WARNING. flooded post.

& here are the pictures for over 2 weeks? LOL. yes, many, tons. & finally i have the time to upload them. actually i shouldnt have. i mean....i shouldnt have the time to upload them. cos i shloud be out today. plans that i've made but i ruined it. why? because i'm falling sick. & to prevent my sickness from deteoriating, i've decided to stay at home instead of going gym+running. i woke up with 5 smses. -.- & i wasnt the slightest bit awaken by 'whine up' playing.

i'm super drained out. sleeping at 3am in the morning almost everyday. today is the happiest day. free from troubles, free from stress. i slept at before 12am & finally woke up at 1pm. & i can sleep some more, just that i felt that my day is wasted. besides, i start my day at 730am everyday. & i finally took my mc on...friday. what a day to waste. i wanted to go school to finish up everything for the week. but i was too tired. & my throat was feeling yucky. so i pangseh cheryl to go school. oh...she came to my hse for a one-day-stayover. i went back to school to paid for up-your-sevice course and then collected news article from vivi to prepare for my speech for the CHINESE MEDIA. met poh and went polyclinic together. he drove me back to school to collect my shoes & then met cheryl, candy, ken & larry. planned to shop for shoes at tmall, in the end met family for mother's day dinner. after dinner, met them again at haagen daaz. so in short, i went like everywhere. -.-

saturday....was the villageworks thing at J8. & i thought it was a similar thing at vivo, but no. this time round, other schools were there too. basically, it was like a competition for entreprenuers? anyway, there were performances too. when i was arranging stuffs, i saw a few guys wearing cheerleading-like-pants. was so excited lar. thinking of what team is it. & i realise...i saw none of them before. -.- i got real confused if it was really a cheer performance cos some of the guys were wearing different pant and tops. & the girls were not changed. later, the girls came out & they started to do arm motions. *CONRIFM CHEERLEADERS. approahed & asked them where they were from. & erm..cos the music was too loud & i've already asked to repeat so it was quite embarassing to ask to repeat again though i didnt hear it properly. i just nod & smiled. they werent in this year cheerobics but was in the skm. that's what one of them said. the whole event ended around 2pm. did some shopping while waiting for ken to come. & when ken came, we waited for andra & did another round of shopping. finally we settled down at kfc. chatted, walked around, arcade-d & went home. so my toilet/toiletbowl/sink/flush/handphone got himself a nicer, better nick. MANGO SAGO. cos we went to sweet talk to get drinks & when the auntie said "mango sago", he said "yes?" LOL!!!

thanks for the company of that LONG LONG LONG ride. lol. rest well yo, mango sago(: !!

J8

- mich is not a good photographer):

- NO. she is!!

-SMILEY(:

- 2 KIDDOs.

- our students.

- mas selamat around? LOL.

RANDOM

- joy looks so happy upon seeing the flowers.
-now so emo.
- mesmerised by the flowers? it's in TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC can. ever seen such beatiful flowers blooming around?

- NEW TV(((: !

MEDIACORP
- on the way to mediacorp.usual cy taking pictures of herself!!!

- AGAIN! -.-
- loves my girls<3 - my one and only nicest chair partner. LOL.
- small face mushroom.
- ADAM!


- guoliang peeped. lol.
- small happy session for shiqian's winning.
- shocked zubair!

- i can see that weihoe is happy eating his fries.
- mark is acting cute.
- whatever yall concluded. LOL.

SENTOSA
-freshies.




- no cheryl):
- CAPTAIN
- justin looks wrong. LOL.

- larry is teh-ing
- ken farting?

- weihoe
- terence is not locking! larry STRONG.


- can you hear larry shouting yay? lol.

- larry is FLYING.
- failed in water, tried on land.

- 2-2-1 !!

- 1-1-1!

- a pretty husky.

- 2 other freshies.

- can you see spongebob?

- ken wana bite me?
- see my arm? BRUISE.

- EXTRAS...

- see, extras again.

- my small face mushroom again(:

- my joy joy. (:
- fighting for bugs bunny place?


- YES, I WILL!

