look on e bright side

it is easy to find luv`
but it's nv easy to find true luv`

sumone who luvs u e way u r`
nv ask u to change`
luvs e character in u`

treasure e one u hav now`
cos u nv noe whether he'll leave u`

n when he leaves`
let him go`

cos there'll definitely b a person who luv u fer who u r`
not who he wan u to b`

shopping`

hehex` omg` bought my nike shoes` finally` limited edition` argh!!!` luv it` LOADS` muAx!!` hehex` wahahax` wahahax` n i bought a cargo pants fer oni 30bucks` LOLx` all thx to amelia` she reali noe how to lie` n i saw gen's shop` lolx` bought 6pairs of earings too` hehex` spend quite a bomb today` hmmx` but it's all worth it larx`
hands itching for pool` hehex` ask roti prata play wit miie tml?` hiaxh` but probably at nite` cos i've gota study!!` amathx..` hahax` today mdm tey teach wad relative velocity` i'm lyk - blur` haixh` scared canot catch up fer O's sia`
den ke lian de edwin` today nose bleed` cos kena comb` hahax` den in cls vomit blood` so disgusting` but now he's alritex larx` poor bdae boy` hahax`

japan fashion

Japan craze`



cute horx?`


tis is so..` clownie` hahax`


cool horx?`

regret

it's nt easy to love someone`
i owaex tot luv was nth`
until then i realise wad e feeling is`

u was special to miie`
n stil is special to miie`
i duno y`
i've tried hard to forget u`
nobody noes i'm stil addicted to u`

i've tried hard to avoid u`
but howeva hard i try..
u'll stil will b sumwhr "sightable" `

yesh`
it breaks my hart to noe tt u lyk another gal`
especially when it cum out frm ur fren's mouth`

both of us had made sacrifices to tt relationship`
n i nv expected it to end lyk tis`
it was pathetic`

when i was ready to put all my hart to it`
u..`
i guess..`
lost confidence in miie`
doesn hav tt feeling fer miie animore`

memories r wit miie`
owaex`

i think no one will noe who i'm refering to..`
except u`

i mish u`
i reali do`

lastly..`
i stil luv u`

_____[[*owaex treasure a relationship
_____[[*nv nv nv take it fer granted

intr-ing

to make a woman hapi..`
a man nids to be a ::
fren. companion. lover.
chef. electrician. carpenter.
plumber. decorater. mechanic.
psychologist. pest exterminator. psychiatrist.
gud listener. healer. gud father.
clean. sympathetic. athlethic.
warm. attentive. gallant.
intelligent. farni. creative.
tender. strong. understanding.
tolerant. prudent. ambitious.
courageous. capable. dependent.
passionate.

- he oso has to giv her compliments regularly, luv shopping, b honest, very rich n not look at other galx..`
- giv her lots of attention but expect lil' fer himself..`
- giv her lots of tym fer herself n lots of space` nv worrying abt whr she go`
- n it is very very impt to rmb bdaes, anniversary n e arrangements she makes`

to make a man hapi..`
- SEX
- peace

pic

mickey mouse blouse!`
cool dressing huh!?`

colourful nails`

trying e skirt` nice?`

haAx!`

hehex` hehex` didn post fer another so long agn` hoho` lazy larx` heex` no larx` actuali is bcos i've been a gd gd gal` doing hw n hw n hw n hw` hahax`

wenta watch e c'boys match on monday` vs coral` leading at 1st` but lost owards e end` no offence but tis can clearly proof how lousy our sch is` haax` it's coral...n they lost` omg` they were all mong char char when they use full-court press` n i can say their full-court press is nt strong at all` they lost bcos all were so SOLO` tells us how impt teamwork is huh!` haax` met my roti prata guy` n he's so zhun at fcc` so xian mu`

