I DETEST PPL USING E SAME INITIALS AS ME! arghh. okae. e word is NOT common alrite. so stop it!

w550

i've got a phone. a new phone. yay! not new. but, it's stil new t me. COS I DUNO HOW T USE IT LAR. i'm s use t nokia n nw a sony ericson phone? i've been fidering wit e phone f an hr n i'm stil stuck wit it. =( he's gonna teach me. yay! haha.
dad bought new phone. n tt's wad i've been considering t get f myself. =( he got himself K800i. arghh. *jealous jealous. it's e cybershot phone, wit 3.2mp. n e design is nice okays!. light in wt too! arghh. I HOPE TAT HE GETS BORED WITH TAT PHONE N EXCHANGE IT WITH ME SOON!! =p
he is happily singing songs n drinking nw. he haven repli my sms yet, since duno when? =.= bt nvm, enjoying ma. fren opens bottle on bdae, den eat crab n gd stuffs. while i had grilled chicken foldover. =.= nw u noe y ppl hates t compare? cos it wil make ur heart diu. lol.
dere's bball match tml at RP. thinking whether t go since fren is playing. it has been a long tym since i watch a real match lar. i kinda miss e old days now. hee.

okays. gtg n transfer stuffs frm christine's phone. (= nites earthlings.

wenta have breakfast today with him. i ate wanton mee, while he had his ba chor mee agn. extra food: carrot cake. yums. i'm s in love with ba sat's food ardy. =p but...i've gotta start all my exercises. i'm going swimming! (=
wenta shing song t get yupi gummy bears f his cute lil cousin. wenta his hse. played wit yanting! she was s retardedly cute when she threw her toys n show me a face. but it's stil SO VERY ADORABLE. haha.
watched tv, n sleep. )= i woke up at 8.50am instead of 9.50am today. tt's NOT bcos i'm blur, it's bcos of e stupid alarm clock phone which duno wad happen, n adjusted itself 1 hr earlier. grrr. was s s s freaking tired, n i guess i slept soundly on his bed. x)
ate dinner, den continued playing wit yanting while tv-ing. arghh. tt's when nightmare came. dere was a cockroach in his bag, underneath his comp. ARHH. everybody screamed. n dere were eggs too alrite. yeewww! u breed cockroaches!!! lol.
wenta BK t hav my hersheys sundae pie, n he ate french fries. chatted n chatted, den saw gen n yk. haha. bt didn say hi, cos they were ardy walking away. printed 2 of our pics using e sony picture printing machine at e mrt station. hee. it's good. ((=

tym passes s fast when i'm with u.

-tis is entirely OUR bus stop.
- a kindergarten picture drawn by him. =p

shit

woke up at 9 today, lyk ytd, n off t work. i'm feeling lyk s v exhausted rite nw. bt, i hasnt been online f awhile. okay lar, only ytd, bt i miss my comp ardy. =s

ytd was shit. working was, yea, e shittiest part. i've commited lyk s many mistakes lar. n i had t write a statement alrite. tt was lyk "pink form" in sec sch days. =( i didn wan tt t happen either. bt e park was jux s damn crowded. guess wad. dere was a total of abt 2000 ppl who came t e park ytd kays. e union members were lyk, almost 3 n a half pgs when i left e park (6pm). s how did we survived such crowds by commiting errors.
1st mistake of mine (mine only ar). arghh. it was way too crowded. union memeber, did e rebate n stuffs bt DID NT DEUCT E CHILD"S ADMISSION. tried finding e family, bt cldn. cos i've forgotten their face, n my colleagues too had forgotten their looks. all went out t find e 3 of them-mum, dad, son. BUT FAILED. s, my v v v nice cailing, helped me by asking me t deduct a normal rate adult/child frm e union member side, so, it wld telly with e amt of union guests who enter. f e ticketing sides, most of e tym it didn telly, cos e machines r screwed. =x phewwww. LUCKY ME. duno if they found e guests at e end of e day??? ?*wonders
WWW n etp's boss -same lar, does not encourage refunds, or rather, he HATES refunds. s, we mus avoid REFUNDS. n guess wad? i commit a stupidiest, blurest mistake eva. 1st, by deducting e wrong amt frm e card, (nvm) den by deducting all e amt frm e same card, (which i m nt suppose t), when i returned e guest her card, i realised she was supposed t get back $3 rebate as ntuc member. argh. so her card mus hav $15 inside as dere were 5 ppl, but..........SO, i panicked. n rushed t e other seniors. nobody wanted t report, or dared t. )= n den e guests started t get impatient. double arghh. s, i asked her t leave her contact no. down 1st, n when her card's value is added ardy, we'll cor her t pick e card. n so, everybody dere din dared t tel jasmin (in charge on duty) cos she is fierce. ))= BUT, my v v v nice cailing agn (in charge nt on duty) finally plucked up her courage n told her f me. n jasmin face turned BLACK. aft abt 15mins, she came out with e statement paper n asked me t write. n den came florence (sorta a supervisor who is MORE fierce). =.=
everythg went hopefully smooth aft e statement paper? arh-arh. more t come.
bt, tis was nt as bad lar. i jus made myself embarassed. i took e guests ntuc link card t top up instead of e funkey card. 0'.'0 n i didn even notice until cailing told me! s v paisehh. when i went out, e guests wanted t collect her card, n i had t explain my embarrassement t her as she was impatient, bt i made her luff. =D
dere was another 4th mistake i made. )= bt......FORGET it. way t many mistakes made.