- classic vanilla aka old fashion vanilla. 5 of them...for mango sago. i dont owe him anymore. :p
-justin's loud header.

compromise is the key. either you step back, or i will. & i know you wont, that's why i am. sometimes i hope that everybody will open up. be it the team or individuals. otherwise we'll always be stucked. '............................................' ):

weihoe is so cute. LOL. he's the cutest junior. ok, apart from nicolette & shiyu. the 2 girls always laugh; like they consumed laughing gas before training. & they laugh at the slightest thing. it can be irritating, but still cute lar. weihoe....is cute because he is so innocent towards cheer. after he saw aces skills tape, he said "mich, btoss triple backtucks." & when i told him it's not easy, he said "i thought just throw only? you just tug?" :/

shyen is teaching me how to play scissors paper stone just now. :/

Zlteth says:
the noobcubeness is stuck with you le
Zlteth says:

:p
Zlteth says:
beside...
Zlteth says:
if u became less noobish what'd i call you...?
michiemichie LOCKS like a log says:
less noobish boob cube
michiemichie LOCKS like a log says:
*noob
michiemichie LOCKS like a log says:
LOL
michiemichie LOCKS like a log says:
omg!!!

how can i not be a noobcube? ROAR.

LYN says:
its really a dead end la.
LYN says:
thats why i keep saying ppl need to adapt and compromise.
LYN says:
personally i think i alr did do my best to adapt.
LYN says:
and i dont really have any problems now.
LYN says:
i dont know whats going on la. hahaha.
LYN says:
i hope things will calm down.
michiemichie LOCKS like a log says:
it's like...
michiemichie LOCKS like a log says:
ya
michiemichie LOCKS like a log says:
i hope it'll END

PS: i finally tidied my wardrobe.

mimissincosoftt

hello. another day stucked in the lab. i dont know how long more i can tahan this. ROAR.

stupid banners. i thought i've successfully made it & it'l be approved soon. yes, it was approved, but the company wants MORE designs. 6 banners & when i asked how many designs she needs, her reply was "there is no limitation on designs." so how many am i suppose to design? 6 different banners? eh, i'm a business process & systems engineering student. nothing to do with design. besides, my last time taking up art is sec 2!!! stupid company wants us to do things that we had never touched before. free labour right. shiok not?! making one perfect banner requires me to use 3 different softwares. -.- why? because i dont know how to function 1 software fully. & i pity melvin the most. he was made to do a website, USING HTML CODES. lol. & he says "ya lor". anyone wants to help? i'm not that pro either. i only know how to edit html but not come up with html codes. forgot already lar. & when's the freaking dateline? JUNE. we only have 1 month to pick things up & do as we learn. christine is asked to create & design a 20pg newsletter. -.- & that's not our only assignment. we're doing other projects too. this coming sat will be at J8 selling VillageWorks products. ROAR. i'm so gonna kill mr ericwee if we dont get A or B for this sip/mp. LOL.

i cant wait for seniors training. gahhhhhhhhhh. i wana train till i complain & go home & sleep STRAIGHTAWAY.

sometimes, i try hard not to think. but if i dont think about it, i'll start thinking about emo stuffs AGAIN. i can forgive, but i realise, i cant forget. but if i never forget, i havent forgiven fully. & it's hard to forgive when it has pierced through deeply. dont worry. i'm not emo-ing now. cos melvinheng is sitting beside me singing. want to emo also cannot. :/

if you're given a task, i hope you complete it well & take full responsibility. & please spare a thought for others. i see your change, but actually, there's not much changes that i thought i'd seen. contradicting? in other words, you have not changed like what you claimed you have. maybe a lil' quiet, but i dont think that's a change. just that somethings are bothering you. there're things i want to tell you face-to-face but i dont want to cos i respect you. this shall be the last time. dont blame me for confronting.

i kept thinking about the dream. what if it was real? will i react the way i did?

my wardrobe is in a mess. it's time to tidy it up again. i spent 10mins just to dig clothes out. :/ ok, random. hah.

PS: try sprinting using your abs muscles to pull you forward. larry asked me to try & i did. SHIOKNESS.

dream

i slept in the lab from 3-5pm. & i dreamt about something funny. is this gonna happen? if you were a little sensitive....

blazers' blog

HELLO! blazers blog is done. please give me/ken all ur emails so we can add you as an author, in order for yall to update(((: i've spent alot of time on the skin & making the picture; hardwork!

updates will be there too!!!

as you can see, i can make blog when i'm suppose to do my work. wait...i did half of the blog thingy at home. & i finish my work before i did that. so....i didnt eat snake ok. finally...my banner draft is selected. i no need to make so many drafts again. just need to concentrate on one. i've make 6 banners in 3 days. ROAR.

