yes i'm disappointed. i'll be lying if i say i'm not. in fact, t e very extent tt i duno wad t say; duno wad t do. i expected too much i guess. last time, u were like "wad i expect now". so m i reali wanting tt much? i feel uneasy; heart feels uncomfortable. i just want t b alone f some moment, think abt wad is all happening.
everythg i do, comes wit a reason(serious cases). i dun make empty promises; i keep my word. & tt's why i think it's e v least tt u can do t respect & at e same tym, i hope u r able t do so too. But i was wrong, my hopings were wrong. it's not e 1st time if u ever realise.
mayb i'm REALLY expecting too much, & tt's wad brings abt all this whole damn thg.

i'm not in e mood.



shld i b spared with free time? i hope not. no free time = no thinking = no disappointment