so hard just to make you turn around to see he has flowers in his hand. He never want to get too close with anyone for he thinks living in reality is living by yourself. He does not care what people think when he behave weird. He could be walking bare feet and laughing at people who laugh at him and think they are so narrow minded. He does not likes to follow conformity, but always want to search for new ventures, new mystery. He will interest in a life of a millionaire as much as a life of an old man selling newspaper on a sidewalk vendor. He like to search and analyze people and things. He will analyze his friends or his girl friend, and once the mystery is gone, he will search for new puzzle to solve. He can not easily understand thing, so he will gradually learning about you till he fills up all his questions. He knows so many people ,but he has a few friends. He looks for quality friends than quantity friends. He will be close with some friends shortly and move on. He always feel lonely even surround by many people. He could create his own little world, and sometimes no one would understand him. He looks only for future and he thinks he lives for the future. He may wonder how many people think like he does, but he does not want to be like the others. A man with a conflict personality. He is a cool, understanding, able to work well, and very artistic. Taurus man could be an artist. He could shock you as much as he is able to clam you down when you up set. He is a free spirit who likes venture, but when he wants to be alone, do not touch him but to let him be. He won't disappear from the crowds too long, he will be back. He will give you straight forward opinion or comments, but will never advice what he thinks you should do. He does not like people to tell him what he should do too. He thinks each individual dreams and thoughts should be very private. He will use his brain not his body strength, so he will let other guys compete. He has a certain satisfactory in life and hate to force himself in competition. He may seems careless, but actually he is a thinker and a stubborn one. He sees anythings in details and not easily trusted people till he thinks he knows them well. You can just smile and he will think why and what are you smiling about, and if you are pretending. Once he trust you and accept you as a friend, no one can says other wise to change that for he will not listen to gossip. He will be honest and sincere to his friends. He hates lies, so he will not tell you lies. If he finds it is necessary to lie, he will find other ways not to tell you or avoid telling you anything. If he really has to lie, you will never be able to tell that he is lying. He can really keep secrets, so you will hardly know that he is a lonely soul. <If you want this kind of guy, you have to be an interesting person. He has to be curious about you. Hell for him is "No Freedom", so if he marry you then you should know it is the biggest decision in his life. Always be interesting, then you could have him beside you.
n nw i noe y i cldn kip u. cos i hung on too tightly. i loved u once, twice. n i'm nt going to. though we went thru thick n thin tgt, owaes standing by me when i nided u, but i've told myself to let go. n i will. he will b taking over ur place. he will be beta than u. he will go thru my future wit me. i'm glad to c u moving on. i reali m. i wish u e best. n i think she is a v nice gal. take care of her. dun treat her lyk u did to me. though u r gone, u wil hav a special place in my hart, til nw.
tis was wad i wanted to add to ur testi.
i'm )=
i duno. i hate it when i feel tis way. i hate to cry. but i feel lyk crying. n i wil nt. 2 damn fucking thgs happened followed by some dumbass e-mail. arghh.
1st was ctyw. yes. i did say i wanted to forget abt our rls. n i did. i'm hapi wit jack. true enuf, rls was forgotten but nt u. i wan u to noe tt u hav made a real gr8 impact in my life. u had made me hapi, made me sad, break most promises n forgiven many tyms, broken ur trust to me many tyms too, but oso forgiven at e same tym. brought me to many places. 1st bf tt brought me to mit ur parents. e one who i watched e most movies wit. e oni bf tt i did e most thgs wit too.BUT, u hurt me e most. i've lied once, n u left. i wanted to add u tis testi. e thgs tt i found it's reali true in u. i've known u for long. n i think i had known u e best. HAD. i emphasize had. n i finali understand y u've left me. i no longer interest u. n i've lied to u. now u've someone who interest u. n she's urs. sending both of u my regards. i'm sori jack. i noe u will read tis. tis will make u uncomfortable. but i wan a place to voice out everythg tt's inside me.
2nd thg. viewed jack's phone. b4 we were tgt, dere was tis folder named as "gals". so i tot he was a flirt. n tis was under my consideration. but aft e whole of exactly 2 mths, i've cum to realise tt he was true to me. but nw, i've my doubts. nt bcos of anythg he did, rather, bcos tt folder which i tot it wil b removed, wasn remove. plus, my pics r inside. e folder, it's ok. it's e pics. i'm inside. so does tt mean tt i'm jux another gal to u? i wana tel u. u wana noe too. but i duno how to phrase it to u. ^ told me u nv had a feeling so strong for sumone lyk me. is it a fact or is it jux another sweet tok tt u v much guessed tt ^ wil tel me? arghh. i'm confused. i feel dumb. i feel stupid. i wana noe wad u r thinking. i dowana fall deep into tis noeing i reali m jux another gal to u.
i hate luv. i hate rls. but i dun hate luving u.

i've made u upset. sori. u log off saying jux a bye. it's 12.27am. 040806

fonts r made small for a purpose.
bus fund quiz tml, or rather, today. eis bdae sat. eng fund quiz n wrtoral presentation on monday. dickson's chalet on tues. i'm filled wit tons of thgs to do. pls help.

