it's raining man

The damn rain is spoiling my mood): I thought I could go for a run later during lunch, but it's raining. The raindrops hitting on the windows are annoying me lar. Grrrrrrrrr!!

Studying has been productive. Yet I'm not really confident for the hands-on. Cant wait to pass it so that I can get my tau huay from shaun. :p Wonder how the hands-on will be conducted. Dont fail me k. :/

Yesterday was the 13th! hehe. I was smiling the whole morning after I opened my wardrobe. haha.

Bee chatted with CherylKoh and somehow he got her to write "Cheers to 9th wonder, loves super." on a piece of paper, & put it in my wardrobe. So when I opened my wardrobe in the morning, i was smiling all the way looking at my drooling-away-and-in-a-very-unglam-sleeping-position sister & then the note. LOL. When did they become such good friends? :/

Supposedly bee & I were going to study & then run at the later part of the night. Thinking that it was the 13th, & i was throwing tantrum jokingly at him, poor bee brought everything with him as we later decided to have a short date. :D I brought my stuffs on Monday but he didnt! Bleh. & again yesterday, but left it in the office upon knowing that we were going for movie.

Sorority row at 7.20pm. Super fast dinner before the movie which I almost swallowed everything, apart from having 1/2 to 3/4 of my rice with bee. :p

Super good movie. I like! I swear I jumped countless of times. & even jumped on bee's elbow ACCIDENTALLY which made his joint cracked. :/ I love thrillers! <3 The girls are so hot. Hot hot hot. Love their bodies man. Not fair. Why cant pure asian girls have bodies like them too. Grrr! Skinny yet toned, tanned, deep set eyes, & fleshy boobies. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. Not fair!

Headed home after the movie. & we set at the playground with our usual monthly debrief. loves loves. & then later we started to talk about our own lives etc. We never had sucha good talk. Releasing is good. I'll work hard. I promise. But right now, I gotta find my own path. Yea, and he's gonna go for 2 years. Grrr. Singapore Police Force. Tsk Tsk!

Favorite song on fm. 'Tell me why it's so hard to forget, dont remind me........'

scholarship

SPRING Singapore called me just now regarding my online application for scholarship. I swear my heart was pounding mad.

Eugene: Hi Michelle, I'm Eugene calling from SPRING Singapore.
Me: Oh, Yea. Hi! I was thinking that they are shortlisting me for interview or something.
Eugene: Yea, From your scholarship application, it is reflected that your parents and your siblings are Singaporean. But you stated yourselve as others.
Me: Oh, is it? (laughs hard)
Eugene: Yea, so are you a Singaporean?
Me: Yea, I am, I am Singaporean.
Eugene: OK. Thank you so much.
Me: Oh, that's it.
Eugene: Yea, Thank you Michelle. Bye.
Me: Byeee..

-.-

<3

i just hope that i can be consistent. Nah ah, confident. I need you, dont ever leave me k.


I wana blog alot alot alot of things. :( but i'm lazy. :/


i wan bee, & only want you. I want you to feel extraordinary special, will you for me too? <3

exhaustion

& I dont know what has got into me. ROAR.

Happy Birthday to Lenny & Fee!!! <3

feelings

I am super shag from yesterday's training. I thought I felt alright till the bus ride, slept in the bus as usual and didnt wanna wake up when bee kept nudging me as we were reaching. Just woke up from a super short nap. Skipped lunch break as usual for my nap. I dont want my panda eyes):):):

Yesterday's training was kinda emotional. LOL. I came to realise it only this morning when I was stoning at the bus stop. Was thinking of my cheering on, and then the debrief session when we were talking about the gym issue. Everybody is so supportive to do whatever it takes to support each other, and what financially? This is why Legacy feels so homely, because everybody thinks for all. <3

I realise my blog is so not visually satisfying anymore. Heh. Tons of photos to upload but super lazy cos they're on facebook anyway. And there's quite a few on my phone but I havent uploaded them to my comp. Hehe. Lazy lar. :p

Had my very belated celebration with Angel & Samantha at SayCheez. Lotsa catch-ups and am happy for Samantha that her childcare centre is actually sponsoring her to go for course for 2 years. That's what you want to do since primary school! If you remember. LOL. Last time, we use to say that we will set up a super big childcare centre, having all facilities that kids ever wanted. LOL. Glad that your parents are so supportive! (:
Oh, and I literally laughed at myself when my small piece of triangular cake was served out with 2 candles. I asked, "Huh? Who's birthday?" I came to realise that I've asked a very brainless question leaving Angel and Samantha in a blank state after I finished my line. LMAO.