tues wenta.....forget lerx` hahax`

wed wenta celebrate wendy's bdae` hehex` wenta marina south to eat` hehex` ate quite alot` but incomparable wit wendy larx` hahax`had alot of fun wit them` luv those ppl` muAx` n ah siao` lolx` she's reali siao` ppl eating she playing wit e food` hahax` wit mushroom n fishball n fishcake` so farni` n amelia....` ehemm..` LOLx`

thurs actuali wama mit my roti prata go eat` but he tot i go play ball` n i tot he was bz` so...` haax` ke xi` =) ` went hm to watch my xiaozhu` hahax`

n today` hoho` so so fun agn` wenta play pool wit amelia, jas n micki` i lost to amelia one ball agn` haax` n i won micki` hehex` nt bad horx` =pPp ` manfred, matthias, weiyi n edmund were oso dere` kinda pro larx` haax` ate at long john` den went hm`

-gonex-

so fun so fun!!`

omg omg!!` hahax` nv blog for so so mani days` n u noe y?` i've been doing all my hw` hehex` hen guai horx` i noe i noe` tankew tankew` hahax` finished all 4 sets of my e-maths paper n 2 sets of amaths paper` hahax` now most importantly is eng` gotta complete it by today!!!` heex`
hmmx` today is...hehex` PURE FUN!` hahax` wenta do some hw wit amelia` did amaths together` hahax` den wenta mit ah ma` sili` heex` n wenta play POOL` hahax` its lyk so fun` cos we kept laming ard` hahax` n i hit e lamp 3 tymx` LOLX` e table is no. 15` haax` will owaex rmb de` hahax` den ate dinner at sumo hse` den wenta mac chit chat` hahax` frm abt 6.30 we tok til 8+ 9 sia` hahax` fun to b wit my cute juniors` especially sili's orange` LMAO` n amelia's stupid face` hahax`

last few days were either hw-tv-bball-bugis-tm` hav been going to bugis til i'm bored of tt place` haax` e oni thg tt facinates miie is e clothes` haax` amelia n cherie noe i luv shopping` n ya noe wad?` they will giv miie money on my bdae for a shopping spree!` hahax` they r willing to giv 25bucks each` haax` lovable juniors` hehex`

wendy's eye is swollen!!` hoho` gt blue-black` ya..she was involved in a fight!` BAA!!` no larx` play bball n was hit by ah zhui's head` hahax` n now it's blue-black` she's disfigured!!` hehex`

hmmx` k larx` think i'll end here` heex` cant think of ani other thgs lerx` heex`

-gonex-

hehex`

hmmx` wendy n nemo ah ma bdae is coming` hehex` bought wendy a prezie arady` but..dere's more to come` hehex` hmmx` rmb e previous post i mentioned abt amelia n cherie giving miie money to shop on my bdae?` hahax` i guess my juniors all duno how to buy our prezie ba` i mena miie, gs, wendy, ah siao` hahax`
so it's a good idea to giv money fer us to spend huh?!? hahax
hint* hint* ` hehex` 3rd sept arr` mi n ah siao` 21st july= gs` hehex`
getit?
hoho

-gonex-

. .

i guess i was a total retard jux now` haixh` but its U!`
arR..` jux wasnt feeling gd` so wanted to vent out all frustrations` n i hope i did?`
haixh` it's a haixh-ing day fer mi???` oOouU`
yes` n i finali now wad it's lyk to b real jealous` i tot i dun care` haax` but it's e....CURIOUSITY` n it's owaex e curiousity tt brings most harmx` agree?` i didn wana c` but jux sthgx inside mi tt wants mi to jux giv it a shot` n well...` it leads to?` hatred??` jealousy??` jux shldn hav be wit him` regret big tym!` argh!`
oOOo...` jux think of e bad-side of him mich!` u can do it!` hahax`

niwaex..changed e display agn` heex` jas help mi wit it` haax` cool huh?` hehex` tankew tankew!!` i noe` hahax`

beta orady! =)

