New?

Everything is just too new. Everybody is no longer real. Family? Is it just a cover up? If not, I no longer feel part of it.

To put that aside, I want my own room. I hate to share room with my younger sis now cos she is super untidy and dirty. She throws her worn clothes back into her wardrobe UNFOLDED/NOT HUNG, just crumple it back!

I wana rent my sis room. ); Cant she give me like a discount since it's so far off town. :/ I'm left with nothing as $400 is almost my monthly forced savings. But if $$$ can buy me peace and calmness most importantly cleanliness, I dont mind. But $400 is way off my budget! Not forgetting my school is scheduled to start in end November!