And I just remembered that Blaz is having their camp. Wonder what they're doing. Heh.


PS: New buses have space that's so small and the seats are so uncomfortable. & the smell. Yeeeeewk!
PPS: Hope bee will get a job soon!!!!!!!!!!!! (:
PPS: I love bee sending me home everyday((((((((: No more of it 6 months later):

yay

hehehehhehehe.

yay!

the inside joke

*LOL
*i think i knew when i saw that
*i also
*like
*good luck michelle
*when i saw the fb status
*XD

I need a shoulder

I was trying to hide all that I could yesterday. & I was to tired to even think about it when I got home. Literally K.O once I was home. Seriously, I do not know why I cant get it right when I tried keeping everything the same. I hate this damn feeling. I hate my limbs, I hate ME! :,/

I hope I'm stressing myself enough to drive me crazy to get things on the right path.

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ROAR ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

):

$$$

& my degree costs $30k. howwwwwwwwwwwwww? ):

red dot day

I'm at the counter today! Yesterday wasnt my duty, was just covering for my colleague. I dont know why but I'm exceptionally excited for training today!! hehe. Maybe because of what I promise myself.

Pop by denvers yesterday after work with bee. Pam invited him over. & bee asked me along. I did quite a number of tucks. I know, he is just helping me to gain back my confidence. & I want it badly. For whatever I'm doing. Confidenceeeeeeee!! If only I can stop thinking so much, everything will be great? Yes..No? I stood there stoning, looking at bee & pam stunt at the first 3/4 of the training. LOL. Why? 50% shy, 50 % no confidence of doing anything. Especially in front of so many unfamiliar faces. :/ Victor managed to psycho me. Like really psycho lar.. keep persuading & asking me to try. Everybody is learning, no need to be shy, since I've already warmed up, must do etc etc.
Kinda not use to the gripping. Probably because i'm way too use to bee's. Hahahaha.
Was kinda nua in the beginning. Did 2 libs with jimmy too. So weird calling jimmy. Like calling my own father by name. HAHAHA. ROAR. why do I keep forgetting to point my toes. tsk!

Grrr, early in the morning, called SGH to do some claims staff but stupid chinchow phone operator was darn rude lar. Didnt even say bye, & she hang the phone up on me when I haven finsih asking her questions. WTH. She gave me Singhealth number to call, & then they kept pushing me here & there, saying that it's not their department doing this, & then kept on transferring my call. I was so fed up, I send feedback to the hospital. LOL. & it was a really angry one. She got back very quickly. Like in 1 hour time. HAHAHAHA. evil laughter continues.

I'm hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Bu not as sleepy as yesterday.



*if it takes a million to gain my confidence, I'll do a billion.

Lazybum: me

Sis wedding was fine. I guess everything was as planned? Not really. The games were changed due to time contraint... and parents 'objections'. The revolving restaurant was not what I thought it would be. The food was good though. I had only the 'cold plate', shark fins' soup, skipped the big head prawns, & ate the roasted duck meat wrap. Like finally I get to taste the beijing duck wrap. It's not easy being a bridesmaid after all. More or less, me & cheryl wanted sis's wedding to be going smooth, so we did lotsa stuffs. Of course, what do you expect from your penniless sisters. :/
I like my dressing in the morning. For the night, I'm not really use to it. Heh. & I love my eyes brownnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! hahahahahahha.
OK, anyway, my uncles & aunties paternal were super sporting lar! On 2nd thoughts, they club together, like 'duh' they should be sociable to everybody. LOL. But guess their age. In their forties. & they club, play billard, play golf, nightlife. What do I mean by sociable? They were super on! Kept asking me for poppers & the snow spray. To pop & spray the new wed when they enter the restaurant. Not only that, during the "yum seng" session, they ganged up with the 'brothers' to shout together. & they drank alot alot alot. HAHAHAHAHAAHA. Shyen & Natalie, the 2 little flower girls even bottoms up!! LOL. :/ Who's the culprit? MY FATHER! He exchanged their cups to the champagne without their parents knowing lar! hahahaha. But to think they even finished it. Shyen immediately turned into a lobster, a stoned one. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Wonder if she had a good sleep? :/
Have been really busy & tiring during sis's wedding preparations. Was totally knocked out lar! Didnt even text bee. :x

