WARNING! pics overload.

& i'm glad everthg is going.

blading tml, & den movie((: !

251207 CHRISTMAS

-my fave pic of e day

140108 SARAH's BIRTHDAY part1

-they nv failed t bring me real laughters :D

010108 NEW YEAR - at changcai hse

CHRISTINE(:

120108 SEARCH F SARAH's PRESENT

pre-TRAINING & post training

-peima without voice day. lol

140108 SARAH's BIRTHDAY part2

-he impressed me by stumming e guitar.

RANDOM

-this is on block..22

-shld i say thks t ur phone? i guess not. cos i'm stil thinking of how t give it back t u.

-this is stupid gcy taking stupid pics. :p

-mushmush

-e yucky stuff we had t taste when we lose e thumb game.

-b4 having my hair done.

-notice any change? if not, shall c it soon. LOL. & look at e number of ppl needed t trim a 2 yr old boy's hair.

(:

-SHOPPING DAY; today!!

there's alot of thgs happening. i duno whr t start. so, i'll just end it here til i'm somehow ready t update?

exhausted

ken asked me t view some lyrics. it describes perfectly how i feel. not so much lar. maybe..99.95%? i duno am i stil avoiding or...but i know somehow everythg takes time. & mayb it's bcos of ur frequent saving back of e relationship tt makes me yearn s much f tt t happen agn. i noe i'm naive, but everythg takes time. & everythg will go!

skipped mls as i was talking t kianhwee aft tt ahchew on e phone til 5am. thk you guys, esp f kianhwee's advices & scoldings & lectures, & of cos ahchew's retardedness. went f french & got my my writing & listening tests. tycohness, i've got 34/40 f writing. this is really tyco cos i thought i will fail. there's alot of eng wordings on my paper can! & f listening, i thought i cld score better, 16/20. :/ but anyway, quite happy as compared t e rest of my quizes. esp mls term test paper & procoi quiz. roar!

finished class early & i headed striaght t airport. i reached there at 4pm when i'm working at 6. -.- walked ard & yay! they allowed me t start work early. huimin came at 6pm. today was so bored at t2. guess t3 is packed lar. only made a couple of sandwiches. toking abt making sandwiches, i got tis shuai ang moh customer who is...i guess less than 16 yrs old. he can flirt man! & right under the nose of his father. probly not flirt, just very friendly. he is so cute lar...only if he was a little older. hah! anyway, he commented " why r e girls ard here s pretty?", i immdly flushed & turn t look at huimin. LOL. & i came t noe e reason why..he stayed at philippines f 3 yrs. how can make such comparisons one. LOL. JOKING lar. went off early too cos it was too dead & e manager insist tt they do not need tt much manpower.

ok. gotta do orgcom now! bye.

-nadiah is not quiet!!

-mr loh so tiny! he called me when i was having my cds. hearing tt i was whispering while talking t him, he whispered too. LOL.

-can you see big tummy bear & small tummy bear & big face bear? LOL.

-bye z610i, hi w580. & tt's not mine. it's dad's): !

-this happens when work is boring. whahaha!

you're stil a part of me

it hurts, it stil hurts.

this time, more daggers piercing through my heart,

t know tt i'm no longer in ur mind.

no longer in ur heart.

mayb when we were tgt, my assumptions were ardy right.

but,

rmb my words, like i told u e other time: she must be much better than me.

i'll stay strong. *i hope

& u said u didn hav any commtiment?

well, i guess tt's f me.

now i understand e reason f ur persistance.

& rmb, u once said "what comes ard, goes ard."

it nv reali occur t me tt being in e same class was tt bad.

not until now tt i realise.

someone pls kill me now!

in school

by the end of this week's 3 trainings, my end result shall be:

1) do full ex like we do elevator,

2) stable full ex,

3) successive pop cradle

4) master extention pop

5) master basket toss

cy, cheryl, felicia & lynna...WE CAN DO IT(: !

we're praised b coach ytd(((: ! praising give us confidence k!

too much to learn, too little time.

e best thg tt happen t me today was knowing tt procoi proj is due nx week. we've yet t start on anythg. & it includes e research. this feel so shitty.

i've reached sch at 9am today, & my class starts at 10am. i felt like a blur cork. i even thought tt e class was cancelled!!!

i've not studied f modsim quiz which will start in another 40 mins. i did browse through e book though. :/

i'm feel so uselesssssss! i dun hav e mood t study lar!! so many thgs r happening. & trainings r exhausting me; my arms & thighs feel like shit everyday. ROAR! i need more of my beauty sleeeeeep!! *SCREAMS

oh, & i forgot t mention abt my osip. there's more choices now.