7 thgssss

clare, u ask mi to do tis tis morning. n i did. (= haha.

7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME
1. i lyk being pretty. =p
2. but i'm lazy.
3. i can b v hardwrking. it's true ok.
4. my acting sux. i duno how to act for nuts. even in frt of frens.
5. i luv to shop. for anythg. EVERTHG. (jux bring me to any place n i will scan frm window to window.)
6. i've gt a navl pierce tt my parents DO NT noe.
7. i gt influence EASILY. bt i noe wad to choose wad's gd for me too. (=


7 THINGS THAT SCARE ME
1. insects. ANY. including butterflies.
2. ghost stories.
3. horror movies.
4. e aft effect of ghostly tales. (thinking*)
5. reptiles. ANY!
6. Thunder n lightning! i hate tis most. (but i havta act in frt of ppl tt i'm nt.)= )
7. BALLOON. plx DO NT stand in frnt of me with a balloon!

7 RANDOM THOUGHTS AT THE MOMENT
1. i wana study.
2. can e cls chalet b lyk now?!?
3. who luvs who more?
4. m i bliss or is being single beta?
5. y did kenneth called me to chat?
6. i dowana take sub papers larx.
7. my ez-link no money. no concession. y dad dowan giv? arghhh.

7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST
1. idiot
2. huh?
3. rubbish
4. is it?
5. eh
6. dumb
7. shit

7 WEIRD THINGS ABOUT ME
1. show stupid faces?
2. i've gt many many dumb faces?
3. i lyk to bite him. =p (he says it's weird)
4. i luv winnie e pooh but i find them bored once i hav them?
5. stil think of him though he's nt impt to me anymore.
6. i wana b wit frenx n him at e same tym, cos both r as impt. but i dun lyk tt kinda feeling?
7. my close fren says my taste for gals r weird bcos it's wayyy toooo high??

jux tok to kenneth. he called saying he was bored. guess he quarrelled wit his gf? so wanted somebody else to tok to, to forget e probs? tt's wad i did last tym too. lol. called somebody else to tok to, who's nt a close fren. hmmm, told him abt my new life, n he was quite shocked. hahax. although we noe each other lyk for so long..bball-ed only, but we nv had a real chat. haha. til today. kip contact k fren. (=
i m stil sick. arghh. i hate it. i dun lyk being sick. y mux i b sick. y m i having stupid dry cough. n tis make me cant cough properly during lecs n tut. cos when i cough everybody wil luk. gRrr. n stupid flu. cnt blow nose cos it's lyk totally unglam. so..i havta bear. kip e coughing to myself by choking myself wit cough drops. n e blowing of nose only til i gt into e toilet! i've been going thru tis for 4days ardy. pls. i pray tt it will end soon. i promise i wil eat health-ly n exercise regularly.
i've been thinking alot tis few days. is it me or???
i hav a terrible terrible nightmare today. i dreamt tt we hav riot in singapore. it was so real can. n i happen to pass by geylang serai with my family. traffic jam. e nx thg i noe, i saw e geylang serai ite field, no more field. dug a hole to kip e corpses. stunned. i luked bhind n saw a malay policeman holding a sword (ok.. comical. i noe), aiming at my sis. so i got hold of another sword frm duno whr n block him frm poking my sis. n he stared at me. he aimed e sword at me. den my sis gt another sword frm duno whr oso den started poking him. but he jux wun die!! i was fed up, use my bear hands to grab his sword bcos he wanted to poke my chest. den my hands were all covered in blooooooodd. SO BLOODY can. den "bbbooomp!" i heard a gun shot. n tt gun shot was loud n clear. n it was REAL too. guess wad? i woke up n e birds start chirping n crowing. e ppl downstairs my block were firing gunshots at BIRDS. CROWS. dumbass. scare mr lyk ass. arghhhh! i tot.............
did manicure jux now. purple. luvit. (=