Christmas Presents

All I want for christmas is you..........

I need a bucket of warm pink paint and do this effect in my room,



Chloe Perfume!!!


Contact Lens

DIOR Holidays Brushes



To revamp my room with a little victorian touch.


this is so pretty!

Victorian style dressing table..



or maybe this drawer will do as I have a super humongous mirror at home.



Same design bed frame for CherylKoh. Mine look something like this.



Under-bed drawers..



Anybody seen this in Singapore?

Probably gonna be my next foundation buy.



Of course... the iphone.

Or maybe the itouch? Hmmm....


And the E72.


pretty pretty!

i want this similar design! Cropped hoodie.

I want to try this.

Kiehl's Products!!

MAC's eyelashes.

this too!! similar designnnnnn!! pretty pretty!

Oh, and many many bodyshop's products. Does YSL has mineral foundation? And which brand's bb cream is good? Hmmmm..

f-ing broke

I just got my payslip and I'm not happy): Due to my persisting food poisoning syndrome, I didnt go to work for 1 whole week. So all in all, I was not at work for about 2 weeks. No work = no $$$.
I'm on a temporary 1 year contract, which means I do not have permanent staffs' benefits. That's sad right. :/ But I heard them saying that my Director wanted to put us on 1 year temporary contract before switching us to permanent staff. Hmmmmm...

I'm so gonna have to eat grass in January. Christmas is coming. BKK trip. Sarah's 21st birthday on the 9th is enough to create a hole.

GOSH. I gotta clear my debts on 13th feb. Chinese New Year. Time really zooom past us dont they?

Christmas presents christmas presents christmas presents.

retail therapy

- Sometimes when you get really tired after staring at your desktop during work..

- This describes 2 scenarios.

1. After Alan did a good btoss with great heights.
2. After Citra did her layout twist.

- & then discussing on their mistakes.

- I ate 4 of this candy in 1 day hoping to have phelgm-y cough as I'm suffering from sore throat. But now I found myself with dry cough. Yeeewk!

- Aunty Sabrina get this cute pouch from taiwan. And Shyen stuffed candies in it saying something like 'Cheryl and Michelle jie jie must share one ar.'

- Nadiah made those curry puffs on her last day of work!

- bee racing himself to finish the leftovers of my redruby. :p

- the very nice grass jelly drink!

- After a little revamp of my room. I still want a warm pink room.

One day when I was resting on the bed with my mask...

- She took this picture!

- & both of us couldnt stop laughing at this one

- this is what she do after poking me.

- My colleague's daughter took part in the StanChart Kids' Dash, & she found me in the program booklet.

Why cant I be high with my eyes closed? - Justin

Michelle, please be careful. - Ken

Oooh, what's that? - Geok

Imma hard rocker. - Weihoe

Wooooooh! - Kelwin

These are a few I found it cute, especially Justin and Ken's expressions.

I need it badly. But... it's the first week of the month. I'm almost penniless. & I gotta save up for BKK. Otherwise I'll go there to window shop, which is not a very good idea cos it's BANGKOK!

This coming Sat is Aunty Sabrina's birthday. & this Sat, there's the ICU clinic. This Sat, there's gym class.
Fortunately, I've chosen the classes on weekdays cos I want my weekends free. It's really hectic when you're working from 0830 to 1800 for 5 days a week, and then with your other 2 days filled with trainings. & on Thursdays, I've to continue till 10pm. :/
I'm starting to drain out already cos more often than not, we've got more trainings due to performances/competitions.

Yesterday I was a good girl. Mum called a few days back nagging at me for coming home pass 11pm everyday for a few weeks. Specifically, dad has actually not been seeing me at home at all; when he sees me, I'm asleep, and vice versa. :p & I thought mum will cook dinner yesterday which apparently she didnt as she was busy with Uncle David and Aunty Hazel's Wedding preparations. YAY! Which means I’ve got another hole in my pocket because I need to get my gown.

