Sunday, June 5, 2005

pics agn agn

picx wit cindy, mindy, yl, sy, peanut, ah wee, zhihao, damien`

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[[*cindy's having strawberry!`]
[[*tis is e most perfect pic we've taken`]
[[*but whr's damien?']

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[[oh well..tis tym we lost yl 1/2 face, mindy n peanut`]

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[[*yl look blur huh!`]
[[*n mi too!`]
[[whr's sy??`]

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[[oOh..ke lian de sy n peanut`]
[[blocked by yl agn`]

picx

took tis wit sis n fang lynn!` x)

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[[*everybodi twist!`]
[[*y do we all having 2?`]

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[[*oOh..shaDdup!`]

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[[*yeah..we R gurlx]
[[*we rawkx!`]

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[[*lazy to edit lerx]
[[*haax`]
[[*i can c 2 takobachi balls on my face`]
[[*yummmmiiee]

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[[*i look kinda retarded?`]
[[*nah..we wanted to act lyk we were puching fang lynn`]
[[* but my sis changed pose`]

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[[*heart-shaped face mi`]
[[*say cheese!`]

Saturday, June 4, 2005

elOx

so long nv blog` agn` was jux lazy` simply lazy` even if i hav reali nth to do` i'm jux too lazy` nth to blog oso` oni noe i mish him` =(

hmmm` went out wit frenx everyday except today`


mon went out wit wendy` go bugis` walk walk`

tues went to play bball` n wendy cut my hair` haax` my fringe` is straight!` lol`

wed wenta my aunt hse` play wit baby shyen!` she is sooooo adorable` heex` aft tt was bored` so wenta bugis wit my sis n fang lynn` took neoprints` heex` walked ard` left at abt 7.30 to mit gs, sw n siriporn at kallang dere` wanted to watched delyn n js play in e netball match` but their opponent didn cum` haax` n delyn started laming tt they gt emergency n stuffs` [air-con] ` =X ` den wenta old airport rd to eat` haax` celebrated strawberries bdae!!` heex` but it seems lyk we lost sw n js cos they were at another table wit perrine n cheryl` had gr8 fun fooling ard` heex` at 1st was disgusted at e sight of cockroaches at an empty stall right in frt of us` but felt alrite aft we changed place` e food was yummy!` heex` was playing n fooling..n guess...we forgot e tym` gt carried away wit all e fun!` haax` by e tym i reached hm` it was nearly 1am` haax` but its all worth it larx` wit strawberries!!` u all rawk!`

thurs went out wit cindy, mindy, yl, sy, peanut, damien, ade, sw, jason` had gr8 fun wit them` n CINDY` once agn` haax` luv e tym being wit u` though i looked abot sianx` but was nth larx` cos was thinking of thgs ma` we wenta watch monster-in-law` haax` gr8 show!` wenta take neoprints ltr!` heex den mit wendy n alwyn` wenta eat at cafe cartel` alwyn treat` heex` thanx!! aft tt wenta take neoprints agn` hahax` had so muchie fun`

fri went to sch` den wenta swim` wit joanna n wendy` haax` n now` i'm tanned agn` heex` i lyk to b wit them` cos..they r owaex dere to console mi in my deepest moments` =) ` we lyk e company wit each other` =D ` n wendy's lyk a sis` heex` =DD` wendy..dun fly when u c tis arr` =pPp

so bored` hmmx` mcdonald is alrite le` =) ` but gt probation` beta den go in ma` heex` but e case is nt fully settled yet` cos gt 2 ma` den gotta go back duno when` bu yao dan xing larx` mei shi de k!` x)

Wednesday, June 1, 2005

hehhehx`` hahax` long long tym didn post` anibodi miss me??` =PpP` jk larx` alot of thgs happen` hmmm..` whr shld i start?`
1stly` i think i wana say sori to my fren` err..` frm strawberry grp de` dun wish to say her name larx` sum thgs r hard to tell u face to face` i'm nt sure whether u r angry` but...` i think so larx` u cried tt day` n i feel abit guilty` n i swear i didn tell him abt throwing e 'thg' away` hmmm..he asked mi wad was ur reaction` n i said u kinda dowan it` tt's all` n he himself told mi to ask u to throw it away if u dowan` n nt to return it back` kaex` i feel reali guilty` i duno why` jux wana sae..mmm.. sori k`
hols le` but stil gt classes` so i think its no hols fer mi` sianx`
hmmm..` macdonald gt 2 cases` ke lian` fri last day le` n i haven gt a chance to c him in real` lol` everytym reject him` haax` wish u gd luck kaex!!`
MT o's paper is over` n i think` i've dun errrr....nt bad larx` haax` tian xie han zi normalli noe nth` but tis tym noe 2 words` gt improve ba` =pPp

haix`` stil missing tt somebodi` i promise myself nt to take e innitiative to find him lerx` hope he'll noe i'm missing him??` haax`

k la` shall end here` nitex everybody!!`

Monday, May 23, 2005

.

wo hui fa zhe dai` rang hou wang ji ni` jie zhe jing jing bi shang yan`
xiang zhe na yi tian` hui you ren dai ti ni` rang wo bu zai xiang yan ni`
wo hui fa zhe dai` rang hou wei wei xiao` jie zhe jing jing bi shang yan`
zai xiang zhe yi bian` ni wen rou de lian` zai wo wang ji zhi qian`

haixh` ni de bu hao quan dou wang diao le` =)

jux knew another guy` =) `hoho` his name is mcdonald` cute horx` hahax`

sad sad``

haix`` i mixh u` i mixh u` 0mgx` dun even noe whether u stil gt cum my blog c de ma` =( `jux wana tell u i reali mixh u` kaex` hiyo` but i noe how much i mixh u oso no use laRx` u dun seem to care` u dun even bother` haixh`
if i noe tis wld happen` i wld stay outside ur hse n spend more tym wit u` cos e tym spend wit u is reali reali wonderful` i noe u play play de larx` but...nvm` it's ok` memories r owaex kept in my hart` =)
huai de yao wang diao` hao de yao yong yuan ba ta ji qi lai`
n soon` i will find urself a hapi hapi person agn` =DD ` hopefulli``

today zhiren n ming lai celebrate bdae` they go fich n co` haax` mi n wendy bo liu` so nv eat` n i oso very full` haax` den pei them walk ard tm lo` joke ard wit e gals` haax`
den wenta downtown wit wendy n joanna` cos joanna fren gt chalet ma` reach dere saw qiren n frenx` den wenta wendy's hse` chat wit her fer a looonngg tym` tok abt him* ` haixh`
n tt's when i realise i shld b lyk her` forget abt e unhappiness` =))



___*wang le ta ba!!`

Saturday, May 21, 2005

haIx`

wenta sentosa today` omg` FINALI` heex` wanted to go fer so so long le` had a reali gr8 tym dere!!` haax` was swimming n swimming n swimming` playing "water polo"` haax` all sortx larx`
hmmmx..going out wit joey n cindy reminds mi of tym during sec 1 n 2!` haax` thx drenx!` had a gr8 tym wit ur!!`

haixh` i mish him` frm last sunday til now` heard nth frm him` hmmmx....why do i miss him??`` =(

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

argh!

