I want my own room now!

The following things I need to do tonight
1. Renew granny's passport
2. Sewing

The following things I need to bring to the office tomorrow:
1. Scarf
2. Training attire + shoes + socks
3. All tights

And I'm seriously shopping deprived. Have been saving up for BKK that my shopping needs are all put aside. My wardrobe is so boring now. Should I get that gray longchamp I'm eyeing for since my birthday? Gahhh. I really think it's still very nice even after 4 months of eyeing on it.

I cant wait for BKK, and then back to SG for Christmas celebration. I want to have turkey! ;p Multi racial couples, should we have a picnic/camping, theme Christmas? Or should we book a room again? Ok, I think we should go on a low budget outing this time. We'll decide when it's nearer to the date? And after Christmas, I'm gonna shop shop shop. If time allows. And then it'll be the birth of my little niece. Oh yea, room yet to be revamped because of mum. -.- Super pissed. Dont wanna talk about it anymore. Think if I have any issues next time, I'll just go to dad only. For now, I can only INHALE DEEP to whatever it is. Cos there's no point arguing, no point complaining. I might as well just talk to wall, seriously.

Sometimes, I wish I could just tidy and throw everything that is not mine out of the room.

My first BB cream!

I've never tried BB cream as I always feel that sunblock and BB cream will clog my pores. On top of that, I don't like the plastic smell of BB cream. :/

After reading much reviews of Bio Essence BB cream, I've decided to give it a try - products proudly sponsored by The Sample Store/Bio Essence! My parcel came yesterday and I'm so excited to give it a try. My first day of application; TODAY! I've a hard time choosing which one to use, as all 3 came in full package!

"In case you’re not sure what BB cream is? BB Creams (Blemish Balm Cream) originated from Germany and was initially prescribed by dermatologists to patients who had undergone laser skin treatments to soothe redness and cater to their sensitive skin. The trend of using BB Creams caught on in Korea when celebrities started using them to create a natural and dewy finish.BB Creams have multiple skincare benefits which include whitening, sun protection, reduction of fine lines and wrinkles, moisturizing while providing coverage for the skin.The important way of using BB cream – Lots of people applied too much of this cream & end up it become too white & ashy in tone. What I normally do is to squeeze the cream on the back of my hand than apply by using finger tips bit by bit onto face, blend the cream until it almost disappear to the skin. It help to smooth out the skin texture, a light to medium coverage & at the same time with SPF protection." - From Andy Lee's Blog


Updated review by next week!

Guess who went to the Skypool?

Hehehehe. The multiracial couples! (; The water was freezing but with the view, everything was just awesome.

Stay tuned for the next post at MBS. Waiting for Jas to upload pictures. Teehee. And happy 20th birthday Hamesh!

New environment, new place, new responsibilities

FB and msn is blocked. So it is both a good and bad thing. At least blogger is not. So during lunch time there's something for me to do(;

Everything is totally new to me here cos almost everything is different. Maybe except the system which looks familiar. But way way way more comprehensive. I'm actually very happy that I'm guided along. Just need hands on now. Year/Month end is just making people go crazy? I dont know.

Basically I've got not much things to do except filing and sorting out documents, otherwise it is just sitting beside my mentor and writing notes.

So I'm waking up like super early now. 6.30am! Yea, that's because I'm lazy to bus-train-bus to office. I have a direct bus from opp my hse which takes about 1 1/2 hr during peak hour. -.- Hop on the bus, find a comfortable position without spoiling my image and zZzzZzz.

Coaching with Karen ytd night..and all of them knows that I'm their staff. Even recieved email from them asking if I am the correct Michelle. HAHA. Pondering now if I should join them for DnD. If I were to go, I will feel left out and have to leave Karen after the performance. But if I were not to go.. abit ??? Like dont give face to my boss. :/ Have to see if it is a compulsory attendance for all staff then.

Alright. Back to work. BYE! Busier than ever now. :/

Eucerin DERMOPURIFYER Skincare Range!