thinking hard

am i gonna blog everyday from mon-fri around this time? LOL. seems like i'm blogging during hours that i'm not supposed to. :/ i've finished 4 posters. i dont know if they are gonna pass. but i think i'd better do more so there are more choices.

went to mediacorp yesterday. shiqian had really put in alot of effort. just 5 days of training & she had done elevator/extention, heel-stretch, b-toss & pop twist. her pop twist was not so nice on tv, but she can do it really well. she had way exceeded what she should have learnt on 5 days. we're proud of her, arent we? (((: & good job to the guys who spent so much effort in teaching her. :D

mac later while most of the time i sat there stoning. headed home with weihoe after that. wanted to jog but dropped that idea cos i will nua anytime soon. so decided to condition at home.

PS: do not do abs exercise on hard ground. you will find bruises on your lower back unknowingly. ):

- i miss my girls. ):

btoss yo

SENTOSA was awesome. woohoo. like i said, it feels great to do it on your own base. so i did tons of rubbish, my first time trying b-toss. love that shiokness man. but i shouted many times when i was falling - as in throw up, then the coming down part. average 2.5/5. LOL. in conclusion, i'm still scared. ROAR. noobshit michelle! i love the part when i have to pull myself up in the air. & then after that you do rubbish. i tried pipe (failed), backtuck (flipped 3/4, landed on neck instead), toe-touch which turned out to be toe-touch/backtuck cos i pulled myself backwards. LOL. mark did layout can! if mark can do it, all of us can! & larry did twist. i think he twisted 3 times? he wanted to do a layout but it ended like a back tuck, while mark was the reverse; wanted to do backtuck but it turned out to be a layout. LOL.

so in the end, 6 juniors came. 6 guys. hah. it's ok, we'll have this the next time. not many seniors make it too. so the 6 guys learned something extra. & guess they are starting to learnt the names of some stunts. we tried swedish fall but...failed. ok, almost there, just couldnt straighten. did 1-1-1 too. talking about doing 1-1-1, joy said if we succeeded 1-1-1 toss up, she'll get me blueberry cheesecake. weetweetts! i must lock. michelle muct lock. michelle dont tehh. michelle suck in ur butt. i will get that blueberry cheesecake.

i finally see my mistake for tipping-toe! ken says i tip toe. & why? because i nv put my freaking feets properly. i saw it in the pictures): no wonder my bases hurt. i understand that kinda feeling. but i wont say sorry cos that's not the bases wana hear(: so...i'll change for a better yo!

so they did single base too. in water was much more difficult lar. slippery & oily cos of that tanning oil. so we did it on land. i flewed & fell...i tried hard to suck in my butt. & for the second time, i dont know why i fell cos i squeezed it in hard. till ken told me that i squeezed it in too hard that i teh. -.- i will listen to cheryl. "dont detatch the locking. lock it as a whole. " cheers for candy for succeeding extention(((: ! 39 more days for ken's project. i'm starting to get nervous but WE WILL DO IT. right?

omgomgomg, i still am excited of that btoss feeling yo! can we go to sentosa again?? think we must set goals on what to do next time round. :/

had sakae after that. i didnt had enough fun yet but it was time to wash up for dinner. chatted & decided to have seniors training. otherwise we'll be stucked. so seniors, take note. we'll be having our own training every monday. more details given this week. got justin's present like finally. LOL. keep wanting to get him but couldnt find the time to. wanted to get tshirt, cap or belt for him. in the end, we got him 18 stuffs to represent his 18th bday. & each item was chosen for a reason. i lazy to type out the 18 items & on top of that, i forget some. :p love the megaphone/loudheader most. LOL. bring to training ar!

i'm beginning to love running(: 3km every 3 times a week.

- remember him?

-i found him on my friend's blog. LOL.

am i the one who cause you all that? i dont know what i did & so there's no sorrys involved. but still sorry for making you feel terrible.

JIAYOU shiqian, ken, mark, justin & larry for performance later! :D jiayou F1!!!