stupid aloy!` argh!` dumb dumb u!!` tok to u abt e yq6 thingy so long u stil dun understand isit` kaox` i wana vomit blood le la` -_-|| gt back results today` quite alrite la` but i'm very sure i can do it beta` it's all bcos of e DISTURBENCE` failed sci` practically 75% of 4e5 n 4e2 failed larx` tt's wad e tcher said` gt E8 fer tt` e rest i pass` haax` amaths too` lolx` miracle!!!` i didn reali study fer tt` haax` n when i did e paper` alot of qns i didn noe how to do` but those i did i gt confidence` so.....tt confidence gave mi a pass` haax`
wenta gt mr tay's card jux now` wit siriporn, ah siao, gs`haax` hope he will lyk it` =DD`
gs` dun sad le larx` k` try agn e mx test lo` first tym oni` u cant remain at e top foreva ma` dere r owaex ups n downs` k` think abt ur history` shld b hapi` scored so well fer it` k!!!`
hmmm` i mish him` haax` trying hard to tell myself nt to` =)` wonder wad's he doing now???` haax` *stop it mich* `somebody called mi jux now` 7 tymx` miss calls 7!!` cld it b him??`

heex` going to sentosa soon` hippppeeeeex!!!`

Monday, May 16, 2005

wow!

hehex` had so muchie fun on e wkends` n today of cos`
wenta bugis wit wendy in e afternoon` den aft tt wenta her hse to eat` den wenta mit him at ard 9 plus` chat wit him outside his hse til abt 2` haax` cos he gt probation ma` den we play play play` jux didn wan e tym to pass so fast` haix` but c his eyes red red le` ask him go slp le lo` haax` den stupid him bite mi til *orr chei* ` can bcum ah ma liao` lolx`wait fer damien awhile den he so long den sae he free` wanted to hav supper together ma` heex`den aft tt wenta wendy hse ton` haax`
nx monrning wake up at 10` actuali cldn slp larx` cos alot of things happen den was thinking abt it ma` heex` den wenta hav breakfast` aft tt go her grandmama hse` den wenta my mama workplace` den reached her hse le ask amelia out to play bball` tiring day ya` but FUN!!`
den went hm` called him` haax` he woke up at 5plus` wad a pig man` =PpP
den today wenta k-box wit ah siao, siriporn, gs n wendy` had a GREAT tym dere` hoho` sang n sang` now my jaw so pain` actuali pain frm fri` til today` haax`
called him` but he cancelled my call` =( `haix` duno wad i m to him` haixh` n i oso duno if i like him` mayb i care abt him bcos his a good substitute?` or mayb...` haixh`

can someone plx clear tis up fer mi??`

Friday, May 13, 2005

free!!`

examx r finali over guyx!` haax` waiting fer tis day fer so long` not exactly larx` but try one wk everyday study n do nth else?` i'm free now!` can go aniwhr i wan` hopefuli wen i gt back my resultx..it will b gd la` HOPEFULI`
actuali.i think i'll fail my sci` combined science` i jux flung e paper kaex` was too nervous i guess` n toalli forgot all formulas fer physics` n as fer chem` came out so MUCH on practical work` oh god` didn reali focus much on tt when i study` haixh`
today had so much fun at 840` lolx` i'm owaex so damn clumsy when i'm dere lo` i actuali took e ball n threw it right on my frenx head` wahahahax!!!` damn farni` everybody on e court actuali sat down n luff` n my cheeks were like burning!!!` god` i luv e ppl dere` they r such entertainment to mi` jux luv my tym dere` but dere's loads of embarressments too larx` MARIO...` SHIT` wendy if u r reading tis...plx hlp mi nx tym when they say mi lehx` dumb ass lehx` haax` den dere's xiaoben` jamie ex` cute guy la` lolx` duno how to describe` n gerard` he's my sis` haax` he's cute too` n ah toi n gordon` they r e guys who owaex make ppl damn dulan` cos when they play..they oni noe how to sabo ppl`
haax` going dere reali can release stress` n forget abt all e HIMS` hahax`
gtg`
byex!`

Sunday, May 8, 2005

-

ask mi to dui ni you xing xin` hmph` pian wo de` u oso nv call` dumb pig!` wait fer u til 4 am lehx` den call u 4 tym nv pick up` think u oso slp le la` haix` but i noe sth like tis will happen` so i din gong gong wait` heex` =D
aniwaex` u stil lie to mi` agn` owaex lidat` sth cropped out den leave mi aside` if not calling at least tell mi ma` PIG!`
k la` off fer now` gotta study`

-poooff-

Saturday, May 7, 2005

hmph!

stupid pig` duno wad u r thinking` say screen spoil` oso duno true not` ltr wo yu bei pian` seems like i've to b cautius abt everythg now` who ask mi to b so gullible` stupid mic
haax` i'm scoling myself` =)
shld b studying now` but dun hav e mood` missing someone too badly` n its not HIM` mayb...jux MAYB i got him off my mind` =) ` planned to study amaths n geog n chi` but nth` jux slack at hm` haax`
ytd played bball as usual` tt's wad i do on every fri to RELEASE STRESS` haax` i was having a great tym!` played wit e st hilda's gals` newbies` haax` sec 1 n 2` obviously we trashed them la` otherwise malu ma` heex`
gtg` +pooff+

-=gonex=-

Thursday, May 5, 2005

sianx

haix..wo kan wo yu bei pian le la` kaox` mei ci bei pian de` omg..think i will soon b numb on tis kinda feeling le la` stupid guy..dowan tok to mi jux say la` dumb guy` waste my sms` duno wad e hack is wrong wit u` i oso nv make u angey..shld b u lo` jux e day b4 ytd we were toking` n den ytd.....=(
hiya` bu guan ni le la..fan zheng xian zai wo yao STUDY er yi!!!
hoho..study le can go gd jc/poly` den i gt more choices le hor` =pPp
k la` today's entry like a lot of chinese` heex` mt O's cuming ma` mux practise` hao le` gtg`

Wednesday, May 4, 2005

heex..

helo helo!! heex..today nv go sch` was having bad stomachache larx` wenter e doc n she suspected tt i was having food poisoning` lolx` asked mi to cher agn but i guess dere's no nid to` =) i'm a healthy gal k`
wenter orchard wit gs n ah siao on sat` was supposed to go fer speech day` but..stomachache larx` yepx` had e pain frm sat all e way til today` n its like on-off..!` wenter buy cherie n amelia prezie` hmmm..like it preti much myself` haax! den mit tis stupid idiotic guy` actuali mit early de..in e end he had to go bai bai` den aft tt he went out wit his frenx n he actuali forget abt mi!!! o gawd!` i bombed his fone frm abt 3 til 6` frm orchard all e way back to tamp.` was running mad okaex! but not bad larx he` when he picked up e phone he said sori b4 i said anithg` was like blabbering all kinds of nonsense saying him` hahax` ah siao was bside mi luffing` =PpP
wenta watch sahara` e show was damn boring in e beginning` we were tokin most of e tym` heex` towards e end its very exciting` n i was lyk "kuai dian kui dian" ` =D
aft tt went hm` he gt hm detention? tt's wad he said`
heex` he's kinda a nice guy? hmmm..mayb can conider him ba..=pPp ..haax..

heex..

helo helo!! heex..today nv go sch` was having bad stomachache larx` wenter e doc n she suspected tt i was having food poisoning` lolx` asked mi to cher agn but i guess dere's no nid to` =) i'm a healthy gal k`
wenter orchard wit gs n ah siao on sat` was supposed to go fer speech day` but..stomachache larx` yepx` had e pain frm sat all e way til today` n its like on-off..!` wenter buy cherie n amelia prezie` hmmm..like it preti much myself` haax! den mit tis stupid idiotic guy` actuali mit early de..in e end he had to go bai bai` den aft tt he went out wit his frenx n he actuali forget abt mi!!! o gawd!` i bombed his fone frm abt 3 til 6` frm orchard all e way back to tamp.` was running mad okaex! but not bad larx he` when he picked up e phone he said sori b4 i said anithg` was like blabbering all kinds of nonsense saying him` hahax` ah siao was bside mi luffing` =PpP
wenta watch sahara` e show was damn boring in e beginning` we were tokin most of e tym` heex` towards e end its very exciting` n i was lyk "kuai dian kui dian" ` =D
aft tt went hm` he gt hm detention? tt's wad he said`
heex` he's kinda a nice guy? hmmm..mayb can conider him ba..=pPp ..haax..