Ever thought of having your own dermatologist so as to improve your skin condition? I suppose it’s every girl’s dream to find a suitable range of products for their skin so as to improve their skin condition. Dermatologist? I don’t need you now. Because Eucerin is the Dermatologist Skincare Program.

I’m so blessed to have been sponsored with Eucerin DermoPURIFYER Skincare range of products, which includes the cleanser, scrub and crème gel.

So what good does it do?

As I put on make up almost everyday, the most important regime is to CLEANSE. Honestly, I have lots of different cleansers, ranging from cream-base, to oil-base, and to even soap base. That’s because, I’ve never found myself a suitable all-in-one cleanser that leaves my face feeling dirt-free after just one cleanse. To my surprise, the Eucerin DermoPURIFYER Cleanser did it!

It deeply rinse out and eliminates sebum, and at the same time removing dirt and all make-up. ALL! My mascara and eyeliner came off easily! Ohhh! And you don’t have to use cotton pad for this! Just apply onto your wet face and gently work into lather, rinse with warm water and TADAAA! Clean and shiny face!

Just 1 step to good skin? You wish! Next, we’ll have to scrub off all the dead skin and any impurities left behind in your pores. You don’t have to worry if the scrub is too strong for your skin. It is designed to be mild for daily use with Lactic acid beads for effective deep cleansing removing blackhead. It helps to refine pores too! Lactic acid. Sound farmiliar doesn’t it? Yes, usually we’ll derive them from milk! Researchers have found out that with the increase of Lactic Acid use on blemishes, the redness is calmed and pores are unclogged, normal skin function resumes soon after! What’s more, you don’t have to worry about your skin dryness as Lactic Acid will only reaches and targets specific clogged pores directly where acne originates.

So what else does Lactic Acid do? It is rich in moisturizing properties and has the ability to exfoliate dead skin cells. Sensitive skin? No problem. Latic Acid is skin-softening agent beneficial for sensitive skin! As it is the preferred ingredient in natural organic skincare products, it does not irritate skin.

After cleansing and the scrub, impurities-free skin!

I have one of the most confused skin - sensitive yet a combination. Most moisturizer causes oil clots to form for me. I have to be extra selective and careful on the type/brand of moisturizers. This time, I was hesitating to put on the DermoPURIFYER Crème-gel moisturizer. On my first application, I could almost immediately feel the difference as compared to all other moisturizers. It was definitely lightweight and there was no trance of oil and/or stickiness on your skin. My face was still “breathing” even after I’ve immediately put on the moisturizer. My hand didn’t feel anything at all. My oil-clots and blemishes were gone the next few days. I’m not lying. It’s that amazing. Usually, I apply pimple cream on my pimple/blemishes and it cause dryness/flakiness around the sides. Eucerin effectively removes all the unwanted dirt on my face, repairs them, and at the same time, moisturizers my skin!

Eucerin® DermoPURIFYER , my current favourite skincare! I want the toner and coverstick to complete this range!!! So weird using another brand toner and eye repair gel. Does Eucerin has eye products which lighten dark eye rings? Hmmm....

See! Almost flawless skin. I believe to seeing an improved skin condition after another 2 weeks! Pictures below with an almost nude skin. Just concealer for the panda eyes. o.o

I really recommend these products! Don't believe? Friends, you can check out my skin now! Skin condition is significantly improved! I don't have acne, and never wanted them, so why am I trying this out? Because ... this range effectively clears and refines your pores. Ok, not for my eyes la. I know my dark eye ring can fight with panda. ;p

Panda eyes

I dont want panda eyes! But I'm already having them. And it's getting bad. :/ But I cant adjust to the timing now. Oh gawd.

Ok, so interviews and interviews and trainings and trainings. I'm much happier with what I'm doing now. Just that my bank acct is drying. I seriously need them to be filled up again so I dont have to worry about BKK trip. :/ I'm half excited and half afraid of the trip. LOL. I'm not sure if I can survive it through. Hahahah.

I like it that I go to trainings on time cos I don't miss out on running and stretching. My flexibility deteriorate quite a bit after I missed out all the stretching. I do it at home but still, the feeling is totally different when you are stretched by a partner. But anyhow, I'm still gonna miss this after I've began working life again. Kick up bow, can you come back?