1) go suzhou with nadiah heng ar, not e gal i duno

2) join SIFE international competition where we only have to travel t cambodia f 10 days

3) stay in sg local attachment is not confirm

ROARRRR!

perserverance & determination

state of confusion

i miss blogging, but i just dont have the time. projs, trainngs, work...& frm nx week, i'm giving samanthaTok tuition. i wonder how will it turn out cos tt girl is just like her sis, smart but plain lazy. -.-

nationals selection is out. no doubt, i'm disappointed. yes i can act as if nth happen & convince & console others, but deep down, i'm quite affected. life is nv fair - always gotta rmb this. i understand how coach chose, & i noe i'm weaker than e rest of e bases. it's not e matter of how we train, but the progress we've made. for me, i noe..i'm slow.. t start with, what exactly what do i do fast? eat oso slow, uds jokes oso slow....-.- i'm sure i've trained harder den some of those. i'll train when i have the time at home. but...who knows. :/

i'm not sure if i've e capability t do well in grp category. but whatever it is, i will put in all my effort. initial grp was haziq, jun, cy, cheryl & me. but just last training..due t some reasons, grp was changed t lynna, felicia, cheryl, cy & me. ALL GIRLS GRP! argh. i'm heading down t e gym & shedding some fats FAST so probly i can fly too. :p

JIA YOU BLAZERS!

pests r so attracted t me f e past few days. tt's super YEWK! e day b4 ytd, a damn cockrach crawled on my right foot. joy save e world by coming in t my cubicle while i was bathing. HAH. nx was ytd...a baby lizard crawled on my right foot while i was bathing too. ROAR! i kicked it & step on it immdly. :x it's cruel i noe, but it came all e way with physical contact with me!!! sth's on my right foot i guess?

wenta ecp t blade ytd. thks t stan, i'm beginning t blade by myself. YES, BLADE! not duck walk! we blade all e way frm 11.45am to 3pm! my legs ached lyk hell while working. & he gave me 2 blisters as he tighten those blades f me too TIGHTLY!

-i forgot when this was taken. some day when i wenta town with joy, stanly & leon. spot my fluffy hair? hah!

- 2 breasts given t my younger sis on christmas. guess who gave this t her? our colleagues. -.- she oso recieved lovebox condoms. LOL!

-i wana get one of them!!!! which one shld i get? i prefer k850 though. hah. but it's so fat!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR

HAPPY 2008!!!

counting down wasnt enjoying but i had plenty of fun drinking(:

met joy, ken, mark at bugis f steamboat. they r good man! & it's my first time seeing joy eating so much. my stomach was ardy exploding & tt girl stil cld swallow almost a cow. we started at abt 5.30 & i was ardy down by 6.30pm. LOL. we had fun playing with e crab's pincer. HAH. photos r with joy. i didn got my own phone as dad borrowed mine. BAH! & so, no camera!!!

stan came t look f me & he looks kinda awkward with e botak look. i'm too use t him having hair. hah! he wanted t buy a new phone as he got m1 voucher BUT m1 was closed at 4pm!!

headed t suntec as he got cravings f anderson's brownie. -.- i didn noe tt guys hav cravings. LOL. & his reply was tt bmt food sucks. i was so full bt stil hav a sweet tooth...so i had e puffs(: ! e macadamia nut ice-cream is yummy!

initially wanted t go vivo f countdown bt his frens said tt there was nth much there unless we wanted t go f e mediacorp party. changed of plans & headed t clarke quay. e count down was quite interesting but i wasnt tt hyper during e countdown. stan & one of his frens went up t e stage can. super high when there werent any alcohol involve....yet.

wanted t find a pub t chill aft e countdown but t no avail. PACKED. decided t get some beer & just relax at e bridge...but e 7-eleven queue was -.- !

so went down t theCathay as they booked tix f 2am show. & finally, we chilled at...e entrance of theCathay with a few cans of carlsberg. cy came t find us bcos ... hah!