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

...

yo ppl!! i'm back` now gt tym faster post` think fer e nx 2 wks wun hav e tym le` cos MID YR is coming!` so everybodi...mux study k!! =) good luck too!!` think i've gt my mind off him? not sure..of cos at tym.....` i noe larx..he's not worth all tis` he's a jerk! haax` but there's owaex e memories..` like mdm noreha said ytd` kindness is impt` 4e5 ppl will noe y la` lazy to type` heex` so when my nx target cum..one impt thg is of cos kindness` n handsome too =PpP (jkjk) ` but his looks of cos mux b pleasant to my eyes la`
to mi..mayb he's kind la` MAYB` but if he is..y will he left mi lidat ritex?` so he's not..` hoho`
k la` gtg le` havta do maths..sianx` byex`

Sunday, April 24, 2005

=`(

haix` i'm so damn damn damn disappointed in u` u suck big time` yesh..i said BIG TYM!! now i finally c ur true clrs` n well..u reali suck` u said i'm a liar? lying btw u n chin meng?` plx la..since when i'm wit chinmeng? wad abt u? huh? stead wit one gal n...fuck la!` i knew tis kinda thing will happen eventuali..n den sae wan patch..u lost, casper` HAAX! "i will not trust u agn" shld b mi who's saying..not u! i'm so damn stupid to trust u on 7oct04` i'm so dumb! n i think e gal's unlucky to hav u!! DAMN!! i'm so wrong tt frm e start i shld hav arady brokrn up wit u..shldn b so soft-harted` haix` i did no wrong k` neither did chinmeng or my frenx` it's u` e way u deal wit ur stead` when u wan ur stead..u wan e whole of her` n when u dowan her..u jux throw her off` haax` i wish tt gal good luck! n casper tan..i hate u!! frm e bottom of my hart!!

u suck not big tym..
but enormous, gigantic..
tt words jux cant express..

Friday, April 15, 2005

elo

helo` hahax` so long nv blog le` been busy studying` haixh` study so much for chinese` in e end gt 41.5 for it` jux passed` wadahel` hopefully i'll get at least an A..studied alot too` heex` didn go sch today` my whole family woke up at 6.30 n tot tt ut was 5.30` lolx` cos stil so dark` den ytd tok to chinmeng` haax` he told mi alot of stories` nice chatting wit ya niwaex` =DD
hmmmx..didn noe tt so mani ppl read my blog` lolx` til i saw my tagboard` i will b fine ppl` hopefully` =) i luv u guyx!! u ppl rox` muackx!!
niwaex` gotta go` miting wendy to play bball`
byex`

___*time is my medicine``

Wednesday, April 6, 2005

=D

hey ppl` i'm single agn` e feeling is gr8` but not tt gr8` haixh` was feeling so down ytd tt my double eyelid was gone` gosh` cried too much` but everythg's over now` shldn hav teared fer sucha guy` n e reason: he wanted to stay single, tired of e relationship, wanted to b like his frenx who r able to get other gals' phone no.` oh god` i reali cant believe my eyes when i saw e msg` but nvm` forget it` it's over` he obviously stil HAS NOT GROW UP` he jux didn treasure mi` its his lost not mine` =)
niwaes` thx aloy` u r truly a gr8 fren` n joey` hmmmx..not forgetting suwei of cos` accompanied mi frm 4-8+ ` n garry` noe he wana cheer mi up but he jux didn noe how to so he became a cha tao` jux ans ni yes no tt kinda thg when i say sth` lolx` i luv u guys` =DD
hoho` got rid of 1 burden now` n now i hav more tym fer study` woohoo..` mid yrs' cuming` STUDY STUDY STUDY!!

____*dun eva trust anione
____*n e one who u trusted most
____*will b e one who hurts u GREATLY

=`(

we ended here`
end of last chapt`
end of e book`
=`(

tong hua li zhen de dou shi pian ren de`

Sunday, April 3, 2005

joke

was browsing thru e webbies` found tis`

Everybody who has a dog calls him Rover or Boy. I call mine Sex. Now Sex has been embarrassing to me.
One day I entered Sex in a contest,but before the competition began he ran away. Another contestant asked me why I was just standing there,looking around.
I told him that I had planned to have Sex in the contest. He told me I should have sold my own tickets. "But you don't understand" I said,"I had planned to have Sex on T.V." He called me a show off.
When my husband and I separated we went to court to fight for custody of the dog. I said, "Your Honor, I had Sex before I was married!!"
The Judge said, "Me too".
Then I told him that after I was married that Sex had left me.
He said "Me too".
Last night Sex ran off again. I spent hours looking around town for him.
A cop came over to me and asked me what I was doing in the alley at 4 o'clock in the morning.
I said looking for Sex.

My case comes up Monday...

helo helo``

yo peepx` i'm back` hahax` com broke down recently n now its ok arady` tis wk babii not in s'pore` whole wk okaex` missed him like crazy` haax` sms a few tym` yes..a FEW tyms oni` he went to thailand fer golf compeitition` international` hahax` so proud of him` n he's finally back!!!` but i cant c him til tml` cos he says tt he nids his sleep` he's dead tired i guess`
hmmm..n i spent my whole wk wit my fren!!` haax` they were such nice ppl man!` can understand y i was nt able to b wit them when he's ard` gs even said tt i was in a "communist" country` wahahahax` i luv my frenx` =DD
went fer pizza on monday` had a gr8 tym we them` cherie..xinmei..amelia..ah ma..ah siao n gs` was luffing n luffing` cherie even cried` tears of joy` haax` tok abt alot of thgs wit them which ended up being a joke to them??` n we were like 7 mad ppl luffing frm when we had entered till we leave` ahaax`
wenter watch ms congeniality on tues` gr8 show man` i luv sandra bullocks` hahax` toking abt bullock` my sec 1 cousin was showing mi her hist test paper` qns asked for what did e bullock named aft n what is it used fer` n here's how she answer "a bullock is pushed by a person used to push people" ` omg..i luffed non-stop` hahax` a bullock` it has clearly stated BULL` n she says it's pushed by a person` oh my..`
went hm aft sch to study amaths on wed`
wenter watch movie again` one grp wenter watch e eye 10` n e other wenter watch house of fury` i've watched e eye 10 wit my babii arady so i was in e house of fury category` hahax` e show rawkx` i luv TWINS` mayb nt their songs..but looks`they r jux so cute!!`heex` wenter kfc to do eng wit sw` she's reali chatty` hahax` 3 hrs to do 6 qns` *clapx* `ahaax` n i'm glad she realises it` =X
fri wenter kbox` smuggled yoshinoya in` n so we had our lunch dere`
stayed at hm n rot ytd` simply cos i was waiting fer my babii to cum back` haax` spent my tym slacking` wanted do study but...i guess i was jux too exicited tt i cld finally c him` so...didn hav e heart to study` heex`
hmmm` i passed my amaths` wit a C5` hapi hapi` ahaax` frm F9 to c5` finally improving` n shucks` i'm selected fer e-maths remedial` oh god` shldn b in it` blame it on my carelessness fer my maths test` haixh`
i'm off now` bubyex``