I've been pondering alot lately. About my career/education path. Alot of things set me thinking. I guess for a family like mine, my ultimate direction is to earn money as soon so as to lighten the financial load for my parents. I like to study, and I want to study. No doubt. But these years that I spent studying, I could have actually start contributing to the family as well as earning my experience? Sometimes, I really regretted going to poly, and to choose a 'not specialised' diploma. If I just went on to TPJC or MJC, maybe I'll be in uni now? Yea.. just maybe. Half the percentage I'll be influenced and be in the clubbing clique? LOL. And if I chose a more specialised degree, I wouldn't have much difficulties looking for a job now. So why did I choose Business Process and Systems Engineering? Because I wanted to go to a Uni, and was thinking that if I took a Engineering degree, some modules can be exempted, same for a Business degree. Heh. I'm still hoping to go to a Uni. :/ Mostly because I really wanna study.

Let nature takes its course.

I'm quite positive about the latest job interview. Keeping fingers crossed. And really hoping that its a good and HAPPY working environment.

Coaching with Karen is F-U-N! We have chemistry. Alot of arm motions, moves, stunts etc.. both of us can say it like together when we are thinking about it. HAHA. Although they are a bunch of working adults, they are very enthusiastic and very participative. We finish a whole cheer which has got about 5 verses, and 1/4 for the music part in 2 trainings! Aren't they just awesome? Best part is, their trainings hours are half of ours! Only 1 1/2 hrs. LOL. But mind you, on average, they are like in their 30s and 40s! Only 1 girl with dance/cheer background as she was in VJ. Still, we are proud of them man. Superb bunch of people!

My router has arrived but I know nuts about it. LOL. This mobile broadband kinda kills sometimes cos during 'internet peak hours', I realized it is slower than usual.

Happy for Karen that just nice this company that I intro her has an assignment coming up! Hehe! So coincidence. Hopefully everything goes well and she'll have a new job too! :D

I miss my feifei. I miss talking and playing with him.

Anybody has any photo uploader to recommend? Photobucket network is slowing down. Is it? Or is it just me? I might wanna shift all my pics to another server.

I saw an advertisement and it suddenly reminds me of the particular debrief that Lenny and Xy made me cry. )'; I DON'T LIKE! EEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeEEEEE. I'm not exaggerating ok. Not drama. I really have Phasmophobia/Necrophobia.

Next post! Eucerin! Catch me by the end of this week!

Good night!

I'm gonna start sleeping early already! Starting tml! Otherwise I'm gonna look like some old hag. NIGHTS!

Eucerin Blog challenge

Somehow.. something in me was telling me to check my junk mail. And I'm glad I did. Prior notification announcing that I was selected for the Eucerin Blog challenge. Seriously, this comes kinda sudden as I merely was just clicking a few buttons and trying out my luck.

YAY. I'll be receiving my courier this coming week! :D

I'm a happy girl cos I've always wanted to try their products.

I have a combination complex which is somewhat sensitive. I have to use facial products which is almost like water to my skin, at the same time able to remove all oil and dirt. And this is why I only need to get maybe 1 foundation in 2 to 3 years because I dont really use them unless I have performances and/or other special events. FYI, I dont put any foundation on my face except concealer and abit of it on my eye rings so as to blend it out. Heh. And just blusher with a good loose powder. This way, my skin can breathe and wouldnt be easily clogged!

Cant wait and start using my new facial products! Hopefully they fits well so I can continue them! :D

Gonna go to bed soon. Another awesome day awaiting for me to embrace! If only life was this good. Hah.

Right now, my only and main focus is to seek for a job with a HAPPY working environment. Yes, that's all Im asking for.

