wedding photos

Ok, I'm kinda lag these few days but still I'm so gonna blog about this.

After Standard Chartered Cheer Day Out, legacians decided to head to Marina Square's Just Acia for breakfast/lunch/dinner. Whatever you may want to call it. We passed by this booth and I saw my sister & miller staring at me. Their wedding photo album was showcased to the public. I went 'Eh, my sister. My sister leh. Come come here. See, my sister. Serious!' LOL. & for the rarest times, some said we looked alike. Heh. To think about it, I feel embarassed now as I stood in the middle of a gigantic shopping sister pulling people to the photo album just to see my sister. HAHAHAAHAHA!

Why you want the Garmin-Asus G60 or M20?

Why you want the Garmin-Asus G60 or M20?
(Information on the functions and features of the phones can be found at www.garminasus.com.sg.)

Firstly, I need a new phone badly. My current Nokia 6500 silde is dying on me. With its scratches, lagging applications, it just wouldn’t listen to me anymore. There’re scratches at every corner of the phone which is such an eyesore. A few days before, I picked up a phone call when I just came out from a bath. Water got into it, and now the speakers are kinda spoilt. Sounds coming out from the phone is muffled.

Previously, I wanted to get an iphone. But with asus new phone launch, it’s intimidating me.

Secondly, Garmin-Asus M20 functions just like a laptop. You can check mails, log onto facebook, blog, and do anything as it is high speed Wi-Fi enabled. It also has a desktop web experience with full HTML browser. With its large screen, fret not about straining your eyes to read and look at images!
Lastly, it also has a "Where am I?" safety feature displays your current address and nearest police, hospital and fuel services in just one click. I wont get lost anymore! :D

movies

i've been watching movies for the past 2 weeks. Heh. Gotta spend time with bee before he takes a 2 week break. :/

The book is nicer than this. & somewhat I felt that the part when edward left and bella was heartbroken could have shown more than that. In the book, I could literally feel bella's heartache. &&& they didnt show the part about turning into werewolves. :/ It's still a good movie though. :D

YAY. My first 3D movie! hehehe. Love the effects of 3D. I was catching snow lar. :p hahahahahah. The movie was very draggy. I was falling asleep at some parts when he was flying around. LOL. Maybe because I was too exhausted too.

The best movie I've watched so far. Hilarious, touching, meaningful. All couples should go catch it! Especially married ones! :D

So after all our hard work, our efforts pulled through. We are the champions! The results were somewhat unexpected. Everything didnt went up as planned. And to think that we were all doing so well during our 'dry-runs'. Thank you Citra for rushing all the way down just for us. For the finale, I guess the people involved feel very bad about it as it was andra's dream stunt. But we promise that we're gonna make it up & make it better for it. :D

I'm lunching & blogging at the same time. I think it's unhealthy. So...bye.

mixed

I've got lots in mind, but just no time at all to finish.

I promise I'll come back with tons of updates when I'm free.

Right now, tons of work to finish. Byeeeeee. :D


PS: G double O D J O B, GOOD JOB, GOOD JOB. Legacy!

thank you

It was a very bad choice. One of the worse I could make. But I didnt have any other options. Indeed disappointing, but there were no other ways.
I know for sure, that I couldnt execute it. I didnt have enouugh practise; my muscles havent remember it yet. Maybe I had, but I myself ain't sure what's wrong. I know what I must do, in fact did it many times. However not a clue on the reason behind the failed attempts once the music starts.
Everytime after failing, I feel totally useless. I just want to scream. I want to scream it all out, scream it out loud. But I cant. It will affect everybody. I kept it inside, for weeks i had. I've tried to convince myself each time I failed. I tried to stand up again when I fall. But I fell again. I tried to be confident. Not tried, I was confident from the start. I did not think of anything. I felt useless. And when the failures increased, I cant stop myself from thinking that I am useless.

Thank you Jessie for trying to console me although I chase you out of the toilet. I'm glad she left me alone otherwise that lump in me will be stucked. I've never had it that bad. Bee came and pulled me out. I didnt want to face him. Not only have I disappointed myself, but the coaches as well.

From the bottom of my heart, I thank the coaches for giving me that opportunity. I've tried treasuring it but that was the last training. I have no choice but to express renounce. In fact, I was stomping on my feet when I was saying it to bee as I really wanted to stop. Cos everyone wanted me to do it. Everyone was so encouraging. But I cant.