sweet sweet fetched me frm work today. (= he brought durian strudel too. my stomach was growling ok. frm e morning til 4pm, i only had sota pia. haha. e durian strudel is GREAT. thumbs up, toes too! walked t inter, took 21 cos we den decided t go tm t hav our dinner. n wad's f dinner? PIZZA.
-it's cheesy. s s very cheesy.
- LOOK at e cheese.
-but dere were left over cos we were FULL.
-tis is sth tt he taught me today. try n c 3 diff faces. (sad)
-n super happy.

it's a sunny yellow banana day! MoOoooOooOoo..

i'm jux hm! ok. not just. but not long ago lar. we wenta ps. he went f interview. caught up wit wendi, terence n ivy at snk. (= miss wendi. hehe. her nonsense esp. walked ard, den wenta new cathay t watch rob-b-hood. NICE LAR. reali nice. ((= go watch okays. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED.
he went quiet f awhile in e bus. n u noe why? cos somebody sms me. n he was hesitating t ask. wahaha. cute boy hur. but his MINE. so BACK OFF!! =p
- tis was e 2nd earing he gave me. familiar? (er mo zai shen bian)
- 1st earing. gorgeous isnt it?
- in e bus otw t ps.


tml i'm wrking. so bored. n tis will b e thg i'm gonna face while i stand dere? spins spins spins ard. going hm by myself cos he's miting his frens f dinner. BORING. who wana pick me up? *luffs.

it's someone close. i noe. yeah. mayb it isnt him. u're making me confuse. reali confused. if it's him, i uds y u aint telling me, if its nt him, can u pls assure me n say s? u shld noe who r u. i wan us t b stil frens. stil as close as ever. but isnt frens suppose t make frens feel comfortable? for u, i'm nt.

dere was a god damn freaking disgusting in my wrong jux nw. yewwwww. n i caught it. *claps. brave hur. i noe. =p I HATE FLYING INSECTS totally. uh-urh. ALL INSECTS.

sorry christine if i made u upset jux now; or angry. didn mean it ok. ((= it was f everyone. i swear.


visit tis. if u hav tym. ok. tell's u abt ur sex n love? =o
http://www.crush007.com/v2/predict/1159443417emk

chou tofu

-he smells e chou tofu.

-tis is chou tofu. it is smelly. real smelly. bt, it's nice t eat. haha. crispy, sour, bt soft inside. ((=

i jux hope tt wad i'm thinking isnt true at all. isnt real at all. i duno wad i'm thinking, bt i noe my senses r rite. i've nv imagine tt tis wld happen t me. okay, at least * hasnt told him yet, n * hasnt confessed t me yet. bt i noe, it's real. `signs. i shld feel proud. bt y m i feeling tis way? right hand is my fren, another hand is him. both r my closest. okays, * is nt as close, bt i nid *. arghh. * blog wrote some thgs. * purposely did tt, cos * meant well. * either didn wan me t noe, or him t noe. is tis a test? test btw love ones? on who shld i giv up? it's foolish f me t giv him up if he doesn fancy * at al. bt does him fancies *.
I HATE TO TRUST. TRUSTING IS HARD.
ps: him. u noe wad i'm toking abt. if * told u ardy. can u tel me? i dowan t b kept in e dark. i dowan t b e last t noe. i dowan t hav all tis tots occupying me.