On a side note, teaching Shyen is like talking to myself. Cos most of the time, she will not be focusing and can be distracted by all sorta of things including her eraser rubbings. -.- I have a feeling that she's gonna turn out like her brother. :/ OH NO! And my mum was SO NOT HELPING as she came to disturb and purposely tell her that her left hand is her right hand when she was already confused. ANGRY. From my vague fainting memory, I could only remember mum teaching me chinese last time and giving me answers for maths homework. HAH. :/ At the age of 6, going 7. Shyen still has difficulties spelling one to ten. Is it normal? No wonder she has tons of tuition.

Ok. See me in the next post! Probly tml or monday! Or both!! :D

Michelle's to do (HIGH IMPORTANCE) : Upload pictures onto photobucket so as to post them up on the blog. Upload pictures from camera and load into FB.

HRU

OMG I'm back! Everything now is just so packed that literally I dont have time AT ALL to update this space. Even if I have time, it's either sleeping/resting/watching tv at home. Of course, most often than not, I'm outta the house. :/

But now that I have my mobile broadband USB, together with a my borrowed lappy from my boss, I can be online everyday (if I want to). Yea.. schedule is so packed that I dont have time for my family. Luckily on Sunday, Cindy was so nice to drive Shyen back to my house. Otherwise, I cant/wont be bringing her to Macs as I promised and to a Cat Champioship!

So back to what I've been doing. October was a great month! You bet! Finally we girls planned something after my birthday! Haha! Another birthday! Chermush's! A surprise at Pan pacific hotel with all her favourite girls + the bfs. :D AND AND AND.. her favourite cheese cake! I've quite a bit of pictires with me. ;p OK. I have TONS of pictures to be uploaded. I need to squeeze in a time to do it! Shall watch lesser tv from now! We chat till dawn and when we all woke up, we still couldnt believe that it was 11.30am already. All the boys wenta sleep while the girls were chatting, so end up..all the bfs started to disturb their gfs. The birthday girl and her bf decided to sleep on the floor too. ;/ Crazy! LOL.

Next was Ziq's birthday! The noisiest chalet that Ive ever been to. I think it's because of the size of the chalet and also the number of people PLUS... they are from TPSU. Anyhow, I still enjoyed my day there chatting and playing and eventually fall asleep with the same girls in the room. And AGAIN..the same couple slept on the floor. -.-

Next time we must take turn ok. LOL. Take turns for the couple to slp on the floor. :p

WE LOVE SLEEPOVERS! :D

And.. then it was Andra's birthday! My boy's! Initially it was a surprise for bee. Knowing that he has been spending most of his birthdays by himself, or rather, he dont celebrate his birthday until he met me, I decided to make this a more meaningful one. Hehe. Since he clicks well with my girls' bfs.. We decided to 'surprise' him by 'bumping' into each other at town before proceeding to high tea. BUT I SPOILT THE WHOLE THING. -.- It was supposedly planned on Sunday as the policemen have a parade on Saturday and I have training on Saturday as well. (Ziq is in HTA too) But on Saturday morning when I woke up for training, I saw a text from Lenny saying that training will be postponed to the next day. I JUST GOT UP AND WAS SO BLUR THAT I ACTUALLY TEXT BEE SAYING "Oh shit. Training changed to tml. But I alr confirmed with Ziq and Cher. How?!" Yea..how goondo can I be? Grrr. But still, everything was well just that it was not so much of a surprise other than the high tea which he didnt expected? The morning surprise was the best! Made him pancakes with number 22! :D He was totally outta bed style when he came out to receive his surprise. HAHA.

Ok. This is a very unstructured post as I just type whatever it on my mind now because my head is hurting and I actually aim to sleep at 10pm, but the time has already past. So...BYE! I'll come back with a logical post with many many visuals! :D

And I cant wait for the next meet up on coming Sunday!!

I think the world hates me.

Just let me emo for awhile ok.

Whatever I do, in anything, everything is always not right, not enough, with no effort etc etc.

Arghhh. I don't feel like going anywhere tml. I just wana stay home. And think everything through.

Wish

I only wish for one thing. To be able to learn and absorb fast. Is that too much to ask?

I miss this space.

I really do. ); If only humans need only 1 hr of sleep instead of 8 to be fresh and energized, we'll all be able to do more things tt we always wanted to!

career VS cheer VS studies

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