Friday, March 25, 2005

[[ |shOutX | ]]

argh` jux cant slp` so here to blog` hmmmx` he's actin real strange tis few days` wondering if he's reali feeling insecure or....` jux wan ya to noe tt i'll owaex b dere fer u when u nid mi even if u dun` n i will nv nv leave u =)) `

-loved u-

heheexX...

halo peepx` haax` haven been bloging fer quite awhole` was tooooooo busy wit my studies n stuffs` haixh` amaths to mi is a real killer man` gotta..nono..MUX pass for e nx test` noe it's gonna b hard cos e topic is on differentiation` it will b real gr8 if chapt 16 dosn cum out` cos i dun understand a single thing` even e tiniest partcle of it` haax` havta ask my sis to teach mi`
failed english` haixh` was reali shocked` but i jux didn express myself out cos mani ppl failed too` hmmm..gotta reali buck up ya` failed maths test too` haixh...HAIXH!!` i was shocked...felt reali reali bad too` tears even flowed out..uncontrollably` it was all bcos of e qns behind e paper` i failed to realise tt there were 3 more qns..ARGH!! n e paper was lik...owww...god damn easy!!` haixh` careless mistakes...` despite all e tym spent at library n mac studying during e wkends..i stil failed` havta zhu yi my carelessness frm now` every single lil' thg` eng oso failed partly bcos of my carelessness` hmms..`

_____*study study study...
_____*i love ya baby!!!

Sunday, March 13, 2005

=(

all e exams r over` hols r here` not very hapi actuali` cos its not hols at all` i'm all held up wit classes n hw n my studies` n after e hols..there r MORE tests` haix` hate all these tests n stuffs` they r reali driving mi crazy` i studied so hard for my chinese test` n i failed!` argh!!` n i nv eva tot tt i will fail cos i nv failed b4` haix..` n my e-maths..bcos of one stupid careless mistake` i've gt 14 instead of 19` a-maths oso` careless mistake` in e end..minus off 5 marks` all tis taught mi to b extra careful in my work nx tym` haix..`
niwaex` i'm selected fer 20X100` hahax` wanted to run in 4X400 n 4X100` but i'm too late` its all selected arady` nvm den` as long as i've gt sthg to run fer` i'm quite contented arady` heex` so mercurianx..support mi eh!` hehex`
hmmm..mi n him hav been together fer '10' mths` ya.."add up" wit last tym` haax` hope he can understand mi enuf to stop all e quarrels` more on his stubborness` so tt i will not..heehee..throw tantrumx la` =)

__love u__

Sunday, March 6, 2005

i didn noe...

**ehem..
haax` i didn noe tt mi n him quarrelled fer...so mani tym seh` lolx` jux browse thru all my post` oh my..it seems like i quarrel wit him everyday` god...spare mi` spare mi frm all these quarrels` sooner or ltr..i will not b able to take it animore`

=) ) double happiness``

halo ppl..changed my blogskin` but was lazy to blog` heex` had a wonderful day today being a babysitter` lolx` n yes...BABY` but nt exactly mi` my other 2 sisters r oso taking care of her` n my mom too` she's e babysitter during mid-nite` =pPp haax` n tt's my lil' 3 month old cousin` oh gawd..she's damn gorgeous` wit big eyes..small nose..` so jealous` haax` but i'm sure i'm much more cuter than her when i was young` hahax` now oso la` =D

nx week common test le` oh great` will b a tiring week fer mi i guess` almost everyday will finish at ard 4plus` haixh`gotta study le`actuali..i've arady studied` haax` noe mani of e peepx wun believe` not exactly study la` its like revising my work everyday` haax` doing wad mdm noreha said tt day` its beta to revise now cos u will spend a shorter time studying as u can recall ur work` hehex` my science is bad` real bad` haixh` gotta buck up!!!` =)

hmmm..he..er..e bballers heard wad happened when i was toking to him on e phone on mon` yepx` n eventuali he noe tt he cant b so over possesive` hmmm...helping him to learn when to let go as well as holding it tight at e appropriate time` haax` jux hope tt he'll reali understand how to *fly a kite* `heex`
_____*off to study..

i luv u dear!!` muahx..`

Monday, February 28, 2005

! ! !``

=0
hmmm..here to wish jas n matthias a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!` didn wish her in my blog e other tym` she requested fer one` so here it is jas mei mei` **winkx



*____to u noe who:: stop treating mi like tis` i noe i'm wrong` sori` i reali m` very...` u treat mi like a total nobody` i'm like as if a piece of shit to u` haix` now i noe how much u reali mean to mi` i reali reali nid u` i dowana lose u again` no more` i'm truly sori...`

Saturday, February 26, 2005

=(

=`(
i'm sucha bad gal` wad was i thinking abt ytd` come to think of tt` i m reali sucha fool` i'm sori` terribly sori` **weepx `wadahel was i thinking` y did i hav to lie` o mic...wake up will u?!?` y did u hav to abuse his trust` i noe..i kept saying tt he dun trust mi` n when he finally did hav some trust in mi` wat did i do` oh my...i'm a brainless kid man..`


_____`mic is sucha
bad gal..
_____`mayb its tym to reflect on myself
_____`accept wateva i hafta take since my mind is outa place at tt pt of tym
_____`blame it all on myself

Friday, February 25, 2005

=_=

hmmm..lessons were alrite` had maths oni` haax` amaths is reali driving mi crazy` argh!` #@!$%^&*&^%$#@!` but not bad la` now at least i noe how to apply e formula` =) `mux start to study` heex` e o'levels booklet tt is given out in e morning` woke mi up` n sth's somewhr is telling mi tt i shld start my revision` haax` mayb i'm jux thinking too much` ^_^
lost to cch` sianx` close match..lost 4 balls` leading at 1st` haixh..if we put in more effort..i'm sure we can win` o well` its over` tis yr is a real sucky yr fer mi i guess` jux e start of e yr` n arady so mani damn things r happening to mi` but i noe` he will owaex b dere fer mi` =)
had a tiff tis morning` ='( but finally realises his mistake` good boy` so after e match` wenter his hse` tv-ing` his mom, sis n bro came back short after` were all watching "fei mao"` hahax` nice show` >.< lyk china pumpkin lidat` [tt' wad he kept calling mi] `his sis is so cute` haax` kept looking at us when we were toking` asked her to watch e tv` dun disturb us` she say we r her tv` lolx` den his bro` lyk so quiet lidat` hahax`