I felt unwind to be at home after work. Slowly cleansing my face, switch on the computer, rest on the bed & stare at the ceiling, play games and wait for mum & dad to be back, chit-chat, watch tv, dinner, continue playing games when there’s no good shows, talk to bee, quick shower, zzZzzzZzzzzzz.

And I finally managed to arrange a successful sisters’ outing. HEHEHEHEHEHEHE. I’ve lost count on how many I’ve planned & failed due to clashing schedules cos everybody is working. Angel & Sarah are working shifts, while Sam & I are in office hours. And of course due to my busy busy schedule. I’m so not gonna forgo this one. Miss you girls sosososososososososososo much. Cant wait cant wait!

Oh, & I’m wondering when’s Legacy’s Christmas outing.

Many many decisions to make. My mind is in a blue-screen mode right now. I’ve got this feeling before but different reasons. This time, it’s kinda bad. I need some motivation. Nahhh. I need more than some. I need truckloads. & I thank bee for hearing this out just before he went in.

Oh oh oh…& I’m meeting the girls later for lunch.

&&& I need some Christmas presents to lighten my shopping lists. :/

I’m so getting my sims 3 in BKK.

wedding photos

Ok, I'm kinda lag these few days but still I'm so gonna blog about this.

After Standard Chartered Cheer Day Out, legacians decided to head to Marina Square's Just Acia for breakfast/lunch/dinner. Whatever you may want to call it. We passed by this booth and I saw my sister & miller staring at me. Their wedding photo album was showcased to the public. I went 'Eh, my sister. My sister leh. Come come here. See, my sister. Serious!' LOL. & for the rarest times, some said we looked alike. Heh. To think about it, I feel embarassed now as I stood in the middle of a gigantic shopping sister pulling people to the photo album just to see my sister. HAHAHAAHAHA!

Why you want the Garmin-Asus G60 or M20?

Why you want the Garmin-Asus G60 or M20?
(Information on the functions and features of the phones can be found at www.garminasus.com.sg.)

Firstly, I need a new phone badly. My current Nokia 6500 silde is dying on me. With its scratches, lagging applications, it just wouldn’t listen to me anymore. There’re scratches at every corner of the phone which is such an eyesore. A few days before, I picked up a phone call when I just came out from a bath. Water got into it, and now the speakers are kinda spoilt. Sounds coming out from the phone is muffled.

Previously, I wanted to get an iphone. But with asus new phone launch, it’s intimidating me.

Secondly, Garmin-Asus M20 functions just like a laptop. You can check mails, log onto facebook, blog, and do anything as it is high speed Wi-Fi enabled. It also has a desktop web experience with full HTML browser. With its large screen, fret not about straining your eyes to read and look at images!
Lastly, it also has a "Where am I?" safety feature displays your current address and nearest police, hospital and fuel services in just one click. I wont get lost anymore! :D

movies

i've been watching movies for the past 2 weeks. Heh. Gotta spend time with bee before he takes a 2 week break. :/

The book is nicer than this. & somewhat I felt that the part when edward left and bella was heartbroken could have shown more than that. In the book, I could literally feel bella's heartache. &&& they didnt show the part about turning into werewolves. :/ It's still a good movie though. :D

YAY. My first 3D movie! hehehe. Love the effects of 3D. I was catching snow lar. :p hahahahahah. The movie was very draggy. I was falling asleep at some parts when he was flying around. LOL. Maybe because I was too exhausted too.

The best movie I've watched so far. Hilarious, touching, meaningful. All couples should go catch it! Especially married ones! :D

So after all our hard work, our efforts pulled through. We are the champions! The results were somewhat unexpected. Everything didnt went up as planned. And to think that we were all doing so well during our 'dry-runs'. Thank you Citra for rushing all the way down just for us. For the finale, I guess the people involved feel very bad about it as it was andra's dream stunt. But we promise that we're gonna make it up & make it better for it. :D

I'm lunching & blogging at the same time. I think it's unhealthy. So...bye.

mixed

I've got lots in mind, but just no time at all to finish.