aft e movie was e fun part. wenta stan's fren hse t drink. we started at abt 5am can! played lotsa game & i was so HENG! hah. though both of us were e targeted ones, cy went down first. I'M LUCKY((: ! we played in-between & f manymany times, first card 'A', 2nd card 'J', 'Q', 'K', they cld open e same card & kena double. but i did went high lar. 3 VS 1, how t not kena. finally, i gave up at 9am. my head was heavy as if there were lotsa rocks spinning. 5 of us finished 1 bottle of bacardi, a little scotch, & quarter full martel. seriously i duno wad i had cos stan poured them f me. & i realise sth, i didn monitor his mixing. shit. but whatever it is, i'm safe lar. hah. not tt i dun trust him, but it's always safer t noe wad's inside. I WILL NT REPEAT E SAME MISTAKE AGN!

it confuses me. everythg. i duno wad i'm doing. ARGH. watever it is, thanks alot ken(: ! loveya f listening & understanding!

i'm thinking if you...

-coach christmas gift for all of us. love her!

-camwhoring :D

HELLO! it's new year eve! yipee yippeee yo yipee yay! i've decided t wipe out everythg tt upsets me & be e cheerful old me(: ! i've only decided; whether i hav e heart & courage t do s, i stil hav my doubts.

i've put away thgs & i guess it's a great start. is it? i know, i'm e only one who can answer t tt.

let's start with saturday? there's a number of pics but i've yet t recieved them f leon. bet tt hokkien guy hasnt send him yet. why is he hokkien? cos his chinese name is fu jian; tt makes him hokkien. so whr did we went? SENTOSA! it was supposedly a BLAZERS outing. as many ppl were unable t make it, e outing was cancelled. so once aft training, while doing our casual talks when we were having supper, joy asked leon if he wanted t go with us. e nx day, leon had his soc & had t book in. while chatting with his frens, he told them abt sentosa & his camp mates were keen t g too. -.- & tt's why, me & joy joined them when e BLAZERS one was cancelled. it's been years since i had close contact with e sun on e beach. LOL. had fun splashing, swimming, drinking water, playing in e rain, camwhoring though there were only 5 of us as 2 of his camp mates flew aeroplanes.

tt hokkien guy reminds me of gabriel. hah. blur+big eyes+concentrate only on 1 thg.

cleaned up ard 4 & had our dinner at vivo while waiting f chengyee t knock off.

headed t potong pasir cc f movie screening. leon fetched us there & as minyi didnt come, leon took her ticket. so in e end..he watched BringItOn4 with us. i felt kinda cheated lar...i bet e rest felt e same way too. :p but it was kinda a nice experience cos it felt like we were having a camp. hah! e double dragon thgy is so NICE!

aft e movie, ken, peima, joy, cy, ivan, felicia, leon boarded 2 cabs & poof...wenta chomp chomp f supper. i was so full lar, dun understand how tt joy cld stil swallow so many thgs.

home sweet home aft tt.

i woke up at 3.30pm ytd. & e first thg leon asked when he heard my voice " ni si diao le ar?" i didnt picked up his calls 3 times, & by e time i finally did, it was ardy 6+. i was watching HBO all e time. hah. so last min decision of going night cycling. bus down t tamp t meet him t save his energy frm cycling t bedok, & den cycled t pasir ris park. e last thg cyclist ever wan sth t happen was tt e bicycle broke down. his bicycle didnt literally spoil but e pedal came off. LOL. sat at e park appreciating e views while he tried t turn it back in. & tt stubborn pedal refused t go in t tt darn hole no matter how hard he tried. i was freezing can! it rained in e late afternoon so e tides were high, on top of tt, e sea breeze. very shiok but very cold. haha. plus, there were many many stars(: ! walked back t his hse which is at TAMPINES & he tried t repair e stupid pedal with all e appropriate tools. once agn, e pedal proved tt it was very very stubborn. i was very very sleepy by den, i duno why. hah. & it was only...12plus? & so he gave up & sent e stubborn thgy back t it's owner t c if it'll turn soft. LOL. reached home finally at 1plus & went straight t my nest.

going out with stan ltr. not stanly..stan only. LOL. ex colleague. we've been wanting t go out ever since....5156468878956413168yrs ago bt tt guy is freaking busy with duno wad.

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS!

1) NATIONALS!!

2) 45kg!!

3) GOOD RESULTS!

4) ching ching$$

5) HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!

i know i've posted this b4..but just t stress myself s i'll rmb it. hah!

i think i slp bcos i wana hide?