went hm when they were abt to hav dinner` n here i m blogging`

*___``lurve u` muahx``

Thursday, February 24, 2005

Monday, February 21, 2005

suck

=(
u reali think tt u r tt gd?` o plx` think abt it again` i'm nt saying tt i'm gd` but i think i hav e abilities to point out ur mistakes` not oni as a captain n rmb` i m ur senior` n i rmb saying to u` "ni you she me zi ge han wo?" ..n i guess bcos of tt` u walk away cos u simpli gt nth to say` ya..i noe u hav gt one shot in` tt does nt mean if u played e whole 4 quarters we will win wad` heh..plx think abt ur passes` they r OWAEX so high up` n its very easy fer ppl to intercept u noe` argh...!` i reali duno wad u r thinking` n i dun forking care abt it` who r u?` who do u think u r huh?`

argh...!` i shldn get myself so angry jux bcos of tis person ya` haix..but her attitude is reali forked up` ok..i noe bballers r gonna add alot of comments to tis entries` but sori..i reali cant control myself animore so i hav to blog it out` in hope tt she will noe one day whr did she went wrong`

lost e match..TERRIBLE GAME` didn reali get to play in e match cos i was scolding vulgarities` =X didn mean to` but e referee wit spec...one word to say` suck` haix..sry ppl if u think i shouted at u all too...erm..huh to describe?` but i was reali fed up` n i cld b more harsh but i stop myself` so u c mi crying dere` sori`

_______**think i shld stop` i dun think anione wld wan mi to continue tis pathetic story` n those who were dere` u shld arady noe wad i'm trying to say` niwaex` sw..thx fer ur listening ear`

Sunday, February 20, 2005

x)

hmmm..didn post fer quite a few days..wasn in da mood..niwaex..lost ahs..[obviously we will] n ya..we played a very lousy game..our aggressiveness like b4 is not shown there..we simply 'gave them e ball' ..as in..we arady admitted defeat when e game has jux started..haix..i didn put in my best efforts..sori gals..cos my ankle reali hurtx..dalinah was having headaches but she still carry on da game..+luv ur fighting spirit =)+ ..gals..gotta b like her kaex..
niwaex..e match is arady over..no pt toking abt it..jux learn frm ur mistakes kaex..n amelia..u r e playmaker..gotta b alert at ALL times kaex..
hmmm...den wenter his hse on fri..omg..he didn tell mi tt his mom wanted to c mi..he jux brought mi dere..so damn embarrassed..haax..was standing outside e hse when his mom came out..den his mom was like "cum in..nvm one..dun shy.." ..argh..how can i nt b..but i went in after like abt 15mins when he came out saying u wan my mom cum out ask u go in isit..**grinx ..of cos i nt so dua bai..
his mom den started questioning mi..hahax..i'm like...SHY!!! kept on smiling back at her when i duno wad to ans..hahax..e nx thing i noe..my cheek was hurting badly..lolx..but his mom..hmmm..not bad..quite cute ..hahax..quite easy to communicate wit..like no generation gap..hahax..was toking to her abt shicai n stuffs..**oopx
went hm ltr n his mom kept saying "mux drop by more often okae." ARGH` i jux smiled..haax..he went fer his training..
ytd..wenter mdm tey hse..saw chee leong..hahax..slim down le..e last tym i saw him he grown alot fatter..**ehemx ..haax..everybody frm pass 4e1 brought 'gum' n non of e 4e5 brought..den huiwen took two oranges frm duno whr n gavi it to mdm tey..hahax..n she said it's frm e whole cls..lolx..den duno who say mux save e oranges otherwise oranges will extinct cos of cny??? haax..ate..den tok..den play awhile den went back hm..mdm tey kinda neglected us..she was all along wit e ex-4e1..+sad+ ..but gotta understand tt she see us everyday..haax..walk a long way to e mrt station..mayb cos of e scorching hot sun..reached hm..tok to him fer awhile..n slept frm 7 to 9am todae..real pig huh..+luffs+
so boring now..gotta complete my hw ltr..hafta b a gud gal..=) he's having tournament now..hmmmm..gud luck!` muackx`

Saturday, February 19, 2005


*love mi whole-heartedly*

+treats mi heavenly+
+tell mi truthfully+
+steal my hart charmingly+
+speak to mi softly+
+touch mi gently+
+kisses mi passtionately+
+hug mi tightly+
+teaches mi patiently+
+stays with me happily+
+trust mi ultimately+

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

-_-

sunday
wenta mr wong's hse..haax..so excited when we were on our way there..heex..mi n jas were taking pics on leon's hp comparing who's eyes r bigger.. ::jas..i think mine's bigger:: =pPp..
niwaex..i jux learn tt i've gt 1 mei mei [jas] n 2 didi [weiyi - ah tong n daniel - ah hao] ..hahax..cos leon my kor den he gt all these siblings so i'm part of it too..lolx.. +hei hei jia zhu+
let's get back to mr wong..haax..he is stil looking good as eva..so fit..so handsome..even leon was jealous of him.. "wa lau..i hate tis kinda guy! so handsome..so smart..sumore so fit!" lolx..ya..i guess..alot of guys ARE realy jealous of him..
went mr li's hse aft tt..he didn wana open e door..*CHILDISH* ..1st tym go ppl hse bai nian mux 'beg' e person to open e door one sia..tok there for awhile..n mi,wendy,jas headed to tm..leon wenta mit nicholas to play pool aft eating wit us at genki..
bought sth fer him..hahax..i love it..heex..hope u like it too..!~

monday
HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY!!~
had a reali wonderful tym wit baobei! wenta shaw ::as usual:: to watch seoul raiders..it simpli rox! love it..it is so exiting..n farni too..hahax..wanted to take pic at bugis..but he was shy n it was crowded wit peeps like us..so decided to go to pasir ris park..
saw izzudin wit his stead in e mrt..oh well..we were in e same cabin, same train..haax..so "qiao" ..
bought mac n wenta e near-by park as it looks like it was gonna rain..ate finished..tok awhile..den went back hm..e toks were all so..erm...sweet..hahax..**winkx

Match with BGS
haix..lost by 1 pt..*sobx* ..we had a draw actuali..21-21..had time extended of 5 mins in order to annouce e winning of either team..it was reali a very very exciting game..mr li had set high hopes of winning tis game as their defence was nt gd..haix..i had put in all my effort..even fouling for 3 tyms oni at e beginning of e 2nd quarter.. ::did i reali played tt vigorous?:: but it's owaes good to b aggressive in da game..
hmmm..if dalinah didn foul..we wld hav another draw..e score was 23-23..haix..they had free-throws..n scored 1..+my hart was pumping like crazy+ we had oni 5 sec to get another ball in in order to win them..omg..how r we gonna do tt..ya..n we were defeated..jux like tt..

___btw..bgs coach suck alot..he shouted at e referee when e referee did nt call fer a "foul" fer his player..oh plsss..referee r trained to b referee..they doesn nid a coach's guidance..


``______*jia you fer e nx match everione! NV GIV UP!