I promise I'll come back with tons of updates when I'm free.

Right now, tons of work to finish. Byeeeeee. :D


PS: G double O D J O B, GOOD JOB, GOOD JOB. Legacy!

thank you

It was a very bad choice. One of the worse I could make. But I didnt have any other options. Indeed disappointing, but there were no other ways.
I know for sure, that I couldnt execute it. I didnt have enouugh practise; my muscles havent remember it yet. Maybe I had, but I myself ain't sure what's wrong. I know what I must do, in fact did it many times. However not a clue on the reason behind the failed attempts once the music starts.
Everytime after failing, I feel totally useless. I just want to scream. I want to scream it all out, scream it out loud. But I cant. It will affect everybody. I kept it inside, for weeks i had. I've tried to convince myself each time I failed. I tried to stand up again when I fall. But I fell again. I tried to be confident. Not tried, I was confident from the start. I did not think of anything. I felt useless. And when the failures increased, I cant stop myself from thinking that I am useless.

Thank you Jessie for trying to console me although I chase you out of the toilet. I'm glad she left me alone otherwise that lump in me will be stucked. I've never had it that bad. Bee came and pulled me out. I didnt want to face him. Not only have I disappointed myself, but the coaches as well.

From the bottom of my heart, I thank the coaches for giving me that opportunity. I've tried treasuring it but that was the last training. I have no choice but to express renounce. In fact, I was stomping on my feet when I was saying it to bee as I really wanted to stop. Cos everyone wanted me to do it. Everyone was so encouraging. But I cant.

Thank you everyone for the encouragements. Thank you shane for all the taps that you've given everytime when you walked pass me and the 'you can do it michelle.' Thank you selvam for the 'can one, can one.' Thank you derrick, sue for the 'good job' and 'go michelle'. Thank you xinyi for the claps and the 'bu yao fang qi'. Thank you justine for the 'you can do one. Dont think.' Thank you jay for the 'jiayou'. Thank you elaine for the 'you can do it girl'. Thank you fee for the 'go michelle. jiayou.' Thank you glenn for the 'jiayou michelle'. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. THANK YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PS: Jessie, you owe me garlic bread ar. :p hehehehhe.
PPS: I feel stupid when I said "I'm useless" to bee, and then he slapped/pinch me. :/

this is why I'm brain dead

RE: Performance Fund‏
From:
Michelle Koh (cutie_teddy09@hotmail.com)
Sent:
03 December 2009 09: 45AM
To:
Michelle Koh (cutie_teddy09@hotmail.com)
1 attachment
Paid Perf.xls(40.5 KB)

If you can recognise, this is an email I've replied to myself when I'm suppose to reply to jessie. I seriously have no clue on what I'm doing. Grrrrrrrr.

weariness

I never thought that working and cheering was so tiring, until competitions came. :/

I can doze off anywhere. Even if it's a 5 bus-stop journey. & I'm getting constant headaches. HELP! & I'm so not going skip lunch when I've training. Cos I realise I wont have much energy if I skip a proper lunch.

Stanchart is on Sunday. I'm confident, yet nervous. Contradicting eh? Yea..nervous for some tiny parts which can actually affect the whole routine. ARGH.

I cant find any muscles to do my routinely jogs anymore. They were supposed to be in the noon. That is when I've no trainings.
Work, eat, train, sleep, and the cycle repeats. Luckily a break on christmas. To BKK again. :D Retail therapy, yes, I need them again.

If you give me a bed now, I'll sprint straight to lala land. Yea...that's the only energy left. :/

I'm emotionally weak

Sometimes I wish I was like the rest.
Sometimes I yearn too much for perfection.
Sometimes I hope that everything will go my way.
Sometimes I want what I want to be.
Sometimes I crave for what I desire.
Sometimes I just want to stop & give up.
But all the time, I need that extra something.
All this time that something is a necessity.
And all this time I know that everything will be as smooth sailing.


I still cant find myself.


Soul-searching time):