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I'm sorry I have to be out of the routine.

The scene

Clearly, it is becoming ever more competitve. Surely, it is growing. Individual or team. But why cant it grow healthly? Like when we were in school studying? Everybody asked each other for help. Some offered to help, with no further motives. There were mentoring programs, study groups etc. Programs designed to help the needy students. However, there's none of this in the cheer scene. Because, when you are weak, you ARE weak. Either you train up your skills, or you find somebody willing to sacrifice to guide you the techniques.

But how many actually will sacrifice their time just to guide their skills to another? Minimal. How many are willing to learn and accept whatever comments that are shot at you then?

Because, this is a dog eat dog world.

As everybody is growing, people become selfish; jealousy triumphs over almost everything. Jealousy simply kills.

I'm not refering to particularly anybody nor any team. This is just something general, dont you think so? Even in the workforce. But of course, the working environment that I'm in now is just too family bonded. No doubts there are gossips and backstabbing, like...this is life isnt it?

I believe there's a evil and angelic side in every one of us.

And what leads to our wickedness comes from jealousy and covetousness. The greed to want something.





HAHAHAHAHA. This is so random. ;p

Redbull

Redbull works!!! And it tastes x 033638495925295 times better than coffee.

Ohh, and I don't care. Citra owes me whatever I want cos today is a perfect one. :p And Andra owes Citra starbucks. Lalallaallalallallalalalallalallalalallalalala. I'm happy not bcos of their bet and whatever things tt they promised, but because I did it - away from my comfort zone bases. Yippeeeeeeeee!

I did it! The first half!

I'm on my way to bhcc now! Yipeee. I woke up earlier than my alarm clock!!! Lol. Guess mentally I was too afraid tt I can't wake up so my body decided to wake me first. Thus, I managed to have home cooked beehoon for breakfast(;

Now.. For the second half. I'll get some coffee or red bull later. Does red bull work? I mean... To keep sleepy ppl like me awake? Cos I don't really like coffee coffee. They make me headache.

Shag

And i'm finally done with arts & crafts, mathematics and cards. 4.25 now and I've got meeting at 11am which the travelling time is approximately an hour from my place.

Gaahhhhhhhhh.
I can wake up.
I will not be shag at training tml, I mean later.

GOODNIGHT.

sweet tooth

Those symtoms are showing. Yesterday was terribly bad cramps. And now I'm having headaches. But why isn't it comingggggg! Gah! And that's becasue I want those cramps, headaches, neck aches, nauseas, cravings to get over and done with. I want frolick. I wana hug baby and sniff sniff him now. :/

Alternative choice

And so if Im not accepted, I have to puke out $35k. ))))'; But somehow or rather, the $35k certificate is worth more than the NTU one. University of Western Australia. Hmmmmm....

bang bang, should I shoot you down?

I think im still shooting it down cos HELLO, I wanted it first. (x

All the rain is gone and the rainbow is here to stay(:

Trained almost everyday last week. 7 days a week, 5 days training. Supposedly, those 7 days were packed, but I took 2 days off myself. Monday was gym, Tuesday training, Wednesday Singtel Rehearsal, Thursday was Singtel Performance and training, Friday was supposedly gymnastic day but I wenta watch instead of training, Saturday was supposedly gym day but yea, Sunday training.

Just how pack can one be. But I’m loving it. Cos once I reach my bed, I just zzZzzzzzZzzzz all the way.

Singtel performance at Resort World was great. Just a mere 20secs dance routine which they wanted us to do and the applause at such a grand and humongous ballroom was just way too awesome. Oh, and the whole place was like a gigantic icebox. Thank you Justin for your jacket. :p I had to wake up when the sky was dark… and to sit at the waiting area for hours. Not so bad cos the organizers were really nice to us. And the place was so comfy for all of us to take a little rest. Heh. Oh…and all those gossips. Heh.
The buffet was sucha spread. Like duhh? Provided by at least 4 stars hotel right? I only remember eating the fish and the salad. Oh, and the turkey ham. I tell you………ZOMG-ly delicious. I think all the guys ate till their stomach expanded. :/
And then, it was walking around RWS. Victoria secret in Singapore is just….way to expensive compared to getting it online. But I want the perfume); Sexy little things, sexy little things. Is it? I kinda forgot the name. Shitttttttt. I think my next best hobby is to collect perfume. :p
Hands got itchy when there is a nice background. There are tons of awesome wallpaper views. Finally, when we reach the Universal Studios, everyone couldn’t take it, and just decided to do a 221. HAHAHAH.
Was so stoned at training. Performance and training on the same day = ??? Yea, exactly. Blank.

- the whole event place is huge!

- We were the stars that day!! There were about 5 similar rooms! Each with individual toilet and bath! DAMN COOL!

- the door to the left is the toilet!

- Oh yea, and a tv too! How cool is that?!?

- And outside - our comfy holding area.

And next, the shop that most children and girls will love...

I was so good the next day. I wenta work!!! HAHAHAHAHH. Frankly, I was so tired that I had 101 reasons to not going work. LOL. But aiya, I need the money. And I cant pangseh Carissa. No perm staffs at the office as they went for a retreat. :/ To think that we could enjoy when I reach, both of us just stared at our desk. Apparently, they left masses of work for us. I haven’t finish them yet? :p
So I pulled a muscle while doing frontwalk. I TOLD YOU IM TOO STONE. LOL. Was thinking if I should go for gym or not. I have like no plans at all. Grrrr. So wenta meet Glenn, Andrina and Selvam for dinner at TPY, and later decided to just go see for abit.
Went back home with Superman after that.

Saturday was PICNIC at Barrage! Not much food as compared to our previous picnic. Heh. Everybody was too tired or busy to cook. Nevertheless, we had our fun too. :D ThaiExpress for dinner and home sweet home(((:

PS: Why do I feel so insecure when stunting with no shoes? It feels so ticklish and slippery at the same time. Gahhhh. Excuses? :/

- Andrina loves to spam with my camera.

- Its a bird, its a plane. No, it's just a kite.

- how can we miss the chance of taupok-ing jayngjunjie? Look, the kid wants to join too!

- Handstand competition at night!

After training on Sunday, sent baby to Marymount after our dinner, and wenta met the rest at TPY. Slacked at the park till 10ish. I don’t like Sundays. :/ Gahhhh. Another 2 more book outs.

Oh, and some indian man board the bus yesterday playing loud ass indian songs. I mean if you are playing english, chinese, or whatsoever songs so freaking loudly, I'm pissed too. But the indian songs were like....I dont know. NOISY. Irritating much!