jux came back frm reservoir. wenta jog. 2.4km. frm e speed i'm jogging, i think walking dere might b faster lar. lol. TIRING. nt jogging f 1 n a half yr, den starting t jog agn, aint easy alrite. rest f awhile wit him, den walked t 7-eleven t get drink. continued walking t bedok nth st 3. my legs went wobbly okay. had our breakfast dere. yums. toast, half-boiled eggs, milo, minced pork noodle. lastly we had beancurd. he wanted t eat more (mouth itchy lar), discouraged him t buy cos i'm 101% sure he wil nt finish. lol. walked all e way t my hse, had some chilling stuffs: seing bao, he ate ice cream. n i'm hm. chatting wit sarah tok, weibing, grace, ernest. i'm bored, bt tired. *.*

wenta ate chow tofu ytd. it was SMELLY.

i've blogged lyk s many thgs n stupid msn HANG MY WHOLE COMP AGAIN. grrr.

wenta love's sis rom today. fun. e woman who pronoued them husband n wife was e same woman who pronounced my uncle n aunty too.
met him at his hse downstairs, sis bf fetched me t his hse. made our way t ep. transferred money t sarah, den bought my ma lai gao! haha. yums. while he had his tim sum. tv-ed at his hse, thumbs up f e show. u will LAUGH even when u r down. i can assure u. wu zhong xian show. (=
he made me upset today. shldn mention it anymore cos i've forgiven him. bt...shld hav nt touched ur comp la. it made me uneasy. reali sour. e feeling was no gd. bt i'm glad u cared. all this r past, i noe, bt hw wld u feel if u r in my shoes. i tried nt t show my feelings ardy. bt my eyes cant escape urs. u seen thru me. u knew. i noe too, mayb it matters t u t kip some memories. i uds. i reali do. anyway, ur actions shows it all.
waited f his dad n bro t cum hm while his sis sets of t mit her guy. reached dere. PAISEH lar. ardy PAISEH when in his hse. now ask me attend such FAMILY thgy. his aunties tok t me too. double, arh-arh, TRIPLE paiseh. took pics, witness e ceremony, tok. n ya... mentioning taking pics. ardy s paiseh when i'm dere, stil ask me t join them t take pic TGT. ohgodohgodohgod. 1st tym; argh. 2nd tym; hur, *blush. 3rd tym; omg, *blush blush.
wenta amk cos e newly weds r taking their pics dere. ate at yio chu kang. yums. den head on t town. wasted ma, dress up s nicely, mux spend e day fully. ((= walked ard everywhr we cld walk.






wenta ps ytd. wit love n sis. having gastric pain, mense cramps AND diarrhea is s nt a gd feeling k. i'm warning u. IT HURTS. met elder sis n bf at ps arcade coincidentally when i called them ine mrt t ask their location. love saw a nice blazer. yea, a v nice one. he tried it on, n i lyk it. (= bt we didn bought it cos it costs 139. =.= head ont e arcade agn. some woman n her child make me pissed. real pissed. hw cld a woman brought up her daughter in sucha way? nvm, it doesn bothers me anyw. had our dinner at thai express. bought ice cream at swensens. wenta carrefour. had s much fun n luffters. miller fetched him hm, den we all headed home.

i'm toking to love now. hahaha. i've created surprise f him!! made him e banner f his blog n e pic at e side. hard tym f me k. i'm stil new t photoshop ma.
anyway. BYE. http://jackal-is-me.blogspot.com

)'=

my stomach's hurting. )= i nid someone t carry me to e clinic. i cant walk. )'=

past, live, foresee

sometimes i wonder, m i numb or hav i forgotten ardy? y doesn it hurts anym? tis is gd for me, i noe. bt i hope, i pray tt it did nt went numb. i want t put all e past behind me.

tml has past, today i'm gonna live, tml i shall foresee.