-outx-

=((

haixh` shldn hav been online` i'm jux sooooo` my hart aching lyk hell` but i noe i cant do anythg` haixh` it's lyk` a glass broken into a million pieces` nv can it b mend` i duno y` i reali duno y` haixh` i noe u hate mi` u jux cant b bothered animore` u hav oni her* on ur mind` but do u noe i miss those tymx?` i saw u-her testi n her-u testi` n it's lyk....` i now noe wad is real jealousy` oOh god` mayb i'm stil coping wit e tym when u r nt ard wit mi` haixh` afterall..i was owaex e 1st one to noe abt ur stuffx` cos u will tell mi` but now` i reali hav to make myself adapt` argh!` -sobxsobx-
i reali wish i cld cry it all out` but will all tis end?` haixh` i want..hope..wish tt it will all b e past` it is e past` but...` i duno wad's wit mi` haixh` all tis shld b forgotten` but...` when i'm wit u` i jux felt so xing fu`
n e oni way to forget u?` is to think e bad-side of u` yesh...!` now u suck!` phuck off` i dun wish to c ur face` jux cant stand e side of u when i rmb...arR!` SUCKER!`

hmmx..` we r in e 21st century` playboys r playboys` we cant do anythg to help` yes` NTH` n it has nt oni pass 2 mths i've met 2` lucky mi oO?` foret him mic!!!` FORGET!`

=))

whr shld i start?` haven been blogging since...` haax` very long` n i'm glad dere's ppl who miix mi!` haax` c my tagboard` lolx` so mani ppl kip asking mi update` =pPp k larx` enuf of crapx` lolx`
has been shopping, bball, n sun-tanning` but i'm stil nt as dark?` mayb it's bcos my degree of darkness is up to here oni ba` haax` but mostly bball larx` cos i jux cant lose to my galx` =pPp they hav training ma` i dun hav` wan go oso lazy` =X haax` no larx` is jux tt i duno` mayb will b going tml` heex` n i can say i hav been improving kaex!` my san fen chiu bi jiao zun le` heex` i oso bi jiao gan chiong shang lan` hahax`
shopping?` yesh` n my wardrobe is full` been feeding it up wit clothes` now no $$$ lerx` =( den owaex go out wit wendy lorx` haax` she's lyk my shadow` wahahax` den gt one tym she bs mie!!` we go bugis mit her FREN` yes..a guy` n she went off wit him to watch movie n left mi alone to find a fren to acc mi` hmph!` wad a pig` lolx` but she gt acc mi to wait fer my fren den she left larx` cos e show was ltr ma` if e show arady tym lerx` i bet she wun wait ba` haax` e guy was....` omg` ang kong jin zuay lehx` i c le oso scared sia` i was lyk all e while quiet lorx` haax` he oso lyk dao dao kind` nv tok de lorx` n u noe wad?` he even sms wendy when we were lyk jux a few steps away frm him?` LOL!!` n he said he was shy!` ang kong ar nei zuay say shy?` wad a joke!` wenta mit my fren` n wenta orchard to c JJ!` hehex!` he jux rawkx!!!!` omgx` i luv him!` argh!`
n now` she gt another buddy` kah wai lorx` den bu yao wo lerx` sobx sobx` hmmmx..if u're reading tis` err...jux wana remind u tt ppl gt stead lerx` n i think u gotta stil stay a distance lorx` cos i'm sure u dowana b e third party` ritex?` =))
hmmx` wenta pasir ris park wit e galx today` jas.michelle.limei.yinyi.yvonne.amelia.wendy.gs.ah siao. n miie!!` heex` quite fun actuali` although we did nt much thgx` haax` we sat dere` ate` play` ate..n ate..n ate` haax` den wenta bowling centre dere` watch ppl bowl` crap here crap dere` take THOUSANDS of picx` haax` LOL!` we r zi lian kuang!` hohoho` jux stayed dere n we` -snap snap snap!!-` haax` wenta gs hse` wanted to play bball` but it started to rain` so decided to go to white sands` say ch!` haax` look "cute" wit e hat` LOL!` shop ard` den headed to 209 fer bball!` haax` played awhile` n we had so MANY audience!` haax!`
den we slacked..n slacked` tok n tok` til 7 plus` saw joey.aloy.n gang at coffee shop` den walking to bus-stop when i saw HIM!` i was lyk.."omg!"` i duno y` n i hid` haax` asked jas to look when he was gone` heex`
n now i'm wit e com` heex` toking to leon oso` i'm so bored!!!` can sumbodi ask miie out tml`? i've nth tml!!!` argh!!`