Sunday, February 13, 2005

= wOhoO =

jux came baq frm my godma's eating place..e food was delicious.. +yummi+ .."lao yu sheng" there oso..now so full..hahax..
wake up in the morning..recieved his sms frm his dad's phone.. *aww..so sweet* ..heex..
wenter bathe n when i came out..my younger sis's frenx were here..played wit them fer a few hrs..den had mee robus..den continued playing..fighting n taking pics n stuffx..haax..

went out ltr to my relative hse to bai nian..younger sis din go cos she went out wit her frenx..hahax..so she didn get e ang baos..
baobei jux called..hahax..luv him to bitx!! ..he bought alot of things frm there..buying mi sth too.. =) miss him alot actuali..trying to get myself occupied as to try not to miss him..hahax..
hmmm...so excited..tml going to mit mr wong le!! +yeshHh+
reali wonder how is he now....



___`1 more day to mtach wit bedok green sec*

Saturday, February 12, 2005

mr wong!!!~

called mr wong jux now n finally managed to get thru him!! we'll b miting him on sunday..yes!!! i miss him so much..SO SO MUCH!!~ omg..cant imagine i cld contact him again..i tot..he doesn wan us animore.. *sad* ..but he jux graduated..n currently tching in dunman sec..i reali feel SO SO GREAT being able to c him again..
::wHoO~:: everybody's like..so so so excited too! argh!! cant wait fer sunday..wonder if he's feeling da same?? haax.. he'll b going to e match on mon too!! haax..isn't tt GR8?? giving us support is one thing..losing his face is another..i've been thinking whether he will paiseh not if he cum n support us wit ivy..seeing us kena trash n all..haish..alritex..shall nt tok abt all tis
saddening thing animore..
after training..wenter tm to mit wendy wit jas..tok awhile n she went hm to change as she was stil in her uniform..jas was hungry so wenter buy suchi to eat..i tried one duno wad golden abalone..it's kinda nice..but e "abalone" was like..erm..jelly?? haax..jas ate so fast..den wenter take bus together cos she wanted to go to her cousin's hse[2 blks away]..met wendy after tt together wit jas n they cum to my hse to bai nian..
jas went hm to change ltr cos she cant stand her "stickyness"..cos after training ma..met her at wendy hse again cos i wenter her hse to bai nian..den we wenter elias mall tt area to mit wendy stead..her stead *bai ka* ..hahax..cos buang motor..den gt BIG BIG BIG blue-black..
den we went back to tm again cos e 2 *da wei wang* was hungry..everything was close..n jas..so choosy one..dowan eat tis dowan eat tt..den i suggested swensens..hahax..wanted to hav ice-cream but was thinking.. ::match cuming le..ltr canot run how?:: ..hahax..
finished le den walk to wendy hse..long journey..but we tok alot..tok n tok n tok..den reached le..stay at wendy hse to rest fer awhile..jas called leon..think he was in bad mood n wanted somebody to tok to..went hm after tt..n here i m..blogging at 1.11am..hahax.. XD

Wednesday, February 9, 2005

a.N.g.B.a.O

hmmm..alrite wit my mom ardy..although she stil gimme faces [which i dun understand y] ,i stil hav to control n pretend nth happen..ritex?
wenter a few hses to bai nian oni..total was 200bucks..everybody today seem so tired..probably cos of ytd..after e reunion dinner..my xiao shu n xiao shen were dere..n my little cousin too..haax..she took all my winnie e pooh out to play..n my uncle was like..
"michelle ar..given by ur boyfriend ritex?"
. . .hahax..i jux smiled..she play n play til abt 10 plus eleven den went hm sia..haax..she was so happy tt she didn even cry when she fell quite a couple of tyms..so cute!!~
so tired now..tml he's going to thailand..coming back on sunday..gonna miss him..but for tis 3 days..i can save my sms.. =X
after tt is valentines' day..haven got his prezzie yet..but i noe wad to get le.. =)
hope tt u will like it..heex..miss ya..


1st day of chinese new yr__``

>.<

didn go to sch today..mom wanted mi to help her..so i decided to b a good gal..but mit him in e morning fer awhile to hav breakfast..
after tt went hm n help my mom..but ended up wit a huge quarrel..haixh..she suck..alot..
forget it..cny tml le..gotta b cheerful.. =) ..dad ask mi to ignore her..fine..she's my mom afterall..
niwaes..HAPPY NEW YR EVERBODY!!~

Monday, February 7, 2005

=)

hmmm..wenter suntec ytd..saw ah ma n derek..haax..they wenter peninsular to c shoes..heex..mi n him wenter shaw to watch shall we dance..it was a fantastic show..*cheer*.. jennifer lopez rox!!~ she reali is a pro dancer..frm cha cha to hip-hop.. +whoo!!+ after tt wenter shop at bugis..saw one reali reali big WINNIE E POOH!!! 106bucks..haax..i want to get it but..if i were to buy it..whr m i gonna put it? my bed is so filled wit those plushies arady..n soon..i mayb sleeping on e floor..+LoLx+ ..saw one beautiful winnie e pooh puzzle.glows in e dark..500 pieces..he say he wana get tt for mi..haax..
hmmm..after ytd..i think tt he does love mi alot..n tt's y he is so so OVERprotective..but gotta limit urself k..
training cancelled today..mr lee's nt here n quite alot of ppl r having their mascot rehersal..so i..cancelled it..amelia n all r so excited to get their jersey..haax..dun understand y..niwaes our match is on nx mon..valentines' day.. *whoo~* ..i duno wad to say..of cos i'm nervous..e team spirit sumtym..i think tt it's jux not dere..so how r we gonna win?? haixh..nvm..i'm owaes telling myself to relax n gotta hav confidence in u all.. =)
niwaes..JIA YOU!!

Saturday, February 5, 2005

jamie...

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hmmm..reali miss jamie..





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miss her cuteness too..










hmmm..was

browsing thru my frenxlist on frenster..saw her pic n realise i miss

her..haax..she was reali a gr8 fren to b wit..so long nv c u

le..heex..call mi out when u free kaex..*winkx*





+mic+

Friday
hmmm..mit him in e morning..like wad leon said.mayb i reali shld gave him [last of e last] chance..or m i soft-hearted? haish..i hav no idea..
training was so slackie today..everybody were all so tired..didn focus much on e basics..mostly cos we ran 2.4 fer training..n everybody's aim was 15mins..which includes running out n in to e bball court..n mayb it's oso bcos of e heat..i bet u can cook an egg jux by cracking e egg n put it on e grd..haax..did 20 lay-ups in more then 10mins..*OMG* ..n there were abt 13 of us..slow like hell..gave them alot of breaks in btw cos of e weather..
had muscle cramps so i rest..then e lower sec guys were having their break..they were like "si hao, wei she me ni mei train." ::who? who was toking to mi:: *LoL* ..ya..i duno them..n i was -_- blur..haax..so mani of them..how m i suppose to rmb all their names..haax..
played match wit sum sec 1 boys..n michelle sub mi..why? cos 2 guys bang mi when i went in fer lay-up..haax..was screaming n luffing den when i was on e floor..*ehem* ..dowana tok abt it animore..but i will take my revenge..+muahahahax+
wenter watch netball gals match..hmmm..they were all nervous..playing too fast..hmm...cant comment on anithing cos i'm nt a netballer..but gals..think positively..kaex..learn frm ur mistakes.. =)
after tt wenter eat at FUed cafe..had pasta..n it was delicious.. +yumi+ ..wrote alot of thing at e board..hahax..
den wenter mit him somewhere ard his hse..stayed at e playgrd..tok til abt 9plus..den went hm..
tiring day``