WWW

FUCK U! yes u! u, who took my phone deliberately. u who had e guts n nerves t stretch ur whole hand into my bag jux t get my phone. n guess wad? yes, i m dumb. i m dumb f nt having any sensitivity t feel tt ur hand was in my bag trying t reach f my phone. i m dumb f nt stopping e crowd, bt how m i suppose t stop e crowd? i tried, by standing in e middle ardy. bt nth happened. he called immediately bt u....jux fuck u la. n u beta gt into some fucking trouble la.

today was fine. everythg was reali going smooth til i lost my phone. )= (f e 1st tym) wenta WWW. yea, 1st tym going dere with my bf. we did plenty of thgs tt were our 1st tym going with our spouse. i'm glad i've e opportunity.

frens, anythg tis few days, jux msn me. we hav msn live, though it's sorta screwed, bt i lyk e function having t b able t msn ur fren even when they r offline. angel, sam, sarah, christine n gang, call jack.

thanks love. n sori t cause u all tis disruptions.

back frm chalet

tired. plain exhausted.
t me, chalets had been pure fun. only til ytd.

e first day was...reali fun. haha. almost all came. except f jason n dianna. regine came too. we al toked cork tgt. joked whole nite. spotlight was on jack, alex, alvina n kunrong. e talkative ones. ok, y is christine nt included here? cos she was drunk ardy. b4 12, she was half drunk outside e chalet, at e pavilion in pasir ris park. drank along with e games played. haha. i admit tt i cheated. nt only me la. few of us cheated too. n our aiming spot is mater. =x lol.
managed t psycho kunrong n joanne t stay overnite, n so mater stayed over too. nadiah, sharon, corren went hm. -.- so total, abt 15 of us dere. christine, clare, me, jack, alex, melvin, kaixiang, joanne, kunrong, fion, huihui, alvina, karchun, bertram, aliff. clare, christine n clare's fren went outside t e pavilion. played e games while 1 threw up followed by e other. alvina was 1st, followed by kunrong. hha. they r reali, mmm, unlucky la. lol. n den jack threw up too. haha. in e end, i stil had t take care of him, which he claimed tt he wun gt drunk. yeah, u wasnt drunk, bt u threw up. wahaha. he ate maggi mee mixed with vodka n root beer. try tt n c whether u will puke? lol. i was sorta shocked when alex came in n told me tt he was merlion-ing.
games ended ard 5 plus. e girls all went t bed. kunrong hugged e toilet bowl t slp. alvina threw up ard 4 plastic bags. e 1st day was nt as bad. some ppl TURNED ME OFF e 2nd nite.
woke up at 10 plus. cldn slp. i cant slp outside, without my own bed. so decided t make breakfast f him. (= went t e kitchen n realised tt dere was no oil, no magerine, no butter. )= so....i threw everythg insde e microwave. haha. n succcessfully made my breakfast. bacon, pototo, tuna. though it's a small portion, bt it did satify him splendidly. everybody woke up at ard 2 plus. went outside t hav lunch. played games at e nite, continued e bbq. clare n christine gt drunk. tis tym worse. DEAD DRUNK. n i can tell u, clare is heavy!!!! lol. she's gonna kill me f writing tis here. somebody made me sick. real sick while taking care of her. fuck him. taking advantage of ppl when she's drunk. u idiotic psychotic horny freak. screw u! SO GIRLS, PLS DO NOT GET DRUNK! HAV UR OWN LIMIT.
n christine, arghh. u freaked me out totally. i think tis will teach u a lesson. NOT TO DRINK ANYM! it all wenta peace when alex came out. alex freaked me too. )= he shouted so loudly tt even e deaf can hear la. n tis was in e middle of e nite. i bet e ppl in e nearby chalets can hear exactly wad he was roaring. bt it all turned out well aft tt. everybody listened t him. no wonder he's our dad. i luv my dad la. lol. cos he made me nt s afraid. we all went t bed at 6. alex n melvin slept in e living room, fearing tt christine darling will run out.
woke up ard 12 plus. bert knocked on e door n asked if we nid anythg. in e end, they ordered mac delivery. before eating, wenta clare n christine's room. toked n played wit them. (= tt was fun, though it was only a short period of tym. i regret nt bringing camera. i suppose they regretted too. checked out ard 7pm tt day. e chalet was actuali 4days 3 nites. bt i guess wad happened t christine freaked us out. in addition, not many ppl was ton-ing tgt too.
whether is it real or nt, i jux hope n pray tt everybody is well, everybody will do fine.

i do nt harts hangovers n chalets anym.

chalet tml!

ytd's over. everybody is fine i guess. (= having u reali makes me forget him. reali. it's frm my heart. wad i told u i will do, it's my commitment; my responsibility;n a promise frm me t u. n i can assure u, i'll make 101% effort t finish it.