Thank you everyone for the encouragements. Thank you shane for all the taps that you've given everytime when you walked pass me and the 'you can do it michelle.' Thank you selvam for the 'can one, can one.' Thank you derrick, sue for the 'good job' and 'go michelle'. Thank you xinyi for the claps and the 'bu yao fang qi'. Thank you justine for the 'you can do one. Dont think.' Thank you jay for the 'jiayou'. Thank you elaine for the 'you can do it girl'. Thank you fee for the 'go michelle. jiayou.' Thank you glenn for the 'jiayou michelle'. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. THANK YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PS: Jessie, you owe me garlic bread ar. :p hehehehhe.
PPS: I feel stupid when I said "I'm useless" to bee, and then he slapped/pinch me. :/

this is why I'm brain dead

RE: Performance Fund‏
From:
Michelle Koh (cutie_teddy09@hotmail.com)
Sent:
03 December 2009 09: 45AM
To:
Michelle Koh (cutie_teddy09@hotmail.com)
1 attachment
Paid Perf.xls(40.5 KB)

If you can recognise, this is an email I've replied to myself when I'm suppose to reply to jessie. I seriously have no clue on what I'm doing. Grrrrrrrr.

weariness

I never thought that working and cheering was so tiring, until competitions came. :/

I can doze off anywhere. Even if it's a 5 bus-stop journey. & I'm getting constant headaches. HELP! & I'm so not going skip lunch when I've training. Cos I realise I wont have much energy if I skip a proper lunch.

Stanchart is on Sunday. I'm confident, yet nervous. Contradicting eh? Yea..nervous for some tiny parts which can actually affect the whole routine. ARGH.

I cant find any muscles to do my routinely jogs anymore. They were supposed to be in the noon. That is when I've no trainings.
Work, eat, train, sleep, and the cycle repeats. Luckily a break on christmas. To BKK again. :D Retail therapy, yes, I need them again.

If you give me a bed now, I'll sprint straight to lala land. Yea...that's the only energy left. :/

I'm emotionally weak

Sometimes I wish I was like the rest.
Sometimes I yearn too much for perfection.
Sometimes I hope that everything will go my way.
Sometimes I want what I want to be.
Sometimes I crave for what I desire.
Sometimes I just want to stop & give up.
But all the time, I need that extra something.
All this time that something is a necessity.
And all this time I know that everything will be as smooth sailing.


I still cant find myself.


Soul-searching time):

sleepy day

I didnt want to wake up today. I had the weirdest dream. & I wanted to know the ending. It's like watching a movie with eyes closed. I'm serious. I kinda forgot some parts and characters involved.

I was running away from everything. Everybody. Nobody wanted to help me. And those that I thought were kind, didnt listen to me at all.
I was bathing in the public toilet. The open-air kinda. & one psycho came in. MALE. & this man that I know but I cant remember who started to express his fondness for me. & damn i was naked. Of course I ran to grad my towel but that guy started to take off his clothes, and said that we should bathe tgt. I screamed. & climbed into an occupied cubicle where justine was bathing. I was thinking that the guy wldnt dare to climb in if i was with somebody. But I was wrong. The guy asked justine to get dressed & then he climbed into the cubicle, while justine got out. I ran out.
...
I was somehow dressed alr. & I wanted to run out of the building. But the guy suddenly shouted to the public that he has proposed to me & that he just needed a little part of me, handprint, foot print whatever, to be on the banner & then we're officially married. Everybody was chasing and trying to help the guy get me. I had my phone with me, & started calling andra, but his phone was engaged. & then later he called. But that phone's batt was low. So I cancelled his call & wanted to call him with another phone which I duno where it popped out from. But it kept engaging.
...
I hid in one corner of a room crying. xinyi & i think shaun found me. And when I thought that they were gonna help me, they persuaded me to go back to that psycho. I was somehow dragged but was able to make calls. Yea, I know, not logical at all. LOL.
...
I finally managed to get through one of the calls. & alan picked up the call. When I asked him if he had told andra about this and if andra knows about this thing, he said that he will go crazy & blah blah blah.
Somehow again, I managed to talk to Andra on the phone. & I told him that he must come to this building now. He said he just woke up....& then...
'MAXIMUM'

LOL. I woke up with my heart pounding crazily lar. Can somebody please interpret my dream?


Anyway, I'm so sorry about the venue thingy yesterday. Sighhhh..


PS: Having milk in the morning makes me sleepy.

cant wait to lay my hands on this - mine

I purposely post this when bee is out of the house so that he wont come messaging me and disturb me. :p



With the winning of the 100k ESSO points, I've decided to redeem vouchers to get a new phone. Heeeeee. I've already decided it even before calling Macdonalds to ask about the winning of the 100k points. Beeeeeeeeeeeee, you'll get an itouch k. HAHAHAHA. Iphone you also cannot use. :p

I'm so looking forward to seeing bee's photo on Macdonald's website. HAHAHAHA.