+mic+

hmmm...jas wanted mi to blog..hahax..n i said i will listing everything frm mon to fri ritex..haax..so here i m..*giggles* ..ok..i noe..lame..
Monday
quarrelled again..n i hav to giv in..AGAIN..haixh..reali duno wad's e prob wit u..u r reali..OVERprotective..so eventually i asked myself to forgive him..
mdm noreha was saying abt our blogs stuff..+somebody say i yak alot+ ..hahax..so obvious.. it's deline's..n she said so far reading so mani blogs..she oni saw one wit good eng..hahax..n guess wad? its deline's..hmmm...mayb i shld change my writing style..but i suppose it's gonna b very boring cos i'm like narrating my story..+wenter e shop,bought a shirt+..tt kinda thing..so its beta if singaporen eng is used here..hahax..afterall..mdm noreha is reali a nice tcher..
geog test was alrite..cld do most of e qns..*hope tt i can pass*..mrs lee said tt all these cls test she's giving us was jux revision test to c if we understand e topic..n of cos..i do wana pass cos i've nv failed geog b4 til e 1st geog test she gave..*grinx*..
Tuesday
had a tiff..haish..i was like..forget it..i noe..its mi who's gonna give in again..n i'm gonna give him one last chance..
Wednesday
training today was..fast..haax..complete ecerything quite fast i guess..n tt's e kinda attitude i'm looking for..cos we can learn ore things n nt stuck in e basics..hippo trained awhile n went hm cos i think there's sth crop up in his family..::teasing him b4 he left:: he asked us to play more 5 on 5 so there will b more communication within us while playing match..
started playing fer awhile then leon came in 'angbao' costume..lolx..red polo tee..haax..said he wanted to play..so i made one team stronger [without him] ..n it was a draw?
haax..it dun reali matter to mi..cos as long as they did put in their effort..i'm satisfied..
one farni thing tt happen was...i touched vonne's breast..*LoL* didn mean to but it jux happened so fast..haax..think i can buy a bra fer her on her bdae` ...hahax..
had a reali fun tym playing match wit them..wenter eat mac after tt..n eugene n terry were all so..DOTX..oni two words to describe..+lame n dumb+ ..knocking on e glass wall n asking mi to guess wad terry was drawing.. '__'||
went hm after tt..
Thursday
hmmm..quarrelled...ARGH..cldn stand him animore..was in a foul mood n he stil gave mi attitude..::wad i HATE da most:: haix..he shouted at mi when we were walking outside e sch..wenter e void deck..he sat down n he stared at mi..::wadahel:: shout again..he pushed n pulled mi..n eventually i jux walked out on him..
reached hm..aloy sms mi..asked mi if i cld call him..::thx..but no thx:: i was thinking he was trying to help us again..he replied saying tt he cld kip secrets too..wanting to sumhow vent my anger..i called him..tok fer quite long..n occasionally dere were oso tymx when i shout at him..**oopx..sori** ..heex..but he reali has a very good pair of listening ears..*winkx*
casper sms mi..n instead of asking mi wad is wrong wit mi..he scolded him..so..haixh..
"let's b frenx"..i told him..
tok to leon after tt while shopping at e john litte sale..he is simply a very extremely w0ndaf0ol kor..cheering mi up n everything..even asked mi to gave him another chance..n if he was to break it again..then i shall end e relationship if i wan to..haixh..they r not frenx..not related in anything..n yet he spoke up fer him..::wad if leon is nt my kor??::

Friday, February 4, 2005

haix..

ACCEPT MI FOR WHO I M..I M MI..I LIVE FER MYSELF..

Sunday, January 30, 2005

elox..

hmmm...change my blogskin...heex..love it..simply rox..but gotta change e scroll-bar..n http://photosfriendster.com/photos/42/00/5480024/797322842168.jpg was taken off..lolx..
he apologise tis morning..but i didn bothered..til at nite when he told mi he decided to go to overseas to study..cos he felt tt i didn luv him animore..haix..i jux wanted him to change his ATTITUDE..
training..haix..mom didn allow mi to go todae..cos i've arady went on mon, wed, fri...nvm den..aniwaes..attendance has nt been up to standard yet..n..nvm..shld nt say it here..
write again nx tym..nitex..

Saturday, January 29, 2005

elo....

hmmm...it has been....27 days since i last post..hahax..reali bz wit things..as usual..quarrels..n now i asked for break..1 day le..n aloy is trying to solve e prob fer us..THANX..nt tt i didn noe how to..but he reali is sumtym unbearable..haix..tok abt basketball n nt spending time wit him..reali cant stand it animore..haix...

Sunday, January 2, 2005

phantom of e opera__``

YESH!! finally everything's over! let it all pass as it's a brand new yr!! kaex? reali hope there will be PEACE...

jux gt back wit him today..n wenter watch e phantom of e opera..lolx..now we dun hav anymore movie to watch le sia..all watch finish..quite interesting show actuali..not very nice..but not tt gd oso..hmmm...cos e ppl dere dun tok as much as they SING..haax..den luv story...abt tis gal christine who shegonna choose btw 2 guys..e disfigured guy [bad guy] or e one she luv..cos e bad guy plans to kill e "handsome" [jealousy] if she chooses e "handsome" .. sounds rather confusing..haax..i oni like e ending part cos tt's when e gal finally chose who she wana b wit..n guess wad? she sang to e "ugly" .. very touchingly ..n e "ugly" let go of e "handsome" n let christine to b wit him..wow..nice ending to me..heex..
hmmm...sch starting le..sianx...o'levels..haix..but reali miss all my frenx..e laughter n e joy in 3E5!!!~ 3e5 rawkx!!```

Friday, December 31, 2004

haixh..

fer him:haish..i reali duno wad other things u expect frm me anymre..everything i tot a g0od gf will giv..i guess i've arady given..n for tis 3 entire days..i've seriously tot abt us..yesh..some part of it is mi..my fault..but now i'm not argueing abt who's faut isit..but e trust in us..

chalet: i'm wit oni e GALS..it's e GAL bball team..oni 2 guys r there n they r my COACH..i went there fer 21st 22nd 23rd..i sms u..n oso called u..but wad did u say to mi? if i wana tok n sms u den wad fer i go to e chalet..ritex? is u..u dowan mi to sms or tok to u..doesn mean tt going to e chalet = canot sms casper..tt's ur "nonsensical" logic kaex..n after e chalet..u start saying tt i dun care abt u..hey..is who dun care who?! haixh..

mac: forget abt tis..i've arady admitted countless times tt its my fault kaex..

haixh..u told mi tt u wasnt feeling secured when i'm nt ard wit u..n u wanted mi to b owaes by ur side..but i think it's not abt feeling secured..it's ur trust..whether do u believe mi or nt..n now..i'm giving u time to think abt it..n after so long..ur stubborness is stil dere..u stil *THINK* of *NONSENSE*..haixh..after so long..i'm nw even doubt if u stil luv mi..fr e past 3 mths.i've given u a my "understanding" , care n concern..casper..go think abt wad i've said here..i didn plan any of it..but wad i'm thinking tis moment..if u cant accept who i m now..tell mi..

fer readers: yesh..as u all can c..we've quarrelled AGAIN..haixh..i've nth beta to say le..our every bits n pieces of unsovled misunderstandings had eventually led to tis huge prob..n since nth can take away his stubborness..i hav to b da one to solve tis..haixh..jux hope tt tis will pass fast..
n leon..thx fer everything..u r truly a great kor..