-gonex-

pics agn

picx wit wendy n alwyn!!`


[[*we r queenIex]
[[*haax]


[[*act cool huh!`]


[[*i luv tis pic`]
[[*but alwyn..extra`]


[[*sis fer life`]
[[*luv ya`]


[[*micky n dydy]


[*tis look like we r in fairyland if e bg is blue`]
[[*lolx`]


[[*hoho..wendy's angry!`]


[[*nursie wendy`]
[[*hahax`]

pics agn agn

picx wit cindy, mindy, yl, sy, peanut, ah wee, zhihao, damien`


[[*cindy's having strawberry!`]
[[*tis is e most perfect pic we've taken`]
[[*but whr's damien?']


[[oh well..tis tym we lost yl 1/2 face, mindy n peanut`]


[[*yl look blur huh!`]
[[*n mi too!`]
[[whr's sy??`]


[[oOh..ke lian de sy n peanut`]
[[blocked by yl agn`]

picx

took tis wit sis n fang lynn!` x)

[[*everybodi twist!`]

[[*y do we all having 2?`]

[[*oOh..shaDdup!`]

[[*yeah..we R gurlx]

[[*we rawkx!`]

[[*lazy to edit lerx]
[[*haax`]
[[*i can c 2 takobachi balls on my face`]
[[*yummmmiiee]

[[*i look kinda retarded?`]
[[*nah..we wanted to act lyk we were puching fang lynn`]
[[* but my sis changed pose`]

[[*heart-shaped face mi`]

[[*say cheese!`]

elOx

so long nv blog` agn` was jux lazy` simply lazy` even if i hav reali nth to do` i'm jux too lazy` nth to blog oso` oni noe i mish him` =(

hmmm` went out wit frenx everyday except today`

mon went out wit wendy` go bugis` walk walk`

tues went to play bball` n wendy cut my hair` haax` my fringe` is straight!` lol`

wed wenta my aunt hse` play wit baby shyen!` she is sooooo adorable` heex` aft tt was bored` so wenta bugis wit my sis n fang lynn` took neoprints` heex` walked ard` left at abt 7.30 to mit gs, sw n siriporn at kallang dere` wanted to watched delyn n js play in e netball match` but their opponent didn cum` haax` n delyn started laming tt they gt emergency n stuffs` [air-con] ` =X ` den wenta old airport rd to eat` haax` celebrated strawberries bdae!!` heex` but it seems lyk we lost sw n js cos they were at another table wit perrine n cheryl` had gr8 fun fooling ard` heex` at 1st was disgusted at e sight of cockroaches at an empty stall right in frt of us` but felt alrite aft we changed place` e food was yummy!` heex` was playing n fooling..n guess...we forgot e tym` gt carried away wit all e fun!` haax` by e tym i reached hm` it was nearly 1am` haax` but its all worth it larx` wit strawberries!!` u all rawk!`

thurs went out wit cindy, mindy, yl, sy, peanut, damien, ade, sw, jason` had gr8 fun wit them` n CINDY` once agn` haax` luv e tym being wit u` though i looked abot sianx` but was nth larx` cos was thinking of thgs ma` we wenta watch monster-in-law` haax` gr8 show!` wenta take neoprints ltr!` heex den mit wendy n alwyn` wenta eat at cafe cartel` alwyn treat` heex` thanx!! aft tt wenta take neoprints agn` hahax` had so muchie fun`

fri went to sch` den wenta swim` wit joanna n wendy` haax` n now` i'm tanned agn` heex` i lyk to b wit them` cos..they r owaex dere to console mi in my deepest moments` =) ` we lyk e company wit each other` =D ` n wendy's lyk a sis` heex` =DD` wendy..dun fly when u c tis arr` =pPp