& now, I've been a really lazy worm. Cos I have insufficient rest!!!

Wanted to stay at home on Monday to catch my beaty rest, but Legacy was going to Sentosa. A VERY VERY last minute sentosa outing. I was like 50-50. In the end, decided to go since I havent tan for a very long time. I need the sun, to burn me equally. LOL. Reached, & the sun was just nice. Had a fair bit of my tan while I slept on the beach. I really fell asleep lar! :/ I just stoned, lied down on the mat, & ZzzzzzzZzzzzzzzzz. I didnt even know they did stunts & everything. To think that the flyers will shout 'fall' when they're coming down. hahahaha. I cant believe that I'm sucha sleepyhead.
We had dinner at vivo - the white dog cafe. Good food!!! A wide variety of choices. Hehehehe. I had the beef burger, the beef was yummiliciousssssssss! & I think I forgot to rinse my mouth before I went home. Did I? Shittttt.
& then we headed to the open area to chill.

Yesterday went down to Blaz after work while waiting for bee. Heh. Bee was late lor, but the reason was accepted. Heh. Then we headed to watch our marketing video with the rest of the legacians. A job very well done by carey & flo. wooohooooo. but I still dont like my head when doing star-pyramid. LOL! If you know what I mean. Dinner-ed nearby before heading home while the rest went to shop around. My father was noisy):

OK, I'm like writing an essay. Oopssss. I'm hungry): Skipped lunch for a nap. I think it's kinda worth it cos I get to replenish my energy. I'm thinking of gymming during break time. But doubt I've sufficient time. hmmmmm....

Side track, I kinda like working here. Everybody is just so nice, caring & family-like. Oh... & I'm thinking of doing the sports management degree in NTU or Wolver Hampton. Will discuss further with my aunties.



PS: I WANA GO OVERSEAS. A SHORT TRIP WILL DO. Mummy, pleaseeee.

Wedding Preparations

Cheryl has been preparing for sis's wedding. & me, thinking of the desigs for the stand at the reception, & the car's backside.

Anyway, already did some a few days back. Just waiting for sis's confirmation. Grrr. But she's busy dolling up herself. Haven't got the stuffs for it yet too. She'll be coming back to stay at home from today. Heh. Hui niang jia.

Natalie & shyen are gonna be the flower girls. They'll look so pretty!! Their gowns are already at my place. CUTEEEE. Reminds me when I was the flower girl for Aunty Margaret more than a decade ago. Hahahahahhaha. I'm imagining both of them standing side by side; one will be the gorgeous tan girl, while the other is the pretty princess.

Bee came over just now during my lunch time. He's getting better at surprises huh. Hah. Yesterday, we wenta Marina Square to try my gown. After some alterations, we headed for dinner at the foodcourt. I love the foodcourt ope space lar! So romantic. LOL. Not romantically romantic, but enough atmosphere to make the place romantic. I also dont know what I'm trying to express lar. :/ Oh, & we went shopping! Hehehe. Not for me. Bee wanted to shop. He wanted to get shoes. The lacoste green slips. But no size. Heh. & we went around searching for this particular pair of lacoste. Wenta suntec & he siad he wanted to go to this unit. LOL. Another surprise. Bleh. <3
Oh, & he came over just now just to pass me the cheer-you-up mug he got for me yesterday. At first when he text & said that he was downstairs, I knew that he was gonna pass me the mug. Was kinda like thinking 'he really damn free. AMK to Tampines, to pass me a mug?', but when I saw him, that mindset changed. :p

OK. Gotta run!