tml's chalet. met nadiah n jack at inter. christine said she was nt coming cos she wanted t g t e harley davidson showroom. nadiah was late, as usua haha. took a bus n went t bedok north st 3 shing song t get our stuffs. haha. while we were gting our stuffs, christine called n she said she wana come over. (=
grocery shopped. spent 130+ f all e stuffs. n we haven finish gting e stuffs yet. stil left wit seafood. n i jux bought 10 pkts of hotdogs =$13. had quite alot of fun, cos i luv grocery shopping! hha. bt i rarely hav e chance t do it cos my mum doesn bring me along. (early morning stil slping ma)
aft tt nadiah went hm n christine n jack came t my hse t play. 2 spastics tgt, wad do we get? crazy tyms. i was protecting christine, bt i've gt myself involved t. jack carried me n use my butt t hit christine's face! ohgod, so basicaaly, she kissed my ASS. lol. luffed lyk hell la. n wad did she say aft tt? "eh, ur butt v soft leh." -.- wth. o2-jammed at my place. den wenta bedok inter. acc her t take bus as she is nt familiar wit e route, as well as going dere t buy myself a pair of slippers! cos my slippers tore a few days ago while walking hm. luckily, he was dere. ok, kinda embarrassing, bt it all turned t joy. he gave me his havanas n he walked me hm one foot bare. (=
came hm, brought sis panadol f her driver, went hm agn. (=

tml's chalet. yay! yay! yay! i LOVE hangovers!

2 mths

wrked today. godamn tired. 9am had t reach escape. a newcomer came; name huiwen. nt bad. bt looked rather too much lyk florence (our supervisor who is v strict). haha. toked s s s much today. cos i was hapi! v hapi!
it al relates t e ytd! ytd he gave me sth. (= sth tt i din noe he wil giv me. another earing. yea, nt another pair bt an earing. cos u noe y? there's only one. n it's exactly e same one xiaoyue is wearing on er mo zai shen bian. wahaha. =D m i bliss. *winks
so today, i wore everythg tt he gave me as today is our special day- watch, pair of earings he gave me last tym, n e one he gave me ytd! yay! n he noticed. haha. n he gav me sth. though it can b seen as nth, bt to me, it means alot. a bottle which contains little little thgs, including pieces of paper, saga seeds, paper hearts. e paper was written wit words. meaningful words. (=
went bugis v8 t hav our dinner. walked ard den guess wad? casper called. shocking huh. y mux he call today? he said he wanted t pass me my present. s.....everythg DID nt turn out well at all. ok. it did. sorta, he was nt hapi, n.... i duno. shant say any further.
ok nw, bye.

u noe y i *.

cos i was upset t c u ldt.

i was upset tt i made u ldt.

i was...........

happy 60 days.

♠HAPPY 60 DAYS dearest!!!! (= ♠



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WAKE UP LA. it's 4.05pm. PIG!

bored

BORED. i'm s bored. nth t do. had planned t jog tis morning. bt i woke up oni in e afternoon. arghh. it has been s long since i reali exercise. i miss my trainings. )=
amelia sms me jux nw t ask me out t play bball nx tues, bt i've gt chalet, gal. i s wana join u all. i miss those funky tyms. xinmei misses ahsiao too. haha. n i miss them!! jas, mich white, yin yi, amelia, cherie, sili, xinmei, dd, meiyun, mastura, weiling, jiamin, wendy, siangjun, yoke ling, jocelyn, guishan, ahsiao, shiying, shirley, etc. when can we get back those tym agn? aft their o's mayb we'll org a ownself-conducted-f-nth training? lol.

my msn is making me go nuts! my com cant shut down properly. i havta off e switch even thou i've clicked shut down. is it my com or msn? arghh. bt i've re-dl e msn ardy, e 3rd tym. hope it will wrk out fine.
i've gt nth t do today. i'm stucked at hm. no whr t g. i cant slp well, moodless t g out, or rather moodless t make myself pretty t g out, e only thgs i wana d r...tv-ing n comp-ing. haha.

he's gonna g back t sch tml f class. sub paper. n i'll follow. i told him ytd while we'll having dinner at 85. nt follow him t cls, bt wait f him sumwhr in sch or mit him aft e cls. dun worry la. kc wun blame u. cos i'm sure he'd seen e efforts u put in during ur exam. ok. (=
i'm gonna change frm photobucket t picturetrail. =D cos picturetrail is s s s much faster.

tt boy is stil snoring his way.