PS: food poisoning? drink lots of water & then...VOMIT EVERYTHING OUT. that's what i did on saturday & on sunday, i felt much better apart from stomachaches & at-times-sudden-wanting-to-puke feeling.

friends can be forever<3

eeeyo!

yesterday was WORK. work on labour day. ROAR. i so didnt want to work this week. i came up with all sorts of excuse to avoid work, but...the usual me went soft-hearted when my in-charge said that he will greatly appreciate & blah blah. he even tried to be very nice by arranging me to work at century square so i didnt have to run around. besides, the pay was x1.5. i sorta regretted going CS to work in the end. SUPER BORING. no customers, whole day sold 2-3 pathetic phones as there was a roadshow downstairs. dont understand why he still ask me to go over to stand; to pose. :/ samsung has too much money to spare?
i so so wanted to watch movie yesterday, just that sudden *arh* to watch, & mark, zubair, larry, ken, joy, haziq & shiqian wenta watch movie at CS, like so purposely lar!!! & watch ironman somemore!! still say want to watch together, yea..together without me eh. gahhhhhhhh! zl came when i knock off. & we went to meet ken, larry & joy. slack a little at macs. wanted some ice-cream from swensens that zl lar! troublesome. :x only wants old fashion vanilla. & i owe him tt because of some stupid fall. but swensens was taking last order. so wenta haagen daaz but it was again..closing. finally decided to go cartel. carrotcake is nice(: my first time trying yo! gossiped, chatted, joked...& ken went off first. cabbed home with joy & zl. i got this urge to jog, & so i went. :D i forgot my scissors jumps like again? eh, zl, not excuse. really forget): i will do today!

i will work hard for 45kg. i will. i still dont dare to weigh): & i think i havent overcome that thingy on flying))),: thanks ken for all the encouragement. i will not disappoint you.

i hate myself for not being there when you need me the most. sorry sarah.

suddenly, just suddenly i'm missing you. hsruc?

basics

& then my ankle worsen. i cant bear it for long. it is starting to hurt with sharp pain.

so today's initial plan was to gym, & then go sarah's house to visit & talk. it was suppose to be a surprise as they kept complaining. but all plans ruined.

we had this filming from some TV show on NBA. they came to film TP's basket-ballers as well as us(: cheerleaders. & guess what? i only learned about this darn thing at 1900 when they're arriving at 1930! most of them took whatever uniforms that were in the cupboard, & i went home to get mine. luckily mome was at home & she came downstairs with many many tights & my uniform. in the end, some wore standard chart. tshirt, some got tshirt from the cupboard - theme was black. so we started to make ourselves perspire. did singlebase, 1-1-1 (2nd base), 2-2-1...etc. i need to start from basics. i suck),: & tt explains my partial emo-ness just now. i didnt mean it, was just angry at myself. i hate myself for not locking well. i hate myself for giving up each time i feel unstable. i hate myself for unlocking. i hate my darn butt. i hate myself for hating all these, cos i know hating is not a good resaon for me to give up. ROAR. i fell each time when my base goes up to extention. is it my butt or my shoulders? if it's my butt, why do i fall front? why do i twist front? ROAR. anyway, talking about filming. fun lar. this guy was cute; the host. mix blood, super gorgeous. LOL. even joy was excited. ahah! & did i mention that they came to film us only at 10.20pm? yea, so 7.30-10.20 was training? i cld go to gym larrrrr. went for prata after that. everybody was famish. gobbled up & took pictures with them.

PS: ken smack me on my thigh today. serve you right michelle!

-bball single base!

- joy & candy

- just for the hang of it.

-take not on zubair's face. spasm?!?

RELEASE

& so, we've decided to have a 'debrief' + trashing out sesson every week. haziq suggested every tuesday? this is the first time we had this kinda talk. it was a bad talk at the beginning. & it ended...NOT BADLY, successfully. everybody voiced out their displeasures, their hatred, their confusion, EVERYTHING. & everything said there shall remain there. NO more bringing it up except on the 'debrief' thingy on 1 day of every week. on the mats, we are a team; we share the same interest. i hope this will work things out. ytd's 'debrief' was impromptu. & those who started the talk, left first.

i've to admit that i was rather pissed. & why? because you all said your piece & leave us like that. because you have not heard what everybody wants to say. and things are worse when people are protecting each other for i dont know what reason when we're not done talking. PS: Blazerians have a bad habit. they interupt when people is talking. I'm not saying that you all are wrong. But we are squeezed in between too. The comm members are left helplessly dangling. I agree that we have our own wrong, and do you? I reflect about all these ever since * talked to me. * scolded me. * told me that what we were doing was not correct. & blazers had handle the team wrongly. i did not agree to it totally. but 80% of it was somewhat true.

andra

in a comm, there must be a good and a bad guy.

& thanks ken for being the bad guy to make everybody inspired.

because tonight i'm so inspired....