It's gonna be ongoing

Hello hello.

OK, actually I've got nothing much to blog about. Just 'drying myself'. LOL. & that reminds me of lynna. Kinda proud of myself cos I managed to drag my aching legs for a run, & more legs PT. They will be stronger. I promise. Grrr. Triceps too. Woohoooo. Could have done more for abs. Argh. "Not quantity, but consistency." I think it was quoted by zhiliang last time?

How smart? I left my keys in my office today. -.- & I was locked outside twice. The first was when I came back after work from the dental, fortunately, mum was sleeping at home & managed to wake her up. Second, when I wenta jog just now. :/ Mum went for dinner somewhere downstairs those bidding kinda, while dad wenta sleep. Cheryl wasnt home yet. So I 'cooled down' while walking to find mum. & guess what, when I walked back, Cheryl was in miller's car driving into the carpark. -.-

& so, Cheryl told me that she got her gown already. Sis bought for her as a birthday present. NOT FAIR. Ok, I got a new pair of heels. But my heels cost not even half of her gown lar. Grrr. ): Can you get me another pair of heels to match with my night gown? Heh. **Hint hint. i know you read my blog. :p

1st step: Train back my abs I had. Pic illustrated is not me -.-




So not tight. So not enough blast. So not consistent. MICHELLE KOH!!!

& i said confidence is my key!

Not really when it comes to this. Even in the foam pit, i needed alan/bee to be behind me. I need to overcome this soon):


Something random, i ate naan just now at al-lamin. I duno how to spell it. I admit, 1st time eating out with the team after gym/night trainings. Not that I dont want to people, I stay in the EAST! I had to cab home just now lo. So fairul, fee & sue, you all pay my cab, I sure go every night. :p

I just got my pay but I'm going broke soon): & Mummy still talk so much when I gave her money. ARGH. Can someone talk some sense in her. ROAR. I know, it'll never works. It'll just go on.

Bye, I want restaurant city now.

I need some motivation. Gonna print out some pictures & paste it on my wall? Will that help? Grrr.

Counting down to rest time

OK.
My colleagues are asking me to take things slowly because I'm sick.... and it's FRIDAY.

1 hour 15mins to go.

);

virus virus go away,
never come another day.

Time Traveler's Wife

Bee & I just caught the time traveler's wife. The storyline is pretty interesting. I bet the book will be better. Gonna go TP lib to search for it. Heh heh. But I doubt I even have the time for it):

I mc-ed for 2 days cos yea...flu caught me yet again. It just wont die off me. Guess it's me too lar. Sick... recovering... training... sick... recovering... training... & the cycles continues. Doc says that my body might not be able to take the changing ridiculous weather, hence the frequent flu. Gahhhhhh.

flu caught me AGAIN

My unluckiest year ever)): I've fell sick countless of times ever since 2009 started. GRRRRRR. Whole body is aching, head is heavy, nose is blocked, & i sound like donald duck.

- i saw this huge thingy on my door when i was leaving for work last week.
- cheryl got this balloon doggy for her birthday. After shyen played with it, dragging it all over the house, it became a flying dog instead.
- it continues to float around the room.
- a surprise from my superman(: i love that super huge rose, of cos, the glittery wonderwoman card.
- cheryl got me a pressie too. earphones....YEAY!
- from the girls(: they gave me angbao too. hahahha. no, it's not ang, it 'beh bao'. it's a very prettty card lar. :D <3>
- prawn noodles lunch at payar lebar after going to the temple.
- oh, & shyen made me a card too <3>
- cute? hehehheheh.
- when you are bored....
- i had to wear this at fishnco when e girls celebrated my bdae for me. They always asked me to put on weird stuffs on my bdae. :/

20th birthday

Thank you everybody(:

I promise I'll update soon. I'm too lazy now.

Thanks bee, for everything.

BETTER EAT MY MEATBALLS

Not only are they filled with my love & much effort, blood too hor! :p