Anyway, he has been very nice(:
Massaging me when I have aches while I complain when he hint me to.
Fetching me from work.
Accompany me for lunch.
Bringing me home dutifully after every trainings.
Never restricting me to eat whatever I want. But luckily I'm discipline enough to control. :/
Controlling his temper during trainings<3
Bringing me home everytime we went out.
Not disturbing me when I fall asleep on the bus. :p
Giving in to me when I whine.HEHEHEHHEHEHEH.
Oh, & not to forget, sponsoring abit for my next trip to BKK. :D

I wana watch new moon!

OK. One of our legacy outing is to watch new moon. Heh. & we're booking it. YAY! That's gonna be one of the last movie I'm watching it with bee before he goes NS. Hah. Our 'first' and the 'last'. Of course, we'll always be watching movies till I duno when...right? :p Thailand is like already screening it. Grrrrrrrrrrrrr. If I didnt remember wrongly, it's out on 2oth Nov. Tsk tsk tsk.

& it's been kinda long since I jog during lunch time. Heeheeeeeee. Gonna do that routinely I've said. Oh, & I've got a dateline to meet. Gotta train extra harder for my jumps. Gahhhhhhhhhhh. When I say jump you say how high.
&&&, I so wana do my bhs. ROARRRRRRRRRRR. I know I can do it. Why am I not keeping that consistency): I'm willing to forgo my bt for bhs; that's how much I want you, bhs! GRRRR.

Yesterday, I had my most satisfying meals ever since I came back to Singapore. I had prata in the morning which I puked out upon reaching BHCC, hence asking around for sweets during training. :p So I kinda trained empty stomach which explains why I'm so lethargic. Oh, plus my aching neck & back):): Fortunately, there werent alot for me to do, except the jumps part. I had some beehoon soup after training that I finished like 3/4 of it. YAY. I had maggie at home the past few days which I only managed to swallow like 5 spoonfuls. After that I wanted to eat bubur hitam but it was finished, so I had beancurd skin with barley & gingko nuts. I was already full, but my stomach somehow still got space so I shared strawberry milkshake with bee. Woohoooo. Oh oh oh... & I forgot to mention that I actually ate faster than the rest. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE. OK. One of the reason why I can eat so much and fast is probably because of my menses. Another, 1 week of no proper food. Thinking of what I ate yesterday, I think I can hardly eat today. Haahahahahha.

I wana eat bubur hitam. Heh.



Bee, without new challenges, you'll be stagnant. Think of it in a positive way. There's nothing to overcome except yourselve. A big mountain to climb, that is. But if after the big mountain, you see the most beautiful rainbow, is it worthwhile? (:

I miss school days.

I WANA GO BACK TO SCHOOL NOW! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ):
Why does registration only opens on Feb. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRr.

You read that right, I miss school extremely tremendously.

taylor lautner

He is only 18? Damn, I feel old):

Hair so short. So cute. I likeeeee...

Told you he is cute!!!

I LOVE SG

The title is random, i know. But after being in Singapore for 20 years, pampered in it's clean & green environment, I realise there's quite a few things I cant find myself adapting to. :/

I still love shopping in Bkk. Heh. There's tons of pics(:(:(: 2nd part, another day. :p

Oh, & the bad news is... we've been talking about food poisoning before going to BKK. & guess what, I'm the victim. WTF! Anyway, food poisoning it's good at some point. Cos my appetite is smaller which makes me feel really good cos whatever food I would want to eat before, wouldnt make my eyes turn for it a 2nd time. :p

- fee so evil, but e pic is so cute!

- sleepwalking?

- ahem ahem. msg who so happy?

- hamtaro eyes.

- hello, my name is winner. I belong to pheung.

2nd day: Shopping at Soumping + MBK

- the unisex outfit. Yea, Andrina & I wore that too. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!

3rd day: Seacons FINALS

Lots of waiting....waiting...waiting...waiting... & then...crying.

- prayers before heading out.

- immediate assistance to loose uniform.

- "winner wan see!"

- Legacy at Seacons too? LOL. Just the same maroon.


- OMG. & I cant believe I was there.

- See those wrapped up things?


- Falling bears & inflated sticks. whatever you call that. I've got 1 of each home!!! yay! Thanks to 1 of BU seniors.


- World No. 2. Nothing beats that.

Bee's 2nd day phobia. LOL.