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

hehhehx..

wenter mac fer sumtym...wit gs n ah siao..luff alot til i arady *ma mu* liao..lolx..did some hw..ltr gonna continue..hahax..mic bian guai le horx..heex..nx yr sec 4 le..of cos canot slack so much le la..

haix..quarrelled wit him again..its oni 9 now..i duno when it gonna last..jux hate it simply..yesh..i was nt feeling well ytd..n vomited..but tt doesn mean tt i cant go out n eat wit my frenx e nx day..EAT! not to go n shop or wateva..u think i can stay at hm without food isit? haix..do u reali reali think tt going out n eat wit my frenx is wrong? u think i'm a robot which wun feel hungry? haix..up to u..hate it when u r lidat..n u think tt it's mi who wana argue..n i'm nv stubborn! o...well wateva..

hmmm..hols ending le..n a few months ltr.. i will be having my o'levels..time reali flies..i've gotta work extra hard tis yr..actuali planned to study during tis hols..but it seems like i've been caught up wit all e trainings..1 wk 7 days seem so short fer mi now..soon..i'll get to c everybody again!! yeah! miss u all..3e5 rawkx!~
__*cheerx
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Tuesday, December 28, 2004

yo!!~

hey..i'm back...hmmm...anione miss mie? hmmm..my com is lagginglike hell so dun blame mi fer not writing in..alot alot of things had happen thru tir 25 days? mi n him broke up fer 1 day..hahax..but of cos he bu she de wo la.. =X ..luv ya too.. =pPp ..hmm..going to abt 8 mths le..oh ya..n dun forget my christmas present ya?? **winks ..

had a match wit queenstown sec today..n it was like SHIT..n yes..shitty game..played NOT good at all..but my juniors were hapi cos they won fer e first tym?? we played wit them last tym n trash them like =) .. but wadahell is tis? winning by 4? its not winning or losing tt matters..like wad e coach say..if they use more abit of their initiative..they wld hAv won us arady..all 13 of us is afraid to do wad we wan to do..*including mi la*..n tt's completely different frm them..they take e ball..shoot or lay up..not scared to attept AT ALL..haixh..friday match again...please please do all our best k..we mux proof everybodi wrong n show them tt we can do it..kaex..ea bball rawkx!!
..n yvonne ar yvonne..there's nth to cry abt over e jersey no. kaex..if u r good..if u r strong..dere's nth to show jux frm e no...u mux prove it wit ur own skill..kaex..smilex!! jIa yOu!!~ robot rawkx...wahahahax...=pPp

hmmm...it has been quite a few days since we last quarrelled..n i'm reali glad tt we can remain tis way..owaes..n e prob which led to our quarrels is TRUST..haixh..tis is *inevitable* since we broke up once..6 mths..quite a long period since we both duno wad is going on wit each other at all..but now we r arady together..so u mux learn to trust mi..understand..it's not all abt mi assuring u all e tym..u mux built it up urself n stop all ur hu si luan xiang..n ur stupid attitude..*i noe i oso la* ..kkaex..jux wan u to noe wad i'm thinking..luv ya baobei..muackx!
**good luck fer ur tournament frm wed to fri..!!~ muackx..

Thursday, December 2, 2004

long tym no blog

wa...i long time no post entry le..heex..anibodi miss mi? =X ..hmmm..start frm ytd? kaex..at guishan hse nw..com kena duno wad spyware..again..nuisance..
[1st dec] hapi bdae to cindy..rmb tt day when garry told mi..u all wenter sentosa horx..heexx..had a gd time ya? stayed at hm d whole day..**slacking ..injured my hand on tues wen training..but was quite oritex..jux nided sum rest..at nite..yepx..quarrelled wit him again..i tried to save e situation but he jux wanted to make it clear to mi..aniwaes..its over..n i gt a new name fer him..fishball..hahax..cos everytym we go out..den will eat old chang kee..he will owaes b eating fishball n i'll b eating yampie..hahax..n i've gt a new baby cousin..shyen lim shan yan..hahax..unique horx d christian name..den e chinese is sorta direct translate..i choose fer her de..hahax..
[today]tiring day..training today..n e usuals turn up..i reali duno wad to do abt d otherx..haixh..aniwaes..hmmm...training tml again..n i expect full attendance ya? cos gs n jas r gonna call everybody..oh ya..dalinah is back wit us..i'm less worried nw..at least they can depend on her than me..cos..she is more of e "hav potential" kind..heex..baobei sick til very jialat oso..didn tok to him fer 3 days le..nv c him oso..miss him...**winks.. hahax..fishball..dun so proud horx ..heex..cant c him til nx week..his dad dun allow him to go out cos he stil haven recover..gotta take goooody care of urself kaex..play golf tournament halfway withdraw..didn expect u will do tt so i suppose u r reali sick..take care n drink more water kaex..**muackx...``

Saturday, November 13, 2004

quarrel again.. lame..

wa lau.. quarrel wif baobei again.. y u always like tht de.. i try to gif in u stil like angry like tht.. answer mi like i owe u my life..sorry la.. but no need answer mi lkike tht de wad..u no how does it feel not? always quarrel cuz of this.. lame leh.. enough le la u.. change ur attitude k? sorry.. muackz.. anything juz tell mi.. take care.. ChEeRx!

Monday, November 8, 2004

Baobei is a pig

hmmm.. Casper here.. i got something to say.. i really think tht my baobei llove mi more liao.. think from tht chalet tht time she treat mi more good.. but then leh.. she also some times i little crazy.. always hmph here hmph there.. ha ha.. but nvm.. very cute ma.. oh ya.. today is our 6TH MONTH LIAO... Continuing from last time... h aha... ok ok... thts all i gotta say... better rest liao..Tuesday still muz bring her go eat genki sushi.. ha ha... byez..

Monday, November 1, 2004

=)

training was..fine..n e bad news is..im e captain..when i knew abt it..i was like..i'm dead..e team will b....................i duno how to put it in words..i jux reali dosn hav any confidence in myself at all..i knew tis thing wld happen..either mi or guishan..i rather mr lee choose guishan..cos..haix..i duno how to shout at them..i duno how to discipline them..in fact..i can admit tt i myself sumtym dun even hav my own discipline..how m i gonna lead them like tis..i jux dun hav e **impact** on them..aniwaex..nvm abt tis...
hmmm...=) ..heex..den lata baobei bring mi go watch shark's tale..hehex..i noe he tired..very tired..cos gt golf all tis..but he stil came out wit mi..n reached dere earlier den mi..hahax..finally today i no nid to wait fer him le..nice movie!!~ den wenter downtown east..wanted to go to aloha resort..but didn noe where was e entrance..called mickey den she said mux walk to costa sands dere..when reached dere le..call her again..but jasmine told mi was bside e country club dere..me n baobei lazy to walk le..so decided to go to e beach lo..hmmm..go dere..tok..play..den c mani mani ships..ard 19..all so beautiful..wow..lights all very bright..n den..went hm..first time took mrt hm..hahax..evertym take cab de..baobei..now improve le horx..dun so lazy liao..hehex.. _____cheerx**