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SoBx...tis tym is 4 real le ba..he n mi r over..no more *baobei* le..sobx 1 whole nite..n nth changes..dun understand y i cry oso..does he reali worth tt much of my tears? haix..mayb..he say i dun trust him..mow who dun trust who? when i trusted him..he dun trust mi..haix..wad's dere to tok abt trust..he told mi he's sensitive..who's nt sensitive over who they fancy? He gEtS JeAloUs oVeR A SMAlL ThInG..lIkE Ch sAiD..iT Can hAV ThEIr *pRoS N COnS*..Gd pts is tt it shows tt he cares..n bad thingis tt i may nt b abvle to take it..haix..we r both parties tt say things to each other tt does not cum out frm our hearts...today asked him 2 tymx abt trusting mi..he tried to change subj..haixX..it's obvious..*+*action speaks louder than words*+* To Him: no point saying tt u trust mi totally when u dun.we shld b honest to each other lorxX..u say i dun care abt u.but i hav my own kinda reason n way to exprees it..n if i miss u..do i reali hav to go up in frnt of u n say i ms u? haix..all of tis prob..to mi..it's a tiny matter lorxX...luv is abt trust..n if u wan mi to accept u..u sld learn to trust mi..n i oso mux learn to trust u..i reali think its over..~shld i close tis bk or start a new chapter?~i duno...reali...n 4 e last tym i'm saying..i do care abt u..PS: CH..thanx 4 today..=)