so bored` hmmx` mcdonald is alrite le` =) ` but gt probation` beta den go in ma` heex` but e case is nt fully settled yet` cos gt 2 ma` den gotta go back duno when` bu yao dan xing larx` mei shi de k!` x)

hehhehx`` hahax` long long tym didn post` anibodi miss me??` =PpP` jk larx` alot of thgs happen` hmmm..` whr shld i start?`
1stly` i think i wana say sori to my fren` err..` frm strawberry grp de` dun wish to say her name larx` sum thgs r hard to tell u face to face` i'm nt sure whether u r angry` but...` i think so larx` u cried tt day` n i feel abit guilty` n i swear i didn tell him abt throwing e 'thg' away` hmmm..he asked mi wad was ur reaction` n i said u kinda dowan it` tt's all` n he himself told mi to ask u to throw it away if u dowan` n nt to return it back` kaex` i feel reali guilty` i duno why` jux wana sae..mmm.. sori k`
hols le` but stil gt classes` so i think its no hols fer mi` sianx`
hmmm..` macdonald gt 2 cases` ke lian` fri last day le` n i haven gt a chance to c him in real` lol` everytym reject him` haax` wish u gd luck kaex!!`
MT o's paper is over` n i think` i've dun errrr....nt bad larx` haax` tian xie han zi normalli noe nth` but tis tym noe 2 words` gt improve ba` =pPp

haix`` stil missing tt somebodi` i promise myself nt to take e innitiative to find him lerx` hope he'll noe i'm missing him??` haax`

k la` shall end here` nitex everybody!!`

.

wo hui fa zhe dai` rang hou wang ji ni` jie zhe jing jing bi shang yan`
xiang zhe na yi tian` hui you ren dai ti ni` rang wo bu zai xiang yan ni`
wo hui fa zhe dai` rang hou wei wei xiao` jie zhe jing jing bi shang yan`
zai xiang zhe yi bian` ni wen rou de lian` zai wo wang ji zhi qian`

haixh` ni de bu hao quan dou wang diao le` =)

jux knew another guy` =) `hoho` his name is mcdonald` cute horx` hahax`

sad sad``

haix`` i mixh u` i mixh u` 0mgx` dun even noe whether u stil gt cum my blog c de ma` =( `jux wana tell u i reali mixh u` kaex` hiyo` but i noe how much i mixh u oso no use laRx` u dun seem to care` u dun even bother` haixh`
if i noe tis wld happen` i wld stay outside ur hse n spend more tym wit u` cos e tym spend wit u is reali reali wonderful` i noe u play play de larx` but...nvm` it's ok` memories r owaex kept in my hart` =)
huai de yao wang diao` hao de yao yong yuan ba ta ji qi lai`
n soon` i will find urself a hapi hapi person agn` =DD ` hopefulli``

today zhiren n ming lai celebrate bdae` they go fich n co` haax` mi n wendy bo liu` so nv eat` n i oso very full` haax` den pei them walk ard tm lo` joke ard wit e gals` haax`
den wenta downtown wit wendy n joanna` cos joanna fren gt chalet ma` reach dere saw qiren n frenx` den wenta wendy's hse` chat wit her fer a looonngg tym` tok abt him* ` haixh`
n tt's when i realise i shld b lyk her` forget abt e unhappiness` =))

___*wang le ta ba!!`

haIx`

wenta sentosa today` omg` FINALI` heex` wanted to go fer so so long le` had a reali gr8 tym dere!!` haax` was swimming n swimming n swimming` playing "water polo"` haax` all sortx larx`
hmmmx..going out wit joey n cindy reminds mi of tym during sec 1 n 2!` haax` thx drenx!` had a gr8 tym wit ur!!`

haixh` i mish him` frm last sunday til now` heard nth frm him` hmmmx....why do i miss him??`` =(