knee

i'm sorry i failed to take care of it. i'm totally clueless of hoe/when/why/ it was hurt.

everything shall be fine. i'll pray.

cheer camp

- 1st day: Briefing

- 1st day: sugar biscuits for supper? LOL. 7 girls surrounded one tin of biscuits. :/ & if you think that 1 tin of biscuits isnt enough, you're wrong. it was not finished by the end of the 3rd day.

- my group: planning for our routine

- best cheerleader award, who shall we pick?

- gone all shy because of the ... you know what blazers.

- capitaland vouchers!

- debriefing for the camp.

- now you see me acting cute.

- gary kena service. poor him);

Let me introduce the 3 cute malays,

- haziq the cam whore who always flood my gadgets.

- zubair, the always acting cool but a very very fun & good friend to be with.

- faezah, the lightest & smallest flyer.

- BAM! i'm knocked out when everything ended.

videos will be posted in BLAZERS blog(:

:,(

can anybody understand me? no. nv will be. it's me. i dont like to really share what's bothering me; in details. not really though. it's because if i feel nothing will change, so what for the explaination. yes, i feel. my own judgement. i just suck ok. & i did not say that your scoldings dont help, just for me. i have to admit that some progress because of the way you teach, but some left too. not everybody suits to any teaching ways; especially for me, sarcarsm wont help. maybe because your expectations on me are high. i'm not saying that it's bad, in fact it's giving me alot of pressure to make myself press on & work hard.
hais. i'm sorry. i dont want anything else bad to develop.
we know very well that we can NEVER be good team mates. smileys are just meant to be friendly.
as far as i know myself & you & the team, fret not, i will not disappoint anybody.

i admit i've been slacking. probably not slacking but just that i've been doing the same exercises for 2 to 3 months & i'm lazy to improvise. not an excuse, nor a reason.

25 mins run, sprint for 10m every 5mins. (improves leg strength)

gym at least thrice a week.

300 abs

100 pushups

3sets straddle lifts

climb stairs at least thrice a week, 3 sets

& i think i forget somethings? gym partner??

i'm prepared for a nagging session later on from mame. :/ and probably a lecture from dad too. xian zhan ho zhuo.

training later. JIAYOU(:

birthday surprise

first... blindfolded me. walked me from 7-11 to the beach. & the hanky used was not a good one. the candles were bright & i could roughly tell. LOL.

sweetest girls(:

- cutting the cake.

- blowing out the candles

- our dinner at hongkong cafe(((:

later, we boarded the cab & they told the uncle the destination before i board it. how secretive. & the uncle was 'purposely-trying-to-ruin-the-surprise' kinda. he kept asking..'where do you all wana go?", "ohhh...hougang ar?", "which part of hougang?"
they blindfolded me & then blast music in my ears. uncle was such an ass for being timid and dropped us somewhere nearby cos he was afraid tt the police will catch him for kidnapping. -.- omgomgomg. i dont know how the actual conversation went cos i cldnt hear anythg. i waved to the cars beside us when they were pointing fingers at me(:
& so we reached grapevine & i was facing this...

i kinda know tt we were going to grapevine. LOL.

- they made me wear these

- huge pints of hoegarden. but i dont like beerrrrrr.

- now you see them drinking...

- YUCKKKKKKKKK. i can see horfun!

thanks alan

hugs(((:

cheer camp, porsche pics up next(:

* with nothing but your tshirt on. i miss you...